Those who are close to you are sweet

Bai Leyan lay on the bed to recuperate. He closed his eyes and thought about things, thinking very preoccupied.

The one-year one-person dormitory life came to an end. In his sophomore year, he got a roommate. The new roommate was so nice that he felt that it was okay even if the other person invaded his space—if it was someone else, it would be fine. Yes, after all, this dormitory is not his alone, but there will always be some regrets in his heart, so he accepts it reluctantly, but of course he should be gentle, kind and welcoming on the surface.

New roommates seem super nervous and shy.

Bai Leyan understands that there is a kind of person who doesn't like to be in front of people by nature. The more people there are, the more topics they talk about, the more he looks like a log, attracting more people to watch, a vicious circle.

Social anxiety?

For example, the current cold tour.

Like himself in the past.

……

"Boom—" The door was thrown open by something, and it hit the wall with a loud bang, which made Bai Leyan bounce off the bed and look down. What happened?

The door of the dormitory was still open, and Leng You walked in step by step.

It was really step by step, and the movements of the steps were stiff like robots that had not evolved.

"Leng You?" Bai Leyan didn't know why, and called Leng You's name very carefully, his voice was soft as if he was afraid of breaking something.

What will be broken?

As if he couldn't hear it, Leng You took out the suitcase on his own, opened it, and stuffed the clothes he had worked so hard to arrange into it. Leng You hugged the pile of clothes, his hands shaking , I couldn't hold the clothes firmly, and one or two pieces began to fall down.

Bai Leyan was startled, what happened?It was all fine just now, was it because of him?What did he do wrong?With Leng You's action, he obviously wanted to leave here.

Why do you want to leave?

Is it because of him?

That's right, it must be because of his unscrupulous words and hands just now.

He shouldn't talk too much, too many words will make mistakes, why can't he remember?

Hands are also so cheap, holding someone's hand when you just met them not long ago, it's an act of death!

No wonder others don't like it.

What is he going to do to keep Leng You here?If the other party insists on leaving, how will the counselor and other roommates explain it, and how will everyone treat him?

He must be secretly blaming him, and imagine him as a bad guy who bullies the new students...

How could it be like this, he didn't do it on purpose...

Bai Leyan got out of bed and glanced casually. There was still the porridge that Leng You brought back for him on the table. Bai Leyan's heart ached. No matter what, he wanted to keep Leng You.

"Leng You, I'm sorry..." Bai Leyan stood next to Leng You, not too close, he remembered that this person didn't like strangers approaching, "I didn't mean it, I knew I was wrong, I will never do it again did this..."

Leng You's hand stopped, he squatted beside the suitcase, shrunk into a small ball, the sound from the outside world could not be heard clearly, but that sound didn't seem to be accusation, or curiosity...

But Leng You still felt suffocated, he was breathing desperately, he wanted oxygen, he really wanted to continue to live, he didn't want to die, not at all.He was a drowning man, who can come and give him a hand...

"Lengyou, what's wrong with you?" Lengyou buried his face between his arms, his shoulders were shaking violently, and his breathing was rapid and obvious.

That breathing sound is not normal at all!

"Lengyou? Lengyou!" Bai Leyan couldn't care too much about it anymore, and the idea of ​​never touching Lengyou again was thrown away a long time ago.He hugged the trembling Leng You, "Can you hear me?"

No response.

Bai Leyan held Leng You's hand, and opened his arms - Leng You's hand was as cold as if soaked in an ice hole in the twelfth lunar month, but it's summer now!

"Uncomfortable... so uncomfortable..." Leng You took a breath, and held the other's hand vigorously, no matter who it is, save him...

Bai Leyan tried his best to calm himself down. He stretched out his hand to cover the other person's mouth and nose - if it's overbreathing, you can cover it with a paper bag. During the college entrance examination, the teacher once said that some people overbreathed because of being too nervous .He can't panic, look at the situation, if it doesn't work, he can only call 120...

"I..." Leng You's lips opened and closed, rubbing against Bai Leyan's palm, and finally intermittent words emerged from between his fingers, "I, what I'm talking about is, really, no, it's a lie... "

Those words, one by one, popped out between breaths, feeling wronged...

"Well, really, I believe you, I believe you." Whatever you say is up to you, Bai Leyan only hopes that Leng You will get rid of this situation soon.

"I'm not...not..."

Bai Leyan could feel that Leng You's breathing was a little more gentle than before, but when he was about to calm down, he saw Leng You huddled into a ball again, tighter than before.

"pain……"

Bai Leyan's hand was still tightly held by Leng You, dragged into his arms, and touched his sweaty head.The sweat is too much, it's like running 1000 meters in this hot summer.

Leng You asked nervously, "Where does it hurt?"

"Stomach hurts...it hurts..." Leng You felt that his internal organs had been displaced and his intestines were knotted, "Tiantian, please help me..."

