Fall in love with the ex Bai Yueguang

After Cheng Guang got off work, Xie Li stayed in the office alone.

Depression and depression surrounded him.

He lay on his desk, reading Tan Ke's reply.

He rubbed his eyes and sent a message to Tan Ke: I may still not be able to.If only I didn't have those accents.

--he would not experience ridicule and contempt.

Xie Li buttoned his phone, and finally understood what Shen Zhichuan meant by "ovarian lottery".

The phone rang.

[Tan Ke: But it is also a part of you. 】

Xie Li was taken aback, and the information kept pouring in.

[Tan Ke: If the bubble universe* and the Guth model* are established, considering that we have observed gravitational waves, this theory has a considerable room for verifiability, which means that there may be countless universes outside our universe , countless earths, and countless you. 】

[Tan Ke: Countless you will have countless fates, and the probability of the existence of you with an accent will be as low as a very small number. 】

[Tan Ke: If you regard the event that you have a bad accent as a random variable, make the probability of producing a certain accent obey a monotone function, and add other events that are not related to this but not necessarily independent with non-zero correlation coefficients, From the day you met that English teacher to the present moment, the probability of having such a you in this time interval is infinitely small, so small that the calculation power of all the computers in the world can’t be combined. figured out. 】

[Tan Ke: It’s not good, but it’s very precious, because it lives in symbiosis with you. 】

Xie Li hugged his phone and stared blankly for a long time. He remembered what happened when he was in junior high school.

He was good at math from an early age.

But there are too many children with problems in the orphanage, a healthy and quiet little boy will not get much attention, until Xie Li's math teacher came to him and recommended Xie Li to participate in the Olympiad training.

It's just that the orphanage has its own concerns.

Orsay training is not free and requires a large sum of money, and the operation of the orphanage itself relies on financial allocations, which is very tight.

And the training location is very far from the orphanage.If Xie Li had an accident on the way back and forth, the staff of the orphanage would also be held responsible.

But who has the time to take him to the Olympic class every day?

In the final analysis, everyone has their own lives, and the work in the orphanage is just a tool to support the family.

After the orphanage rejected the proposal, the math teacher still didn't give up despite regret, and simply recommended Xie Li to skip a grade.

He used his spare time to give Xie Li extra lessons for free.He not only gave Xie Libu himself, but also called other teachers to give Xie Libu together.In the end, Xie Li successfully passed the exam, jumped from the second year of junior high school to the third year of junior high school, and went directly to the senior high school entrance examination.

Before the high school entrance examination, the math teacher made a special trip to find a classmate who was a teacher in a key high school in the city alone with a gift and all the mock questions Xie Li had done. The selection examination for outstanding students in districts and counties.

The day of the exam was a sunny day, the math teacher waited for three hours outside the exam center, reluctant to buy water, but bought a box of ice cream for Xie Li.

Xie Li suddenly felt ashamed.

How could he complain that he didn't have an ovarian lottery ticket after receiving so much kindness?

Obviously, he already holds the best one.

He wiped away his tears, replied Tan Ke with an expression, put down his phone, and picked up the manuscript paper that he had just thrown on the ground in a fit of anger.

He has come here.

Everyone was pushing him away, and there was no reason for him to lie on the ground and never get up just because he fell.

Cheng Guang came to work the next morning, when he opened the door, he saw a junior with disheveled hair and black eyes, and said in surprise, "Li, you didn't stay here all night, did you?"

Xie Li was reading his manuscript, and when he heard Cheng Guang coming in, his mouth suddenly became awkward.

He stood up and closed the door, took out a pair of blindfolds and earplugs, and said to Cheng Guang: "Brother, can I recite the manuscript for you?"

Cheng Guang didn't understand what he was doing with this outfit, but he nodded in agreement readily.

It was hard to open my mouth at first.Cheng Guang's presence is too strong.

Although the audiovisual is blocked, it cannot block the human breath.

Xie Li held his palms and counted silently, hoping to calm himself down.

But Cheng Guang is still waiting, maybe he will say in the next second—"Li, are you okay? Brother still has something to do."

The stronger the thought, the more unable to open his mouth.

Suddenly his hair was ruffled.

Xie Li lifted the blindfold.

Cheng Guang stood in front of him holding a piece of paper on which it was written: Brother, don't rush you, don't worry, let's take our time.

Cheng Guang is the most common boy in science college.Black-rimmed glasses, crop tops, sneakers, plaid shirts, and a black schoolbag of an unknown brand all the year round, and a three-color down jacket in winter. He is not good at speaking, a bit dull.The first time I wanted to get creative with sending flowers to my wife, I ended up buying a bouquet of carnations with daisies. I followed others to buy lipstick for my wife, and ended up buying three identical dead Barbie fans.

Cheng Guang married early, his wife is an English teacher, and his child is only one year old. There are many things at home.But he never made excuses to push things to Xie Li.On the contrary, after learning of Xie Li's life experience, he often took care of his junior brother quietly.

Xie Li suppressed his tears and nodded vigorously.

He has such a good brother and so many people who care about him, why can't he get up?

Xie Li took the blindfold back again.

Heart pounding in chest.

His body was still tense, but his brother's silent waiting gave him a little courage to fight against his body in the darkness.

