【Mo Mao】Best Actor

Special "The Thief of Time"

Time is a journey that never returns.

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Living alone has many advantages.

For example, you can walk around as much as you want without disturbing others; you can be open and open when listening to music, and you don’t have to worry about whether others like your music taste; things; no one protested when he piled up his beloved things all over the floor...

There are pros and cons in everything, and living alone has its disadvantages.

For example, you have to keep the house clean by yourself; when you watch a horror movie during the day and you can’t sleep at night, no one will accompany you; when you are on a business trip, no one waters the potted plants on the balcony; you have to wash the dishes by yourself after a hard meal...

Whether you like it or not, when a person lives for a long time, he will develop an instinctive habit.

You will get used to living peacefully with every item in the room. The environment here is created by you, infiltrated with your temperature, and contaminated with your own breath.

When you come back from outside, turn the key in the lock hole, and once you open the door, you will instantly return to your little planet.

You put on slippers covered with warm brown fluff, and the smell in your breath makes you feel at ease.

You walk across the living room, into the bathroom, and stand at the sink, looking at yourself in the mirror.

Bright eyes, reddish cheeks, youthful vigor.

After a few glances, you lowered your head, turned on the faucet next to the basin, and poured some hand sanitizer into the palm of your hand.

Just about to scrub, you stop and stare at the back of your hands.

The black marker pen left a continuous English word on it: Rainy.

You didn't expect him to write it on your hand. When the filming of the show came to an end, he suddenly mentioned that he wanted to make up your autograph.

You asked Mrs. PD for a pen and paper. He took the marker pen, unscrewed the cap and put it on the end of the pen. Suddenly, he caught your finger and signed his English name on the back of your hand.

The tip of the pen glides on the texture of the back of his hand, spreading out the smooth ink strokes, and he writes in one go.

However, you withdraw your hand, and after a while, you can still feel a lingering itching in the rubbed area.

You said, if you don't wash it, it will be washed off.

If he returns to you, then sign again.

After he finished speaking, he laughed, are you willing to wash it?

Thinking of this, you decisively spread the hand sanitizer all over the back of your hand, rub it vigorously, and rinse it under the running water.

His hands were flushed and a little painful from rubbing, his name gradually faded, leaving only a very shallow imprint.

You turn off the tap, dry your hands, and return to the living room.

The lights in the living room were all on, illuminating the light without any blind spots.You stand in front of the bookcase and suddenly have the urge to tidy up.

Living alone makes you diligent, just like you once said in a certain program, you always clean by yourself, you don’t need a cleaning lady.

When you first moved in, this bookcase was the thing you liked the most. It is bright and clean, and it can hold a lot of space.

You put books and CDs in it, and a few decorations.

There is a place in the bookcase, which is exclusive to a certain person. It is at the same level as your eyes, the golden area, and you can see it at a glance.

You pulled out all the movies, TV shows and DVD boxes in which he participated, and it was not halfway there, and you couldn't hold it in your arms.

Firstly, you bought multiple versions of some works; secondly, he is a model worker in acting, and has been on the set for ten years.

You first put the disc case in your arms on the coffee table in front of the sofa, then walk back, and bring the others together.

Right now they are like a group of soldiers in formation, lined up in two rows according to the year, and they will be piled up on your coffee table by a third.

Maybe in a few years, there will be no room for him on the coffee table, if he is still filming.

The box placed at the front was old, and some white paper inside was revealed at the folded corners.

You reach for it.

In 2008, "Falling Leaves Return to Roots".

This is the first DVD you bought and you remember where you found it.

After the college entrance examination, in order to reward you for going to university, your father took you to travel, a seaside city full of small houses with red roofs and white walls, where the air smells like deep-sea fish, moist and salty.You climbed the mountain for a long time, went down the sea for a long time, and drove on the street full of flowers in an open carriage.

Before leaving, father and you go to the United Supermarket, which has the widest area and the most abundant items in the city, to buy gifts.

Father is watching seafood, and you wander around to the audio-visual section.

You see the boxed version of Falling Leaves Returning to Roots there, and generally, on the cover, you'll have a bunch of the main actors with their names written on the side.

On the cover of "Falling Leaves Return to Roots", there is only one male protagonist.

