Those who are close to you are sweet

Bai Leyan was calm, he was calmly waiting for the result to surface.

It's like you're standing under a tree full of fruits, and you don't know when those fruits will ripen, but you know they will ripen one day.

Ripe fruits will fall from the branches into your arms.

He is not sure whether he likes Leng You's feelings, but he can be sure that Leng You is a very special existence in his heart.

That day he took Leng You back to the dormitory. He pushed the bicycle with one hand. Because he was not used to it, the bicycle was pushed crookedly, and the pedals hit his calf from time to time.But he didn't say anything, and Leng You unexpectedly didn't say anything either.

Leng You followed him obediently, the faster he walked, Leng You also walked faster, and the slower he walked, Leng You also slowed down his pace.

All of a sudden, Bai Leyan felt that his playfulness was getting bigger and bigger, and he was walking faster and faster, which was beyond the normal range.

At the beginning, Leng You cooperated with Bai Leyan to speed up the frequency, but later he was full of question marks: What is this person doing?

Bai Leyan amused himself and flew up until the pedal hit his leg so hard that the whole bicycle was knocked crooked and almost fell over.

Leng You was so frightened that he quickly reached out to help the bicycle. He looked at Bai Leyan with indescribable eyes. In Leng You's heart, he really wanted to ask: Are you sick today?Have you taken your medicine today?

But Leng You thought that this person seemed to have wasted a whole Sunday of good time in order to find him and confirm his safety, so he couldn't say such bitter words.

"Does it hurt?" The last words he said were words of concern.

"It's okay." Bai Leyan waved his hand indifferently.

"Tomorrow is Monday..." Leng You said, he just wanted to feel the good times of Bai Leyan's lost Sunday, but Bai Leyan thought of another thing.

"Then are you still in class tomorrow?" Bai Leyan asked.

"Huh? Come on." Leng You was puzzled, everyone else came back, and Zhou Xingyi didn't need to take care of himself anymore, why didn't he go?

Seeing his confused look, Bai Leyan sighed and reminded, "That's not what you said in the leave request form you gave Zhao Jing."

"Hey!" Leng You gasped, but when he thought about going to Zhao Jing to ask for a leave form, he became frightened, and then he thought about what would happen if he was caught and asked what happened today...

Simply hopeless!

Very desperate!

Leng You discussed with Bai Leyan sadly: "Why don't I ask for leave according to the original plan..."

Not only did he not have to bother to find Zhao Jing, but he also had an extra day off!

Bai Leyan took a look at Leng You, and seduced him with food: "Shall we go outside for barbecue after class tomorrow?"

"..." Leng You said in his heart: Actually, I don't really like to eat barbecue, really, trust me!

"If you're not here tomorrow, I'll go out to eat with others, and the evening walk will also be cancelled." Bai Leyan threw out the bait.

"Ah!" Why does this person look like this!

……

Zhao Jing hadn't handed over the leave form to the counselor. After returning that night, Lengyou knocked on the door of the bedroom, and apologized to Zhao Jing in embarrassment, saying that there was no need to ask for leave.

Zhao Jing waved his hand: "It's okay, I haven't done anything yet." He thought for a while, then asked, "Have you seen Bai Leyan?"

"Well, I saw you."

Zhao Jing seemed to breathe a sigh of relief: "That's good, he looks quite anxious, it's good to see him."

Leng You let out an "um", and suddenly remembered Bai Leyan's messy hair just now.

"Is there anything else?" Zhao Jing asked.

Leng You froze for a moment, then shook his head.In fact, he thought that Zhao Jing would more or less ask him why he asked for leave, and why he didn't ask for leave when he came back at night... He thought about the way to answer, thinking very hard, he didn't know how to answer at all.So when he stood at the door of the first bedroom, he was very disturbed and uneasy.

However, Zhao Jing did not ask.

After the disaster, Yu Sheng waved to Zhao Jing and left.

When Leng You returned to his dormitory, he didn't see Bai Leyan, but Leng You knew where he was without seeing him.

There was the sound of splashing water in the bathroom, it was time to take a shower.

It is already November, but it is still hot here. It is said that it will be hot until the end of November. However, after three or four repeated failures to enter the winter, it entered the winter overnight and instantly put on a down jacket over the short sleeves.

But Bai Leyan had just told him about the difficulties after winter, and he hadn't experienced it yet.What he personally experienced was only summer.

It's a hot and humid summer day, it's the sweat-drenched hair that keeps coming out during the day, and it's the dew-drenched hair when I go out for a walk with Bai Leyan at night.

He sat in his chair lost in thought.

Suddenly a sentence popped up in my mind - why, you still think you are a female high school student?Do you want to wait until graduation day to deliver the love letter?

