me and the king next door

I was like a plaything, played by him in the palm of his hand.

I suddenly thought of Wang Xun many years later, isn't this what he looks like?

He has always looked refined and courteous in front of people, but I know the deep scheming behind his back and the ruthless wrists of Ru He, otherwise how could he climb so high at such a young age.

This kind of him, I just know best, but when he did such a thing to me, apart from anger, he was more disappointed. No matter what happened to him before, I believed his words, believed in his behavior, and did not believe him is a mean person.

But now... I found out more clearly that I never seemed to know Wang Xun.

Suddenly, the matter between him and Zheng Bao that day, and what I said to myself at that time, became vacillating.

At that time, no matter what those people said, I didn't believe that Wang Xun was that kind of person. Even though Bai Yansong made trouble that day, although he did something wrong, I still had a thought in my heart that that person deserved it.

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, they will never stop taking root and sprouting.

Wang Xun has never been what I thought.

Even if I lost the love I had for Wang Xun in my previous life, I never speculated about him with bad intentions.

With my back against the cold wall, I slowly sat on the ground, feeling a chill in my body.

Wang Xun, did he do more such things?

The little bit of love I have left for him is like the winter snow in early spring, which finally turned into melted water and flowed to unknown places.

Now when I think of this name, I feel a deep disgust. For the first time, I put him in the category of people like Bai Yansong.

When my mind became clearer, I couldn't stop thinking, why did he do these things behind his back?

Could it be that when I was no longer his follower, no longer pestering him, or facing him, he finally couldn't help it.

Those who come from such a family are impressed by how pure their minds can be. I used to think that a dude like Bai Yansong was the most annoying. Now comparing Wang Xun with him, Bai Yansong is much cuter. Wang Xun is like a letter spitting out. The snake of the child makes me feel terrible.

His smile to me every day is so fake that it makes people sick. I can't help thinking, how could I like him before?

I used to think that even if I couldn't be a lover, it would be good to be a good neighbor with him in my next life.

But now I feel bored even seeing him, let alone being a good neighbor. I still think that after I go to college and everyone drifts away, I will have no troubles anymore.

But I can't wait for that time now. The desire to stay away from him has never been as strong as it is now. If conditions permit, I can't wait to move with Ms. Liu's family now, leave this place, and see him forever not to him.

On the day Wang Xun came back, I was watering a peony plant on the balcony when a car with a red flag drove slowly from the end of the road and finally stopped downstairs of my house.

Wang Xun got out of the car, he closed the door after getting off the car, with a calm expression on his face, the window on the closed door slowly lowered, revealing Lin Wei's face, the two talked for a while, and the car drove away. Let's go, Wang Xun looked up before entering the corridor, and just saw me.

I pursed my lips, put down the kettle in my hand, and entered the room from the balcony.

A few minutes later, my doorbell rang and Ms. Liu went out, leaving me alone at home.

He knew that I was at home, and after pressing a few times, he found that no one opened the door, so he pressed it tirelessly again.

I stood at the entrance and heard Wang Xun shout: "Xie Jiayu, what are you doing, open the door."

We hadn't been in touch some time ago because of the division of subjects. I thought I was in a cold war with him, but he still knocked on my door as usual as if nothing happened.

I put my hand on the doorknob, took a few breaths, and opened the door.

Wang Xun was carrying a large bag of things in his hand, and when the door opened, he stuffed it into my arms: "It's for you."

Every time he came back, he would bring a lot of special products, and this time too, he put the stuff in my arms, which was heavy.

Wang Xun got dark again, and he breathed out: "It's so hot outside, and there's no one in my house, so I'll sit at your house first."

I had a smile on my face, and when I turned around, I couldn't hang on anymore. Wang Xun took off his shoes and came in, just like entering his own house, sitting on the sofa and drinking water. I put the things in the kitchen, and dawdled in it for a long time before come out.

Seeing that I didn't speak much, he asked me what was wrong, and I told him that I had a bit of heatstroke recently and was not feeling very well, so I prevaricated.

Wang Xun didn't say a word about the turmoil in the selection of subjects, and sat on the sofa playing with his mobile phone. Fortunately, his parents came back soon, and he himself went back.

After he left, I put a bunch of things he gave me into a large garbage bag, and threw them into the garbage can downstairs together with other kitchen waste in our house.

I clapped my hands and went upstairs indifferently.

On the first day of school, I went to school very early to report in the new class. I was divided into arts and sciences. I only recognized a few people in the class. They were all girls. I had nothing to say, so I moved a desk by myself. Sit in the last few rows.

My deskmate is a fat man who is not talkative. He seems to be a figure of the top level, and he doesn’t talk to me. He only tells me not to talk to him in class. He will study very seriously, and maybe he will ignore me I.

I was very bored for a while, and I missed Zheng Bao, who was a few floors above me, very much.

I thought I would spend my first day of school peacefully, but after the first class, there was a small commotion in the back of the classroom.

"I'm sorry to let it go."

I was dozing off on the table, but after hearing this sound, I slowly straightened up and turned my head.

Wang Xun moved a table, and at the back of our classroom, Lin Wei hugged a stack of books for him with a dark face.

I suddenly had a bad feeling in my heart. There were still a few people at the door of the classroom. When they saw him coming, they dispersed. Wang Xun easily moved the table and came in from the door. I looked at him, and he also looked at him. Looking at me, and finally said something to the classmate behind me, the classmate clicked impatiently and said, "Okay."

Then he actually moved his own table back a row and put it together with the last table.

Wang Xun lowered his eyes and put the table behind me. Lin Wei threw his book on the table with a "dong" sound, then left without saying a word and without looking back.

At that moment, Wang Xun smiled at me, as if I had been hit with a sap.

Lips trembling: "You, why are you here???"