The first sentence popped dryly from his throat.

His own voice was transmitted through the bones and entered the brain, which sounded vague and strange.

Cheng Guang patted his shoulder lightly.

For the second sentence, he hesitated for a long time before speaking.

He tried to open his mouth wide to make his voice clear and loud.He struggled to distinguish long and short vowels, bit his tongue heavily between his upper and lower teeth, and tried his best to make a standard dental sound.

Xie Li recited it slowly and heavily, it didn't sound like a eulogy, but more like a eulogy for someone's funeral.

He broke out in a sweat as he took off the blindfold.

Cheng Guang handed him a piece of paper: "Wipe off your sweat."

Xie Li took it over anxiously: "Brother, do you think it's okay?"

Cheng Guang hesitated for a second, then said with certainty: "Okay, I think it's fine, absolutely fine."

On Thursday night, Xie Li sent a message to Professor Fang, saying that he was busy this week and would visit her next week.

Professor Fang replied quickly, telling him to study with peace of mind, don't worry about the manuscript, and come to visit again when he has time.

He spent all his spare time reciting that speech.Cheng Guang listened to him in the office during the day, and went home to sleep at night. In his dreams, he was full of the respected leading teacher and the semi-bald head of the department head who had just had hair transplantation.

Three days before the selection of the scholarship re-examination, Xie Li received a new notice.

The retest location was changed to the meeting room on the top floor of Long Whale Capital.

The format of the re-examination has also changed.Candidates will be anonymously taped for speeches and questions and answers.The judges select anonymous recordings, and no one will know the identity of the submitter until the selection results are made public.

That said, public speaking is canceled, as are in-person Q&As.

Xie Li was so happy that he almost jumped up, grabbed Cheng Guang and shouted, "Senior brother, I'm saved!"

In his dormitory at night, Xie Li suddenly recalled it.

How could it be possible to suddenly change the review and change the venue, and even change it to the meeting room on the top floor of Long Whale Capital?

Xie Li vaguely suspected that it was Tan Ke's handwriting, and it might have something to do with him, but it would be too pretentious to think so.

He wrapped himself in the quilt and covered himself up, afraid that others would find out that he was so self-indulgent.

On the morning of the retest, Shen Zhichuan even came over specially and suggested driving him there.

Xie Li didn't dare to work hard for his master, so he took the subway and passed by himself.

Xie Li didn't arrive early, and there were already many people sitting in the reception hall.He just sat down when the front desk lady whom he met last time came to invite him.

The receptionist took him up to the eighth floor.

The scale of Changjing Capital is not large, and the main employees are concentrated in the AM* department, adding up to more than 400 people.There is also a small part of quantification under Fang Xian's hands.

Xie Li was on this floor last time, he thought the front desk would take him to the reception meeting room, but unexpectedly, he was led directly into Tan Ke's office.

The front desk opened the door for him and left.

Xie Li had no choice but to go in by himself.

Tan Ke's office is not big, and there are monitors everywhere.There are three on the wall, and four on the table, and people are tightly blocked behind.

Xie Li walked over, only to see that he was talking on the phone with a headset on.

Hearing the voice, Tan Ke frowned and raised his head. Seeing that it was Xie Li, his expression immediately eased.He waved to Xie Li, motioning for Xie Li to come over.

Xie Li heard that he was speaking English with someone, and his tone was heavy and harsh, so he couldn't help but lighten his steps and slowly approached.

He stood by the desk for a long time before Tan Ke ended the call, took off the earphones and threw them on the table, looking a little tired.

Xie Li always had a strong sense of distance when talking to Tan Ke in a suit.He felt awkward for a while, and greeted casually: "Mr. Tan, hello!"

Tan Ke didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and looked up at him: "Are you ready?"

Xie Li nodded: "I've recited it many times and rehearsed it with others, so it should be fine." He hesitated, "And informed us that the judging rules have changed, and public speaking is no longer required. I think I'm fine."

He spoke earnestly and surely.

A little smile appeared on Tan Ke's face: "You will be the last one later, and there will be no one behind you. Don't be nervous after you go in, just speak slowly."

He pondered for a while, and then said: "The inside is self-service recording equipment, sound-sensitive pickup, no one monitors, and the staff outside will not hear it. After you come out, someone will take you to listen to your recording. If you If you are not satisfied, I will ask them to cross your name out, and your recording will not be handed in. No one will hear your speech, and everyone will only think that you were automatically rejected."

He looked at Xie Li: "Don't be nervous, okay?"

Xie Li suddenly felt a little dazed, as if he was stunned by the gold that fell from the sky.

He had many questions and many words in his mind, trying to figure it out.

But he held back.

He smiled at Tan Ke, his eyes were as bright as a small flame burning,

He nodded: "OK."

The author has something to say: *Bubble universe: a kind of multiverse theory.It is believed that there are countless open universes, and each universe has a different cosmological constant, which is quite consistent with the theory of cosmic inflation (the universe expands rapidly in a very short time after the big bang, and then the speed decreases).

*Gus model: the theoretical model of inflation.The discovery of gravitational waves provides strong support for the inflationary model.

*AM: Assetma, asset management division.

*Quantitative: An investment and trading model that uses mathematical models to replace human judgment and mines probability laws from historical events and data.Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~