Fall in love with the ex Bai Yueguang

Xie Li leaned over, hugged Tan Ke's waist with one hand, and stuck close to him, the other hand slid down his arm and got into his palm.

As if trying to comfort Tan Ke, he lightly clasped his fingers and shook hands with his hand holding the photo album.

An unspeakable intimacy quietly breeds between the two.

"I hated him when I was a child." Tan Ke closed the album and suddenly lost interest in those photos.

He had tried to find memories he could barely remember, only to find it was futile.

He pressed Xie Li's head and motioned him to lean on his shoulder.

"Especially when my mother is struggling to live alone, Tan Xin is sick, what's going on in the kindergarten school, the elderly at home need to be taken care of, the nanny has to ask for leave, and she has to go to work, all add up, day after day Yes, my dad is like a decoration. But sometimes it’s not as good as a decoration, at least a decoration can’t talk.”

Tan Ke laughed at himself.

Xie Li couldn't imagine how much trouble family life would bring, but one person had to take care of three or four people, which was very hard work after thinking about it.

Tan Ke's tone made him feel distressed, and even more distressed about the female teacher with whom he had only met once.

Tan Ke stretched out his hand and flicked Xie Li's forehead: "I know what you want to do."

Xie Li raised his head to look at him.

"You want my dad and I to bow our heads and reconcile, don't you? I guess my sister-in-law gave you this book because she wanted to use your mouth to say this." He smiled again, very helplessly, " After all, when you see it, you can’t help but say it.”

Xie Li would not dare to say yes, nor would he dare to say no.

He just felt it was a pity, especially when he knew that Tan Qisheng was seriously ill.

"My sister-in-law doesn't always understand this. She always thinks that things will be different when my dad is sick." Tan Ke thought for a while, and finally made it clear.

If you don't make it clear, it will always make people feel that there is still a chance to turn around.

"Impossible. Even if it was like this in every household in that era, the hardships my mother suffered existed. Those things will never be forgotten."

Tan Ke squeezed Xie Li's hand, and said cruel words in a soft tone: "My dad did these things because he wanted to live a more comfortable life for himself."

He was talking about that book.

Xie Li understood, and couldn't bear to listen any longer.

Because the earthquake swallowed one person, everything in this family collapsed irrevocably.

Tan Qisheng lost the chance to compensate his wife and children, and Tan Ke also lost the chance to forgive his father.

At this moment, Xie Li felt that Tan Ke was very pitiful. He couldn't help sitting up halfway, stretched out his arms to hug Tan Ke's shoulders, and hugged him into his arms, which were not wide and thick.

He had nothing more to say or persuade.

He only thinks about himself—he thinks that he must never leave such regrets, whether he goes abroad to study smoothly or not, he can't stay outside indefinitely or without a plan.

Xie Li ran his fingers through Tan Ke's hair, and after applying a little styling product, his hair became a little stiff.

He made up his mind to make this matter clear.

"Tan Ke, I want to plan with you about going abroad." Xie Li said, "I don't want to stay outside for so long. I always want to come back. It will be more convenient to come back early and take root in the domestic academic environment. The teacher wants me to transfer out directly, but I don't think it's necessary. I just want to know what it's like outside, and it's good to go out for two years in the name of exchange and do a few solid projects."

He had a premonition that Tan Ke was about to speak up to object, so he quickly pressed Tan Ke's head into his arms, not giving him a chance to refute himself immediately: "Don't say it first, you think about my thoughts."

Tan Ke was pressed on the head, so his teeth didn't hit the meat.He didn't know whether to laugh or cry, closed his eyes and raised his hand to slap Xie Li's butt: "What are you doing? Do you think I didn't eat enough yesterday?"

Tan Ke now has more and more obscene words in his mouth, and Baoxiang is not solemn at all, and he just pops out a sentence from time to time.

Xie Li only came back to it after two seconds, and only then remembered the scene of being held down and moaning secretly yesterday, and immediately pushed Tan Ke away like throwing a hot potato, stood up with arms folded and backed away He took two steps and stared at Tan Ke.

Let Tan Ke interrupt, he forgot what he wanted to say just now!

The atmosphere is gone, let him say those words again, it will be sour!

He pointed at Tan Ke angrily: "You did it on purpose!"

Tan Ke smiled and stretched out his hand to grab his index finger, and then grabbed his whole hand, pulled him over, clamped him between his thighs, and prevented him from running away.

"Tell me well, why don't you just transfer out?" Tan Ke looked at him seriously, but his tone was gentle, and he deliberately rubbed Xie Li's leg against his Guolu's skin.

Xie Li raised her chin: "Don't think I'm doing it for you." She tilted her head to look at Tan Ke, "It's because I don't want to live in a foreign relationship for too long."

Before Tan Ke could say anything, Xie Li covered his mouth with his hand: "You promised before, you will believe in my decision. I know what I want."

Xie Li's attitude was firm.

Tan Ke has always been one-of-a-kind, but for the first time he tasted the taste of being unquestionable.

Shen Zhichuan knew about this two weeks before they went to Brazil.

Shen Zhichuan took Xie Li and Cheng Guang's visas together.The visa for the academic conference is very fast. It is free and there is no need for an interview visa. The materials will be sent back within a week after they are sent.

Xie Li went to Shen Zhichuan to get his passport, but Shen Zhichuan stopped him and casually asked him how his contact with another team was going.

In fact, Xie Li hadn't figured out how to talk to Shen Zhichuan about this at all.He just had a premonition that Shen Zhichuan was going to get angry, so he wanted to delay it until he came back from Rio.

