Diamond Jubilee

Liang Liye ate the whole cake, and his satisfaction was beyond words.

Yan Xuzhi pulled a tissue to wipe the cream off his mouth, then leaned over, touched the side of Liang Liye's face lightly with his nose, and sniffed.

Liang Liye asked, "What's the smell?"

"Cake taste, sweet."

"Kiss?" Liang Liye's mouth was full of sweetness, he asked tentatively, knowing that he couldn't eat sweets.

Yan Xuzhi took the initiative to wrap his arms around his neck, bit his lips, and when they gasped for breath, their foreheads touched, like swans crossing their necks.

"I have a present for you."

"what?"

Liang Liye kissed his eyebrows, Yan Xuzhi raised his head, and distanced himself a little bit, "I will go to Columbia and treat him well, so that you won't worry."

Liang Liye was stunned, and ecstasy came one after another. He opened his mouth and was so excited that he couldn't describe it. He took a deep breath and said immediately: "I will hand in the letter of resignation immediately, and I will go with you."

"No, I'll go alone, you stay here."

Yan Xuzhi grabbed Liang Liye's arm and stared at Alpha's dull face for a moment.The water valve in the kitchen might not be closed tightly, and the water seeped in drop by drop. The living room was silent, only Liang Liye's heartbeat suddenly became rapid and beat violently.

Yan Xuzhi seemed to have always been more rational than Liang Liye. He estimated the cost of going to Columbia, plus the sponsorship of the laboratory, and the reward he could get for participating in the research there.The one-year fee was thrown away, and it was so huge that it made people speechless.

After analyzing Liang Liye's future work development plan, he said to Liang Liye: "You can't leave the news agency now. Zhao Feng just left. If you leave too, what should the news department do? Liang Liye, you are not a bad news agency. Responsible person, this is a job you love, and you can't just let it go."

"I can do news anywhere. I can find another job there. Even if I'm not a reporter, I can do other things." Liang Liye clenched his fists, "It's alright if it's selfish, I just want to be with you you."

"A different place, will we be separated?" Yan Xuzhi looked at Liang Liye with calm eyes.

Liang Liye remained silent, looked away, and said sadly, "What kind of birthday present is this?"

As if the puppy knew that its owner was leaving, it drooped its tail and started throwing a tantrum.

Liang Liye got up, deliberately kicked the table leg, his toe hit the wood, he pursed his lips, endured the pain, walked away without saying a word.

Yan Xuzhi followed behind him and said softly, "Liang Liye, we will not be separated."

"Distance and time difference are not reasons for people to separate. We are thirteen hours apart. I will say good morning to you when you are awake. I can still say I love you at dawn and dusk as before. .”

Liang Liye stopped, turned his back to Yan Xuzhi, and asked, "Yan Xuzhi, have you never been afraid?"

Time walked quietly, but Xuzhi was silent. Liang Liye didn't look back, and said in a low voice: "I will be scared, I'm afraid I won't be able to persist, feelings are not as hard as diamonds, if I hurt you one day, what should I do?" manage?"

"Do you know?"

"I can tell you now, no."

"Leave the rest to tomorrow."

"I can't say no to you." Liang Liye shook his head and walked forward.

The repeated emotions turned into wine sealed in oak barrels, and after opening, it was astringent to the heart.

When he finally fell asleep, Liang Liye still couldn't hold back and hugged Yan Xuzhi into his arms.Yan Xuzhi's body was cold, Liang Liye picked up his hands and put them together, slowly rubbing them to warm them up.

Yan Xuzhi buried his face on Liang Liye's shoulder, breathed evenly, and fell asleep.

At dawn, Yan Xuzhi woke up from a dream.

Not a bad dream, he dreamed that he and Liang Liye were parting at the airport, Liang Liye hugged him and told him he was reluctant.

Then he cried in his dream.

When I awoke, my pillow was wet with tears.Yan Xuzhi covered his eyes with his hands and lay quietly for a while, when he reached out to hug Liang Liye, he found that the side beside him was empty.

