Surrender your demon duo

Shenglin:

I don't know how much time I can be with you in the future, so I write this letter to bring our relationship to a successful conclusion when we part one day.

I like you very much.

When we were in junior high school, we got along day and night, and that was the best time in my life.I know the hazy feeling I have for you. When one day you told me that you liked me from the first time you saw me, I was very happy.

I want to say I like you too.

But the day before that day, my mother told me that my father had committed suicide in prison, so I had to transfer to another school and leave here.

I decided not to tell you that I like you too.If this is the case, it is best to treat you with indifference.

After that, I came to Rongcheng, and I once heard you said that you were in Rongcheng.

But I never thought I would meet you, and I didn't know that Teacher Lin was your mother.

If I hadn't met you, I would have gone the other way.

It was you who pulled me out of the mud and gave me hope and courage to live.

At that time, I already knew the real identity of my mother, and also knew that my father's death was deliberately done by the Guo family. I was living under the fence of the You family, and what I wanted was to investigate through the You family.

I know that the more things about the Guo family, the more hopeless I feel for revenge.

I once swore secretly against my mother's back.

If I can't find it again, I will kill Guo Taizhi and commit suicide.

But I met you again.

When I went to Teacher Lin's house for the first time, I was surprised when I saw you.It was also at that time that I knew that you were the son of Longju.

At that moment, several plans appeared in my heart to use you to bring down the Guo family, but I don't want to use you, I'm afraid,

Those good memories of those years will also be cast a shadow.

So I ignore you.

Who knows we will meet again at the party, I still want to pretend not to care.

I also discussed with You Jianrong, deliberately creating an ambiguous atmosphere between me and him in the hotel, so that you can misunderstand and give up.

Then you rushed into my room and got angry with me. I wanted to let myself play a shameless slut who could have sex with anyone casually in front of you.

But my heart hurts suddenly, I suddenly feel that you are really sad.

In those few days, I suddenly didn't want to take revenge.

I want to be with you.

I just thought, if you find me again, I will treat you well.

You make no secret of your feelings and always radiate your sunshine.

I also feel a tinge of warmth in the dark and breeding world.

I suddenly didn't want to die, and I didn't want to die with Guotai.

I want to be with you.

Later, when you fought Iron Wolf for me, I found out that the Long family had a grudge against the Guo family.

I thought that maybe I could take advantage of this entanglement, let me take revenge, and still be able to continue to be with you.

I am very bad, and I can't forget my father's kindness to me, so I must take revenge.

It's been a long time, and I can't tell whether I want to let you like me around me all the time, or I want to use you, or it's because I like you.

But no matter what, revenge is paid, and I am with you.

I feel like my body is sick, maybe it's my karma.Even if we are with you, we can't be very old together.

Please don't hate me for using me, because when you like me, I also like you.

When you are thinking of me, I am thinking of you too.

Thank you very much for coming into my life, thank you very much for changing my life and giving me the strength to live.

But once came to you with the purpose of revenge.

I still can't let go of myself.

The nicer you are to me, the more despicable and shameless I feel.

But I feel a kind of unprecedented happiness and satisfaction.

Loving you makes me happy, but the past makes me torture myself all the time.

Maybe, because I got a kind of delusional.

So, bye.