Love to hear

The diary was scattered and turned upside down on the ground.

Su Chengyin leaned his back against the door, and gradually slid to the ground with loss of strength. He bent his legs and hugged himself, buried his face deeply and couldn't cry.

A memory that frightens in retrospect, he was held tightly in his arms, surrounded by insults.

Disrespectful, indiscreet, shameless.

Although life is hard, they have also received malice from this indifferent society, and they have been belittled to nothing by their closest family members.

I can vividly remember that he was only six years old at that time, and he couldn't be Su Chun's support, nor could he lead Su Chun out of desperation.

It was so uncomfortable, bloody and bloody, the pain was almost rogue.

Even if Su Chengyin covered her ears, she couldn't block the crying and insulting from the other side of the door.

He endured it for a while, stood up staggeringly, and opened the closet door. There were not many clothes, and a small suitcase was probably enough. On the third night, it was the complete opposite. At that time, he was about to go on a trip happily. It was only half a month before and after, and the difference was huge.

The book test paper and the wristband hidden in the bedside table were all put into the backpack. Su Chengyin looked around the small bedroom lonely. handwriting:

Yinyin, after this page, I will accompany you.

Signed "Chen Qi".

Su Chengyin sniffed, usually so flirtatious and so good at talking about love, how could promises be so dull?Anyway, add "forever", add "love you", add "will not abandon you".

Su Chengyin let out a short laugh through his tears, and tears fell down. He took off his clothes and climbed onto the bed, curled up under the quilt with his diary in his arms, his swollen face was painful, soaked in tears and itchy, he messed up Rubbing on the pillow, and shrunk completely into the quilt.

There was a loud slam of the door outside the house, and then the world finally returned to silence.

The phone buzzed and vibrated beside the pillow, and the slit on the other side of the phone was a little anxious: "The more I think about it, the more abnormal it becomes. Could something happen to him?"

"Is he talking about heart-to-heart talk?" Wu Haohang helped analyze, "In general, you would use 'chat', but using 'heart-to-heart' feels like talking about serious things."

It was almost downstairs at Zhang Seam's house, and he swiped the screen with a row of question marks: "Could it be... come out of the closet?"

Wu Haohang smacked and said, "Is it possible?"

The two looked at each other, Zhang Jie suddenly turned off his phone and asked, "Have you thought about how to tell your parents?"

"Think about it, let's not talk about it, I will talk about it when I finish college and work, and I can be financially independent."

"Coincidentally, I want to boil them in warm water first."

Wu Haohang laughed: "Seam."

When Zhang Xie heard the ambiguous tone, he was a little embarrassed: "What are you doing?"

"I kind of miss the way you explode like firecrackers all day long."

"Oh, yes, don't worry, you still have to suffer."

The footsteps at the entrance of the building continued, and the two walked towards the garden of the community tacitly, the moon was still high, and they didn't want to go home yet.

"I also miss your extraordinarily obedient appearance," Wu Haohang hugged Zhang Xie, and said in a low voice, "It's been a long time...can I take you to a room?"

As if he couldn't help but say, Zhang Xie's face was hot, thinking of the scene where he was bridal with his earlobe in his mouth.

It is a real wedding candle, and the snow mountain hot spring room is decorated in a romantic way. In the room, there are carved wooden beds with hanging curtains, and clusters of candlelight dance on the retro candlesticks, reflecting their overlapping figures on the brocade curtain.

As soon as the mind is connected, the bed sheet will be rolled immediately, and it will be done in one step.

Zhang Xie had never admired himself so much.

"Your skills are too poor," he said fiercely, "I'll talk about it after you've learned and practiced."

Wu Haohang was provoked into laughter, and led him to walk into the hexagonal pavilion. Before he could refute him, "I can learn by myself but I can't practice", he was interrupted by the sudden light on the screen.

Zhang Seam unlocked it, it was Su Chengyin.

SCY: Did you buy the earrings?

Zhang sewed back to him: Ancestor, are you all right?

He also said: I bought it, and I will shoot it for you.

Matte black oblate earrings, two pieces, Zhang Jie wanted to have an ear pierced at first, but he was afraid of his ambition, so Wu Haohang made another small hole on the top of the original ear piercing, saying: Don't be afraid, your me Wear it for you.

SCY: That's great.

Changing from being lively, Zhang Xie was really worried about him: What about you?How are you?

