【Chi'an】All the force of his surrender

"I want to try to emulate Mr. Jiang Gu."

The timing for Okuda to find Kami Fuguya was not coincidental: his next kickboxing class started in 10 minutes, and he had to rush to the other end of the building from the lecture theater where the intelligence analysis class was taught.After the first two weeks, he found that the gap was too tight, so today he just put a bandage on his wrist and taught the previous class, which would save him a little time.And Okuda's request is another matter, especially when the word "hot period" comes out of her mouth again-no doubt he has dealt with it too often recently.

However, upon hearing the beginning of this sentence, Jiang Gu didn't know how to answer for a moment.

He knew Okuda wouldn't be the one to make a certain decision on a sudden whim, but he still wanted to know if she had really thought through what she was about to face.But he is neither her parents nor her elders, let alone her real mentor.He was nothing more than a superior at her workplace.

So he just asked gently, "How can I help you?"

"During the medical examination, the doctor advised me to find an Alpha to mark myself as soon as possible," she obviously didn't think it was a pleasant conversation, she raised her delicate eyebrows, and said with wringing fingers, "He doesn't think I can survive on inhibitors." Over 25 years old."

Furutani shrugged with a smile: "That's what I was told when I joined the company." Okuda looked at him in surprise, "Sometimes life needs something other than 'established facts'."

"Is it faith...?" Okuda hesitated and asked with a half-knowledge.

Furutani recalled last time Akai said that the popular term for belief is nothing but likes and dislikes, so he couldn't help but smile again.Okuda looked at him incredulously.

"Conviction is good too, and I'm probably just more willful." He glanced at his watch with a smile. "Sorry, I have a class later. Anytime you want to continue talking to me about this, you can always find how am I?"

In the next two days, Jiang Gu did not wait for Okuda's contact, and he was not sure whether it was appropriate for him to take the initiative to find the other party.On the evening of the third day, he tried to send a message to Okuda, and then immersed himself in correcting the report until ten o'clock, but he never received a response from the other party.

Furutani was a little worried, even though it was late, he decided to go to Okuda's room to have a look.

The design of the student dormitory area is as simple and practical as the overall style of the building. The empty promenade can be seen from the beginning to the end at a glance.Okuda's room was arranged at the deepest part of the corridor, and Furuya walked a few more steps forward, only to find that the large black obstacle blocking Okuda's gate turned out to be the elusive Akai again.

He hesitated and slowed down, but quickly walked over in three steps at a time.

Akai sat loosely on a bench that was erected out of nowhere, with his back against the wall, idly holding a cigarette in his mouth, and there was an ashtray by his side.When Jiang Gu stood in front of him, he didn't seem too surprised, and looked at him lazily with his neck half raised.

"What are you doing here?" Fuguya asked calmly, his eyes turned to Okuda's closed door, his brows were slightly frowned, "Is something wrong with Okuda?"

Akai didn't reply in a hurry, he held the cigarette between his fingers, and the gray smoke curled up from the front end of the ignition.

"Your subordinate chooses to go through the climax by himself like you," he said with his head drooping and dusting off the cigarette ash, "please let me keep an eye on the door for her."

Furutani was surprised, but not so surprised; his second reaction was to secretly think that Okuda would ask Akai instead of himself as his immediate superior, but it was reasonable to think about it carefully.So it all magically became a matter of course.

"She admires you very much." He looked down at Akai from a high position, while the man just winked at him, "Knowing that you are outside, maybe you can make yourself more determined while rest assured."

"That's right." Akai said casually.Fuguya wondered if he didn't ask for any reason before agreeing to Okuda.

He looked at Okuda's nameplate on the door again: "She is also my subordinate, I will stay and wait with you."

He and Akai sat side by side on the bench, looking at a black and white photograph on the opposite blank wall in silence for a long time.He should stop Akai from smoking in the hallway, but he looks at the overhead vent and decides to turn a blind eye to him tonight.

He regretted not bringing a book with him.

Akai twirled the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and was about to take out another one, but for some reason withdrew his hand.

"When she came to see me, I thought of you." He said in a deep voice.

Jiang Gu glanced at him. "You're not the first to say that I have similarities to her."

"That's not what it means," he thought for a while, looking for a way to express it, "what I think is that you may have had such a time before."

such time.Jiang Gu suddenly understood.He recalled the first time he made this decision. In fact, his memory was quite vague, and he only remembered that the weather was very hot.He was hot all over and locked himself in the room, his sweat-soaked clothes clinging to his body like a second skin.The police academy curriculum had clear instructions on how to deal with flashbacks, so he was ready when the initial reactions started.The cicadas chirped outside the window for a long time, and there were doctors knocking on the door in a single rhythm outside, trying to persuade him of the various side effects of the inhibitor.very noisy.In the room, his breathing was disturbed, he endured dizziness, and before he completely lost his ability to move, he repeatedly pricked the inside of his arm to test for allergic reactions.His hands were shaking, but he couldn't stop.

He could bear this day alone, he could live his life alone.He still thinks so.

"Is that why you accepted Okuda's request?" He spread out his palms and subconsciously checked his palm prints with his fingertips. "You are doing something that is difficult for others to understand."

Because at least one thing is absolutely not wrong. Alphas are all about getting the upper hand.It is in their nature to want to conquer, to control, to possess, and to take it for granted.Even in the best of times, they have a desire to protect.

Yet Akai is unique even in this regard.What he has done in the past, what he is doing now, and what he may do in the future all make him at a loss.But if he misses this time, he doesn't think he can spend another six years in his life to meet such a person.

"Part of it," Akai replied.He smiled slightly, put down his upturned right leg, and looked at him sideways. "And you're probably the last person to accuse me of being incomprehensible."

But he understands.He has understood from the past and will always understand the future.So Jiang Gu had to be with him, they had to be together.

Jiang Gu sighed, feeling relieved, his chest was filled with an eager and satisfied emotion, both brave and timid, extremely sure and extremely uneasy.He thought no one would feel that way to him again.

"I should also come to you during the next climax." He stared straight into Akai's deep eyes and joked with a smile.He was a little nervous and his vocal cords were tense, but he smiled lightly when the other party showed a rare look of confusion that he didn't know whether he should take this as a joke.

"You are already a big boy, and you know how to protect yourself." Akai teased, with helpless tenderness on his face, "Or did I misinterpret your meaning again this time?"

Jiang Gu happily raised his head and laughed: "Finally, there is a truth that you cannot see through, Mr. Scarlet Investigator."

He didn't enjoy himself for long.Because Akai squeezed towards him, and gently turned his face with his left hand, making him continue to look at him.Jiang Gu didn't use the slightest strength to resist. He had never been so weak and obedient in his life.

He rubbed Jiang Gu's jaw with the back of his index finger. "Do you want it?" He asked, his voice so low that there was only breath left, and there was undisguised affection in his eyes.

Of course I want to, you idiot.

Jiang Gu chose to answer in another way.He closes his eyes.

Their lips overlapped, and they kissed each other tenderly and inseparably under the white fluorescent lamp, in a pure way beyond what Jiang Gu could bear.Akai cupped his neck with his palm, caressing the skin behind his ear with his fingertips.Jiang Gu tasted the smell of tobacco, and he could not taste happiness from it before, but now he is addicted to it.

He pressed against him even more desperately, kissing him, with all the strength of his surrender.

The next morning they knocked softly on Okuda's door together.She opened the door, her face was tired but full of energy, and she smiled surprised and delighted when she saw Jiang Gu.Her hot period is over.

TBC