Afraid of getting angry, just drink me

Insects were calling in the dense grass, and the frogs in the rice fields also sang a multiplayer "croaking", but against the backdrop of the endless mountains in the distance, the night still seemed very quiet.

Under the soft and bright moonlight, Jiao Jiao and Wang Luoji walked slowly on the way home, holding a big dog with a wobbly butt in their hands.

"You said this dog was given to you by your parents? It must have been many years, right?" Wang Luoji looked at the silly dog ​​shaking his head, then looked at the Jiao Jiao beside him, and felt that it really looked like a master.

"That's right, my parents are not with my sister and me. To some extent, cici is just another way for them to be with us." Jiao Jiao said.

Wang Luoji guessed something more or less, Gao Yao was the only elder in Jiao Jiao's family, and he never heard him mention his parents, presumably they all passed away.

Feeling pity and distress in his heart, he patted Jiao Jiao's shoulder to show his friend's comfort, "They will take good care of you in the sky."

All the tenderness of a strong man is fake, this star Wang rarely comforts others so nastyly, and even he himself has goose bumps after speaking.

Jiao Jiao turned her head and blinked, "No, it's not all in the sky."

Wang Luoji: "..." The goosebumps turned white, it turned out that her parents were still alive.

He apologized for saying the wrong thing: "Sorry, I thought—"

"Don't be embarrassed, my mother is indeed gone," Jiao Jiao shrugged, "She got sick and passed away when I was 17 years old, probably because of a stagnation in her heart, and she has been accumulating minor ailments. In addition, her heart has been in trouble Well, I didn’t make it through.”

Jiao Jiao's mother is a gentle and kind woman, the most memorable existence in the boy's childhood.After she left, Jiao Jiao missed the best mother in the world every day.

Wang Luoji's own parents are still alive, so he doesn't really understand the other party's sorrow, but he understands the pain of parting, not to mention being separated from his dear ones forever, and a 17-year-old boy must face the biggest pain in the world. The pain is too cruel.

He thought of many more disgusting words of comfort, but in the end he only uttered two words: "Condolences."

Because no matter how much rhetoric and superb acting skills, it is difficult to show "empathy" for other people's pain.Since it is not empathy, no amount of comfort will be of much significance.

Unexpectedly, the boy smiled very calmly, "It's been so many years, you have to be frugal, right? Time can really dilute everything."

"That's right." Wang Luoji admired the other party's sunshine and open-mindedness, and remembered Jiao Jiao's sentence "It's not all in the sky", and asked, "What about your father?"

"The old man is in prison," Jiao Jiao said as if joking, making Wang Luoji unable to tell whether the other party was serious or joking.

"Ah? Your father..."

"My dad used to be a village cadre. At the beginning, he was an innocent and good official. But after the end, this person couldn't withstand the temptation, and his original intentions became mum. I don't know him. When this person is greedy, his heart becomes dark." It's gone." Jiao Jiao counted on her fingers, "The old man has been here for ** years."

"When he was 16 years old, a group of people came to torture him, and our family found out that he had been bribed. My mother cried so hard that she passed out on the spot. My sister and I hugged each other and held my father alive. Don't let those people take him away like two crazy people."

"and after?"

"Later, wasn't it still locked in? The law is merciless."

Wang Luoji looked at him silently, raised his hand slightly, trying to put it on the boy's shoulder, but hesitantly put it down after all.

Jiao Jiao talked about these painful past events in a very light tone, as if he was discussing what to have for breakfast tomorrow, he said: "If it weren't for my uncle's support, our Jiao family wouldn't be able to say What has become of it?"

The boy pursed his lips and blew at the fine hair dangling from his forehead, seemingly indifferent to the pain in his heart.

It's been a long time, and he hasn't told anyone about these past events for a long time, so long that he even forgot how the old days survived.

That was the most difficult time for their family. His father was in prison and his mother passed away. His sister was a mentally handicapped patient who could not take care of herself.Everything happened in such a short period of time, and the family completely collapsed.

Fortunately, there is Gao Gao, a loving and righteous uncle, who does his best to support the two brothers and sisters.And Jiao Jiao, an underage boy, was pushed to grow up overnight.

He took his sister to stay at his uncle's house and learned to help the family share the burden of life. The three of them depended on each other and lived through these years with difficulty and high spirits.