In the dark brick room, a beam of light hangs from above.The man was dressed in a long gown, with a frosty face, and sat upright on a grand chair. The ginkgo leaves stained with autumn colors under his feet were scattered by the wind, as if a thousand taels of gold had been splashed on the ground.

A line of thin golden bodies below: fallen leaves and trees, drifting with the wind.The guest has nothing to trust, so sad.

sand--

You opened the lid of the paper box, pulled out a plastic box, and something floated out and landed on the coffee table.

It was a folded A4-sized paper with a white background.

You slowly unfold the piece of paper, and the opposite side of the white background is a poster of a character.

The person on the poster is very familiar, hey, isn’t it the one who signed on the back of your hand today?

It's just that he is younger on the poster, and what remains unchanged is the sharpness in his eyes, which is fearless and directly hits people's hearts.

"Falling Leaves Return to Roots" made him popular overnight, and he had more and better opportunities.

He appears on the propaganda wall of the movie theater, his posters, stickers, and postcards are in the gift shop in front of the school, he appears on the keychain of your classmates, and on the pendant of the zipper of the schoolbag. Many girls like him. Magazines with cover characters are always the first to sell out.

You didn't join their camp, didn't buy his peripherals, and rarely discussed him with others. You just took time out of your busy studies to watch a movie when you saw his movie poster appearing at the entrance of the theater. Movies he acted in.

That was his first film as an actor, called "Clover".

Alfalfa is a plant that Zhang Qian brought back to the Central Plains from Dawan.In the movie, Clover is a girl of a different race, and he is Tang Chen who went to the Western Regions on a mission. He brought back tens of thousands of good horses, but failed to take Clover away. In the end, the lovers were separated from each other.

You come back from the beach with a box of "Falling Leaves Returning to Their Roots" in your suitcase.

The last summer vacation of high school is coming to an end, and you will soon be leaving your hometown for college in a strange city.

You got a little tan and went back to your high school alma mater.The basketball hoop and ping-pong table that had to be occupied early were empty, and the playground was silent; the blackboard in the classroom was repainted, and the countdown to the college entrance examination in the upper right corner disappeared; , only the leaf-green desktop remains.

You walked around the campus, left the school gate, and entered the stationery store where you replenished the refills countless times.You bought two of your usual gel pens, even though you no longer run out of ink in one in a day.

Finally, you turn from the stationery store and buy a poster in the gift shop next door.

You are embarrassed to put his poster up in your room at home, so you put it in the box where the "Falling Leaves Return to Roots" disc is stored.

In the fall of your freshman year, you and your classmates took a bus from the new campus in the suburbs to the city.

On the pedestrian street in the downtown square, in the cinema on the 5th floor of the commercial building, his movie posters are placed there.

You tell your classmates, hey, do you want to watch a movie?

He pursed his lips, no, there are no good movies recently.

You point to the movie he acted in, this one should be good.

The classmates despise it even more, you actually like this kind of small fresh romance movies.

You, who are regarded as a fan of romance movies, didn't bother to explain more, just said, then you go shopping first, I will watch it by myself, and we will meet up later and go back together.

You bought a ticket alone, a set of popcorn and lemon black tea.The location of the ticket is good, right in the middle of the fifth row, but you are surrounded by couples who came together, which is always a bit awkward.

No way, it's a romance movie after all.

Just when you doubt yourself whether it is masochistic to go to watch a romance movie alone, the lights in the auditorium go out and the movie starts.

In the first half of the movie, you can still eat popcorn and drink black tea when he is not on camera.

When it entered the second half, the plot took a sharp turn, with accidents happening one after another, and it became more and more difficult to breathe as it went on.

Some people were weeping softly, and the number of weeping people gradually increased, and finally the entire auditorium was enveloped in an atmosphere of unbearable sadness.

The ice cubes in the black tea have all melted, you are holding the paper cup, staring at the big screen, your chest is terribly congested.

When the words "End of the play" appeared on the screen, the credits scrolled up, and the lights came back on.

You bow your head past the couples who are still sitting in place, the boys are all comforting their girlfriends, hugging and stroking their heads, and their voices are extremely soft.

You walk from the exit back to the entrance of the cinema, and then see the movie poster, and your mood is very different.

