Afraid of getting angry, just drink me

When he came in from the small courtyard, Wang Laoji's whole body was covered by this layer of icy barrier, his face was gloomy like a dark cloud with a day of rain in June.

He sat down at the dining table and looked at the fish eyes in the bowl. An unknown fire was burning in his body, and he wanted to vent but couldn't find an outlet.

He barely endured it, and stretched out his chopsticks to pick up the stewed fish. As a result, the stewed fish looked like a piece of black charcoal, and the whole body was burnt black.

"Fuck! What the hell is this?!" Wang Luoji couldn't hold back at last, and dropped the chopsticks in his hand, showing a young master's temper.

This drop of chopsticks really scared everyone.

Everyone was quiet for a moment, they didn't know why, they looked at each other in blank dismay, it was the first time they saw Wang Laoji get so angry.

In their eyes, this star Wang has always been a decent and polite gentleman. Even if he is a little picky sometimes, he will remain quite polite and polite on the surface.

But this is being rude and throwing chopsticks. Where do you feel dissatisfied?

"Is...is the food not to your taste?" He asked arrogantly.

Wang Luoji kept his face sullen without saying a word, like an active volcano erupting at any time.

Everyone in the Jiao family has a good temper, and they seldom quarrel at the dinner table. This time, the guests took the initiative to lose their temper, and none of them knew what to do.

Seeing that his boss had started to go mad again, Xiaoye persuaded everyone in a low voice: "Brother Wang, eat first, you must fill your stomach after a long day..."

Wang Luoji scolded furiously: "What the hell?! How can Jiao Cheng eat like this? Let me swallow a piece of coke?!"

The words are so cursing, but only he knows that it's not because the food is unpalatable at all, it's just the fuse of his long-standing grievances.

Because of the phone call just now, he completely collapsed, lost his sense of proportion, and also lost the ability to control his emotions.

"Sorry, my sister made this dish," Jiao Jiao explained apologetically, "I want her to learn how to take care of herself, so I will teach her how to cook. If she doesn't do well the first time, you can eat it, Mr. Wang." Do not eat this other dishes."

The pupils of Jiao Hua next to her were trembling. Although she couldn't use her brain well, she could still tell that she made this dish, and this Mr. Wang didn't like it very much.

Tears welled up in the girl's eyes instantly, biting her fingers pitifully, expressing her helplessness clumsily and ignorantly.

"I'm sorry, I..." Wang Luoji rubbed his eyebrows with a painful expression.

This "sorry" is not only what he said to Jiaohua, but also to everyone present.

He could see that Jiao Hua's brain was different from that of normal people, and he knew that he shouldn't hurt a girl with low IQ like this.He also knew that it was very rude of him to do so, and he would lose his temper indiscriminately regardless of the occasion and place, and blame others for his bad luck.

What's more, these people are all sincere to him.

But he couldn't control it. Every adult has a time when life collapses. For more than half a year, he has been immersed in this repeated collapse, like a buoy floating in the sea, suffering from the wind and rain, Never reach the shore.

It is very hard work to keep accumulating in my heart and hide the real decadent self.

So he couldn't bear it anymore, and let out all the anger he had been holding back for the past few days.

In order not to lose control further, Wang Luoji stood up, and there was a sharp sound between the stool legs and the floor, and everyone trembled.

He left the table in silence and walked out the door alone.

The night road in the countryside was extremely quiet. The man hadn't walked very far in the night when he heard someone calling him from behind, "Mr. Wang—!"

Turning around, it was Jiao Jiao.

The boy who followed was panting and stood in front of him. The first sentence he said was: "I'm really, really sorry. I didn't expect you to reject burnt things so much. I'm sorry. We will pay attention to it in the future."

Wang Luoji stopped, looked at him and said lightly: "No need."

He wasn't angry at all because of that dish, a mere piece of burnt fish is nothing, but because of that phone call, he was gnawed by all kinds of anxiety, confusion, and fear in his heart, so he just found a place to vent Just click.

But Wang Luoji didn't say anything, and Jiao Jiao didn't know either. He thought that the other party really lost his temper because of the braised fish, so he coaxed carefully, "Because we country people don't pay much attention to food, so we didn't take care of it." I'm very sorry for your preference. Mr. Wang, don't be angry, if you are not satisfied with anything in the future, you can just say it. "

"You go back, let me stay alone for a while," Wang Luoji came out just wanting to be quiet, instead of listening to a bunch of nagging on this wild country road, he just found it annoying.

Jiao Jiao leaned forward, "I saw that you didn't eat anything for dinner just now, so you must be hungry, right? Otherwise, I'll make you something else that suits your appetite? What would you like to eat? Make you some soup? Fried eggs? Or... Cut a red heart dragon fruit?"

His series of concerns overwhelmed Wang Laoji's last trace of patience, and the man roared: "I don't like eating fish eyes! I think they are fishy! I don't like eating chicken hearts, I think they are disgusting! Don't fucking pinch me some more!" What a mess! I want to eat coriander!"

The roar of the bull's head without ponytail was like a cannonball, Jiao Jiao was stunned by his roar.

"Are you asking me what I am dissatisfied with? I am dissatisfied with many things! I am dissatisfied with the hard-to-communicate people here! I am dissatisfied that I have to squat in the toilet every day now! There is no fucking hot water even for a shower! Dissatisfied to go out is not You have to step on the dirt road and you have to take a tricycle! What I am most dissatisfied with is this shitty place! How do you solve it? Do you want to tear it down and rebuild it?! What I am most dissatisfied with is you! I'm so annoying!"

