Fall in love with the ex Bai Yueguang

Xie Li always remembered what Tan Qisheng said when they met for the first time. He always felt that the person who would say that kind of thing should not be the person who Tan Ke described as having no sense of responsibility for the family.

What he did was not appropriate - he had to spend Tan Ke out and talk to Tan Qisheng alone.But he couldn't help thinking, what if it wasn't exactly what Tan Ke thought.

Tan Ke had lost his mother by accident, and Tan Qisheng was sick now. If Tan Qisheng had passed away due to illness before he realized this, how much he would regret it.

Xie Li took out those photo albums from the storage room in the study - anyway, he had already crossed the line, and there was no shortage of one more.

He handed it to Tan Qisheng: "Tan Ke told me about his childhood. He felt that his mother was very hard and always supported the family alone."

Tan Qisheng flipped through it casually, and happened to find the photo of the husband and wife when they were young. I don't know who stuck a bookmark there.The expression on his face suddenly softened.

"Yeah, she is working very hard, with two children, one of them is especially disobedient." He looked at Xie Li, "What right do you have to say that his mother is hard, at least half of his mother's hard work is for him , He didn't tell you what he did when he was a child, did he?"

Tan Qisheng was excited, and he wanted to tell Xie Li with his fingers.

He has really been in a panic for the past few years. He and his son are at odds, but he can't tell outsiders about his family's messes, and talking to family members will make everyone unhappy.Xie Li's identity is neither far nor near, but he is a suitable audience.

"He was a picky eater when he was a child. His mother tried so hard to coax him to eat more, and she would tell me every time she called. After elementary school, he was very skinny. His mother didn't get off work until five o'clock when the school ended at four o'clock. We agreed to let him wait in school for an hour, but his mother arrived at the school after [-]:[-] and was nowhere to be found. His mother was so scared that she called me while crying. My machine was on and waiting for the data, student Bang Bang ran in and called Teacher Tan, your son is lost, tell me what should I do? In the end, I had no choice but to call my old classmate who was at the district police station at that time. Come on, if you lost your son, you should quickly mobilize someone to help. As a result, he searched the entire police station in the school several times, and almost went to the TV station to release a missing person notice. Guess where he was found in the end? He slipped into someone’s house I went to play in the musical instrument room of the school and fell asleep playing myself."

"And when he grew up later, he skipped class to watch basketball games with those poor students."

Tan Qisheng became more and more angry: "That year, I happened to be on vacation. I went to hold a parent-teacher meeting for him. When the teacher caught me, he sued me in front of all the parents in the class. And he went to college, and he tossed about I don’t even bother to mention those things. When I went abroad to study, hey, he dropped out of school after reading. If our colleague’s son hadn’t visited their school, I would have heard of it. I might not know about it until now. What! When I asked him why he didn’t read it anymore, he said something to me, and he said he just didn’t want to read it. Do you call this a reason? Huh?”

When Tan Qisheng talked about the excitement, he had to stop to catch his breath.

Xie Li quickly handed over the water: "Drink some water."

Tan Qisheng took a big sip from the cup, then slapped the cup back on the tea table: "Also, he is in a relationship and quietly looking for a boy to come back. We didn't know before, did he think I was just Should it be taken for granted?"

Xie Li shook his head: "One of the reasons why I envied other people to have parents before was because I felt that after having parents, I would have someone who could say anything, and they would always protect me unconditionally. The school cannot tell its secrets to others, because some children will tell the secrets to the teachers, and then they will cause trouble."

Tan Qisheng was inexplicably moved, because Xie Li's tone sounded like he had indeed encountered such a thing.

The little boy sat there, lowered his head and said these things in a flat tone, which made people feel very distressed.

But before he had time to say anything, he heard Xie Li continue to say: "But after I went to school, I had a few friends, and I realized that it was not what I thought. They would also hide what was in their hearts and hide it from their parents. what they really think, lying and deceiving people because their parents aren't [-] percent safe either."

Xie Li looked at Tan Qisheng: "If Tan Ke told you that he likes men, can you really accept it like what you said now? Is it okay if he told you?"

Tan Qisheng opened his mouth to retort almost reflexively: "Is this the reason why he didn't tell me?"

Xie Li nodded at him: "That's the reason why he didn't tell you. It's also the reason why he dropped out of school. Because he knows that he won't get any support if he tells you, and things will only get worse, and he will only receive more harm."

Xie Li didn't intend to stop, he didn't even take a breath, as if he wanted to take out the words in his heart and hang them in the air immediately.

"The reason why you say this now is because you know very well in your heart that you have lost the ability to continue to hurt him, and you can no longer use parental authority to stop him and punish him. In my opinion, he never thought about falling in love. But to hide from you, he was always with me aboveboard, his friends and family knew, except you. He just didn't intend to tell you at all. Actually, you should have understood this situation before I did. That's why you're really angry. Most people get angry because they can't do anything about it. Don't you think so?"