Do you want to wait until graduation day to confess your love?

His first reaction was definitely: Yes!For sure!Four years of unrequited love must come to an end, go tell him, go see his expression, go see his reaction, you can't be inferior to a female high school student!

But rationality dragged him desperately: what are you doing, why can't you think about it?Can you bear it for a few days after you have endured it for four years?Why should the memory of getting along well be folded at the end?Obviously it can become a situation where my roommates who get along well will get together again in the future, why should I confess my love so that the two of them will never get in touch with each other.

All this was entangled, and when Bai Leyan walked out of the bathroom, he tilted.

Bai Leyan came out in only a pair of shorts, his upper body was naked, showing his muscular body.The hair was not dried, and the strands were curled up one by one. The water slowly gathered from the roots to the tips of the hair, and then fell down.

Some fell to the ground.

Some... fell on the body.

The water droplets that fell on Bai Leyan's body slowly slid down due to gravity, leaving a winding water mark on the body that people couldn't take their eyes off. In the end, some water droplets It disappeared in the process of rolling down, and it can no longer flow, but there are some strong water droplets, rolling and rolling, and finally rolled to the lower abdomen, and was quickly absorbed by the top edge of the shorts.

I'm so envious of those drops...

Leng You tried very hard to control his eyeballs not to turn around, he tried very hard to control...

However, he really wanted to touch, touch the contours of those muscles, and feel how they felt.

He really wants to...

Leng You thought desperately: He not only wanted to touch it with his hand, but also wanted to lick it, stick out his tongue, and go down from his neck, and at the same time, his hand went down...

Will it be hard?

There is a high probability that Bai Leyan will drag him out disgustingly.

One more curse: You are crazy!

There is no hope. Once human desires appear, they will only expand more and more. How can they become smaller?

Why hide love in the bottom of my heart for four years, only ghosts will believe it!

In just a few seconds, not to mention the ambiguous and bubbly feelings, he wanted to start talking!

Leng You closed his eyes and mobilized his brain to exercise the highest command authority. He must, must control his eyes and control his body.

He thought bitterly: Did this man come out without clothes on purpose?Stinking rogue!

……

Bai Leyan touched his nose, a little embarrassed: Yes, he really did it on purpose.

When he was taking a shower just now, he suddenly remembered a fatal problem.

Whether he likes Leng You is another matter, but will Leng You like him?

This is a very deadly thing.

He can't be sentimental!He is not so shameless yet, he thinks that the person he likes will definitely like him.

After all, he is a boy!Still a bad guy!

What is so good about him, what is there to like about him?

At that moment, he lost his breathing even when he was overwhelmed, and even inexplicably choked when he was in the shower, coughing in a daze, leaning on the wall and tears gushing out, but luckily Leng You went out and was not there, Otherwise it's really embarrassing.

His throat was very itchy, but he couldn't cough it out - because he heard the sound of the door opening during the interval of coughing, and Lengyou came back.

Bai Leyan squatted on the ground, the water jet from the shower head hit his back, as if patting his back, and said softly: "Don't cough, don't cough."

Finally calmed down almost.

Bai Leyan straightened up and took a look at himself in the mirror.

Now that the weather is still hot, he doesn't need hot water to take a bath, just rinse with cold water.Therefore, there is no fog on the mirror, it is bright and clean, and can be seen clearly.

Is the self in the mirror worthy of being loved?

So, what is there about yourself that deserves to be loved?

In Bai Leyan's perception of himself, he has a bad personality. After all, he is not courageous or tough. He follows the crowd and uses other people's opinions as a guiding light for his actions. He lacks leadership and has no way to guide him. By.

However, Leng You is younger than him.

He needs to be responsible for the future of the two of them.

And, he... What's so good about him?

Nothing at all.

He has nothing, not only materially, but also spiritually.

In terms of material, although the income of the adoptive parents is quite high, they will give him a one-off New Year's money that is enough for him to live well for a year every year during the New Year, but the money has to be repaid...he wants to repay it...

There is a real child in their family, and everything in the family belongs to that child.

Mentally, he is barren and barren.His emotions follow others, he observes words and expressions meticulously, and seeks his own comfort from the expressions of others. He does not have his own spiritual universe.

What is left of him?

What else did he have that belonged to him?

Suddenly, a sentence popped into Bai Leyan's mind: Do you still have a young and fresh body?

The flesh of a young boy...

Among other things, Bai Leyan was very satisfied with his figure.

So, Bai Leyan made up his mind and went to serve the king with Israel.

Who would have thought that when he walked out the door, the person who acted like a dog and was so coquettish, was actually coughing out of breath because of inferiority complex behind his back?