i see your calling

Lian Yan could clearly hear his own heartbeat, as if the blood was rushing in his body, his chest was too restless, he felt like a snail, he reacted so slowly, when he saw the group news, he was sad and didn't have time to react, the joy at the moment also came It's extremely slow.

He blinked.

"Don't always think so much," Shen Pingge let go of him and moved closer, Lian Yan shrank back subconsciously, but unfortunately there was no way to retreat, so she could only meet his eyes, Shen Pingge said, " Look at people who like you more, okay?"

Lian Yan nodded.

After Shen Pingge left, Lian Yan suddenly felt happy, and all of a sudden his bad mood disappeared. He always felt that he was not liked by others. Cai Tian didn't like him, and his own mother didn't like him either. , he often thought, what did I do wrong, but Shen Pingge's words at night let him know-someone likes him.

Whether it is perfunctory or serious, Lian Yan is very happy.

He couldn't sleep on the bed, turned over several times, the sheets were wrinkled, his face was flushed with excitement, Lian Yan buried his face in the quilt, and kept laughing—he was so far away from Shen Pingge It's close, and what did Shen Pingge say.

He said he likes himself!

He likes me!

Why?Where am I?

Shen Pingge likes me!

The phone vibrated suddenly, Lian Yan was startled, turned over, went to get the phone, the screen was on, it was a message from Shen Pingge.

【Brother Pingge】: Asleep?

Lian Yan started to get nervous again, afraid that if he said something wrong, Shen Pingge would dislike him, so he considered his words, adhering to the principle of "talking too much will make mistakes", and speaking less.This seemed very cold again, so he added a facial expression.

【Happy every day】: No QVQ.

[Brother Pingge]: Go to sleep, good night.

Lian Yan turned the phone upside down and said something in her heart.

See you in a dream.

I don't know if it's because of these words, Lian Yan did see him in a dream, this is the second time he dreamed of Shen Pingge, this time Shen Pingge was sitting on a piece of field, barefoot—— For some reason, he dreamed of the barefoot Shen Pingge, he greeted Lian Yan with a smile and said.

"Lian Yan, come here."

This dream was monotonous and unbelievable, until he woke up, there was no other scene, Lian Yan kept hugging him in the dream, hugging him very tightly, intimately and with a sense of security, he just woke up like this.

The next day, when Lian Yan woke up, Shen Pingge had already gone, and their morning self-study time in the high school was earlier. When Lian Yan arrived in class, Han Bing greeted him, and Lian Yan walked over.

"The teacher said to change seats today," Han Bing looked at the corner of his eyes, and whispered, "Besides, Cai Tian didn't come to school today, so he probably didn't have the role to pick a seat. You can sit forward."

Cai Tian didn't come to class.

The 22nd class was Wan Hao's class. After Wan Hao came in, he didn't open the textbook. He threw the book on the podium and said, "Everyone should know about Cai Tian."

The whole class was silent.

"The school leaders have already known about this matter. The school song competition is said to be big or small. I did something wrong. Lian Yan shouldn't have participated in it, but Cai Tian's behavior still makes me feel...very Shocked," Wan Hao's voice was a little tired, "I don't know why a teenager would have such great malice, and even make small reports to make the class lose honor and embarrass another person, No matter what, I don't want such people to affect you."

The whole class seemed to realize something, whispering and whispering.

"So Cai Tian will temporarily leave our class and spend the rest of the year in another class—this is Cai Tian's own choice. As for whether he will transfer to another school, this is also his choice," Wan Hao lowered his head, seemingly unwilling Willing to continue talking about this matter, Cai Tian really disappointed him, he said, "Open the textbook, we will learn today..."

This matter just turned upside down, and no one deliberately brought it up again. For Cai Tian's transfer, Lian Yan's subconscious reaction was a kind of guilt, but he suddenly remembered what Shen Pingge said to him.

He thought that he owed nothing to anyone, and he didn't need to feel guilty.

The last class in the afternoon is physical education. The second half of the class is free for activities. Lian Yan sits on the playground and reads. He has no one to play with, so he can only accompany him with books. He reads slowly, and only reads five books in one class. Ten or so pages—this time I read The Moon and Sixpence.

Before reading much, a shadow suddenly fell beside him. Han Bing sat up and said, "What are you reading?"

Lian Yan showed her the book cover.

"Oh, "The Moon and Sixpence", I haven't watched it yet," Han Bing propped his chin, and said, "Are you going to leave early later?"

Lian Yan didn't quite understand why he had to leave early. He waited until the bell rang before going back after class. Han Bing said, "Anyway, I'm free to move around. Even if you leave school early, it's no big deal. Do you want to go?"

Lian Yan thought for a while, then shook her head.

"Want...to wait for Senior Shen?" Han Bing asked tentatively.

Lian Yan really didn't expect this level, he didn't know if Shen Pingge would come to wait for him, and he was not in the classroom, Lian Yan suddenly thought, what if Shen Pingge really went to find him?

He stood up abruptly, and Han Bing hurriedly grabbed him: "Don't worry, it's early before school ends."

Lian Yan looked at her in a daze, not quite understanding what Han Bing meant, Han Bing pressed his shoulders, asked him to sit down, and said, "You and the senior are familiar, right?"

Are you familiar?

Sleep in a bed, forget it.

So Lian Yan nodded.

"Then...cough, does the senior have a girlfriend?"

After Han Bing finished speaking, his face turned red, and Lian Yan didn't even react when he heard the three words "girlfriend".

It's a bit funny to say, Lian Yan didn't have any specific concept of "love between men and women" in his mind, he didn't even have any affection for the opposite sex beyond friendship, and he didn't like others, probably because he was always separated from others. If you look at a long distance, you can't accept other people's kindness with peace of mind, and there is no process of converting goodwill into liking.

At first hearing Han Bing's words, Lian Yan was a little surprised.

He thought for a while, and suddenly remembered the girl who went to KTV that time. This was probably Shen Pingge's female friend. Except for Tan Yun, he hadn't seen how close Shen Pingge was with other girls—but Tan Yun Yun didn't look like Shen Pingge's girlfriend either.

Lian Yan hesitated and shook her head.

"You really don't have a girlfriend?" Han Bing raised her voice and clapped her hands. Lian Yan looked at her inexplicably. Han Bing looked around mysteriously, and suddenly stuffed something into Lian Yan's palm. .

——Lian Yan glanced, a piece of chocolate.

Lian Yan: "..."

"You can give it to Senior Shen for me," Han Bing said in a low voice, "Just say it was given by 'Han Bing', he should still remember me, and then...you can ask me if the senior is free on Saturday, okay ?"

Lian Yan suddenly felt a little unhappy.

I can't tell what it feels like, Shen Pingge is such a good person, it's normal for someone to show affection to him, but Lian Yan is very uncomfortable, as if... her things have been taken away.

As soon as this thought came out, I suddenly frightened myself.

Lian Yan avoided her gaze and nodded vaguely.

The author says:

Although Xiaoyan is not very good at using QQ, she uses QVQ very vigorously for facial expressions.

The roll has changed, and Xiaoyan is about to start her secret love journey.