Fall in love with the ex Bai Yueguang

Shen Zhichuan pointed to a general direction, and Xie Li went back and researched online, and found that going out was not as expensive as he imagined.

Going out to communicate can generally win money, and being frugal can meet the needs of life.The only thing you have to pay for yourself is the air ticket money to come and go.The subsidies and scholarships Xie Li has saved in the past few years, as well as the money he earned from working outside, are more than enough to buy air tickets.

But there is one thing that costs extra money and has no upper limit, Shen Zhichuan specifically reminded him that it is English.

Even if there is a guarantee from the school and the tutor, he has to take the TOEFL test, and the score should not be too ugly, and he must take the test as soon as possible.

His oral English problem must be solved as soon as possible.

Xie Li went back and checked the prices of online English classes, and checked the balance of his bank card. Suddenly, for the first time in his life, he felt heavy financial pressure.

Xie Li went to Teacher Yang on weekends.This is the last volunteer service he agreed with Mr. Yang.

Tan Ke said that he would come to pick him up, but at the end of the day, he sent a message asking him to wait there, saying that there was a traffic jam on the road.

So Xie Li helped Teacher Yang put the things in the yard into the room, and helped clean up with a broom and rag.

The students were picked up by their parents one after another.

After the last student left, Tan Ke finally arrived late.

He helped Xie Li pick up his schoolbag, and pulled him to say goodbye to Teacher Yang.

Teacher Yang was a little embarrassed when she saw Tan Ke: "The volunteer you found for me will be able to come next week. Thanks to Xiao Xie for this period of time." She glanced at Xie Li, who was blinking at her frantically, "Thanks He later changed his mind."

Although Xie Li was angry at that time, he still cared about Tan Ke's face.

He ran over later and said that he had changed his mind, without saying a word about Tan Ke's arbitrariness.

Coming out of the small yard, Xie Li jumped up and down in front, and Tan Ke followed behind with his schoolbag.

He was in a very good mood, and suddenly turned his head to ask, "Who is the volunteer you are looking for for Teacher Yang?"

Tan Ke squinted at him in the dark, then suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled him over: "Why do you care about this?"

He had a smile that was not a smile, as if he had seen through some secret.

Xie Li was confused: "Ah, I'm just curious."

Tan Ke kissed him heavily on the forehead: "What are you thinking, you are an employee of Changjing."

Xie Li stretched out his hand to rub the kissed place on his forehead, and it took two seconds to recall, pointing at Tan Ke: "I'm not jealous! Wow, how can I be so boring! You are so boring!"

Tan Ke just smiled and didn't speak, and let Xie Li rush out in two steps, thinking it was a shy little boy.

It's just that his smile didn't last for a few seconds, his face suddenly changed, and he shouted: "Xie Li!"

There was no light in the alley, and a gray figure suddenly appeared from the dim door beside him, apparently shorter than Xie Li.

Tan Ke's heart tightened, and he strode over, hugging Xie Li into his arms first, and then saw clearly that standing in front of Xie Li was a young boy.

He didn't recognize it, but Xie Li did.

That was the boy who pushed Xie Li that day.

Strange to say, after that time, Xie Li never saw this little boy take out his phone to play again.

It's just that the boy always hides when he sees him, and runs away when he sees Xie Li.Xie Li tried to talk to him several times, but failed.

But every time Xie Li did dialogue exercises with others, he always watched nearby.

"Why haven't you come home yet?" Xie Li approached the boy, "Where's your family?"

The boy clenched his fists, as if he had exhausted all his strength to make himself and Xie Li look at each other.

He raised his head, puffed out his chest, very formally and solemnly, and opened his mouth to Xie Li——

"Ifthingsgoillorwell,

If joy rebounding spreads the face,

Orsea of ​​sorrows wells,

Itisadream, apy."

Xie Li paused for several seconds before realizing from the boy's distorted and difficult pronunciation that it was a poem he once read to the children!

For a moment, he couldn't tell whether he was surprised or pleasantly surprised, because he had only read that poem once, and was interrupted by Teacher Yang before he finished reading it.

Because Teacher Yang said that the meaning of the poems is too difficult for these children to understand, and it is not suitable for reading aloud.

But he didn't expect the boy in front of him to remember it after hearing it only once.

The little boy in front of him tried his best to correct his pronunciation, exaggerating every mouth shape——

"Nomagic butinthee,

Thytouch makes desert bloom to life.

Hushthunder, sweetest song,

Fell death, the sweet release."

The little boy finally finished reading and looked at him as if expecting something.

Xie Li blinked, the words he wanted to say were stuck in his throat, but he couldn't get out.

At the other end of the alley, a figure hurriedly approached, accompanied by an anxious and sharp female voice: "Xinxin! Why are you here?! Mom is looking for you like crazy!"

She rushed over and grabbed the little boy's hand: "Why did you run away from the bus station suddenly? Do you know that mom thought you were lost? Why are you so self-willed, kid! Go away!"

Only then did the mother realize that there were still two people standing here, she couldn't help but looked suspiciously at Xie Li and Tan Ke, and seemed to want to say something, but finally took the boy's hand and reprimanded him in a low voice and walked away.

