Fall in love with the ex Bai Yueguang

"I know."

Tan Ke leaned on Xie Li's seat and closed his eyes to meditate. Hearing Shen Zhichuan's words, he didn't even open his eyes.

When Shen Zhichuan heard his calm tone, he immediately became angry.But because there were people around him, he could only suppress his anger and lower his voice: "If you are sincerely doing his best, you shouldn't let him do things like this. He is young now, confused by the petty profit in front of him, and ignores it." Longer-term development in the future. In five or ten years, what if he regrets it?"

Tan Ke looked very indifferent, even a little helpless.He asked Shen Zhichuan back: "You have known Xie Li longer than me, so you should know him better than me. Do you really think that Xie Li needs me to make a decision for him?"

Shen Zhichuan only felt that Tan Ke was sophistrying, and became more and more annoyed at the blurred focus of the contradiction: "Even if he doesn't need you to help him make a decision, at least you can express your position. You should be very clear in your heart how big the two are." Or is it that you just want to tie Xie Li by your side and don't really care about his future?"

The more he spoke, the more excited he became, and his tone became aggressive: "Have you ever thought that three years, five years, or even ten years later, when one day he recalls this decision and regrets it, don't you feel sorry for him?" Do you feel guilty for being so selfish today?"

Tan Ke seemed to be stopped by the question, and he didn't speak for a while, and the row of seats immediately fell silent.

Cheng Guang leaned against the glass window and closed his eyes tightly, listening to Shen Zhichuan swearing with bated breath, the music in the earphones stopped long ago.

"Do you have nothing to say?" Shen Zhichuan couldn't stand the silence, and couldn't help asking.

Tan Ke sighed, put the seat back a bit, then took off his tie and stuffed it into the storage pocket behind the front seat, and undid the top two buttons of his shirt.As if he had made himself comfortable, he finally opened his mouth slowly and said to Shen Zhichuan: "But if he follows the route you want, he may regret it ten years later. Will you feel guilty at that time?"

After hearing this, Shen Zhichuan almost ran away, so angry that he could only vent his anger on the armrest: "What should I feel guilty about? Ten years later, he will gain fame and fortune and realize his dream. What should I feel guilty about?"

Cheng Guang couldn't pretend anymore, he was afraid that Shen Zhichuan would make a move in a fit of rage.He sat beside him vigilantly, ready to stop his teacher who was about to get mad at any time.

Tan Ke tilted his head and looked at the teacher and student lightly, feeling a little helpless.

Xie Li said that when he only wanted to go out for an exchange and didn't want to transfer schools, he had a premonition that Shen Zhichuan would come to make trouble for him.But Shen Zhichuan had no reservations about Xie Li, and he was grateful in his heart, so it was even more difficult to confront Shen Zhichuan head-on.

Tan Ke would feel a little regretful about this, he should have given up the first-class ticket to Fang Xian if he had known earlier, and asked him to take it to Shen Zhichuan.

What happened to the love in the economy class? It's always forced to sit here and negotiate life and death with the boyfriend's mentor.

Tan Ke stroked the words in his heart, and then spoke again, with a very gentle tone: "There have been several conflicts between Xie Li and me. In summary, it is nothing more than that he is unwilling to do what I want him to do. This child looks Small and well-behaved, he seems easy to manipulate, but in fact his character is very strong."

As he spoke, he felt helpless with genuine feelings.

"I urged him to eat healthily and develop good living habits, but he was not only unwilling, but also lied to me, cheating and quarreling at the end. In the final analysis, he knew exactly what he wanted to do." He spread his hands, Looking at Shen Zhichuan, "I really don't have the qualifications to delay him. Brother Shen thinks if I say Xie Li now and you don't want to communicate, will he listen to me?"

He smiled wryly, and laughed at himself: "I'm afraid he will break up with me directly."

Cheng Guang was stunned when he heard it, and his junior brother's small body suddenly became majestic in his heart-he heard this, Tan Ke was the one who was eaten to death.This is completely different from what he thought!

Shen Zhichuan has always been a soft-hearted person, Tan Ke suddenly acted like some kind of emotional program at midnight on the radio station, making himself so pitiful, people who don't know the details will think that Xie Li is selfish heartbroken.

Shen Zhichuan couldn't turn the corner for a while, and didn't know whether he should continue to curse, but he felt that Tan Ke really couldn't lie to him with such a thing.He was speechless for a long time, and finally said forcefully: "He won't just break up with you. I think he likes you quite a lot."

Tan Ke responded with a smile to the comfort, and leaned back in the chair: "Sometimes I feel that I don't know him well. At first, I was like you, thinking that all he was thinking about was academic research, but now I feel like Not exactly. I can’t tell, it’s kind of like a relief, like not.”

Shen Zhichuan didn't understand what Tan Ke was talking about, and looked at him suspiciously: "Why are you so relieved?"

Tan Ke shook his head, but did not explain.

On the night when Xie Li said that he didn't want to transfer to another school and only wanted to go out to communicate, he had a dream, in which he dreamed of his mother.His mother still looks young in the photo in the album, hugging the young him and telling him that his father is a great scientist, his face is full of admiration.

After Tan Ke woke up, he couldn't remember what happened in his childhood.But everything that happened in the dream was too real, he even remembered that the mother in the dream was wearing a pendant in the shape of a pink lily—he had actually seen the pendant in his mother's jewelry box, but he had never seen her in his memory Wearing it—so much so that he couldn't completely deny that the scene in the dream came from his imagination.

