i see your calling

[Brother Pingge]: [Voice]

[Brother Pingge]: [Voice]

"It's still very hot here, and it doesn't snow here in Guangzhou. Um, is it snowing heavily there?"

"I'd love to build a snowman, even better with you."

Lian Yan held the phone and listened to the voice over and over again, and his ears had to remember his tone. After listening to those, he even wanted to fill a glass bottle with snow, put it in the refrigerator, and send him a copy of the snow by courier, but it didn’t work. ,too expensive.Lian Yan sent him a message.

【,】: Brother, I want to see you.

Shen Pingge quickly responded to the message, and the voice he sent, with a lazy smile, said, "I miss you."

His voice was clean and nice, but at the moment he deliberately lowered the volume, with a bit of seductive magnetism, like teasing a cat, Lian Yan blushed, rolled around on the bed several times, and replied to his message while he was hot.

【,】: I really want it very much.

[Brother Pingge]: Good boy, I'll bring you something delicious when I go back.

Shen Pingge will not be able to come back for a while, Lian Yan asked him if he could come back for New Year's Eve, Shen Pingge said that he might be on the way, not necessarily.There is still about a week before the end of the year, and it snowed several times during the period. Lian Yan caught a cold, and the tip of her nose was red. She could only breathe through her mouth, wearing a black scarf, and the white mist she exhaled condensed on the scarf. , Humid and sweltering around him tightly, also like a lover's late night kiss.

He didn't go to the high school again, and took his mobile phone during class to secretly check the train ticket to Guangzhou.

He was going to see Shen Pingge, no matter when, whether Shen Pingge wanted him to come or not.

Lian Yan has always lived a good life, never did anything rebellious during adolescence, never skipped classes with other boys, never cheated on exams, never plagiarized homework, he lived peacefully in the circle set by the school, Occasionally protruding edges and corners will be retracted in due course, except for Shen Pingge, he has not done anything out of the ordinary.

This was probably the first time in his life that he skipped classes and ran away from home.

After the train ticket was booked, Lian Yan calmly went to and from school as usual, and sometimes had dinner with Shen Yiming, and his uneasiness was concealed. Sometimes he felt that Shen Pingge was the chrysalis that wrapped him, warm and intimate, he After leaving the chrysalis, he would fly back and curl up in the chrysalis.

The ticket was booked at dusk, and I took the bus to go after the afternoon class. There was a thin book of poetry in my schoolbag, which I bought from a second-hand stall on the roadside, some cash, and the rest was food. The train traveled for a total of fifteen In an hour, he took the train for the first time, and the surrounding crowd was chaotic. Lian Yan endured the strong discomfort, went to collect the ticket, went through the inspection, held her schoolbag in the waiting hall, waited for instructions, and squeezed into the train with the crowd.

Shen Yiming was not at home, so he would not find out that he had left for a while, probably until the teacher called Shen Yiming in the morning class the next morning.But he would probably be there by then.

Sitting near the window, I can see the sky outside, the clear water at dusk, the sun is too stingy, no red light leaks out, only a small, red, leaving sun hangs perfunctorily.

Lian Yan was holding a big schoolbag, and the train started to move. The voice of "melon seeds, peanuts, eight-treasure porridge" rang out, and the female voice on the radio also spread throughout the carriage.

"You took K7429 this time, the terminal station is Guangzhou, and the stopover location is——"

"The whole journey takes 13 hours and [-] minutes. I wish you a pleasant journey."

Lian Yan felt the novelty, the freshness washed away the dazed fear and nervousness, he was going to meet Shen Pingge soon, just thinking about it, he felt that it was all worth it.

He said in his heart: Brother, I have come to see you.

I was excited at first, but then I gradually became sleepy. When I was hungry, I took out food from my schoolbag, unpacked Oreos, stuffed a few bites, and poured cold water. It was barely enough. Many people in the car were asleep, but even Yan didn't dare to sleep, he was alone, he was afraid that his bag would be stolen, he was afraid that he would be the first to get off if he passed the stop.The dizziness caused by the cold boiled at this moment, and he felt uncomfortable.

Shen Pingge sent a message to him, and Lian Yan put on a headset to listen to him.