Unexpectedly, Shen Zhichuan was very concerned about the progress.

Shen Zhichuan saw the child's hesitation, and immediately turned dark: "Where did you refuse?"

After thinking about it, he felt that it was wrong, and the rejection was not so fast. Besides, there was no reason to reject Xie Li, so he immediately guessed another possibility: "You haven't contacted?"

The two of them stood at the entrance of the teaching building, and it was unbelievably hot.Xie Li stood in front of Shen Zhichuan, sweating profusely.

"Teacher, after thinking about it, I decided not to transfer it, just go out to communicate." Xie Li squeezed the envelope containing the passport, and the envelope was watermarked by him.He didn't dare to look at Shen Zhichuan's face.

As soon as Shen Zhichuan heard this, he immediately became angry.He was furious, staring at Xie Li's guilty look, he was so angry that he couldn't speak for a moment.

It wasn't until Xie Li felt that he was going to be fainted by the sun that he heard Shen Zhichuan gnashing his teeth: "What are you thinking?"

Xie Li took a deep breath so that his voice would not sound so floaty: "I want to go out and communicate for a shorter time, and I can come back when the time is up. If I transfer out, I will change my teacher. How long will I stay outside then? It's hard to say."

Shen Zhichuan was really about to die of anger: "Are you stupid for dating? Are you here to date or to study? Is this the meaning of Tan Ke?"

"No, teacher." Xie Li quickly denied, "I thought so myself."

Shen Zhichuan reached out for his cell phone in his handbag: "Then I'll ask him if he agrees with this plan."

When Xie Li heard this, he didn't want his passport anymore. He threw away the envelope and hugged Shen Zhichuan's arm: "Teacher, don't call him, you can't ask him for everything. This is my own business."

The child is quite strong up to this moment, Shen Zhichuan tugged but did not pull away, angrily said: "Let me go!"

Xie Li shook his head as if he didn't want money: "Teacher, it's just the two of us, okay?"

Shen Zhichuan felt something was wrong in his urgency, and couldn't help but scrutinized Xie Li carefully, showing a suspicious look: "Your own decision? So, Tan Ke doesn't know? Or does he disagree?"

Xie Li didn't dare to shake his head or nod.

Tan Ke did not express his support or opposition that day. Xie Li thought maybe he needed time to think about it, but he never mentioned it again.

What Tan Ke is thinking, he actually has no idea at all.

That's why he was particularly afraid that Shen Zhichuan would call Tan Ke, and that the two would reach a consensus behind his back.

Xie Li let go of Shen Zhichuan's arm: "Teacher, I'm just dating Tan Ke, he's not my guardian, he's not qualified to make decisions for me."

He felt that these words were really rebellious, but he still finished speaking at the risk of deceiving his master and destroying his ancestors.

"Even you, teacher, can't make decisions for me. I know what I want, and I won't regret it."

Shen Zhichuan really wanted to raise his hand to give Xie Li a slap, but there were people passing by in front of the teaching building from time to time, so he endured it in order to avoid getting the headlines on the school's official website.

"You know what you want," he chewed Xie Li's words, "what do you want?"

"I think," Xie Li lowered his head, very ashamed to say this thought, but he finally said it, "I want love."

Shen Zhichuan felt that according to his usual personality, he should sneer here, mercilessly piercing Xie Li's vain fantasy.

But precisely because the person who said these words was Xie Li, he couldn't say anything.

Xie Li waited for Shen Zhichuan to get angry.

As a result, Shen Zhichuan stared at him with a sullen face for a while, then turned his head and walked away without saying a word.

In the following ten days, Shen Zhichuan told him everything through Cheng Guang, such as booking air tickets, getting vaccinations, and bringing materials.

Xie Li has no experience—neither travel experience nor experience abroad. Tan Ke taught him everything.

What is the size of the suitcase, what are the commonly used medicines, and how many pieces of clothing.

Xie Li was still asked by Tan Ke before he realized that he might have to speak on stage and needed to bring a formal suit.

Xie Li was dumbfounded, where did he get a formal suit? He took Tan Ke's hand and said why not go to the mall to buy a set now.

Tan Ke stared at him up and down for a while, then turned around and made a phone call.

Less than two hours later, four people in suits and leather shoes knocked on the door of Tan Ke's house with suitcases.

These people came in to say hello, pressed Xie Li and began to measure, and someone opened the suitcase, and Xie Li saw that the four large boxes were all filled with suit fabrics——Tan Ke used to look at it the same way.

Xie Li was dumbfounded, and during the middle of the excuse to pee, he secretly pulled Tan Ke aside, very anxious: "Actually, I just go out and buy a set, there are so many stores in the mall, besides—" He glanced at the living room, The people over there have already started discussing the styles, and he felt very guilty, "They must be expensive, right? I don't want to spend all my money on clothes."

Tan Ke never thought about money.He never asked Xie Li if he had enough money, nor did he think about asking how much money Xie Li had.This time, Xie Li said that he seemed to be able to afford it, but it made him a little curious: "So how much money did you save?"

Xie Li hesitated for a while, and said in a humble but obviously proud tone, "It's not much, just [-] to [-]."

The author has something to say: First of all, I would like to apologize to Duan Geng and the little angels, the past few days have been really chaotic.

It started to resume normal update today, and it was still the familiar time.

Those days when the update is interrupted will be made up with double updates.

Thank you little angels!

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Q: How do young teachers support themselves

Shen Zhichuan: Don't take students with you