Sweetie, help me...

Snapped--

A string in Bai Leyan's mind seemed to be broken all of a sudden. Reliance, longing, should be counted, right?

"The head of the house!" Bai Leyan shouted.Zhao Jing lives next door, if he didn't go out, he should have heard it.

"Why... what the hell!" The man walked over with his slippers on, rubbing his eyes, and was startled by the scene in front of him, "What's going on?"

"Hurry up to 120, hurry up!" Leng You felt a drop of water on his hand, it wasn't sweat, it was probably tears...

Leng You cried...

Poor little huddled...

……

The diagnosis was acute gastritis.

According to Bai Leyan's description to the doctor, it should be stress gastritis.

This diagnosis made the head of the house confused: Stress?What is it?

Bai Leyan frowned and looked at Leng You who was lying on the white hospital bed. It was obvious that he had been traumatized, and something just now forced him to face that fear again.

"The head of the house, why don't I just stay here with the bed." Bai Leyan felt a little sorry for calling the head of the house early in the morning.

"That's good." Zhao Jing nodded, "Today, I will bring back your book and Xiaoyou's book together."

"No need, so many books, so heavy, when I go back and go by myself..." Bai Leyan was a little at a loss.

Zhao Jing patted Bai Leyan on the shoulder: "You're welcome, huh—" He looked at Lengyou, "Your task, take care of our children, this task is very difficult, the counselor will follow me Said that we should take good care of Xiaoyou."

"Huh? The counselor already knows?" Bai Leyan opened his eyes wide.

"No, the counselor told me that before I went back to school." Zhao Jing shook his head, "I'll tell the counselor later, after all, I was specifically told to go to the military training tour in a few days. no more..."

"Headmaster, then I'll go talk to the doctor and ask him to issue a leave application." Bai Leyan was about to stand up as he spoke.

"Sit down, you don't need to worry about these things." Zhao Jing pressed Bai Leyan on the stool, "You are all alone, so there are so many shadows. Just take care of Xiaoyou, these errands. , I'll do it, after all, I'm the head of the house."

The two listened to the doctor's instructions together, and then Zhao Jing left.The bed next door was discharged from the hospital today, beaming with joy, and left them a box of unopened milk, wishing them an early discharge from the hospital.

Bai Leyan sat by the bed, Leng You didn't huddle up like before, he lay peacefully on the bed, his brows were not furrowed, and he didn't seem to be haunted by nightmares.

However, what happened to him just now?

Hey... in the blink of an eye, Leng You frowned again.It's really not good, when Leng You frowned, he looked very wronged and pitiful, and with that pale face, it made people feel even more distressed.

Bai Leyan didn't want to look at his phone either. After staring at Leng You for a long time, he couldn't help but owe his hand.After brewing his emotions for a long time and mustering up his courage for a long time, he finally reached out to touch Leng You's forehead.

Who knew that just as Bai Leyan's hand touched Leng You, the other party opened his eyes in an instant and stared straight at him.

I go!

Help!

Bai Leyan couldn't let go of his hand and couldn't take it back. Who can tell him why this person wakes up differently from others!

Shouldn't you be groaning in a daze for a while when you wake up?How can I suddenly open my eyes with a bang, it's so scary, blah blah...

……

"Then do you still want to go back?" Bai Leyan thought of the messy suitcase in the dormitory that was half packed by Leng You, and felt sorry for him, "Is it because of me?"

Bai Leyan gritted his teeth. He still wanted to make sure. There was a big rock hanging in his heart.

"Do you really hate me...I hate that I play hooligans on you..." Bai Leyan stammered because of embarrassment.

Leng You didn't answer, and after a long time, he asked in a very low voice: "Swimming is compulsory?" Seemingly a little afraid of the answer to this question, Leng You subconsciously covered half of his face under the quilt.

If Bai Leyan hadn't been listening with his ears up all the time, he would have absolutely ignored the sound of mosquitoes in a meeting.

But... what does this mean?

Afraid of water?Don't want to learn to swim?

Could it be that Lengyou was stimulated because he saw the course selection notice?

"It's still early. You can choose now, or next year or next year. Of course, you can choose in the last year." Bai Leyan considered carefully.

Leng You nodded hesitantly, and then fell silent.

Seeing this situation, Bai Leyan was finally relieved - he thought that Leng You wanted to pack his bags and change dormitories because he was playing a hooligan.

Although it was impossible to think about it, he was always afraid, terribly afraid.

"Bai Leyan..."

Bai Leyan raised his head suddenly, was Leng You calling him?This is, finally going to judge him?So besides swimming lessons, is there a reason for him?Otherwise, why would he call him by his name? Suddenly being called by his name is really a chill down the spine.

"Thank you……"

"I'm scared to death..." Bai Leyan felt that if he went through so many ups and downs again, his heart would jump out of his throat.