[Bojun Yixiao] Not my brother

Xiao Zhan withdrew his hand, stretched out his hand habitually to pinch Wang Yibo's cheek, and said, "Did you hear that?"

Wang Yibo hummed softly, and said, "Understood."

The atmosphere fell slightly awkwardly, Xiao Zhan didn't speak, and watched Wang Yibo sit back at the table, as if he wanted to say something, he couldn't help but turn half of his body to Xiao Zhan's direction, opened his mouth, and swallowed the words again.

Xiao Zhan raised his eyebrows and said, "What do you want to ask?"

Wang Yibo didn't dare to look at him, and said, "I, uh..."

Xiao Zhan suddenly thought of something, and said, "Do you want to ask, when did I find out?"

Wang Yibo nodded.

Xiao Zhan was helpless, and said, "You were so fierce when you were in the studio, I would be really stupid if I couldn't see it anymore."

He didn't notice Wang Yibo's strangeness at first, after all, there are too many things and too busy recently, but when Wang Yibo showed that expression after he spoke indiscriminately, Xiao Zhan suddenly understood the general idea.

He was not happy to hear that his ex-girlfriend was unhappy, and he was also not happy to see his ex-girlfriend. He was a child, so there was no need for him to be in a bad mood for someone who didn't have much contact with him.

Wang Yibo said in a low voice, "...I can't blame you."

Xiao Zhan said, "Are you clear in your heart?"

Wang Yibo retorted, "Didn't you kill me too!"

Xiao Zhan thought it was funny, and said, "You want to compare this kind of thing with me?"

Wang Yibo said, "You are fierce..."

His voice was even softer, and the ending was drowned in Xiao Zhan's gaze.

Xiao Zhan smiled and said, "Then we'll get even, and we won't mention this matter again in the future."

He slapped his knees, stood up, and said, "Homework is important, and you have to go to bed early. The closer the college entrance examination is, the more you have to take care of yourself. I'll go back to wash and sleep. There are still many things in the studio tomorrow."

Wang Yibo looked up at him sharply, and said, "Aren't you going to stay?"

Xiao Zhan touched his head and said, "It's not appropriate to stay now."

Wang Yibo held his wrist, his eyes were dark, and said, "...Can't you pretend you don't know?"

Xiao Zhan raised the corners of his lips, and a soft arc sank on the side of his cheek, saying, "Yibo, I'm not a child anymore."

So I can't play dumb with you.

Adults have to deal with and face feelings calmly and brutally.

Wang Yibo slowly let go of his hand, his drooping eyelashes blocked the light, and said, "Got it."

Xiao Zhan comforted him and said, "Just get used to it."

Wang Yibo said, "Yes."

Xiao Zhan couldn't help touching his head again, letting the soft hair run through his fingers, the back of his head is also round, with the cuteness unique to young people.

He said softly, "Good night, Wang Yibo."

Wang Yibo didn't answer him.

Xiao Zhan didn't force himself anymore, turned around and went out, when he reached the door, he was stopped by Wang Yibo.

Wang Yibo stood up, the desk lamp propped up a small world warmly behind him, and the pupils reflected were as light as beautiful amber.

Xiao Zhan withdrew his hand on the doorknob, turned to look at him, and said, "What's wrong?"

Wang Yibo looked at him firmly and said, "Don't you like me?"

Xiao Zhan choked up for a moment, hit by his bluntness, and stuttered a little, "I, I'm not... that one likes..."

Wang Yibo said, "Brother wants to say, you are just my brother's liking for my younger brother, right?"

Xiao Zhan felt that he shouldn't admit it, but after thinking about it seriously, it seemed to be the case.

Wang Yibo said, "The time we have met in the past few years has not been more than a week in recent times. How much do you say that the brother likes the younger brother?"

Xiao Zhan opened his mouth blankly and said, "I..."

Wang Yibo said, "You just feel that you owe me something and want to make up for it."

He stepped forward, stared into Xiao Zhan's eyes, and said, "You don't owe me anything, you did before, and you still do now."

Xiao Zhan twitched his eyebrows and said, "What do you want to say?"

Wang Yibo bit his lower lip, although he was very embarrassed, he insisted on looking into Xiao Zhan's eyes and speaking out.

He said, "So, can't you like me?"

Xiao Zhan: ...

He gasped imperceptibly, and said, "...I'm your brother."

Wang Yibo said, "We are not related by blood."

Xiao Zhan said again, "You are still young, and I am six years older than you..."

Wang Yibo interrupted him and said, "You have said so much, but none of them said that you don't like me."

Xiao Zhan froze for a moment.

Wang Yibo's slightly immature facial features inexplicably transformed into beautiful and firm edges and corners under his aura, and said word by word, "Since you have a showdown with me today, then I will tell you the truth."

"I've liked you since the first time we met."

Xiao Zhan gasped for breath, and while speaking, Wang Yibo unconsciously pushed forward, only a little distance away from him, as long as he stretched out his hand, he could give each other a hug.

He reluctantly breathed a sigh of relief from the shock that Wang Yibo's words brought to him, tried his best to express his words, and then said, "Actually, sometimes when I saw a toy that I couldn't get when I was young, I always wanted to get it, but When you grow up and have seen many toys, or things other than toys, you may not think about them. This is the same reason. You are so smart, you should understand what I mean."