SCY: It's not very good, so can you not kill me?

Seam: I promise not to kill you, and I will definitely punish you lightly. Tell me.

In the darkness of night, Wu Haohang hugged Zhang Seam to his lap, his chest against his back, his chin resting on his shoulder, staring at the screen with worry and curiosity.

After about half a minute, Zhang Seam couldn't wait any longer, and a voice message popped up.

With their heads full of question marks and exclamation marks, Zhang Qiang murmured: "What is this, don't scare me."

Click on the voice, and an overly hoarse voice came: "Xiaoxiu, I'm sorry, I kept it from you for a long time."

For a moment, the hexagonal pavilion was eerily quiet.

A moment later, the astonishing repeated sound of "Fuck" broke the night.

Su Chengyin looked at the voices bouncing out one after another, didn't click on it and didn't bother to guess, sent a Tuzki good night emoticon package, then exited the chat interface, and then clicked on the top "sweetheart": [猫包很.jpg]

Chen Qi was guarding the phone: What's going on, my treasure?Count up and you should have nine unread messages.

Nine, six "I'm thinking of you", one "Do you miss me", the latest is a photo, followed by a question: Hawthorn pudding cake, do you want to eat it?

Bao: I want to eat, I miss you.

The corners of Chen Qi's lips curled up and he was soothed. He pushed away the test paper, got up and threw himself into the big bed: I will bring it to you at noon tomorrow. My dad knows that you like sweet things, so he put two spoonfuls of sugar on purpose. I tasted it. , just a little sour.

Before Su Chengyin could reply, Chen Qi chatted with him again with great interest: There is one more thing, which is very important, and I forgot to ask you all the time.

Bao: Huh?

Q: ABO novel?

Bao: It’s okay to show you, I want to submit the terms of exchange.

Q: [I am fearless.gif]

Bao: Would you like to come and stay with me on campus?

Bao: Not every day, but from time to time.

The smile hanging on the corner of his mouth suddenly stopped, Chen Qi suddenly turned over and sat up, and the words were not smooth after typing several times, so he simply dialed the phone directly.

With a "beep" the phone was connected, and Chen Qi hurriedly called him: "Yinyin?"

Su Chengyin said "um" in a strong nasal voice: "I...I'm so sad."

"What's wrong?" Chen Qi repeatedly coaxed him not to cry, looked at the bright double window by the window, and wanted to find him without even thinking about changing his pajamas, "Don't be sad, I'll be right over."

"Don't!" Su Chengyin raised his voice to stop him, "Don't come here!"

"I---"

"I'm fine, you really don't need to come over!"

Chen Qi hesitated: "You don't seem to be okay... What's the matter? Tell me."

Su Chengyin hummed: "It's really okay, I just confessed to my aunt and let her go, she can't accept it..."

Chen Qi slowly sat down by the bed, pondered for a moment, and asked, "Did you hit you?"

"...a slap, it's okay."

"...Where's your little uncle?"

Su Chengyin answered him honestly: "He's not at home, he came back later, he didn't hit me."

Then softly begged him: "Don't ask, okay? I, I now..."

The tail sound trembled unbearably, she had already cried hard, but the opposite was Chen Qi, Su Chengyin couldn't help being wronged and sad, there was nothing in her body that could listen to him.

"I won't ask anymore, I won't ask anymore," Chen Qi was so distressed, "Be good, don't cry, if you cry again, I'm going to find you."

"I have to... I have to bear it too," Su Chengyin scolded him, "Don't scare me."

There was nothing he could do about it, Chen Qiyang fell on the bed and coaxed: "I don't want to scare you, I'm not going anywhere, I'll just talk to you at home, huh?"

"Well..." Su Chengyin arched out of the bed and squeezed his nose with a paper towel. After twisting two pieces of paper in a row, he lay down again. This time, he exposed his head and followed Chen Qi's posture. ...may have cursed me into my next life."

"Nonsense, it's too late to be happy for you."

"The studs they bought, black, frosted like your bike...Speaking of which, how much is your bike?"

Chen Qi closed his eyes, covered his forehead with one hand and gently rubbed it to relieve his anxiety: "More than 5000."

Su Chengyin hiccupped and said pitifully, "Yes...is there a slightly cheaper one?"