The slogan of the poster is: the warmest encounter, the most healing love.

……fraud.

It was the only movie he ever acted in that you didn't want to see a second time.Terminal illness and death are filmed so realistically that neither the doctor nor his lover can save him in the movie, let alone you outside the movie.

There is also a slightly embarrassing problem: when your classmates come to meet you, your red eye circles are still there.

Classmate Mu Xuanying watched a domestic dog-blood romance movie with great concentration and even cried. Thanks to the classmate with a big mouth, this incident became a hot topic in the class that month.

In the next semester, you have adapted to university life and have a balance between study and life.

When you are walking on the road, strange girls often come over, ask your name, and want to know you.

There is a saying that love is a compulsory course in college.It is rare to jump out of the hell of the college entrance examination, and it is time to relax and enjoy the relationship.

You rejected the beautiful woman with big breasts and thin waist that your roommate introduced to you, and went to the library with your schoolbag to occupy a seat.

On the computer in the library, when you search for information, you see his photo.

I don't know which keyword is automatically associated with him, but if you click on it, it is an exclusive interview with him.If you look carefully, you can see that he mentioned "Falling Leaves Return to Roots" and "Clover", and also talked about some things in life.

In the photo, he was still very young, but sitting there, a calm demeanor flowed out naturally.

According to the interviewer, Rainy feels much more mature than when she debuted.

He smiled and replied: Hey, you might as well just say that I am old.

Breaking the Waves came out shortly after he said he was getting old.

During the publicity, he said that several scenes of me were cut by the director, but fortunately he made an exception and included them in the DVD.

In the editing of movies, it is common and not uncommon to discard good shots.

You love the movie so much you can hardly fault it, but you wonder what scenes of him were cut.

You used the salary you received from your first part-time job to buy a DVD of "Breaking the Waves". After paying the money and about to leave, the cashier stopped you and handed you a questionnaire.

She said that this is a joint activity with the producer, and she hopes that audiences who have watched the movie can give feedback.These forms are sent back to the director.

She introduced that you can also leave a message to the actors in the play, and they will watch it too.

You took the pen from her, leaned over the counter, and filled in your impressions of the movie and the most impressive scenes stroke by stroke.

Finally, in the blank space of the message, you suddenly hesitated, paused for a moment, and wrote down his name.

This is the first time for you to write his name, horizontal and vertical strokes, folds and pauses, two neat characters.

After writing the name, it is no longer difficult to write what to say.

The cashier took the form back from your hand and laughed when he saw the message you wrote.

She drew an extra postcard for you, which is a still from "Breaking the Waves".

You didn't pay much attention to the questionnaire, and you wanted to go back and unwrap the DVD and see the extras and clips.Unexpectedly, I found out later that I bought the Blu-ray version by mistake and had to buy it again.

As for the survey form that said "Please don't play terminally ill patients anymore", whether the crew received it or whether he saw it is impossible to inquire into.

After all, that video store also moved out long before you graduated from college and turned into a bakery.

During your sophomore year, you were scouted by a scout who urged you to do a print ad for a magazine.

At first you didn't agree. There are too many scammers who specially set up scams for young people who dream of being a star, and you have heard of it.

You don't know it's true until the magazine contacts you through your school.

The official shooting work is concentrated and tense. You change into unlined clothes in the autumn wind, sneezing in the cold, and you still have to pose in a natural and handsome style.

After the filming was over, the makeup artist handed over a cup of hot chocolate. The little brother is really handsome, suitable for being a star.

You hold the cup and smile with your face buried in the scarf, it's too far away, you never even thought about it.

Then start thinking now, do you want to try?

You put on your coat and throw the empty paper cup in the trash.You didn't take her words to heart. You thought that shooting a commercial would be the end of it.

Later, the magazine approached you a few more times to shoot fashion specials, and then, someone noticed you through the magazine and invited you to shoot a dynamic advertisement.

You are getting more and more comfortable in front of the camera, and you also won No.1 in the annual model poll held by the magazine, and some readers even wrote fan letters and sent gifts.

Your ad was broadcast on TV, and your roommate made a fuss and asked you to sign a few more autographs for them. When you become a big star, you can use them to auction to get rich.