Later, the family's planting and breeding businesses became bigger and bigger, and the business in the fruit batch market became more and more prosperous. The Jiao family's struggling life gradually improved, and it was not easy to have today's day.

"My uncle is really a good person." Jiao Jiao resisted the tears rolling in her eyes and sighed, "Without him, we siblings really couldn't survive."

"Boss Gao is indeed a powerful and kind-hearted person," Wang Luoji nodded in agreement, and then said, "But, you have to know—"

Hearing the other party's tone, Jiao Jiao said, "Know what?"

The man put his hand on his head and rubbed it, looked into his eyes and said seriously: "Your Jiao family is not only relying on your uncle, you are also the pillar of this family. Brother Jiao, you have grown up very well."

Jiao Jiao was stunned, the eyelashes in front of her eyes trembled uncontrollably.

Over the years, he is like a young sapling trying to elevate himself, taking care of the family's heavy business, taking care of his sister who is hard to be independent, working hard to grow up to be gentle and sensible, and facing all the difficulties in life with the most cheerful personality.

Tired?He is tired, very tired, very tired.

But no one ever asked him this question.

No one cares whether he is under the pressure of surpassing his age, because he always hides these things too well, like a flower bone untainted by the world; he always smiles brightly, like a child who has been surrounded by happiness since childhood child.

Perhaps compared with Wang Luoji, Jiao Jiao is the "best actor".

But now, there is finally one person who sees his tiredness, his excellence and ability.He also praised him that you have grown up very well.

This is enough.

Prior to this, Jiao Jiao never thought that she would share these dusty pasts with someone she had only known for a few days.This man named Wang Luoji must be the first person to chat with him about these things.

The other party's simple "great" is enough to offset all the bitterness and suffering he has endured over the years.

The boy had a sore nose, and a tear fell silently on the dirt road. Wang Luoji pretended not to see it. He put his hands behind his back, silently tilted his head, and leisurely admired the boundless night of the village.

Wang Luoji suddenly said, "Cry if you want to. I'll save you by pretending you didn't see anything."

Jiao Jiao was so teased by him that she burst into laughter.

The boy didn't cry much, he just looked up at the dim stars in the night, and he seemed to still clearly remember when he was a child, his parents took him and his sister to lie on the grass in the backyard and look at the stars. Talking and laughing, that is the brightest memory of childhood.

It's a pity that all these happiness are broken.

After his father was imprisoned, his mother soon died of a bad heart, and the family fell apart.

The past suddenly became very clear, but Jiao Jiao was no longer the only one who knew about it. There was one more person in the world who shared these memories mixed with tears and laughter for him.

"Thank you, Mr. Wang," this is a heartfelt thank you.

The man looked at the sparse stars in the sky, and only gave a faint "hmm".

In fact, Wang Luoji felt relieved after hearing Jiao Jiao's story.This feeling is a bit deformed, because it comes from comparing his own pain to other people's pain, so he feels that the shit that happened to him is not a big deal.

Who hasn't experienced some hardships in life, maybe the person walking beside you has suffered more than you.

Although I have not experienced the same thing, so it is difficult to empathize with the other person's experience, but after understanding the other person's attitude towards suffering, I can still draw some comfort.

However, the difference between Wang Luoji and Jiao Jiao is that he was betrayed by a trusted agent and ended up like this, so in the whole disaster, this man also contained an extra emotion——

hatred.

Jiao Jiao... shouldn't have any hatred, right?he thinks.

So Wang Luoji asked, "Do you hate your father?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he felt that he was a bit too much. Asking such a question was either bad-hearted or brainless.

Unexpectedly, Jiao Jiao said "hate" frankly, he didn't mind stripping his inner hatred.

"I hate it. From the beginning to the end, my mother, my sister, and I were kept in the dark by my father. We didn't even know what he did. He shrouded our family in lies until The moment those people took him to jail, I realized that my father never seemed to regard us as his family."

What Jiao Jiao hates the most is the lie his father told their family.

That man should be the umbrella of their family, but if he can't be honest with the person he loves the most, how can he protect him?

Wang Luoji didn't realize that his knuckles had already been clenched so tightly that he turned white. He was about to say something when he heard the other party say softly: "So, I hate cheating the most."

The author says:

Wang Wang is teetering on the edge of the crematorium.