Xie Li suddenly pushed Tan Ke away and chased after him: "Please wait!"

Mother paused and turned around.

Xie Li stood still in front of her, bent down and tried to make eye contact with the boy: "You remember the poem I read that day, don't you?"

The boy glanced at his mother first, then nodded slowly.

Xie Li held his shoulders: "You read it very well, you know? It's really good, it's the best I've ever heard."

The boy looked at him blankly.

Xie Li went to hold his hand, the boy's hand was hot and sweaty.

"You will become a very powerful person in the future, you know?"

His other hand gently stroked the boy's ear, and the gentle air flow penetrated into the outer ear.He said, "Come on."

He straightened up and waved his hands: "Goodbye, please listen to your mother."

Xie Li stood there, watching the figure of the mother leading the child completely disappear into the alley.

Only then did Tan Ke come from behind, took Xie Li's hand, and led him out of the alley.

The two were silent all the way, exchanging silent warmth through the clasped hands and the warmth of their palms.

It wasn't until getting into the car that Tan Ke asked Xie Li: "What is he reading?"

Without thinking about it, Xie Li answered him in a low voice: "ThouBlessedDream."

After he finished speaking, even he was stunned, and after a few seconds, he moved his lips in disbelief and silently, repeating silently.

Tan Ke crossed the central control and took Xie Li's hand: "Can you read?" He didn't wait for Xie Li to answer, and said, "You can read it to me once, okay?"

Xie Li licked the corner of his mouth.

The circumflex, rhyme, and meter of that gentle poem became a hand at this moment, gently pulling away the thread that had bound him for a long time.

"Ifthingsgoillorwell--"

This is the first time in a long time that Xie Li speaks English without fear in front of people except those hearing-impaired children.

The pronunciation is still crappy, but in his own ears, it has become less harsh and annoying.

When Xie Li finished reading, Tan Ke suddenly leaned over and hugged Xie Li tightly in his arms.

He couldn't calm down and acted more excited than Xie Li himself.

"Our Li Li recited it really well." He said, "It's the most beautiful poem I've ever heard."

Xie Li raised his hand to hug Tan Ke back and forth: "Thank you, Tan Ke."

He is not good at sweet words, so he has to rely on sincere emotion to express his gratitude.

Tan Ke let go of Xie Li, held his face in his hands, and carefully studied and traced the facial features of the little boy.Black glass-like eyes, a straight nose that is not tall, and fleshy lips, which will be drawn into a straight line when angry, fierce and cute.

The little boy belonged to him and didn't belong to him.

The wings of this little chick are emitting hard and long positive feathers, the feathers are brightly colored, and it will fly into the blue sky with the grown chick, straight to the sky.

His little boy will become a beautiful and brave tern in the future, fluttering his wings across the boundless oceans and vast lands, from the Arctic Circle to Antarctica, meeting the stars in the sky at night, and perching on silk floss during the day between clouds.

Everyone will look up and be amazed at the figure of this little bird.

He couldn't keep a tern in a cage.

Xie Li's neck hurt a little from being praised by Tan Ke, and he said softly: "Tan Ke..."

Tan Ke suddenly came back to his senses and let go of Xie Li: "Li Li, I bought the house I rented when I was studying in Princeton earlier."

The topic jumped so fast that Xie Li couldn't react.He looked at Tan Ke, waiting for the next sentence.

There was something Xie Li couldn't describe in Tan Ke's eyes, which looked passionate and dangerous.

"That's our home in Princeton, where you can live."

Xie Li raised his head slightly, a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry Tan Ke, I haven't told you about studying abroad. I just got a clue two days ago."

"I might go abroad." He felt very guilty, and thought of keeping Tan Ke in the country, he was very sad.

This is not an easy choice.

A long-distance relationship, a long-distance relationship, sounds like it is full of barriers.

But during the few nights when he couldn't sleep, Xie Li lay on the iron bed in the dormitory and tried his best to think about this problem rationally.

If you don't go now because you are reluctant to talk about Ke, you will also be reluctant to talk about Ke in the future.

But if he never goes, will he regret it?

Xie Li stared at the answer in the dark, yes, he would.

One day in the future, he will regret it, especially when he longs to stand shoulder to shoulder with Tan Ke but cannot.

It is difficult for him to choose between his love and Tan Ke.

Tan Ke lowered his head and kissed Xie Li's forehead again, trying to calm his uneasiness: "I'm glad you want to go, Li Li, you should go."

Xie Li lowered his head and sipped softly: "But I'm going abroad, what do you do? I miss you so much, do you miss me too?"

Tan Ke hugged him tightly: "Of course I will miss you, so you will live in the room I used to live in, walk the road I used to walk, sit in the position I like to study by myself, and learn from the professors who taught me .”

He held the little boy's shoulders, serious and serious: "Li Li, now I want to teach you one thing - I will not let you choose between love and me, I will always watch you and take care of you .”

Good love is not a choice, but an achievement.

The author has something to say:--

Li Li: Ah, but what if I didn’t go to Princeton.