Those who are close to you are sweet

The food that has been in the hand is not forgotten or discarded, but is opened in the cold wind - the cold food does not have the aroma when it was just out of the pan, and the crispy feeling of fried food has long since disappeared.

But, leaning on the railing, they ate the cold food they had bought for lunch.

Bai Leyan's eyes kept looking at the sunset where the sea and the sky meet, without drifting, as if he was completely attracted by the light.

But that's not the case, he just didn't dare to watch Lengyou anymore, he felt that he was bad.

His life never seemed to be under his own control.

It's like these two bags of cold food are being carried around when they should be eaten, but they are held down the throat when they are not tasty.

"Should I do this?" Bai Leyan seemed to be talking to himself, and also seemed to be asking Leng You, "I used to think that I would be a good boy to please adults, obedient and diligent, but it seems like this is so abrupt , Am I an adult? Have I grown into the target that I tried my best to get attention back then?"

"Do I still need to be obedient?"

"Do you need to exchange obedient and well-behaved rewards?"

Leng You listened quietly to the entanglements and questions that had been pent up in Bai Leyan's heart for many years. He just followed Bai Leyan's example and rubbed the other's hands in his own, trying to keep warm with the ancient way of rubbing to generate heat. Well, the pockets of his down jacket were also icy cold from the wind, but no matter how cold it was, at least he could hide from the ravages of the wind.

"Is my life arranged? Is it determined by others?" Bai Leyan frowned, really confused about this matter, but he quickly eased the frown between his brows, "Maybe it was like this in the past, but what about now? Should it still be like this?"

Leng You didn't know what he should say. He thought about it. Bai Leyan probably caused this state because he wanted to change his major to the School of Economics and Management. He was in a closed state, and all his words were questions. , and finally solve it by asking and answering by yourself, without the opinions of others.

However, Leng You was wrong.

Because Bai Leyan turned his head and finally looked at him.

Not a quick glance, but a stare into his eyes, inch by inch.

"No, you know, I still like chemistry very much, I like their weird equations, I like benzene rings, although I complain about their weirdness from time to time." Bai Leyan blinked his eyes, the expression in his eyes The ice melted, and it seemed that he suddenly said, "Why should he decide my whereabouts? Who is he? What kind of annoying stranger is he? He catches people at will, decides other people's lives at will, and says you like a reward. He is my son, and everything will be mine in the future? Will such a powerful person lack a son?"

Leng You suddenly remembered what Aunt Bai had said in the car before, and interrupted weakly: "Maybe he really lacks a son..."

They were like two idiots, standing with big eyes and small eyes in the intensified evening sea breeze, staring at each other for five seconds, laughing so hard that they couldn't straighten up, the complaints and worries just now were all gone.

"Let's go." Bai Leyan held Leng You's unsuspended hand with one hand, and carried the food packaging boxes and plastic bags that were disposed of just now in the other, "Go home!"

Throw the rubbish in the bin and wait at the station for a bus leading to the school.Fortunately, the bus that runs every 10 minutes appeared in sight when they waited for less than 1 minute.

Although they are a famous tourist city by the sea, the cold winter is still the off-season. Originally, every bus by the sea was crowded with people, but this bus was empty, with a few scattered people sitting there. Big seats.

They stepped onto the bus, and at the same time as the credit card machine made a "di-" sound, the sun on the sea outside the window fell into the bottom of the sea, and the street lights suddenly lit up, one by one, spreading away quickly and orderly.

Leng You and Bai Leyan were amazed by the light at the same time, standing in the aisle unable to take a step, until the bus started, the lights inside went out, and they fell into darkness, they groped to sit in the adjacent seats at the back of the car.

"Sure enough, you shouldn't eat the cold food..." Leng You rubbed his stomach, feeling a little uncomfortable.

Bai Leyan just felt that cold food didn't taste good. The crispy flat food skin was eroded by the oxidized moisture in the air, and it became like a porous sponge. There was not much left of the clear meat swallow soup, and it was still stirred up. Cloudy, sticky mouthfeel filled with flour.

As Leng You said it, he suddenly remembered something, turned his head and said firmly, "It's not because I'm weak."

Bai Leyan shook his head: "I should not let you eat."

"I didn't even eat lunch, okay!" Leng You retorted, "Satisfying hunger is the first priority, and whether the food is cold or not is secondary."

Buses stop and go, pass by the sea, pass through tunnels, and cross the boundary line between districts, dangling and hypnotizing.

Leng You was already fast asleep in Bai Leyan's arms. At first he was trying to keep his head on, but Bai Leyan reached out and pressed his head on his shoulder, which seemed to be covered with powerful hypnotics. As soon as Leng You touched Bai Leyan's shoulder, he lost consciousness and fell asleep.

The down jacket Bai Leyan was wearing was glossy and very smooth. From time to time, Lengyou's head would slide off his shoulders and rub against his chest, so he couldn't sleep well. In the end, Bai Leyan simply moved to the outside of the seat Move, let Lengyou directly pillow on his lap.

