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The firelight was reflected on Dong Jianing's dark face, making her furious at this moment almost terrifying, she cried while tearing up the books, "As long as you burn all these books, you will read the books obediently and do the problems obediently. During the summer vacation, you can’t go to your grandparents’ place to embarrass yourself, you can’t go to your grandparents’ place, you have to go to cram school, you have to take tutoring classes.”

"Yes, tutor!"

Dong Jianing seemed to have thought of something, picked up the clothes hanger and slapped Lin Muting on the face again, "It's all because of your mouth! Your father hired you a tutor, and if you don't say anything, you don't want him You are a graduate student in mathematics from a prestigious university. What are you? Mom asks you again, but you don’t explain anything. You have such a weird temper. How will you survive in the future!

"How could I give birth to such a useless son like you? You were kicked out of the experimental class. I promised your aunt and uncle how to make up lessons for your cousin during the summer vacation. What can I do..."

There were five or six red marks criss-crossing Lin Muting's face, and his body was in pain to the point of numbness, but his mood was surprisingly calm, and he poured out the words he had never dared to say, completely disregarding the consequences, with a tone of There was an obvious sarcasm, "Mom, you used your husband and your son to subsidize grandparents, aunts and uncles so much, isn't it enough?

"Last time, you took 20 yuan from your family to pay off your uncle's gambling debts without blinking an eye. Can uncle afford it? Will he be grateful to our family? Grandpa and grandma said a word of thanks to you Is it true that my aunt really doesn't know about this, or is she just trying to get money from several sisters' homes?

"You let me kneel here, beat me like crazy, and said that I am not worthy of making up lessons for my cousins. I am a real person. Mom, you expect me to be as close as a family to my cousins ​​and love each other in this life, Subsidize them like you do, why don't you dream!"

Dong Jianing couldn't believe that such a surly boy in front of him was his obedient and sensible son, how could his son say such mean and cold words.She threw all the books in her hand into the iron basin, because Jiu squatted and staggered when she stood up, and walked over to look down at her son, "That's your real brother, sister, brother and sister, break the bones. Stress, how can you not kiss them? What if I subsidize your grandparents, what if I subsidize your aunts and uncles?

"They are all my own parents who gave birth to me and raised me. They are all my own sisters and brothers! It is right to give them back my whole body. How did your mother teach you when you were young? Be filial and considerate, teach you to be kind and obedient. Look at what you have become now, and you will not be happy if you are asked to tutor your cousins, you have become a wolf-hearted bastard!"

The more Dong Jianing thought about it, the angrier he got, he took down the thickest iron hanger under the balcony, and beat it bitterly, "You treat your grandpa, grandma, and your cousins ​​like this now, can I still expect you to be filial to me! I Just beat you to death, I gave birth to an idiot back then, it was better than giving birth to you. I tried my best to bring you down, why didn't I strangle you to death!"

"Then you can kill me now."

Lin Muting couldn't tell whether it was desolation or pain in his heart at this moment. After the things he had expected long ago happened, he still couldn't stop the pain in his heart.The dense pain rose from the deepest corner of his heart one after another, and he didn't know how to get rid of it, didn't know how to solve it by himself, and didn't know where he was wrong.

He knew that Dong Jianing was wrong, and he was also at fault, but what should he do?

He deliberately picked a night when Lin Mingcheng was definitely at home to talk about it, but Lin Mingcheng was not at home.And the neighbors all know that today is the time for the fourth middle school to release the final exam results.

Although the notice of reclassification has not yet come out, it is absolutely impossible for the last few to stay in the experimental class.

He didn't know it himself, it turned out that Dong Jianing had promised him to give his cousin extra lessons during the summer vacation.

"Hehehe..." Every word that came out of his mouth was a knife in his heart, and he couldn't stop himself from saying, "Mom, you never see me as a person, you only have Dad in your heart." , I can’t even compare to grandparents, aunts and uncles! You let me do this and that, let me take the first place in the school, let me go to Tsinghua University and Peking University.

"Do you know what I have done? Do you work hard? You are not in the mood at all, and you are so stupid that you don't want to understand! You are not a genius yourself, so why do you expect your son to be a genius!"

Why did he have good grades since he was a child, but he didn't get any good looks from Dong Jianing, instead, those children who praised their aunts and uncles from childhood to adulthood, smiled and pampered them as if they were their own?

Why is it that he is Dong Jianing's only son, but he has never received a compliment from her, and Lin Mingcheng is the first in everything in the family, Lin Mingcheng has the final say on everything?

Why does he have to be the top of the class, the top of the school, the top of the city, read a few miscellaneous books and watch TV for a while since he was a child, and he will be recited dozens of times, hundreds of times, and thousands of times.

Lin Muting only felt that all the anger in his life was welling up in his heart, "You have said so many times that I am a worthless bastard, why don't you just beat me to death, once it is done, I will embarrass you again, hit me !"

Coming to this world was not something he could choose.

In his 16 years of life, there was never a day when he was truly happy.

He is just like his mother said, a worthless, useless piece of trash.

Even if he met Lin Junchuo, even if he was moved, even if he lived with Lin Junchuo, it was the happiest and happiest day in his life, but he was not worthy of Lin Junchuo at all.

Lin Junchuo is a mature man with rich experience, wealth, outstanding self-cultivation, erudition and memorization. Just relying on his own charm, countless women and men will rush to him.

He is just a worthless wretch who is underage, has poor grades, and everyone in the family wants to pluck a layer of skin from Lin Junchuo.

He didn't know whether Lin Junchuo liked men or not.

If Lin Junchuo knew what he wanted, if Lin Junchuo liked women, Lin Junchuo would definitely find him disgusting, despicable, and overconfident.

How could he like Lin Junchuo?

He doesn't want to stay in this house for a minute or a second. He can't wait to graduate, work and move out immediately.

His biggest dream is to grow old overnight and reach the end of his life tomorrow.

He wished he could die immediately.