i see your calling

This is probably the case between friends, knowing what to talk about and what not to talk about.The incident of Chen You running away from home caused turmoil in this small area. Tan Yun was probably tired too, but she didn't have as much courage as Chen You, and her courage was limited. She just confessed the truth to them.

Acceptance or non-acceptance aside, shock is always inevitable.

Tan Yun didn't ask them if they could accept it. After all, the matter was already like this, so it was the same if they accepted it, and it was the same if they didn't accept it.

"I don't know why it's so difficult," Tan Yun held a transparent glass in his hand, and smiled lightly, "We haven't done anything wrong, and we haven't committed any heinous crimes, but it seems that the world has very little tolerance for us. , A little thing can touch the bottom line."

Lian Yan was really bored, he had no one to talk to, and he didn't want to communicate with others. At first he just wanted to close his eyes and fall asleep, but in the end he really fell asleep. Shen Pingge put a pillow behind his head, Lian Yan just frowned and didn't care. Awake.

"Then how is Chen You doing now?" Du Chengzhou asked.

"She's at home now," Tan Yun leaned on the sofa, "I don't know when she will go to school, maybe next week, or next month, she will come anyway."

"Then you..." Du Chengzhou opened his mouth tentatively.

Tan Yun laughed: "It's okay, it's alright."

"I've always thought it was very unfair, why can heterosexuals walk around in broad daylight, kissing, hugging and hugging," Tan Yun said without reason, "It's like we can't see the light, we hide here and there."

"Then why do you want to be gay?" Yang Zhi felt impolite when he asked this, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend you, and that's not what I wanted to ask, alas—"

"I know what you mean," Tan Yun didn't get angry, "There is a natural crook, Chen You is, she confessed to me, I couldn't accept it at the time, and it was later - I just like it, if I didn't like it, Who would want that."

"Homosexuality is too difficult," Tan Yun's voice was very soft, all the noise outside was separated by the door, and the door was very quiet, she laughed: "If there is a next life, I'd better be an ordinary heterosexual. "

"If I don't meet her in my next life."

Lian Yan was fast asleep, her thick eyelashes drooping, her head tilted to one side.

Shen Pingge glanced at Lian Yan and propped his chin.Lian Yan seemed unhappy when she was sleeping, her brows were frowning.

After a while, Shen Pingge stretched out his hand and touched his brow lightly.

When the party was about to end, Yang Zhi ran to sit next to Shen Pingge with a glass of fruit wine, and whispered, "When did Lian Yan fall asleep?"

"It's been 10 minutes." Shen Pingge looked at him, "What's wrong?"

"Are you sure he really likes matcha ice cream?" Yang Zhi was a little skeptical, looking at the cake box on the coffee table, the ice cream had melted, and the green one looked disgusting, "He just ate a few bites."

Shen Pingge didn't explain too much, just said: "Maybe I remembered wrongly."

"Hey," Yang Zhi touched his arm and whispered, "Aren't you going to make up with Lian Yan?"

"Why are you in such a hurry?" Shen Pingge was a little amused.

"I just think that Lian Yan is... a little pitiful," Yang Zhi said. "When I came here before, although I didn't talk, but I was happy anyway. It's fun to go wherever you go. Now sitting in the I just keep my head down and play with my hands here, I'm bored watching it."

"Well," Shen Pingge glanced sideways at the sleeping Lian Yan, and then looked away, without giving a definite answer, "That's why you came here to talk?"

"No." Yang Zhi shook the ice cubes in the glass and made a "thumping" sound, "I have something to say, it's not convenient to say it there, so I came to you."

"Tell me," Shen Pingge put the wine in his hand on the tea table.

"When Xiaoyun said it just now, I felt like a villain. Do you know what I was thinking?" Yang Zhili moved closer and whispered in his ear, "I... want her to be with Chen You separate."

He sat back to his original position: "Aren't you very narrow-minded and bad?"

Shen Pingge smiled and said, "You're not a saint, so it's not surprising that you have such emotions."

"Actually, it seems that it is easier for us to do 'most'." Yang Zhi leaned on the pillow, raised his head, his voice seemed ethereal, "Like is a very simple thing, gratitude can become like, and heartbeat It can become liking. But if you like it too hard, it will hurt, and you can't let it go. Well, it's not easy to be 'most' and 'small part', or no one likes to be more comfortable."

Tan Yun was still smiling over there, just like before, as if nothing had happened.

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"Lian Yan..."

"Lian Yan."

First sinking into the boundless darkness, the air smelled of wine, and the music was beautiful, Lian Yan unexpectedly fell into a deep sleep, breathing was the only pigment in the dream.

However, Shen Pingge woke him up, pulled him out of his dream, and returned to the reality of scarce oxygen.

Lian Yan didn't wake up for a while, she glanced at Shen Pingge in a daze, suddenly she was still in a dream.

"It's time to go home," Shen Pingge said softly, "Let's go."

When I left the bar, the wind outside was a bit chilly. It was the beginning of autumn in August, and autumn was just beginning to show at this time. Lian Yan was wearing thin clothes and didn't wear an autumn school uniform jacket. When the wind blew, she suddenly became fully awake.

Shen Pingge walked in front of him, his school uniform jacket was blown up by the wind, Lian Yan followed him not too far away, Shen Pingge suddenly looked back at him: "Is it cold?"

Lian Yan shook her head subconsciously, Shen Pingge stopped, lowered his eyes, took off his school uniform coat, and exposed his arms, Lian Yan looked at him helplessly, and just passed the coat over.

"Get dressed."

Lian Yan picked it up, Shen Pingge didn't say anything else, and continued to walk forward.He put on the school uniform jacket - the jacket still carried Shen Pingge's body temperature, a very light soap scent, as if hugging him warmly, Lian Yan pursed her lips, but didn't even have the courage to say thank you.

The whole journey was filled with silence. Occasionally there were small stones on the road that could be kicked as a foil. When they arrived at the villa, Lian Yan took off her coat and handed it to Shen Pingge. She turned around and was about to leave when Shen Pingge suddenly Call him.

"Lian Yan."

Lian Yan turned to look at him.

Shen Pingge looked at him, and said after a while: "It's nothing."

He and Shen Pingge have always maintained a kind of neither cold nor cold relationship, polite and alienated, Lian Yan could only come here at night with a bear in his arms, and it rained several times in October, and thunder struck. Not too loudly, Lian Yan didn't go to find Shen Pingge, but Shen Pingge asked him.

- do you want me to stay with you

Lian Yan replied bluntly: It's okay, no need.

He has to learn to leave Shen Pingge, even if he is unwilling, even if it is difficult, he can learn to get rid of his dependence little by little.

He sometimes felt that Shen Pingge wanted to care about him and talk to him, but the disordered relationship turned into mottled thorns, his clothes were thin and the thorns could easily pierce his flesh, so through the thorns, he could see his eyes, But the call was not heard.

From September to mid-October, Shen Pingge said only a dozen sentences to Lian Yan. Lian Yan began to worry about the composition competition in early October-he and Shen Pingge could not avoid being together, and Lian Yan only Looking forward to the separation of the junior high school group and the high school group, it would be good to be less embarrassed.

Mid-October is coming soon, the sun is moving north, the days are shortening, everything looks sluggish, the leaves are mixed with yellow and green, the sun is apricot yellow, but at night, the moonlight is still the same—the moonlight is the same in all seasons .

It was the night before flying to Beijing, Lian Yan was still nervous, staring at the silver moon outside the window in a daze, she didn't fall asleep until early morning.

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