His mind, which was originally muddled, became a little clearer, and now he has made a decision on the matter he had dealt with with silence.

There was no need for him to accept such a sudden arrangement. The blood he longed for in the past was thicker than water, and it became shallower and weaker in the day after day and year after year of wasting.

He doesn't want to study finance or management, he just wants to deal with a bunch of bottles and jars, beakers, measuring cylinders, glass rods, Erlenmeyer flasks, these things are what he likes, although he always complains about chemistry majors, Such as employment or limited development in the future, but he is willing to worry about them, and is willing to struggle with their electronic transitions.

He is free.

He wished he was free!

He has grown up and needs to build his own home, instead of waiting for his parents to come and find him to take him home.

The rare time has long passed.

He didn't need to choose to accept the arrangement of changing majors just to make his so-called father admit Leng You.

The life of him and Leng You, what should be or what should be, the trajectory should be discussed by the two of them, instead of being randomly smeared by strangers suddenly.

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt relieved, laughed out loud in the empty carriage, and patted Leng You's body again, letting Leng You, who was about to wake up from his noise, continue to sleep.

……

But in the small western-style building that was left behind, time seemed to flow extremely slowly, and even had a tendency to stagnate.

Bai Yan stared at Bai Zhou with wide eyes in disbelief. The other party had nowhere to hide under his gaze. She could only lower her head to avoid the scorching gaze, but his body was about to catch fire. He whispered: "Sister , I'm sorry, I..." He reached out to grab Bai Yan's sleeve, but was dodged.

"You told me that you only owed 50..." Bai Yan blinked her eyes. She always regarded her younger brother as extremely important. The two of them are poor creatures who share the same illness and cuddle together for warmth. No matter how strange the city is, As long as you have the other person by your side, you will feel at ease.

However, now, Mr. Li threw a piece of paper at her without any concern for himself.

"That's amazing, how did you manage to owe 5000 million?" A teardrop rolled out from under Bai Yan's eye socket, and a big drop ran across her cheek, "Your ass is not worth 50, and your life is worth 5000!" Isn’t it worth [-] million? How can I say that you came here to join me, it turned out that the lion opened his mouth so much that the rich woman was afraid?”

"Sister..." Bai Zhou didn't expect that Li Zhongqing would actually investigate him. He was too naive, thinking that the other party had already forgotten their existence, and even thought that he could use it to make some money.

It was because they were too naive, after all, the other party was many times stronger than their old foxes.

"Okay." Li Zhongqing interrupted Bai Yan's sharp words irritably, "I don't know where you got the news, and now I don't want to worry about it, I will clean up the mice, I can leave a way for you. "

Bai Yan didn't speak, Li Zhongqing continued: "I know you didn't meet Le Yan a few days earlier than me, you just used him, you don't have any feelings, your heart is cold."

"I can pay off your brother's gambling debts for you."

Bai Yan looked at Li Zhongqing, this man was still the same as she remembered, such arbitrarily authoritarian, so strong and cold, he did everything based on gains and losses and interests.

Sure enough, I heard Li Zhongqing's next sentence.

"You are not allowed to see Bai Leyan again."

Bai Yan turned her head and laughed, she gently raised her hand and tucked her hair behind her ear: "I am a person with a cold heart, why don't I go to see my son because of the money he owes?"

She turned and walked towards the stairs, step by step, falling extremely steadily, the heels of her boots knocked on the floor, making a regular "bang bang" sound.

Bai Yan remembered Bai Leyan's worried look when Li Zhongqing wanted to leave her not long ago. Such an obedient child was born by herself?

"Sister..." Bai Zhou stopped Bai Yan, "Sister, I was wrong, I was really wrong... I will never dare again, sister...you help me..."

Bai Yan put her hand on the armrest and turned around slowly: "Help you?"

She thought of the small village a long time ago, of the two of them going to the deep mountains to collect firewood, of her younger brother rushing up to protect her when she was being beaten, crying "Don't beat my sister", and of the bumpy ride of the two of them in the car far away from the deep mountains ...

"Didn't I save you?" She sent her younger brother to a key school to learn knowledge, and wanted him to be a cultural person, at least he should stay with serious children and learn well, right?

Bai Zhou ran over and knelt down in front of her: "Sister, save me one more time, I will never be an asshole again..."

Bai Yan looked at her younger brother who was kneeling at her feet and hugging her legs, and each scene flashed in her mind, there was a picture of Bai Zhou guarding her in front of the hospital bed, he kept holding her hand tightly, and kept Rubbing and exhaling constantly, for fear that the hanging hand would become cold; there was a picture of her sitting by the window of a high-rise building with her feet dangling outside, the moonlight was so pure, she really wanted to Jumping down, but Bai Zhou's crying mess was too ugly, with snot and tears on her face, she wanted to wipe it off...

Li Zhongqing called the housekeeper Uncle in, gave some instructions, and asked Uncle to invite the two crazy siblings out.