Fall in love with the ex Bai Yueguang

Shen Zhichuan's brain after drinking alcohol could not digest such a large amount of information.

He shook his lips and didn't know what to say for a long time.

Fang Xian put the notebook in his hand on the coffee table, stood up and went to get the bowl that he just put in the entrance.

The bowl was already cold, so Fang Xian went to the kitchen to heat up the meal in a familiar way.

He came over while the microwave was running.

Shen Zhichuan sat on the armrest of the sofa without speaking, and lowered his head.

Fang Xian suspected that his actions were too radical and frightened Shen Zhichuan.

He thought for a while, and then said: "I do these things purely out of male courtship instinct, and I don't mean to force you to make a decision." As he spoke, he reached out to touch Shen Zhichuan's blushing face, which was as smooth as jade, and his tentacles were slightly soft. Hot, "But Chuanchuan, you have to come out of the breakup, meet new people, and start a new relationship. Even if you want to reconcile with Carson, you have to get out of the shadow of the past relationship Just do it."

Shen Zhichuan raised his head, looked at Fang Xian but his eyes lost focus: "But I can't forget it."

He put his hands on his chest, crying: "It's too uncomfortable. Everyone looks at me like that, only he pretends nothing happened."

It seems that a child who was wronged at school and asked his parents to complain.

For so long, Shen Zhichuan hasn't talked about this matter with anyone.

How to say it?Speaking out is nothing more than exchange for sympathy.

But he has received too much sympathy.

Fang Xian felt distressed, and his nose felt sore from the pain.He hastily pulled Shen Zhichuan into his arms and coaxed: "Don't cry, don't cry. I'll hit him for you, and I'll scold him for you, okay?"

The microwave beeps twice.The meal is ready.

Fang Xian coaxed Shen Zhichuan: "Eat first, you've drank so much wine, you'll feel uncomfortable if you don't eat anymore." He hugged Shen Zhichuan's shoulders, and said in a friendly voice, "Hanging in the oven for a day and a night, go and taste it, okay?" eat, huh?"

Shen Zhichuan pushed Fang Xian away, stroked his hair and stood up, still drunk, but seemed to have returned to his usual reserved appearance.

Fang Xian's heart sank - Shen Zhichuan was always pushing him away.

Shen Zhichuan went straight to the kitchen, turned on the microwave, saw that there was only one bowl in it, then turned around and asked in a nasal voice, "Aren't you going to eat?"

As he said, he came over with a tray and leaned on the middle island.

However, Fang Xian could hear the boys singing in the choir at the church wedding, the singing of birds and the sound of the wind as the pigeons and balloons were released, the blessings and cheers from relatives and friends, and the clear male voice. Responded shyly to the pastor.

Fang Xian was ecstatic, stood up, and walked towards the handsome man leaning against Zhongdao.

"I've eaten it." Fang Xian said, "It's specially brought for you."

Shen Zhichuan didn't know if he was hallucinating from drinking too much alcohol.He vaguely felt that something fluffy was shaking behind Fang Xian's buttocks.

Shen Zhichuan sat down to eat, Fang Xian just sat opposite him shaking a phantom limb and looked at him.

In all fairness, Fang Xian's cooking skills are really good.

It's not that Shen Zhichuan has never been curious about how a person who looks like the young master can cook, but he never asked.

He used to think that if he asked more, he would understand more and get closer.

But he wanted to ask now, but he couldn't open his mouth.

After eating, Shen Zhichuan insisted on taking a bath despite Fang Xian's obstruction.

The hot water smelled of alcohol, making people drowsy.

He didn't see Fang Xian when he came out, so he turned and went back to the bedroom to sleep.

Not long after lying down, someone opened the bedroom door and came in.

Shen Zhichuan was so uncomfortable that he couldn't open his eyes.

Someone reached out to touch his hair, sighed, and left.After a while, the man came back again, with a whining thing in his hand, which penetrated into Shen Zhichuan's hair, and slowly moved along the scalp, it was indescribably itchy.

"Fang Xian." This thing rubbed his scalp back and forth, making Shen Zhichuan very insecure.He opened his eyes and reached out to push the weird machine.

"Don't move." Fang Xian pressed his hand, "I'll blow dry your hair and give you a massage, so you won't have a headache when you wake up tomorrow. Lie down well."

Fang Xian's hands were strong, Shen Zhichuan couldn't help it, so he had to lie down and enjoy it.

The thing hissed and spewed hot air, and the massaged head in front would turn and vibrate, making the scalp itchy and numb from scratching. It was indeed very comfortable and even refreshing after getting used to it.

Just having a good time, Shen Zhichuan realized that something was wrong with his body.

Embarrassed and ashamed, he piled the quilt around his waist, trying to cover up his mistake, and stopped Fang Xian: "Don't do it."

Fang Xian noticed his little movements, understood in an instant, and smiled softly.

He turned off the massager and threw it aside, leaning over to look at Shen Zhichuan who closed his eyes and pretended nothing happened.

Shen Zhichuan's cheeks were even redder than before.The way he pursed his lips and his eyelashes trembled slightly, without the coldness that he usually rejects people thousands of miles away, on the contrary, he made people feel affectionate.

