Diamond Jubilee

After Liang Liye drove away angrily, Zhao Feng was still restless.

He and Liang Liye were college alumni from the journalism department.At that time, I knew that Liang Liye had an Omega with whom he had been dating for three years. Liang Liye, who usually looks lazy and not very interested in anything, would light up his eyes whenever he talked about his Omega, especially after drinking. , Nagging and talking about his baby can talk all night.

Liang Liye never concealed his love for Yan Xuzhi. In his senior year, he joined a newspaper office as an intern, while Yan Xuzhi was still in school.Most of the internship work is running errands to buy coffee for the seniors in the newspaper office to find information. I get off work very early every day, and I can leave after three o'clock.

At that time, he hadn't bought a car yet, so Liang Liye took the bus to the subway station after work, took Line 7 for [-] stops, changed to Line [-], and got off at the terminal station. After an hour and a half, he arrived at Yan Xuzhi's school just in time for lunch.

He memorized Yan Xuzhi's schedule by heart, and he was more attentive than himself. He calculated the time and waited at the back door of the classroom.

This has been the case for several years, traveling back and forth for more than three hours, just to take a look, say a few words in person, have a meal together, and then drag Yan Xuzhi back to school.

After Lele's death, Liang Liye always thought, if only he had noticed the difference between Yan Xuzhi and others earlier.

That evening, as usual, he squeezed the subway for almost two hours and arrived at Yan Xuzhi's school.He stood at the door, watching Yan Xuzhi secretly through the small window.It was a bit of a surprise that the good students didn't listen to the class in a well-behaved manner, but they were arguing with others with red ears and red ears.

Liang Liye frowned, and waited patiently for a while, until the bell rang for the end of get out of class, the back door opened, and the students filed out.He saw Yan Xuzhi holding two thick books and walking slowly at the end, with a smile on his face.

Liang Liye took two steps forward, squeezed through the crowd, and grabbed Yan Xuzhi's wrist.

Yan Xuzhi was taken aback, and raised his head to look at him.Liang Liye raised the corner of his mouth, lowered his head and leaned into his ear and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

Yan Xuzhi shook his head, "Nothing."

Even so, when Liang Liye took him to dinner later, he was still absent-minded.

Liang Liye felt strange, and after ordering, he sat next to Yan Xuzhi.Yan Xuzhi looked a little confused today, Liang Liye put his arms around his shoulders, poked his cheek and asked, "What's wrong? You look restless today?"

Yan Xuzhi tilted his head, frowned and said, "I had an argument with my classmates in class today."

Liang Liye smiled and said, "Isn't this a common occurrence?"

Yan Xuzhi ignored his words and said instead: "A patient in a car accident suffered severe damage to his limbs and needed amputation to survive. However, the patient himself was unwilling, but the patient's family members wanted amputation. The teacher asked us what to do. , I chose amputation."

This was indeed the plan Yan Xuzhi would choose, Liang Liye was not surprised.

The waiter brought up the dishes, and Liang Liye sat across from him, picked up the chopsticks and put the dishes in Yan Xuzhi's bowl.

Yan Xuzhi glanced at the sweet and sour pork in the small bowl, thanked Liang Liye, took a bite of the meat.

Liang Liye saw him chewing with bulging cheeks, and after he swallowed the food, he asked, "What is the occupation of that patient?"

"It's a dancer."

Liang Liye sighed, "What about those who disagree with you?"

"They... said I'm cold-blooded and have no empathy." Yan Xuzhi paused, as if he didn't understand, and looked at Liang Liye blankly, "But isn't the most important thing to be alive?"

Liang Liye couldn't give Yan Xuzhi a more objective answer, because for him, Yan Xuzhi was right.

Just like after Lele's surgery.

In fact, even if the operation is successful, Lele will only live a few more years.But the difference between half a year and a few years, the pain suffered by the body is doubled.

Lele was so painful that he couldn't sleep late at night, Liang Liye hugged him and comforted him non-stop.Lele curled up weakly in Liang Liye's arms. Such a small child cried and begged him, saying to him, "Father, I feel so uncomfortable. I don't want to be treated anymore, I don't want to have an operation."

That was the last father Liang Liye heard, and Lele's operation failed the next day.

Lele stayed in the hospital for a whole year. He was a well-behaved and sensible child who never cried when he took injections or medicine.The back of his hand was full of needle holes, and when the nurse couldn't find a place to give the needle, he could still smile and say to the nurse, "Sister, I don't hurt, it doesn't matter."

After Lele passed away, Liang Liye went back to the ward where Lele lived to sort out his belongings. Even after seeing the nurses and doctors who were parting, he couldn't accept the fact that this smiling child would never come back.

Yan Xuzhi hadn't eaten for two days and didn't speak.He followed Liang Liye, and when they walked into the ward, both of them couldn't help but slow down.When her toes were on the ground, it seemed that Lele was still sleeping soundly on that small bed.

Liang Liye went to get his clothes, but Yan Xuzhi looked around, was stunned for a long time, and finally sat down by the bed.

