me and the king next door

I touched his eyebrows, eyes, and cheeks all the way to his chin, but finally stopped on his lips, soft and soft, different from his sharpness.

Unexpectedly, his mouth suddenly opened, myfingerwascaught...

I was startled, just as I was about to go out, but he firmly fixed my wrist with his hand, those eyes opened just like that, looking at me, I instantly felt as if my whole body had fallen into an ice cellar, and my brain was overwhelmed. blank.

Me: "Wang Xun, it's not you..."

It's not what you think.

But Wang Xun's eyes became slack again. He looked at me, smiled suddenly, and reached out to grab me. I was caught off guard and rushed towards my face. Those soft lips, the lips I was still thinking about just now, were at the same moment as me. I stuck together tightly.

I thought to myself, Wang Xun was really drunk.

I should have pushed him away immediately, but his drunken lips connected to mine, and my brain was a little fuzzy, like I was drunk.

Maybe he likes me a little too?

This kind of thought appeared in my head again. I was really crazy at that time, and I couldn't find my mind.

He sucked his lips gently, and finally sucked away the last bit of reason left in me, and I was entangled with him, lingering on the small bed in the standard room of the hotel.

But I ended up doing it wrong.

When he was hugging me to plant radishes and kept watering me, I was clearly about to pass out, but there was still unstoppable sweetness in my heart. I was thinking, even if he was drunk, he must still be able to see it vaguely. Who am I, does Wang Xun really like me a little bit?

When I was planting radishes, I kept my back to him, and every time I wanted to turn my head, there was a force added to the waist, making me unable to move.

I was in a difficult situation in the middle, and even took a photo of me and him kissing with my mobile phone. His eyes were closed, but his lips were glued to mine. I thought, when he wakes up, I must tell him that I like him. This picture is proof that he probably likes me too...

But later, this illusory dream was finally broken.

When Wang Xun finally came face to face with me, his eyes were half-opened, and the moment he saw my face, the first thing he said was "Fuck"...

Then he buried his head in my neck, Afewquickmoves, spread out on top of me, and fell asleep again.

He is still bejoined with me, I was thinking, he must be too heavy, so I can't breathe, but why, my eyes are dazzled.

At that time, Wang Xun's eyes were clear for a moment, did he wake up for a moment, realized who I am, and lost the interest to continue.

I started to cry, crying softly, but carefully turned him aside, scolding myself for being inferior in my heart.

I endured the pain and went to the toilet to wash it, and then cleaned him up. He was sleeping on a messy bed, his brows were still frowning. I called the front desk and asked them to deliver the new bedding to the door. , I dare not let them in, after all, the picture is so beautiful that I can't bear to look directly at it.

My legs were trembling, but I changed the quilt cover in the room again, pretended that nothing happened, dragged a broken body, went to the front desk with a pale face, paid the bill, and rolled back In the dormitory, I lay on the bed with my mobile phone in my arms, and I didn't send a message to Wang Xun until the sky turned pale.

"The tutor has something to do with me. I'll be out all day tomorrow. Sorry, I can't take you to the airport (crying face)."

Then I turned off my phone and fell into a deep sleep.

I woke up again at nine o'clock in the morning. My head hurts badly, but I still have to do enough tricks. He was hungover, and I had a very intense exercise with me last night. I should wake up very late, but I'm afraid he will come to our dormitory. Looking for me, so I ran to a coffee shop and fell asleep on the soft sofa for a day.

When the coffee shop was about to close, I slowly retreated to the dormitory.

Northeast roommate A was packing the luggage to be sent home, and said to me: "Your friend came to see you this afternoon."

I was stunned for a moment, and then he said, "He said that your mobile phone can't get through, and you can't be contacted."

I lay on the bed and turned on my phone. Dozens of text messages and missed calls popped up all at once, asking me where I was. Let's go, turn on your phone and call me."

Wang Xun really doesn't remember anything, I am sad and happy at the same time, at least I have friends with him.

At that time, I was having fun in bitterness, thinking, Xie Jiayu, even if people don’t like you, but you are consummated, at least you have sex with him, and it’s not in vain to like him for so many years.

So after graduating, he started a business and dragged me over to help, and I ran over in a hurry.

When I think about it now, I feel that I was still too young at that time, or in other words, too determined. As long as he didn't say it, I always felt as if I had a chance, even if it was good to be a friend by his side.

I don't know if I like a person like this. I know that there will be no results, but I like him so tightly, I can't bear to let go, and I want to chase after him.

Later... Later, as you all know, the ending was bleak.

It's just that I didn't expect that there will be a follow-up to this matter, but it's not about me and Wang Xun, but me and Ms. Liu.

I myself forgot that I took a picture of kissing Wang Xun until one day, Ms. Liu saw that blurry picture in my cell phone album, the two men were kissing like glue, lustful and charming, Although the clarity of the photo was not high, she had watched the two protagonists grow up, and he recognized them even when they turned into ashes, not to mention that there was one of them was her son.

I still remember Ms. Liu yelling in my ear, the voice was so loud, I was really ignorant at that time, it can be said to be playing a big adventure, it’s not true, even if she didn’t believe it, she wouldn’t be so stimulated, But my head twitched at the time, and I told her with a stiff neck, yes, I just like men, I just like Wang Xun!

I never thought that I would actually tell my love for him under such circumstances, how naive and unconscious.

I was so stupid, I was so stupid at that time, Ms. Liu is my mother, how could I treat her like this.

Afterwards, I packed up my things and went north with Wang Xun. Ms. Liu also said cruelly that if I left, I would no longer be her son.

Regret, really regret, I was such a bad child back then.

Wang Xun's diary 3:

The kid next door is very unmanly. That day he was playing with the sand downstairs alone, and a kid snatched his bucket. He would just sit on the ground and cry, yes, he would only sulk at me.

I originally wanted to see his jokes and not help him, but it suddenly occurred to me that my mother said that I should take care of my younger brother (for the thousandth time, I am actually only a few months older than him!), alas, who told me to It's my brother.

So I thought about what my mother said, grabbed the bucket for him, and beat up those children.

Although I was beaten up by my father afterwards, my ass still hurts at night.

In the end, he actually came to my house, and I was covered with a quilt to prevent him from looking at me. Being beaten by my father was not majestic at all, and he was as unmanly as him.

But he tickled me carefully and called me brother.

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