"Xiaoyan," he said, "what are you doing?"

Lian Yan missed him so much, and said to him: Brother, I miss you so much, the way I want to die.

[Brother Pingge]: What's wrong?

【Brother Pingge】: Are you crying?

Lian Yan touched her cheek, it was true - Shen Pingge always knew what he was thinking.

【,】: No.

[Brother Pingge]: Wait for me to go back, okay?

【,】:good.

Someone was snoring in the carriage, the child was crying to be hugged by his mother, the middle-aged man was holding an old mobile phone and speaking his local accent to communicate with his family, Lian Yan was staring at the night outside, at the dry fields and dilapidated villages passing by, The telephone pole stood alone, but the wires connected them as a matchmaker. He gradually became aware of the drowsiness and pinched himself awake again. With sore eyes, he leaned against the glass window and closed his eyes in a daze.

He firmly believed that he hadn't fallen asleep, but when he opened his eyes, he had indeed arrived in Guangzhou. There were towering tall buildings outside, the sky turned white, the night was crumbling, and the sunlight became a corrosive agent, peeling off the darkness little by little. Lian Yan was unconscious at first. Dazed, he touched his backpack after he realized it—the bag was still there.

What about cash?

Cash is also there.I didn't lose my ID either.

Snacks don't need to be checked, and it doesn't matter if they are lost.

Lian Yan breathed a sigh of relief, picked up her phone, and the displayed time was [-]:[-].

That's how he arrived in Guangzhou, where Shen Pingge was.After getting off the train, he was not the first one to get off, but he was definitely the first one to run out of the station, but when he ran out of the station, he suddenly remembered an important thing.

...Where's Shen Pingge?

Where is Shen Pingge?

Lian Yan paused, and then walked out slowly after a while. He was carrying a backpack and looked at everything unfamiliar. He passed by Junwang Mall, surrounded by small merchants, fruit stalls everywhere, and KFC next to him. And McDonald's, the smell of fried chicken came in clearly, Lian Yan swallowed her saliva.

He sat in a flower bed by the side of the road and took out his cell phone.

【,】: Brother, I’m in Guangzhou, and I’m here to find you.

【,】: I'm at a KFC, come and pick me up, okay?

【,】: At the train station, I don’t know anyone, and I’m afraid.

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The bus was crowded, the smell of sweat and human voices intertwined, the driver turned the steering wheel, and the people swayed, Shen Pingge clutched the bar, pursed his lips and looked at the buildings on the side of the road, his mobile phone was in his hand , The oppressive air made him feel unbearable. He took the No. 30 bus. In an unfamiliar city, it was difficult to even find the bus stop sign. He looked in front of the bus plate and put coins on the bus.

"Oh, why are you so caring? If you see shit hole you, but don't see Mi Bai*, let's do it together!"

Shen Pingge looked out the window.

"The train station has arrived, please get off the passengers in an orderly manner."

Shen Pingge got out of the car following the crowd, took out his mobile phone, glanced at the news sent by Lian Yan, and kept frowning, looking for KFC along the way.December in Guangzhou is not too cold, and the lowest temperature today is 10°C. Shen Pingge wore a lot of clothes and sweated a lot along the way. His roommate Xun Zhu sent him a message.

[Xun Zhu]: Why did you leave suddenly? Didn't you agree to visit the place?

[Xun Zhu]: Is there something urgent?

The sun was strong, and the sweat on his forehead also reflected the light. Shen Pingge didn't reply, and went straight to the nearest KFC, pursing his lips.

Lian Yan sat there bored, 10 minutes had passed since he sent a message to Shen Pingge, Shen Pingge replied to him several times, not as happy as he imagined, but told him to stay where he was.

Then it’s fine if he doesn’t move, Lian Yan thought. He was sitting by the flower bed, holding a big backpack with his chin resting on it. Countless people walked by in front of him, and their shadows fell on him and then flowed away. The floor tiles, suddenly the white sports shoes stood still in front of him, Lian Yan suddenly raised her head, and met Shen Pingge's eyes.

Shen Pingge looked at him quietly, grabbed his wrist, and said indifferently, "Follow me."