The quilt of this bed was thickened, Liang Liye was afraid that Lele would not sleep comfortably, so he specially ordered a mattress of the right size to put it underneath.Lele likes such a soft bed very much. He rolled on it and almost fell to the ground. He said it was like sleeping on a cloud.

Yan Xuzhi turned his head and looked at the blue cartoon pillow. He reached out to pick up the pillow and put it in his arms.

After Liang Liye tidied up all the things in the cabinet, he turned to look at Yan Xuzhi, and saw him sitting beside the bed with his head bowed and a drawing book on his lap.It was a notebook specially used by Lele to paint and paint. There were pictures of the sun, spaceship, spring and their family of three on it, all painted by Lele.

Liang Liye walked up to Yan Xuzhi, looked down, and saw that Yan Xuzhi's knuckles were turning white as he pinched the drawing book, so he reached out to touch Yan Xuzhi, but he dodged to one side.

Liang Liye's hands froze in mid-air, Yan Xuzhi picked up the picture book, he faced Liang Liye with a hoarse voice, and asked, "Have you read the last page of this picture book?"

Liang Liye lowered his eyes, and then his eyes froze.

The last page that was opened was densely covered with, "Dad, I really want to die."

With a "hiss", Liang Liye tore off the lid of the can, raised his head and took a sip of cold beer.

After Zhao Feng got off work, he invited him out for dinner. Liang Liye was in a bad mood and didn't want to go out, so he asked him to buy a few cans of beer and bring them to his house.Zhao Feng bought a bag of beer, and when he arrived, the takeaway Liang Liye ordered had just arrived.

Liang Liye came out to open the door, Zhao Feng walked into the room, changed his shoes and went in, he was stunned.There are several cardboard boxes in the spacious living room, the books that were originally full in the cabinet on the side wall of the sofa are gone, and the sofa is full of clothes in a mess.

Liang Liye walked in with the takeaway, bypassed the cardboard box, went to the balcony, turned around and said to Zhao Feng, "Go and eat on the balcony, it's cleaner there."

"Tell me, what's the matter with you? Didn't you all be fine a while ago?" Zhao Feng watched Liang Liye gulp down beer, couldn't help frowning, and reminded: "Drinking on an empty stomach is not good for the stomach."

Liang Liye didn't stop, and opened another can. He snorted and said, "If I have a perforated stomach, remember to take me to the hospital, and ask Yan Xuzhi to save me when I go to the emergency room."

Zhao Feng was speechless, and before he could ask him, he saw Liang Liye crying with his face covered, and he said angrily while crying: "He dared to plot against me, you know that when I woke up, I saw a strange man lying beside me. What does it feel like to be human? It's like swallowing shit, I hate him to death."

Zhao Feng opened his eyes wide, not daring to say anything: "There is such a thing?"

Liang Liye hiccupped, grabbed his collar and pulled it out. With his back against the chair, he looked up at the starless night sky.He said: "How can I know if he has a heart? I have been married to him for ten years. When we got married, he used a small broken candy ring bought on the roadside as a token. I ate the candy and my heart was taken away by me." It's down, I happily agreed to him with tears streaming down my face, how sweet it was then, how much I hate it now."

Zhao Feng was taken aback, "It was Xu Zhi who proposed to you at the beginning? But didn't you say that you bought him a candy ring, and he cried so hard?"

Liang Liye let out a long sigh, put away his long legs and stepped on the chair, slowly curled himself up into a ball, held his head and choked up, and said, "I'm an alpha who asked Omega to propose and still cry like that, how embarrassing it is."

Zhao Feng nodded and said repeatedly: "Yes, yes."

Liang Liye was whimpering and crying, and when he thought about being separated from Yan Xuzhi, the more he thought about it, the sadder he became, the louder he cried, and finally he broke down and said, "I went to find him today, why was I so impatient that I agreed to it?" Divorce. Zhao Feng, help me think of a way, I don't want to break up with him, I can't live without him."

Zhao Feng frowned, "But did he take a photo of you and someone else in bed?"

"That's fake."

"I know, I know it's false, but I believe you, but the court looks at the evidence."

Liang Liye's breathing was stagnant, and he was about to howl again, Zhao Feng immediately said: "I think you may lack communication, Doctor Yan is busy, you usually stay up late and work overtime when the news comes out, and you don't see each other a few times a week How about...you find a chance to have a good chat with him, ask him why he wants to get a divorce, and point out the mistakes, so you can just correct them?"

After Zhao Feng said so, Liang Liye slowly became quiet.

He was drunk, and all his emotions were magnified. Sadness, sadness, anger, and doubt spread from his heart to his whole body.He grabbed his heart, as if the heart under his palm had been kicked dozens of times.

Why divorce?

He asked this question no less than a hundred times.

How could he know that he would not argue with him, it was always a calm and indifferent sentence...

Liang Liye drank the rest of the wine in one gulp, the autumn night wind blew quietly, his body became colder and colder, until his hot heart gradually cooled down.

He lowered his head, squeezed his voice out of his parched throat, and said softly, "How could you know that he...he doesn't love me anymore."