Inexplicably, you have embarked on a path that you never planned, but it seems that there is nothing wrong with it.It's only when I see fans' enthusiastic messages that I can't help but feel warm.

By the time the entertainment company approached you, the road had gotten out of control.

Before the age of 20, you never thought about being a star, shooting a lot of commercials, and acting.And when this choice is in front of you, there is no voice of resistance in your heart.

The person in charge of the company will tell you frankly that they are rushing to create the best male artist. If you sign the contract, you will learn a lot. Correspondingly, you will lose your leisure daily life and personal space. You also lose the freedom to express your emotions.

He explained that he hoped that you would not fall in love when you first started. If you really want to talk, you should negotiate with the company first, but it is best to stay single.

At that time, your focus was not there, you just asked him, I don't have any experience in acting, can I shoot well?

The person in charge said with a smile, if you make a lot of steel, just make a few more movies.

There was something surreal about signing the contract.

Whether it is an artist or an ordinary person, the graduation farewell season treats everyone equally.

You are the last to leave the dormitory, everything is packed and moved to the new residence.You stood in the empty dormitory, checked the sockets, faucets and switches again, locked the door and went downstairs.

You think that when you grow up, you are used to meeting and parting, and you shouldn't have any worries about parting.

On the first night in the new place, you tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep, so you simply got up and turned on your laptop, took a casual tour, and you clicked on his latest interview video.

The host asked him, I heard that you were injured in a martial arts film, are you okay now?

You have never seen the news of his injury on the Internet, and you are stunned for a moment.

He waved his hand nonchalantly. He had a broken bone at the time, and he had healed a long time ago, so it's not worth mentioning.

But fans will be very sad when they hear it, and they will want to condolences to you.

He said, don’t come to see me, it’s too time-consuming and a waste of money to pick up the plane and visit the class, so it’s better to save it and watch one more movie I acted in.

The host cooperated with us, yes, Rainy's new movie will be released again, please support us a lot.Speaking of which, you have also played many different types of roles. Is there any role that you particularly want to try, or that you reject in your heart?

Forget it, he smiled. Most of the time, I was working in three crews at the same time, and I almost had a schizophrenia.This time, it’s a new type of acting... Hey, yes, you said that you refused in your heart, and I remembered something.

On the screen, he talked eloquently to the camera: When we were filming "Breaking the Waves", Director Zhuo cared a lot about the audience's opinions, so he organized a survey to be distributed along with the DVD.Originally, I thought that no one would take the time to fill it out, but I didn't expect to get back hundreds of sheets.Director Zhuo sent me all the messages that mentioned me.One of them had a very interesting message.

You offscreen, somehow, straightened your back, a little nervous.

That person's handwriting is very beautiful, much better than mine. He said, please don't play terminally ill patients anymore.Well, dying on a hospital bed is really ugly.I have adopted this opinion, and don’t look for me for similar types in the future.

He was talking solemnly, you looked at him in a daze, and finally, you lay down in front of the computer and laughed.

On the first night of changing to a new environment, in the quiet and solitary space, you suddenly feel a kind of comfort.

Later, you officially started filming your first film, taking the first step on the road to becoming an actor.

You were humming with headphones on during the break, and the director heard you and caught you to sing the theme song.

In life, there are many small things that are inadvertent accidents, but putting all kinds of accidents together will eventually become a predestined necessity.

You're in showbiz, you're a rising star, and you're hearing about him more often than ever.

You have heard about his obscurity before he acted in "Falling Leaves Return to Roots", and you have also heard that he suffered a lot during the stage.

You can't help but worry when you learn about his hard work.

You will be happy for him seeing his smooth star journey and more and more people loving and supporting him.

Occasionally, you will also wonder if you will have a word with him if you meet him face to face one day.

say something

After careful investigation, there are many things to say.But think about it again, those are all experiences that belong to you alone, and there is no need to force them to him.

Let me just say something simple——

Come on.

May you go forward and achieve all your dreams.

You put those DVDs back in place and close the bookcase door.

He is firmly rooted in your youth, as long as you look back on your youth, you cannot avoid every bit of him.

So you, who declared that you were going to lose your fan a few hours ago, had no choice but to comfort yourself like this: you have been a fan for so many years, so you simply... continue to be a fan.