Afraid of getting angry, just drink me

"I'm sorry, I lied to you before. I'm an asshole, I pretended to be a woman, and I've been in love with you for almost a year. I didn't know that the other party was you. I didn't know until I came to Shabian Village... ...But I have never dared to confess to you, because I was afraid that you would be angry."

Wang Laoji was like a tightrope walker, every time he said a word, he was terrified, and he didn't even dare to breathe too hard.

Jiao Jiao felt his scalp tingling, and said in a daze, "Mr. Wang, are you kidding me?"

"No, I'm not joking. I'm sorry I lied to you for so long."

Seeing that Jiao Jiao's expression was not right, Wang Luoji took a step forward, wanting to hug him.Jiao Jiao immediately took a step back in response, which was a sign of repulsion.

Wang Luoji's heart sank.

"You said you wanted to tell me something, did you mean this?" Jiao Jiao raised his hand and pressed his head, his voice began to tremble, "I still can't believe it..."

How could it be such a coincidence?What's the matter?How could Mr. Wang lie to me?Why?

Obviously as I said, I hate cheating the most.

"You and I met in a game, and then we started to fall in love after chatting. We have been dating for ten months. You are good at playing games, and I am good at playing games. We share our thoughts and care for each other. To resolve the troubles, until later...you said you wanted to add me on WeChat, I realized that it was you who had been dating me online. Later, I proposed to break up, because my conscience was disturbed, and I felt guilty every moment I faced you. I didn’t want to Continue to lie to you..."

Wang Laoji is like a criminal confessing, confessing all the "criminal process" one by one, which is all the details they have experienced together.

Word for word.

Jiao Jiao looked at him blankly, his eyes were trembling, his brain couldn't handle such an impactful thing, he just felt that the other party was talking about something out of the Arabian Nights.

"I'm sorry." Wang Luoji said.

This is the third "I'm sorry" he said, but it seems that many words are not enough.The moment he decided to confess, he was already prepared not to be forgiven, and that was the worst outcome he could think of.

But if you like someone, you should not hide something, and you should not hide your lies forever in order to possess the other person selfishly.

Wang Luoji gritted his teeth and said, "A year ago was the darkest time in my life. At that time, I had just lost my career, and I was muddled every day and had nothing to do at home. It was a complete accident to meet you in the game... "

"Okay, stop talking," Jiao Jiao put her hand into the cloth bag, and tightened the little bouquet.

The petals are crumpled and broken.

"At that time, because I was hit by life, I was a little overwhelmed and bored, so I wanted to have some fun, so I pretended to be a girl to deceive you, but then I got along with you slowly, and I was attracted by your simplicity and cheerfulness. attract……"

Wang Laoji continued to speak, because he was worried that if he did not finish speaking in one breath now, he would not have the courage to speak out again.

"I told you to stop talking!" Jiao Jiao vigorously swiped the small bouquet in his hand on his face, and the man's voice stopped abruptly.

The flamboyant little petals fell to the ground and scattered like that. The colorful colors are no longer fresh, like a dilapidated love.

Wang Luoji looked at the bouquet of flowers on the ground, and was stunned for a long time, his eyes trembling fragilely.

Even though I have imagined thousands of possibilities in my heart, when this moment comes, I will still be so heartbroken.

Tears soaked Jiao Jiao's face, he cried and said, "Why didn't you tell me until now? You obviously had many opportunities to confess to me before."

Wang Luoji was speechless, it was because he was too cowardly, always thinking of escaping would solve the problem.

"Big star, what do you think I am? Are you playing me like a monkey?!" Jiao Jiao glared at him fiercely.

The boy was really angry this time, so he turned around and left.Wang Laoji rushed up to grab him, "Don't! It's not like this. I will apologize to you in all ways, and I will try my best to make it up to you."

Jiao Jiao turned around, shook off Wang Laoji's hand, and angrily pushed the man back, using ten percent of her strength.Wang Luoji was pushed so that his center of gravity was unstable, he staggered, and fell heavily into the field ridge behind him.

The sky was full of debris, and the man was in a mess.This situation is very similar to the scene when he fell into the pit when he first arrived.

It's ironic.

Jiao Jiao subconsciously wanted to help her up, but she gritted her teeth and withdrew her hand.He looked at Wang Luoji in the field ridge, choked up and left a sentence: "As I said, I hate people lying to me the most."

However, the person he likes the most has done the thing he hates the most.

The boat of love has just set off...

It sank.

The boy walked away like this, leaving Wang Laoji alone.He lay on his back in the field for a long time, feeling powerless and sad.

I should have known that there would be a day when I would have to pay for the lies I told.If you do something wrong, you are wrong, and you deserve to be punished.

The most distressing thing is that Jiao Jiao's suffering will not be less than his, this is a suffering of two people together.

The sun was so dazzling, Wang Laoji was lying on the grass and mud, covering his eyes with the arm of one hand, and a drop of hot tears slipped from the corner of his eyes.

Jiao Jiao didn't know how she got home, she just felt a little empty in her head and a little vain in her steps, so she swung back home.

After closing the door of the room, he lay on the bed crying, weeping silently, while Cici nestled aside, not even wagging its tail, and was sad with its owner.