He froze for a moment, got up with the support of his hands, got out of bed, and reached the door of the bedroom.

Pushing open the door, the room was dim at five o'clock in the morning. He walked through the corridor, stood at the corner, and saw Liang Liye leaning on the sofa, hugging his knees.

Liang Liye was crying.

The air may be mixed with alkali, otherwise, why every time I take a breath, my lungs seem to burst.

He held his breath and said sorry a thousand times and ten thousand times in his heart.

Yan Xuzhi's arrangement was to leave after the Chinese New Year in February next year. Before leaving, Liang Liye secretly tattooed Yan Xuzhi's birthday on his wrist.He didn't use anesthesia when he got the tattoo, and he was most afraid of pain, but this time he didn't say a word and just stood there.

Before leaving, they went to the cemetery to take a look at Lele.

Yan Xuzhi put the Lego he bought in front of the tombstone, Liang Liye squatted beside him, raised his hand and wiped off the dust on the tombstone with his sleeve.

"If he is still there, he will definitely clamor to go with you."

"Liang Liye, we have already agreed."

"I know, it's all agreed, and I'll listen to you." Liang Liye was depressed, "Then I can mutter a few words, can't I?"

Yan Xuzhi sighed, put his hands on Liang Liye's shoulders, and said softly, "Don't say it in front of Lele."

Liang Liye was silent, his voice was a little sore, and his voice was hoarse, "Everyone is gone."

When graduating from high school, Liang Liye was very upset because he failed to get into the university opposite the medical school.

During the graduation ceremony, everyone left, and he was still lying on the desk in the classroom. The sunset outside the window cast a light shadow on his face.

Yan Xuzhi asked him what happened?Liang Liye grabbed Yan Xuzhi's arm, rubbed his face against it, and said sadly, "It takes three hours to get to your school from mine by car."

Yan Xuzhi's tense nerves gradually relaxed. He wanted to say that it was nothing but three hours, but Liang Liye's expression seemed as if the sky was about to fall.

Just like at this moment, when we were about to part, Liang Liye estimated the time from here to Colombia over and over again, and then wailed countless times. He couldn't take it anymore, hugged Yan Xuzhi's waist, and was about to cry and shout: "Too long Yes, it will take a day and a half."

Yan Xuzhi seemed to be comforting the child, stroking his hair and kissing his face.

There are not many things to do in the hospice department. After Yan Xuzhi handed over the work to a colleague, he proposed to resign from Zhiguang Hospital.

Knowing that he was going to Colombia, Wu Zhenghe breathed a sigh of relief. After approving his resignation, he asked him, "When will you leave?"

Yan Xuzhi collected the materials and looked at Wu Zhenghe, "Leave after the new year."

"so fast?"

Wu Zhenghe sighed, Yan Xuzhi smiled, clasped his fingers on the material bag, his knuckles tensed.He said to Wu Zhenghe: "Teacher, can I ask you one thing?"

During the few days of Chinese New Year, Liang Liye and Yan Xuzhi were very busy. During the Spring Festival holiday, they returned home and greeted the elders from all walks of life.

Yan Xuzhi told them that he was going to study in Columbia's medical laboratory after the new year. Someone asked Liang Liye, would he go?

Liang Liye continued: "I won't go, after a while, I'll be promoted."

"Then Xu Zhi, how long will you be here?"

"A few years, I'm not sure yet."

"How many years? So long? Don't you want children?" Yan Xuzhi's mother blurted out, and the atmosphere became dull.After Lele left, the topic of children was never mentioned in this family again.

Liang Liye looked at Yan Xuzhi with a hopeful expression.

Yan Xuzhi looked away, with trivial and hesitant eyes, and he said, "I don't plan to take it anymore."

Liang Liye was dull, with slightly red eye circles, staring at Yan Xuzhi.But Yan Xuzhi's eyes lingered on the shadow on the ground, glanced at the advertisement on the TV, and scattered in the air boredly, but he just didn't want to look at him.

Liang Liye felt wronged.

After eating, come out from home.