Chen Qi didn't make a sound, he was really uncomfortable, his eyes were hot and wet, his throat tightened just thinking about what might happen to him tonight, he pursed his lips tightly and said "um", and heard Su Chengyin pretending not to go on chatting anymore , Muttering and crying, calling him: "Chen Qi, Chen Qi, I miss you so much."

Chen Qi covered his eyes, and both of them fell silent, listening to the faint vibrato and missing each other.

The next day, early in the morning on the weekend, the twilight of the morning sun came through the window accompanied by crisp birdsong.

As soon as Su Chengyin opened the bedroom door, she met Su Qiu who was sitting on the sofa.

There was only Su Qiu, who looked haggard and was wrapped in a blanket.

Su Chengyin turned around and picked up the suitcase and walked out. He stood by the coffee table, his voice sounded a little muffled through the black mask: "Auntie, last night my uncle told me not to come back again. I don't listen to him, I only listen to you of."

Su Qiu didn't move, just looked up at him like this, and his mouth was hoarse when he spoke: "My aunt said that she will take you to see a doctor, and it can cure you, will you listen?"

Su Chengyin looked at her silently, eyes full of hopelessness.

"I can't bear you, and I can't bear Xinyu either. I still have an agreement with him." He bent down / pulled up the lever, and the roller made a grinding sound on the tiled floor. After Su Chengyin changed her shoes, the sourness spread from the tip of her nose to her eyes. Saying goodbye, "The school dormitory is pretty good, don't worry. I... I will come back to see you too."

Su Qiu stood up suddenly, walked towards him a few steps but knocked against the corner of the table, she almost wailed: "Chengyin, don't be obsessed with it!"

"I haven't." Su Chengyin said calmly.

"What's so good about him as a man? Huh?"

"He treats me well," Su Chengyin paused, "I love him so much."

Su Qiu still couldn't believe it: "He is playing with you by being nice to you! Tell auntie, tell me, what did he do to you, where are you now? Ah?"

Broken cans, smashed into pieces that can no longer be bonded, the more desperate you are, the more you may be able to let go.

Su Chengyin glanced at the closed bedroom door to make sure that Xinyu was not eavesdropping, he said bluntly: "I have kissed and slept, I took the initiative."

Su Qiu leaned on the chair and panted heavily: "Go...go..."

"I've been in bed, many times." Su Chengyin choked up, "Auntie, I'm not sick, I just like him."

He pushed open the door, and the old anti-theft door creaked. Su Chengyin stood outside the door, and turned around again, "I want to prepare for the exam." After saying that, he looked deeply at Su Qiu who was crying, his eyes were full of apology and greed , "No matter how disappointed you are with me, don't come to school to find me, can you?"

Su Qiu slid to the ground, covering his face and sobbing.

Su Chengyin couldn't stand it any longer, and almost crushed the doorknob with his palms. He raised his head and sniffed, then closed the door forcefully the next moment, picked up the suitcase and ran downstairs.

Run the next section, turn the corner, and on the fourth floor, Chen Qi is standing in front of him.

Su Chengyin was stunned, and before she had time to react, she consciously found the exit, and there was a whimper, and she didn't want the suitcase, so she just threw herself into the embrace with her arms outstretched.

Chen Qi was slammed into the wall by him. He hugged him tightly and hugged him with all his strength.

"do you miss me?"

Su Chengyin nodded vigorously.

"And me."

Su Chengyin responded to him repeatedly with "Mmmm".

Chen Qi lifted him up, shaking him back and forth from left to right: "Do you want to go to my house or to school?"

Su Chengyin remained silent.

"I also want to just hold it like this, but what if someone comes later?"

Su Chengyin said: "Go to school, I'm so pitiful, I don't want your parents to see me so sloppy."

Chen Qi smiled lightly, and he was no longer anxious when he was in his arms: "Let me see you."

Su Chengyin put her arms around his waist and refused to let go, only raised her face to him.

A pair of eyes turned into peaches, ugly and painful, Chen Qi went to kiss his wet eyelashes, and took off his mask while coaxing him not to cry anymore.

The skin is so thin and white, the palm prints are clear and dazzling, and there are a few red and swollen finger marks.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Su Chengyin lied to him, then arched upward again, "Dear."

Chen Qi kissed him tenderly, feeling so distressed that he couldn't help but just wanted to hold him in his arms and go home.

"Suffering," he murmured, "I'll take you away."

The author says:

Thanks for reading the text, Yinyin is obsessed with Chen Qi, they are obsessed with each other