Jiao Jiao was more angry than sad, the humiliation of being cheated, how could he not be angry after being concealed for so long?

"Do you think I'm a fool?!" The boy became angrier as he thought about it, and suddenly he thumped the pillow hard a few times.

But when the fist hit the cotton, it was so soft that it couldn't exert any force at all.It was like holding back the anger in his heart, but he couldn't let it out.

Yes, because the other party was Wang Luoji, someone he liked very much, so this anger became contradictory.

That's the person he likes, yes, but this person lied to him, how can he easily forgive him?

For the next few days, Jiao Jiao ignored Wang Luoji, and Wang Luoji didn't dare to provoke him.The two sides are like the two ends of a stalemate, always keeping a certain distance.

The cold war lasted like this for a week, and the atmosphere in Jiao's house dropped to freezing point because of their unusual behavior, and the windows were almost frosted.

That night, Jiao Jiao, Wang Laoji, Gao Gao, and Jiao Hua sat around eating together, and the atmosphere continued to be gloomy.

Proud and observant, Jiao Hua eats happily, Wang Luoji and Jiao Jiao are absent-minded, eating in the air several times.

The atmosphere is too cold, even a blind person can see that something is wrong.

The pride couldn't hold back any longer, which pot was left open and which pot was lifted: "Jiao, did you quarrel with Mr. Wang?"

Jiao Jiao paused with her chopsticks and remained silent.Wang Luoji coughed twice and almost choked on food.

Gao Ao touched Jiao Jiao with his shoulder, and leaned into his ear and said, "He is a guest, so give in to what you have."

The voice of these words was not small, and the whole table heard it.

Wang Luoji immediately said: "No, Boss Gao, it's my problem. I did something wrong that made Jiao Jiao angry."

"...Huh?" Gao Gao was suddenly embarrassed.

The guest himself said that he was at fault, so how could he ask someone to continue the conversation.

Seeing that the atmosphere was about to get worse, Gao Gao quickly stood up for Wang Luoji, "How could it be your fault? It must be our Jiao Jiao who is ignorant and offended you. You don't remember villains But don't take it too seriously."

This was originally just a polite word, but it became the fuse of Jiao Jiao's explosion. The boy threw his chopsticks, "Yes, yes, yes! All mistakes are my fault!"

Seeing his nephew getting awkward, Gao Gao realized that he had said the wrong thing, and immediately coaxed: "Oh no, the guests are still eating, why are you losing your temper. Uncle just said it casually..."

Holding back her tears, Jiao Jiao rushed upstairs and slammed the door with a "bang".He didn't even eat, so he locked himself in the room.

Gao Gao looked at a loss, not knowing what happened to the child, let alone what he said wrongly and stepped on thunder.He was about to go upstairs to have a look, but Wang Luoji stopped him: "Boss Gao, let me go."

Now that Wang Luoji said so, Gao Gao naturally said "yes".As the saying goes, a bystander is clear, he has already seen that there are some conflicts between Jiao Jiao and Mr. Wang.

But the young people's problems have to be solved by the young people themselves. Outsiders don't understand, and there is no need to intervene. Gao Gao simply acts as the shopkeeper and lets them get things done by themselves.

Wang Laoji went upstairs and patted on the door of the study, but Jiao Jiao didn't answer.

There was silence for a while, but Wang Luoji didn't leave. He stood outside the door and said in a deep voice, "I don't know if you can hear..."

Jiao Jiao's ears moved, he heard it, and raised his head from the quilt, his face was mottled with tears.

Wang Luoji said, "I used to be very selfish and arrogant, always self-centered, doing my own way, and never caring about other people's feelings. This kind of me is very bad, I am a complete egoist, so I hurt Many people, and you are one of them."

Jiao Jiao sat up from the folding bed, got out of bed, walked to the door quietly with bare feet, and listened to what he said.

Wang Luoji continued: "I have never been so sorry to a person, I regret my actions, I wish I could delete what I did and start over again. I hope that the meeting in Shabian Village will be the first time we meet. , hoping to get to know you in an aboveboard way."

The more he spoke, the more his voice became choked, "But you and I both know that there is no medicine for regret in the world."

Hesitating, Jiao Jiao put his hand on the doorknob, he wanted to turn it, and then opened the door.He wanted to see the look in Wang Luoji's eyes when he said these words.

"Jiao Jiao, I have many bad habits, picky hypocrisy, utilitarianism, selfishness...but you have cured them all. No matter what I pretend to be, you can always see through me easily and heal me. Me. It was you who turned all my negativity away, leaving only happiness and gratitude. You are the hope that appeared in my world, and the only luck I got this year."

Jiao Jiao's heart sank.

"You asked me today, did I just want to tell you these things?" Wang Luoji paused for a while, "No, what I want to say is not only these things."

Gently, Jiao Jiao put her ear on the door.

Wang Luoji put his forehead against the door, and said seriously what he had hidden for a long time: "I not only want to say sorry to you, but also want to tell you..."

His voice was choked, choked in his throat, choked in his heart.

After a while, Wang Luoji's voice was clear: "Jiao Jiao, I like you."

The author says:

Suddenly found a new world - writing abuse is much more enjoyable than writing sand sculptures... (dangerous speech