There was light snow outside, but the weather wasn't very cold.

Liang Liye deliberately walked slowly, and when Yan Xuzhi looked back at him, he asked, "When you recover, can we have children?"

The cold snow refracted the light, and fell miserably on the human body, turning into water stains.Yan Xuzhi exhaled the mist, and an extremely shallow smile was outlined on his pale face. He didn't speak, but just nodded.

As soon as Liang Liye's eyes lit up, he ran over as if seeing a dog's bone, hugged Yan Xuzhi's shoulders, and said happily, "Xu Zhi, I love you, I love you so much."

It took three quarters of an hour to drive from home to the airport. Liang Liye calculated the time and sighed, "I forgot to include the time for this section of the road before."

Yan Xuzhi looked mentally weak, curled up in the car, covered himself with a blanket, and said lazily, "It's only half an hour, it's okay."

Liang Liye glanced at him sideways, "What's wrong with you? Have you taken the medicine? You were fine just now, why is your face so pale now?"

"Maybe some motion sickness, stomach upset."

"Motion sickness? You've never had this before."

"I don't know either." Yan Xuzhi pulled up the blanket, hid half of his face inside, closed his eyes, and said in a tired voice, "I want to sleep for a while."

"Sleep, when it's time, I'll call you."

At the airport, Liang Liye woke up Yan Xuzhi.

Yan Xuzhi opened his eyes, Liang Liye touched his face, "We are here."

Yan Xuzhi let out an "um", picked up his drowsy consciousness, pulled off his seat belt, and slowly sat up straight.

Liang Liye helped him carry the luggage, Yan Xuzhi was wearing a light-colored overcoat with a high-necked white sweater inside, the collar pressed against his neck, and he looked warm and soft.Liang Liye took his hand, turned his head and couldn't help but look at him twice, for some reason, he felt that Xu Zhi seemed a little different today.

It feels like I can't put it into words, it seems that the cold fog in the mountains is illuminated by light, and it feels a little warmer.

There are separations everywhere in the airport, but Yan Xuzhi's plane is at three o'clock in the afternoon.Liang Liye watched him enter the gate, he was like everyone waiting in place after parting, until Yan Xuzhi's back completely disappeared from his sight, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Yan Xuzhi.

Opening the message was a list of things to pay attention to, but Xu Zhi sent it before him.

There are a lot of warnings, you must eat breakfast, drink milk, do not eat sweets, do not eat too much oil, do not stay up often, do not eat supper when you are hungry at night, bear with it and pass it, don’t always think about eating Meat, vegetables and fruits...

Liang Liye stared at the "no" words one by one, but the curve of his mouth became more and more curved.He said yes in his heart, but he hit him with his hand. I want to eat sweets and stay up late, so I won't listen to you, unless you let me go, and you take care of me.

Yan Xuzhi didn't answer, Liang Liye was holding the phone, with a rippling smile on his face.

Wu Zhenghe was already waiting in the registration room, and when he saw Yan Xuzhi approaching, he stepped forward to help him sit down.

Yan Xuzhi's back was covered with sweat, and the body that had been propped up in front of Liang Liye just now was leaning weakly on the sofa.He nodded to Wu Zhenghe, and then said: "Teacher, thank you."

Previously, in Wu Zhenghe's office.The young doctor propped his hands on the table, almost begging, looking at his teacher.

He said: "I'm pregnant and I want this baby, so teacher, help me, I have to stop all treatment and live to give birth to this baby."

Wu Zhenghe has never seen Yan Xuzhi showing such an expression, pain and hope are tormented together, desperate fierceness, fierceness to himself.

Yan Xuzhi didn't go to Colombia. After the sun went down, he went to another place with Wu Zhenghe.

The setting sun was left behind by him, the sunset glow in the sky seemed to be stained red with blood, and the light was also miserable.

He hid in the car, in a dark corner, thinking about Liang Liye's birthday that day.

Happy birthday Liang Liye.

Liang Liye, in fact, the real gift is this new life conceived in my body.

It was something he couldn't, and couldn't, say.

end of first half