poor little understand

But in the 80s and [-]s, homosexuals in Huaxia were caught and were directly locked up in labor camps, or sent to mental hospitals as mental illnesses.

Whether it is artificial surrogacy or test-tube baby, it was a fantasy in that era.

"I just thought, Jianing likes me, if she can marry me, she will be happy too."

Lin Mingcheng's voice was difficult and dark, and his whole body seemed to be shrouded in lifeless stagnant water, "In that era, how many people got married because they got along well? My cousin and sister-in-law got married after knowing each other for a month. I don’t remember all the names… In any rural household, the man is not in charge, the woman just takes the children to do the housework… I have been disgusted by Dong’s family for so many years, so I found a job for Jianing and raised her for so many years , I have done my best.....I still have Xiao Ting, Xiao Ting is only 17 years old, and he has to take the college entrance examination...."

Lu Dengxuan comforted him, "She didn't think about it. You saw 500 million same wives, why didn't you see 500 million suicides every year?"

Even though Lu Dengxuan's words were a bit preposterous, Lin Mingcheng didn't want to refute him anymore.

People sometimes want comfort only for their own benefit.

He already had the answer in his heart, and all he wanted was support and encouragement.

A couple of lovers hug each other in the living room, snuggling up to each other for warmth.

In the room only a few meters away from them, after Lin Muting came home from outside, without changing his shoes, he sat on the carpet that Dong Jianing bought for him, hugged the cross-stitch pillow embroidered by Dong Jianing, and silently listened to his father and his lover. mutual complaints.

When Lin Muting heard his father's name, not only did he not feel friendly, but he felt disgusted.

After he said goodbye to Lin Junchuo's father, he returned home in a daze. As soon as he walked to his room, he realized that he hadn't changed his shoes. His back felt cold, and he subconsciously prepared to be scolded.

Dong Jianing would always say hello to him at this time, "How many times have I told you to change your shoes when you enter the door, and you have to change your shoes when you enter the door! Lin Muting, you didn't drag the land at home, so you don't feel bad, do you? Give me the shoes Change it, go and drag the ground for me!"

Mom loves cleaning so much.

She sweeps and mops the floor at least once a day, and wipes the tables and vases at home.When she is free, she does a big cleaning once a week, cleaning up everything under the bed.

So Lin Muting sometimes forgot to change his shoes, and it almost touched Dong Jianing's lungs.

But when he arrived in his room wearing white sneakers, his mother hadn't rushed over to scold him and asked him to change his shoes and mop the floor.

At this time of spring, he is most likely to suffer from chronic bronchitis. His mother makes pear water stewed for him every day, and he is not allowed to drink plain water.

When he went to the kitchen, there was not a drop of water in the kettle, and the refrigerator was empty, except for a jar of pickled radishes that his mother made last month.

After eating, there is no more.

Mom is gone.

He returned to his room, and within a short while of staying in the place full of mother's smell, Lin Mingcheng opened the door, followed by Lu Dengxuan who desperately wanted to come in.

Lin Muting twitched the corner of his mouth silently.

In the past few days, he has listened to the corner too many times.

I just don't know if this group of adults did it on purpose, or if they did it unintentionally.

"I know I'm sorry for her, but I really didn't want her to die... Jianing gave birth to Xiaoting for me. Xiaoting is so cute and sensible, and she works hard."

Xiao Ting was the person he cared about most in his life, his most important son in this world, his only son.

Xiaoting was born and brought up by Dong Jianing.

He can still remember Dong Jianing's panic, and then the look of extreme surprise and tears of joy when they went to Dong's family to propose marriage.

She dreamed of marrying him.

That was the happiest moment when a girl immersed in love was able to marry her sweetheart.

At that moment, he wanted to regret it.

He shouldn't have killed this girl for the rest of her life.

Regret erodes Lin Mingcheng's sanity all the time, and the 20 years of getting along with Dong Jianing often appear before his eyes, "She has been married to me for 22 years, 22 years!

"She started to cook three meals for me, wash clothes and do housework for me on the first day she got married. She didn't stop even when she was pregnant. She was afraid of disturbing my work, so she asked my mother to accompany her to have a baby. Call me.

"What I say is what I say. I like to cook at home. I can't even take Xiaoting, let alone herself. She is a country girl. She doesn't know anything about flowers and plants. It's because she heard that I like plum blossoms. From then on I have planted plum blossoms for 22 years."

Lin Mingcheng's heart clenched tightly, wishing to punch himself to death, "Look at the balcony, and the balcony of the kiosk, where bougainvilleas are planted all over the balcony, the sofa cover in the living room is covered with plum blossoms, and the tea set is covered with plum blossoms. Plum blossoms, embroidered plum blossoms on the pillow, plum blossoms on the four-piece suit in the master bedroom, plum blossoms on my sweater, plum blossoms even on the paper towels!"

"But I don't like her. I don't like women, and I don't like a woman who hasn't graduated from junior high school. I said that the shadows are slanting, the water is clear and shallow, and the fragrance is floating. The moon is dusk. She asked how the moon is dusk!"

A person needs a companion in his whole life.

Many people will choose the person who loves you to be with them for the rest of their lives in the end, but in the end they feel that they are doing nothing all their lives, and their souls are always lonely.

And a soul that is not alone first needs to have a common language with its partner and have mutual appreciation.

And he and Dong Jianing are not in the same world at all.

The better Dong Jianing treats him and the more he accommodates him, the more Lin Mingcheng feels annoyed in his heart, the more he wants to escape from Dong Jianing, escape from this home where everything is dominated by him.

He couldn't bear Dong Jianing's feelings, nor could he bear Dong Jianing's 22 years of persistence.

He really didn't understand why such a stupid woman could stay stupid for 22 years just for a man who didn't love her, or a husband who didn't love her.

For 22 years, she never gave up.

As if she had lost herself, she devoted herself wholeheartedly to him and to this family.

He likes plum blossoms, and plum blossoms have become Dong Jianing's hobby over time.

"Why is this stupid woman so stupid!"

Lin Mingcheng gritted his teeth with hatred, "A man like me is gay, can't she just pretend she didn't see it? What's wrong with catching an adulterer in bed, will she lose a piece of meat? Why doesn't she love herself so much, she would rather commit suicide by jumping off a building than Live on! Why didn't she live on and come to take revenge on me, to take revenge on me, a scumbag. Since she dared to die, why didn't she just take a knife and kill me directly!"