me and the king next door

Wang Xun closed his eyes in pain. When he said that the plane crashed, my whole body trembled uncontrollably. The memory buried in the deepest part of my memory was suddenly dug out, and the chaotic screams were deafening. The explosion sound and the flames all over the sky appeared in front of my eyes in an instant.

Wang Xun: "That picture is so real, I have been waking up from my dream crying."

"In the summer vacation when I went to Beijing in the third year of junior high school, I kept having this dream, as if you were really dead. Only when I called you every day to confirm that you were still alive, and the dreams were all fake, would I feel at ease... But after I came back from the capital, you started to alienate me..."

My emotions suddenly became agitated, and I grabbed his arm suddenly: "You... What else did you dream about..."

Wang Xun was taken aback: "There are still many episodes... I can't remember some of them clearly."

I trembled: "What else did you dream about???"

Wang Xun: "Jiayu, what's wrong with you?"

I realized my weird behavior, let go of his hand, and murmured: "It's nothing...it's nothing..."

When Wang Xun had those dreams, it was the time when I was reborn. Everything was too weird. The things he said happened when my plane crashed. Wang Xun said that he dreamed that he was chasing him to the airport , Could it be that Wang Xun in the previous life really ran into the airport?

In the previous life, Wang Xun used the name of opening a card for me, so he knew all my transaction information, even my credit card consumption, Wang Xun knew everything about it.

He will also know the record after the purchase of the ticket, knowing that he will definitely ask me, so I bought the ticket in the middle of the night, turned off the machine immediately after buying the ticket, packed up and rushed to the airport, if Wang Xun really dreamed What happened in a lifetime means that Wang Xun from that world chased me to the airport, but after he found out that I liked him, shouldn’t he hate and disgust me?How can you still chase after it.

This is different from everything I have seen and known...!

Wang Xun: "Fortunately, you are still by my side."

I was relieved, and only now did I realize how close he was to me. I pushed him back: "That was just a dream, right?"

Wang Xun: "That's right, it's all a dream, but in the dream, I'm still the same as in reality, I like you so much..."

My body froze, as if I was saying to myself: "Wang Xun in the dream won't like me."

Wang Xun stared: "How could it be! Wang Xun, who is in the dream and outside the dream, likes you to death!"

He suddenly grabbed my hand and put it on his heart, I was a little flustered, that heart was beating very vigorously, even faster and faster, Wang Xun: "I, I was in junior high school I started liking you..."

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and his ears turned red. I was shocked.

Wang Xun: "Sometimes I really feel sorry for the self in my dream, and at the same time I am very thankful, fortunately, I haven't lost you yet."

Wang Xun: "So, Jiayu, can you give me a chance? I know you may not be able to accept that your former brother likes you all at once, but... I can prove to you that I am the person who loves you the most in the whole world... ..."

I can still feel his heart beating violently. What Wang Xun said was completely different from what I knew in my previous life. Wang Xun in my previous life was just a dead straight man. They both have a pure brotherly friendship with him. The two have never crossed the distance since they were young, working and studying, except for that accident that only I knew about.

What Wang Xun said was completely unknown to me. I was wondering if there were many, many things that I didn't know...

I was silent for a long time, Wang Xun let go of my hand, and lay on the pillow on his side, I asked him: "If I hadn't alienated you, would you still tell me that you like me?"

Wang Xun completely stopped talking at this moment, he suddenly collapsed and buried his head in the pillow, and finally replied weakly: "No...until death..."

I looked at the blue stubble on his head, and suddenly felt sad in my heart. Didn't I do the same in the last life, didn't I say that I like it until I died?

Wang Xun: "Because I know that as long as I say that I like it, I will lose you completely... Rather than losing you, I would rather tie you by my side, even if I just look at you, nothing will matter." Don't say it, as long as you are still by my side, what does it matter if you like it or not?"

He clenched his fists: "But you don't want to stay by my side anymore... I don't know what I did, it's like you don't want to stay by my side anymore. It scares me even more..."

I felt dazed for a while, he was still telling me those words that I had never heard before. It turned out that Wang Xun and I were just walking around in a circle, I was on this side of the circle, and he was on the other side of the circle. Over there, we kept a safe distance from each other, looked at each other's backs, but didn't dare to catch up, because we were all afraid that if we walked one step faster, the carefully maintained and guarded relationship would be broken from then on. Unbearable.

So Wang Xun likes me?Like me, fell in love with me from a long time ago...

I stared at his hair spinning with mixed feelings in my heart.

Wang Xun raised his head and got up, suddenly kissed me quickly on the mouth, I was taken aback, Wang Xun: "I have said so much, I still want something."

After he finished speaking, he backed away, kept a safe distance from me, and continued to flip through the comics in his hand. If his ears were not still red, I would have thought that a lot of words were just made up by him. Lied to me.

Me: "What if I disagree?"

Wang Xun: "What else can I do? Then I will chase you for the rest of my life. I will go wherever you go."

When I was eating that night, I was in a wandering state, thinking about the past and present in my mind. The things Wang Xun did in his previous life seemed to have an explanation.

Even though he and I are just neighbors, why did he treat me so well? At that time, I was just a graduate of a garbage school. Graduation was equivalent to being unemployed, but he stayed by his side and got a pretty good job.

Wang Xun used to always say that my place is not good and that place is not good, but he has hardly been ambiguous about my affairs. He still finds me a house to live in, helps me buy things and clothes, and was even caught when I was "dating sex" streaking When I was at the police station, he was also the one who ran from home overnight to the police station to bail me out.

I still remember coming out of the police station, he asked me why I was running on the street without clothes on, I hesitated and couldn’t tell, I could only say that I drank too much alcohol, but there was no trace of alcohol on my body, and my mind was very clear Anyone with a discerning eye could see that I was lying, but he still didn't say anything. I sat in the back seat in his clothes and sat in panic. Finally, when I arrived at his house, I was very cold. Wang Xun put the heat on me. The water made me take a shower and didn't go back to my room to sleep until I was seen in bed.

At that time, I wondered if he would like me a little bit.

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