In the middle of the night after waking up from the dream, he suddenly realized something.

He and his mother fell in love with the same type of people.There is a part of Xie Li who is actually very similar to Tan Qisheng--he is brilliant and talented, and he seems to shine when facing the field he loves.

He was born just like his mother, and would be fascinated by such a person.Xie Li's obsession with looking at the telescope in the observatory was the source of all his heartbeats.

But he is much luckier than his mother, at least Xie Li has a place in what he longs for.

"I understand your feelings as a teacher, and I am very grateful for your concern for Xie Li." He said to Shen Zhichuan, "But in the end, Xie Li is my lover, not my child. I have been trying to restrain myself. , not to impose my opposite and expectations on him. It is the same in this matter, I believe he will make the best choice for himself."

Shen Zhichuan had nothing more to say.The young couple have reached a consensus, and each of them is well-founded, so what else can he say.

He closed his eyes and pulled off the blindfold, thinking about what to do.

He can't control the child anymore.

Tan Ke closed his eyes and leaned on for a while, unable to fall asleep.He hadn't sat in economy class for several years, and his waist and cervical spine were aching.The whole body is protesting from extravagance to frugality.

He couldn't lie down, so he simply got up and went to see Xie Li.

The two flight attendants guarding the tea room at the entrance were talking, so they hurriedly said hello when they saw him coming.

One of them expressed apology: "Mr. Tan, I didn't expect you to be transferred to economy class. Today's flight is too full, otherwise we will definitely upgrade you."

Tan Ke didn't care, and just said: "My assistant is in the business class above, surnamed Xiao, and I have booked a plane ticket. I will trouble you to go to him to pick up my notebook and send it over."

The flight attendant quickly agreed, and opened the curtain for Tan Ke again: "Your family seems to have been sleeping all the time."

Tan Ke nodded and went in.

Everyone in the first-class cabin was asleep, and it was completely dark, only the indicator lights on the plane were brightly lit up bit by bit.

Half of Xie Li's face was buried in the quilt, shrinking into a small ball, squeezed in the innermost part.

Tan Ke sat down in the place he vacated, reached out and touched his forehead again, his body temperature was normal.

Ordinary airsickness is not a big problem, but it may be gastroenteritis or fever during travel.If there is a fever, I am afraid that there will be problems when entering the country.Xie Li still has more than ten hours to fly, and will stay in Brazil for several days.Before he left, Tan Ke was already worried.

Xie Li endured the nausea. He hadn't slept soundly at first, but when he vaguely felt someone coming, he opened his eyes and saw a tall black figure sitting beside the bed.Without thinking about it, he stretched out his hand to the black shadow, acting like a baby with dependence and trust: "Tan Ke, hug me."

"Is it better?" Tan Ke complied with his request, picked him up, and helped him pull up the pillow and put it behind his back.

Xie Li nodded, but he was not satisfied with that: "Sit up and hug me, it's very wide."

Under the cover of darkness, he acted like a baby unscrupulously in the name of being unwell.

Tan Ke had no choice but to sit a little further in so that Xie Li could lie on his lap.No matter how wide the first class cabin is, it is not wide enough to accommodate two adult men. Xie Li can only shrink his legs.

Tan Ke asked him amusedly, "Aren't you uncomfortable?"

He shook his head, and kissed Tan Ke's rolled-up forearm: "I'm much more comfortable now, let's switch back later. You are so tall, it's so uncomfortable to fly economy class."

Tan Ke patted his head: "You can talk about it after you sleep for a while, until you sleep until breakfast is served. I will accompany you for a while."

Xie Li lay contentedly in Tan Ke's arms.

The cabin was vaguely filled with the noise of the aircraft engine, and the sound of passengers snoring could be heard intermittently from the cabin behind, and occasionally there was the sound of the toilet door opening and closing outside the curtain.

The world seems far away from him, but Tan Ke is very close to him.

"Li Li." Tan Ke said suddenly, he knew that Xie Li was not asleep.

Xie Li hummed lightly as a response.

"Communication or transfer, I hope you will think carefully again, okay?" Tan Ke said in a low voice, taking advantage of the faint light from the indicator light inside the machine, he touched Xie Li's hand in the dark and put it into his palm , "I am willing to wait for you, and it is not a financial burden to fly to the United States regularly, or you fly back to the country. If you want, I can spend a weekend with you every half a month. There are many ways to Don't be afraid to solve this problem. So you think again, okay?"

Xie Li lay on top of him, silently shaking his head.

Tan Ke asked patiently: "You don't want to think about it anymore, or don't you want to talk about it?"

"None." Xie Li said.He raised his head from Tan Ke's lap, and the lack of light prevented him from seeing Tan Ke's face clearly, but in the dimness, he felt that it was where his sense of security lay.

"I just don't want to stay alone for too long." He looked up and said, "Actually, it's my own problem. I want to go out and have a look, but I don't want to be separated from you for too long. I know it sounds like that. Looks very unmotivated, but—"

But he is longing for a light that belongs to him completely in the sea of ​​lights at night in the city, and behind a window is his home.

That was what he wanted the most for a long time.

He also longed to realize his dreams, but not so much as to make him give up other things.

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