"Isn't it just a reaction?" Fang Xian leaned closer to Shen Zhichuan's ear and whispered, "It's a massager, it's normal to feel better."

Shen Zhichuan didn't speak.

Fang looked aggressive: "Our Chuanchuan is so pitiful, Brother Fang, can you help Chuanchuan?" He was discussing with his mouth, but his hands had already felt under the thin silk quilt that couldn't hide any secrets.

Shen Zhichuan was like a fish that was suddenly pulled out of the water, shaking violently, his voice was broken: "Don't..."

Before that, Fang Xian never thought that Shen Zhichuan would have such a side.

He liked Shen Zhichuan, but he never thought about him in that direction, as if he was afraid of tarnishing this person.

Shen Zhichuan is a handful of clear and cold white moonlight in front of people, the first drop of water melting on the snowy mountains in spring.But when he was lying in Fang Xian's arms with a blushing face, he made a weak singing voice that was suppressed deep in his throat, and when he unconsciously raised his body and sent himself into Fang Xian's arms, Fang Xian was able to glimpse the other side of the white moonlight, Taste that drop of sweet water.

He couldn't help lowering his head to kiss Shen Zhichuan, putting an end to his bold move.

Long after the end, Shen Zhichuan was still lying there with his eyes closed, maintaining a half-up position, motionless.

Fang Xian came out of the bathroom after washing his hands.

It was only after he got off the assembly line that he felt that he was really too courageous just now.He walked to the edge of the bed and sat down with some apprehension, tentatively holding Shen Zhichuan's hand hanging by his side.

Shen Zhichuan didn't push him.

The two lay down and sat, relatively silent.

After a long time, Shen Zhichuan opened his eyes and said slowly: "Fang Xian, you bastard."

Feeling weak, it doesn't look like scolding, but like acting like a baby.

Fang Xian put his heart hanging in his throat back into his chest.

With a muffled laugh, he leaned over to look at Shen Zhichuan, shook Shen Zhichuan's hand: "Chuan Chuan, it's not good to scold the cook when you put down the bowl."

It took a while for Shen Zhichuan to speak again: "Do you really have diabetes?"

Asked so abruptly, Fang Xian was stunned: "Yeah, what's the matter?"

Shen Zhichuan shook his head and stopped talking.

Fang Xian realized the meaning behind Shen Zhichuan's words.

"Type [-] diabetes, I suddenly developed it at school when I was in my teens. I have to inject insulin every day, four injections a day." Fang Xian held Shen Zhichuan's hand and said slowly, "Actually, you can also bring a pump, and the doctor also recommends it." With a pump, the effect of controlling blood sugar is better with a pump."

"Then why didn't you bring it?" Shen Zhichuan couldn't hold back, and asked following his words.

Fang Xian shrugged and laughed: "I like running, racing cars, and doing sports with my loved ones. I can't do anything with a pump, so life is too boring."

Shen Zhichuan didn't speak, and didn't know what to say.He remembered that Fang Xian cooked for him, but he didn't eat some dishes himself, and remembered that Fang Xian braved the heavy rain to bring him an umbrella, and the box of snacks that he threw away that time.

At that time, he thought that Fang Xian was talking nonsense in order to sell misery.

Looking back now, Shen Zhichuan felt as if he was bullying a patient.

Fang Xian squeezed his hand: "Your expression now is exactly the same as my mother's expression when she knows that I have been a patient all my life."

Shen Zhichuan turned his head to look at him.

Fang Xian let go of Shen Zhichuan's hand, and gently tugged down on the bright red and thin lips: "That's it, it seems like the rest of my life is over."

"Chuan Chuan, you look good when you smile." He pushed the corner of Shen Zhichuan's mouth again, "It's actually quite troublesome to be my lover. My doctor will send physical examination reports to your mailbox regularly, but if you don't like it, , you can also add him to the block list."

"Also my blood sugar level and the time of the injection, which is also sent to the home data stream. If I collapsed outside with ketoacidosis, you have to authorize my medical records to the emergency hospital."

"But apart from this illness, I am also a good lover. My financial situation is very good, and you don't have to worry about money in your life; I have dated many people, but I have never cheated. If one day I don’t love you anymore, and I’ll make it clear to you; besides running and racing, I don’t have any other bad hobbies. Rather than going out to socialize, I prefer to take you to climb mountains and soak in hot springs. I cherish my life very much Time, so you will live a long time, and you will not leave your lover alone in the world."

"By the way, my technique is also very good. You will be very comfortable in the future."

"Chuan Chuan, try me, you won't regret it."

Fang Xian is a giant dragon guarding in front of the cave, introducing the treasures he guards eloquently, and inviting passers-by to take a look.

Shen Zhichuan felt like a poor coward, coveted and frightened by the giant dragon, standing at the door and lingering.

Shen Zhichuan thought about it for a long time, really long.After a long time, the rain outside gradually stopped, half an inch of skylight came out from behind the curtain, and the birds hiding from the rain pecked their wings and prepared to return to their nests.

Shen Zhichuan finally spoke: "I, I want to talk to him first."

Fang Xian squeezed Shen Zhichuan's hand and kissed his forehead: "Our Chuanchuan is awesome."