i see your calling

It’s over.

Lian Yan's mind was blank, and he only popped out these two words barrenly. He stared blankly at Shen Pingge, until Shen Pingge squatted halfway beside him, and then he reacted quickly, took the bread and corn sausage Hiding behind her back, she looked innocently at Shen Pingge with wide eyes.

Shen Pingge felt it was funny, so he squatted down and asked him softly, "Are you hungry?"

Lian Yan bit her lip, but Shen Pingge suddenly reached out and wiped the corner of his mouth, "It's all over here."

"..." Lian Yan's face turned red all of a sudden, she pursed her lips subconsciously, and looked down to see if there were any debris on the ground.

Suddenly, Shen Pingge stretched out his hand, and placed it in front of him shiningly. Lian Yan glanced at him blankly, then realized, and reluctantly gave him the bread and corn sausages in her hand. Reseal well.

Lian Yan felt a little wronged.

He was too shameful, he was caught stealing food, and the food would be confiscated.

The refrigerator door was opened again, and the yellow light came on. Lian Yan saw Shen Pingge's face clearly under the indifferent light, but it disappeared in the blink of an eye. Lian Yan was still squatting on the ground, hugging her knees, a little sad.

"Aren't you going to stand up?" Shen Pingge squatted down again, looking into his eyes, "The legs will be numb."

Numbness in the legs is better than a hungry stomach.

Lian Yan didn't know where the courage came from, she took Shen Pingge's hand, and put it on her belly through the thin cloth.

"Ah," Shen Pingge laughed, "I'm so hungry."

Lian Yan nodded hastily and looked at him eagerly.

"If you go to bed immediately after eating at night, your stomach will feel uncomfortable and you will be easily bloated." Shen Pingge rubbed his stomach, like stroking the belly of a small animal, and then withdrew his hand, "So I can't eat, huh? "

Lian Yan was soothed by his actions, her temper was gone, she felt a good mood out of thin air, Shen Ping grabbed his hand and made him stand up, Lian Yan squatted for a long time, when she stood up for a while, her legs were numb Suddenly, he fell directly into Shen Pingge's arms, without any strength, his hands were powerless to grab Shen Pingge's arm.

"Leg numb?" Shen Pingge asked in a low voice.

"Hmm..." Lian Yan responded in a low voice, the feeling of numbness in her legs was really uncomfortable.He didn't do it on purpose either, if it was a girl, it would become a template for throwing herself into her arms, he heard Shen Pingge say again.

"Is that waiting here for the leg numbness to pass?" Shen Pingge paused, "Or should I carry you upstairs?"

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He is a mute, can't speak, nodding or shaking his head are all his answers, as for sign language, it's easy to speak if you can, or you can't sign, or you can't sign in occasions, such as this kind of darkness, he hugs Focusing on Shen Pingge, no one can see who is who, that is useless at all.

Lian Yan wanted to push him away, feeling extremely flustered, but the numbness in her legs hadn't passed yet, and even her calves were aching, Shen Pingge didn't rush him, but just waited for his answer, behaved like a gentleman, he was always like this, as if Lian Yan pushed him lightly, and he could choose to leave, and the intimacy also carried an inescapable alienation.

Lian Yan suddenly didn't want to push him away.

He paused, nodded, and looked up at him.

Shen Pingge bent down, and passed his hands under his knees, Lian Yan hugged his neck subconsciously, and was hugged horizontally by him.

Gravity attracted him to the ground, and at this moment he got rid of the gravity of the earth, as if he had become an existence in an illusory universe—— Lian Yan always felt that he had imagined too much, but he really thought so. In the old clothes, Shen Pingge's heartbeat was clearly heard.

If it was as he thought, this world was the universe, and it would be great if there were only the two of them.

Lian Yan secretly took advantage of the moonlight to look at Shen Pingge, and found that even from such a tricky angle, Shen Pingge still looks good.

"Go to the beach with my dad in a few days," Shen Pingge said suddenly, "Are you going?"

Lian Yan hesitated.

To be honest, he didn't want to get involved between Shen Yiming and Shen Pingge, the relationship between them is blood thicker than water, Lian Yan herself came halfway, and the Shen family took him in, but probably the days after coming were too long. It went well, and he almost forgot that he was a guest.

Since you are a guest, you must have the consciousness of being a guest.

If he went, he became an insignificant decoration, and they chatted happily, what should he do?Just sit there silly and listen to what they say?Lian Yan thought, no matter how bad he is, he is still an independent individual with flesh and blood and emotions. He is not transparent oxygen, nor does he want to act as oxygen.

Lian Yan really couldn't say no to it, after all, he still hoped not to be abandoned.

He wants to be loved even if it's not pleasing.

The time of silence was too long, but he was looking for a kind of stability. The sound of heartbeat came to his ears with a faint tremor. He could hear Shen Pingge, and he could also be so close to him. Obviously he already had so much, he Still want more.

Such as kissing, such as love.

Shen Pingge carried him upstairs, the door of Lianyan's room was ajar, and it opened with a light touch, Shen Pingge bent down, put Lianyan by the bed, let go, just remembered body, but found that Lian Yan did not let go.

He hugged Shen Pingge's neck, refused to show his face, and rubbed Shen Pingge's side face like a baby, obediently inconceivably.

"Want to talk?" Shen Pingge said.

Lian Yan shook her head, just hugging him and not letting go, like a sticky gummy.

"Dad told me many times about you when he was in the hospital," Shen Pingge said, "Want to hear it?"

Lian Yan let go of him, put her hands on the side of the bed, looked at him, and nodded.

"He told me that you are very obedient and sensible," Shen Pingge sat beside him, speaking slowly, the surrounding was silent, only his voice remained, "he also told me a lot, such as once You are in a bad mood, he eats with you and asks what's the matter with you, but you don't say anything, you go to the bathroom halfway, and when you come back, you are secretly crying."

Lian Yan looked at him sharply and bit her lip.

He also remembered that time, he had just been scolded by Xu Mei that day, Xu Mei thought he was soft-tempered, he couldn't even ask Shen Yiming for more money, he also had his own emotions, but he didn't dare to show it when he was having dinner with Shen Yiming , afraid that Shen Yiming would think their family was a burden, a white-eyed wolf who couldn't get enough to eat.

But Lian Yan didn't know that Shen Yiming saw it. Shen Yiming didn't go forward that day, and when he came back, he pretended nothing happened.

This is respect at its best.

Don't pierce other people's embarrassment, don't pry into other people's secrets.

"He feels very sorry for you," Shen Pingge's voice was clean and gentle, as if entangled with the moonlight in the same room, Lian Yan felt the tip of his nose inexplicably sore, he clenched his hands and told himself, don't cry, boy Can't cry, Shen Pingge continued, "In fact, he really wants you to tell him your emotions and your views."

Even Yan's hands were trembling.

"That's what I want to tell you too—I know what you're thinking," Shen Pingge put his hands on his shoulders and squeezed his earballs, "but I'd rather let you personally than guess tell me."

The author says:

I’ve been stuck recently (scratching my head, this is a transitional chapter, and I’ll go to the next volume after one or two chapters of the plot (if my prediction is correct this time...