Wang Luozhi yelled with his throat full, full of angry words, some were true words, some were against his will, and they were all yelled directly out of his head.

Lost his demeanor, lost his face, he tore his face like a crazy person, regardless, just to vent his dissatisfaction and resentment.

Jiao Jiao was speechless, her thick eyelashes trembling slightly under the moonlight, the boy looked a little scared.

It was more shock than fear.

He had never seen this side of Wang Laoji, hysterically like an angry hedgehog, with the spikes on its back standing straight up, attacking anyone who got close.

After Wang Luoji finished speaking, he turned around and continued to run wildly on the deserted road, panting heavily like a maddened husky.

Jiao Jiao, who had been scolded a lot, stood where she was and stayed there for a while before she came to her senses, and followed without hesitation.

The boy followed closely behind Wang Luoji, except when reminding him to be careful of his steps, the rest of the time he kept silent, like an unknown guardian.

Maybe he was tired from walking, maybe he lost his temper, but after walking a few miles, Wang Luoji finally stopped.

With his back turned to Jiao Jiao, he said, "Don't follow me anymore."

The other party didn't make a sound, Wang Luoji looked back out of curiosity, and found that the boy was looking up at him, the silence was silence, but it was obvious that he wanted to continue to follow.

"You are really...!" He was extremely irritable, scratched his hair and knelt down on the side of the road.

The man's posture is a bit like a wretched guy who has been caught whoring a prostitute. He is squatting on the wall with his head in his hands, waiting for the interrogation by the police uncle.

Jiao Jiao stood quietly behind him, not disturbing him in any way, just accompanying him every step of the way, playing a transparent role.

This period of time has been the lowest point in Wang Luoji's life. He is like a current prince who was exiled in the Southern Man, and was thrown in Shabian Village, a place specially designed to suppress him.Unpalatable dishes, harsh living environment, villagers who have no common language...he can't adapt to any place.

But were these the source of his irritation?No, it was just an excuse for him to vent his anger.

In fact, he knew why he got angry tonight, at least it wasn't all because of this place, it was more like he vented all the grievances he had felt in the past half a year.

What he was really dissatisfied with was being deceived by the agent he once trusted so much, dissatisfied with himself that he had once been brilliant but fell so low, and dissatisfied with himself that he hated the status quo but was powerless to change it.

But this Wang star can't tell others all this, he has his own dignity and pride.So, he was like a trash can full of rubbish, always piling up like this, it will explode one day.

Isn't this going to explode?

After letting this violent Wang star cool down for a while, Jiao Jiao cautiously approached him, knelt down beside him, and softly called: "Hey."

Wang Luoji glanced at him and didn't respond to him, but he didn't drive him away either.

Jiao Jiao told him in the tone of a chat between friends, "I never thought that you don't like fish eyes, nor did I think that you like coriander. I never thought...so you don't like this place so much."

"There's nothing I don't like here," said Wang Luo duplicity.

In fact, he didn't deliberately cater to the other party, nor was he afraid that the other party would be sad when he heard the truth, but he just thought that an appropriate lie was harmless, which was the demeanor a gentleman should have.

The anger was almost vented, Wang Luoji was a little calmer than before, and said to Jiao Jiao beside him: "Just now... I didn't mean to yell at you, I just..."

He couldn't say the rest, and he couldn't bear to make more apologies, as long as the meaning was conveyed.

"Okay, I won't take it to heart," Jiao Jiao clenched her fist and thumped the opponent's arm. This action is a bit like a way of expressing intimacy between good brothers, but because of too much force, Wang who was not squatting still Burnthorn pushed to the ground.

"..." Wang Luoji stood up and patted the dust off his body, then squatted down decadently, not even bothering to argue with the other party, "You know I'm not malicious."

Jiao Jiao's heart is as wide as the sea, and he really doesn't mind the other party's tantrums, because he can see clearly that the other party is a person with a bad mouth and a good heart.

From his heart, he could feel that this star Wang was not a malicious person.

He easily said to Wang Laoji, "Actually, you could have said it a long time ago. What you like and what you don't like, just make it clear. For example, if you don't like fish eyes and chicken hearts, just tell me directly." If you don’t like it, others will know after you say it.”

Yes, it is only known by other people.

Wang Luoji felt a little pathetic, for such a simple truth, he still needs a village boy who sells fruit to teach him.

In fact, he doesn't hide everything, he's just used to it, he's used to not telling the truth.

As a public figure, your image is bigger than the sky. Before you say a word in front of the camera, you have to think carefully, taking into account this and that. You have to type up the belly draft several times before you dare to say a word, and you have to embellish it with acting skills .

Lying, disguising, hiding is all his life.

But always like this, it will become a habit, and the habit of being insincere.

Wang Luoji stared blankly at the wild flowers and weeds by the roadside for a long time, then suddenly said, "Actually, it's not just that I don't like eating those things."

Jiao Jiao turned to look at him.

At this time, there is no point in maintaining demeanor, so the man directly and frankly highlighted the truth, and he said in a broken jar: "You are right, I don't like this place, very much."

The author says:

Wang Luoji: Yelling at my wife today, coaxing her another day.