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Shen Pingge didn't say a word along the way, Lian Yan thought he would be happy and would be pleasantly surprised by his arrival, but now it doesn't seem to be the case, they went back by bus, the high-rise buildings on the way reflected the gorgeous light, piercing eyes It hurts, Shen Pingge clutched his wrist from the beginning to the end, very hard, which made Lian Yan feel pain, and he was also holding the bag.

It was the same when they arrived at the hotel. They got on the elevator in silence and opened the door silently. Lian Yan didn't even dare to say that he was hungry. On his mobile phone, he dialed a series of numbers.

Lian Yan sat there blankly, watching him dial, "Dad."

"Yes, Lian Yan came here to look for me, please help me to ask for a vacation at the school," Shen Pingge said in a low voice, with his back to him, and closed the curtains, the overly strong sunlight made people feel irritable, and the room Shen Shen said, "I'll send him back tomorrow."

Lian Yan got anxious, Shen Pingge hung up the phone, sat on another bed, and faced him, Lian Yan grabbed his hand, shook her head at him, and said silently: I won't go back.

Shen Pingge looked at him without saying a word, let him hold his wrist, Lian Yan suddenly saw the forbearance in his eyes, Shen Pingge said: "Why did you come?"

Lian Yan opened her mouth.

"You dare to come by train with a bag by yourself. How much money did you bring? If your phone runs out of battery, how can you contact me? If your phone and money are stolen on the train, what should you do? "Shen Pingge said very clearly, and calmly analyzed the objective facts with him, "I haven't been here for the past two days, and my mobile phone was turned off when I participated in the competition. You can contact me this morning because of the venue. Temporary change, otherwise you won't be able to contact me, do you know?"

Lian Yan's hands were trembling, biting her lip, he suddenly stepped forward to hug Shen Pingge, bit his shoulder, but quickly let go, choking silently, melting into the clothes warmly, Shen Pingge paused After a pause, he wrapped his arms around his waist, unable to speak even a single call, and whispered, "Xiaoyan."

Lian Yan didn't listen to him, but hugged his neck aggrievedly, not looking into his eyes.

Shen Pingge sighed, turned over and pressed him on the /bed/, Lian Yan's eyes were turned upside down, and her body sank in the soft bed, Shen Pingge's knees squeezed between his knees, forcing Lian Yan to Yan let go of him, and Shen Pingge said, "Look at me."

Lian Yan sniffed and looked at him, the corners of his eyes were red, he had a cold and could only breathe through his mouth, his rosy lips were parted, and the breath he exhaled was scorching hot, Shen Pingge suddenly leaned down and kissed him Together, even his right to breathe with his mouth was deprived, Lian Yan grasped the sheets weakly, his whole body softened, his face flushed, he eagerly stole oxygen and water from Shen Pingge's mouth, and he raised his neck, as if The next moment is the end of the world, the surrounding sky is dark, and only kisses can save lives.

Lian Yan even tasted the feeling of suffocation—do kisses bring death?

Then die in a kiss.

Shen Pingge didn't let him die, let go of him, stroked his brow bone with his fingertips, and said at the corner of his mouth, "Have you calmed down?"

Lian Yan completely lost her temper and took a big breath.

"I also want to see you very much. I want to go to see the snow with you, build a snowman, go to school together in the morning, and have dinner together at noon. You are not the only one thinking about me," Shen Pingge said softly, "But compared to these, I want you to be safe, you know?"

The author says:

* Described as very busy.I have never been to Guangzhou. In order to avoid architectural mistakes, I used a panoramic map.I hope that if you feel that you really can't stand reading the article, you will abandon the article and stop talking to me.It has been the fifth month since I started writing this article. I have thought about giving up many times. I feel that what I wrote is too rubbish, and it is useless to write any more. But because some people read it, I don’t want to feel sorry for the people who read it. So I am trying my best to make adjustments, I try my best to write this article well, and I am not perfunctory. I can feel that the number of people who read it has decreased, but as long as people read it, I will still write it. I want to write the first long article. good.The comment of abandoning the article is really a big blow to me, just cancel the bookmark by yourself, thank you everyone.