Tan Qisheng frowned, stroked his hair, leaned back on the sofa and sat up again, then leaned back.He didn't speak, seemed to have nothing to say, and seemed to have already said it with body language.

Xie Li was surprised that he didn't get angry again.He thought silently in his heart, maybe Tan Qisheng is really not as hopeless as Tan Ke thought.

He looked at Tan Qisheng: "Sometimes you can feel that Tan Ke is resenting you?"

Tan Qisheng raised his head in astonishment: "What?"

His expression was shocked: "What reason does he have to hate me? Raising him so much—"

Xie Li shook his head at him: "You said it yourself just now, Aunt Ye raised them."

Tan Qisheng's face involuntarily showed a mixed expression of shock and realness, as if something he had vaguely expected a long time ago was finally said by others.

"The father, who is supposed to be responsible for half of the family, always throws himself into work. The mother is forced to do what the father should do. Even the elder brother has to become mature and reliable early so that he can take care of the younger sister. He skipped class with his classmates to watch basketball Game is horrible, but have you taken him to a ball game in the last 30 years? Do you know which team he likes? Did you even try to ask him once?"

"Although I always pretend that I don't care, let me tell you the truth." Xie Li didn't know that his eyes were red, "For a long time, I hated my parents very, very much. I hated them Born me and abandoned me, hated them for throwing me in the orphanage. I once maliciously hoped that they would have a miserable life after abandoning me. Only by thinking this way can I feel better. I never think that children should be natural If they love their parents, they have no choice but to rely on their parents to take care of themselves in order to survive. And children like me who were abandoned by their parents from the beginning and have never been taken care of have only hatred in their hearts. So when you Since you have never taken care of your child, never been close to him, and often punished him without asking why, isn't it a matter of course that he resents you?"

Tan Qisheng was completely speechless.

He really wanted to refute, for his own face and for his father's authority, but his mind went blank.Because he knew that every word that the little boy in front of him dared to say was correct.

Could he really not feel the resentment of his son?He couldn't say it, it seemed that he had felt this way a few times, such as when his son was unwilling to hand over his wife's ashes to him anyway.

But the word "resentment" was too scary, so he didn't dare to think deeply about this possibility.He could only let himself lose his temper, masking his fear with anger.

Sitting on the sofa, Tan Qisheng thought distraughtly, yes, if Tan Ke was not resentful, then he would have taken out his mother's ashes and buried them in the husband and wife's tomb long ago, why bother to make troubles?It was precisely because he did not want to recognize the father that the mother had to be buried alone.

So it all makes sense, and yes, the son is resenting him.And at least since the time his wife died, the son has been resenting him.

Tan Qisheng suddenly felt that it was meaningless for him to sit here.

It sounds like a big joke for father and son to snatch the ashes of their dead wife, so what if he snatches it?When he died, wouldn't his funeral still fall into the hands of his son who hated him?Even if Tan Xin objects, Tan Ke always has a way to get in the way.

He just felt cold hands and feet.

His wife left, his son resented him, and his daughter avoided the conflicts in the family. He struggled for half his life, but did he end up with a serious illness and his wife and children?

He wanted to stand up in a trance, and wanted to go to a place where there was no one to take it alone, but his hands and feet were numb from the cold, and he couldn't exert any strength.He just wanted to ask Xie Li to help him, but Xie Li took the initiative to sit beside him.

"The following thoughts are all my guesses, because Tan Ke never said it." Xie Li held Tan Qisheng's hand, only to find that the old man's hand was shockingly cold, and the dry and wrinkled skin on the back of his hand And the large and small dry lines on the palm of the hand, implying that this body is declining day by day.

"Several times, I met him getting up early to read information on cancer clinics and targeted drugs in the study, all of which were his notes. In fact, he didn't have to go to see it in person. He had an assistant. As long as he said something, someone would take it for him. Read these materials, and then sort out the best plan and put it in front of him." He also covered his other hand, wanting to rub Tan Qisheng's hand warmly, "Do you know what he wants to read by himself?"

Tan Qisheng let out a vague response from his throat.

"I think he resents you on the one hand, but still loves you on the other. I had a classmate in high school whose father was an oil and gas development engineer. Every time he mentioned his father, I still remember the proud and proud expression on his face. Believe me, having a scientist father is the best gift every little boy can get." He looked at Tan Qisheng, "Although Tan Ke has never opened this gift by himself."

Tan Qisheng turned his head to look at Xie Li: "Is that what you think?"

Xie Li nodded with certainty.

"Uncle, you are a father. You were supposed to protect Tan Ke. You didn't have the opportunity to do it because you were busy with work. But now that you have time, you can do it. Why can't you do it? Everyone thinks Tan Ke is very powerful, he runs a big company and makes a lot of money. But you know, every time he is scolded by you, I only see a depressed little boy."

The author has something to say:--

Alas, I hope that the misunderstanding and estrangement between parents and children will never be left until they are lost and regret not speaking out early.

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Fang Xian: Old Tan, I think you have found a treasure.