Wang Yibo looked at him seriously, and said, "But you are Xiao Zhan."

Xiao Zhan said, "...so what if I am Xiao Zhan?"

If it is Xiao Zhan, no matter how long it has passed, as long as I see him again and think of this name, I can't help the throbbing, joy, anger, and sadness in my heart.

Wang Yibo said, "Xiao Zhan will not be replaced."

Xiao Zhan: ...

He had a headache for a moment, he didn't know how to explain clearly to this stubborn kid, after all, he himself was taken aback by Wang Yibo who was so straightforward tonight.

Wang Yibo saw his embarrassment, lowered his voice a bit, and said, "I didn't want to force you to do anything now."

"I just want you to be fair to me."

Xiao Zhan said, "...what?"

Wang Yibo said, "You can't deprive me of the right to like you, and you can't feel from the beginning that I will give up one day."

Xiao Zhan looked at the boy's face seriously, his eyes widened unconsciously when his mood fluctuated, an expression that couldn't be ignored when he was serious.

His younger brother.

It has been like this since childhood.

If you like yourself, you have to hold on and never let go.

Xiao Zhan sighed softly.

Wang Yibo's heart was pulled violently.

Xiao Zhan opened his arms towards him for the second time tonight, lowered his eyes, and whispered, "Come."

Wang Yibo was hugged stiffly by him.

Xiao Zhan rubbed his chin against the young man's shoulders, he wasn't too broad yet, and his height was a little shorter than himself.

He imitated Wang Yibo's tone and said, "Since you have a showdown with me, then I will tell you the truth."

"What about your brother, he never liked boys. Ex-girlfriend..."

Xiao Zhan smiled, felt the breath of the boy in his arms fluctuate for a moment, raised his hand to caress his back, and said, "The girl before, she was also chasing me. When we got along, I just felt I don’t hate it, I have a good impression, I think that’s what I like. I don’t know what it’s like to like boys, or rather, I’ve never liked anyone like you.”

"But there is one thing that I think I need to make clear to you."

"My love for you now is indeed the kind of love between brothers."

Xiao Zhan let go of Wang Yibo, leaned on his shoulders and said, "I said I want to go back to my room because if I knew you liked me and slept with you unscrupulously, that would be really unfair."

Wang Yibo's eyes flickered.

Like himself, he actually didn't have much time to get along with his father, and the company of his elders was pitifully little.

But he still grew up into an excellent, beautiful and tall young man.

Wang Yibo looked up at him, his eyes were wet, he didn't know whether it was on purpose or not, he looked like a wronged son of a bitch, he whispered, "Can't you open the back door?"

Xiao Zhan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "How can this kind of thing open the back door?"

Wang Yibo said, "You can hug another quilt over here, so... it doesn't count as sleeping together."

When Xiao Zhan finished washing and wrapped himself in a new quilt next to Wang Yibo, he seriously thought about whether this counted as sleeping together.

He thought for a while, and came to the conclusion that he should have been framed by the kid around him.

Wang Yibo turned sideways, looked at Xiao Zhan's face in the dark, and said, "Then what you said during the day still counts?"

Xiao Zhan was immersed in the regret that he had accidentally agreed to him, but he didn't realize it, and said, "What?"

Wang Yibo pursed his lower lip and said, "It's just... about moving out."

Xiao Zhan said, "Of course that counts. When you are free on Saturday, let's take a look at the house together. I just need to take time to look at the studio, let alone have friends, so don't worry. "

"There is one more thing, I actually thought about it some time ago. You go out to live with me, there is no need to tell the family frankly, just say that the house I rent is close to your school, take care of each other, during holidays or weekends You can also go back and have a look, so they won't object too much."

Wang Yibo said, "Okay."

Xiao Zhan said, "Which city do you want to go to in college?"

Wang Yibo said, "It's pretty good here."

Xiao Zhan asked suspiciously, "Do you really think this place is good or is it because of me?"

Wang Yibo smiled slightly, and said, "I really think this place is pretty good."

Xiao Zhan was noncommittal, and said, "Anyway, just pick what you like."

"When you get older in the future, you will know how difficult it is to choose what you like and do what you like. So, while you are young, more..."

"Accommodate yourself more." Wang Yibo said.

Xiao Zhan curled the corners of his lips indistinctly, and said, "Don't steal my lines."

Wang Yibo said, "I know everything."

Xiao Zhan hooted and said, "You better be."

The two of them were silent for a while, and when Xiao Zhan was drowsy and about to fall asleep, he heard Wang Yibo say again, "...Then, your ex-girlfriend, are you sure you won't come to see you in the future?"

Xiao Zhan closed his eyes and laughed, and said, "Do you mind so much?"

"Hey."

"Okay, okay, I really made it clear." Xiao Zhan said with a smile, "I have also told my classmates and friends I know, so everyone gets together and breaks up."

Wang Yibo didn't speak.

Xiao Zhan waited for a while, but Wang Yibo didn't come up with any new questions. The exhaustion from the day came up, his eyelids were clenched, and he fell asleep wrapped in a quilt.

Wang Yibo waited until his breathing was steady, then carefully lifted a corner of his quilt and got in.