Love to hear

Zhang Seam sent several messages, and the afternoon class has passed, but still hasn't received a reply: "Where did you go?"

"Maybe it's because his younger brother is acting coquettishly and wanting his older brother, so he won't let him go." Wu Haohang speculates reasonably, "Aren't sick people, especially children, very clingy?"

Zhang Xie said: "That shouldn't be the case for not replying to my messages. I asked him eight hundred times, 'Where are you?', but he disappeared without a trace."

Yu Ningyan poked his head in from the window: "Hey, do you know why Su Chengyin went?"

The two shook their heads in unison.

Yu Ning was speechless: "Chen Qi didn't know why he went there. He skipped class in front of the whole class and the teacher. I reasonably suspect that he went to find Mr. Su. Now the old class is furious and wants to arrest him."

Zhang Xie pondered for a moment, "Oh" said: "Then I can rest assured."

Yu Ning said, "What are you worried about?"

Wu Haohang: "Although I don't know why they went, but it's so inexplicable and unexplainable, I suddenly feel relieved."

The phone vibrated, and Yu Ningyan saw a new message from Q: You go to the third class to find Zhang Seam, and tell him that Su Chengyin is with me. By the way, please help me take a leave of absence. We won't go back to class today.

Q: I don’t go back to my evening self-study.

Q: Make up the reason better.

"Damn so angry, you can really do whatever you want after studying well." Yu Ningyan showed the phone to the two of them, "Help think of a reason to ask for leave."

Zhang Seam only thought that Su Chengyin's phone was out of battery, and said cheerfully, "A date."

Wu Haohang added chaos: "Elope."

Yu Ningyan nodded in conviction, and followed suit, "Why didn't you say 419!"

Coming out of the cafe, Chen Qi carried the man on his back who was so tired of crying that he fell asleep. From the moment he came, Su Chengyin was crying, as if he had passed the point of crying and breaking down, and he just lay on the table and gasped , the teardrops that were still flooding on his eyelashes, he couldn't ask anything, he reached out and pulled him into his arms and hugged him, almost in the blink of an eye, Su Chengyin lost his strength and was silent.

People were coming and going on the street, Chen Qi looked left and right, then entered a nearby clothing store, and when he came out after a while, Su Chengyin was wrapped in a dark blue-gray checked woolen coat, and his head was completely covered by a spacious hat , lying on Chen Qi's back is like hiding in a warm nest sheltered from wind and rain.

Wei Baiwen stood by the fountain and didn't move forward. He still remembered Chen Qi. They were wearing the same school uniform. He originally wanted to send them back, but now it seemed that he didn't need to worry about it anymore. Wei Baiwen got back into the car again, After wiping his face, he took a long breath, started the car, and decided to go back to the hospital to see Su Chengyin's examination report.

Su Ling wasn't at home, she played erhu and sang ditties with her father and a group of old people in Fangmanting.

Chen Qi put Su Chengyin on the sofa, but he didn't wake up, his brows were tightly frowned, and his face was flushed.

It's not that I have never seen Su Chengyin sad, but every time I never asked why, Chen Qi was a little irritable, kicked off his shoes, knelt down in front of the sofa, held his face and cursed: "Little bastard... I know your secret , you don’t have to hide it from me anymore.”

I don't know what kind of grievance he suffered in the dream, Chen Qi quietly looked at him uneasy, watched him struggle, his fingers lightly slid across his eyes, stained with wetness, "Su Chengyin," He leaned down / kissed his eyelashes extremely softly, "You can tell me, you can tell me everything..."

The bitterness of pesticides reappeared in the nightmare, surrounded by ferocious and terrifying human faces, ferocious like monsters, swearing, and all the cheap and dirty words were thrown at them one by one. In this place, I help outsiders to hate and bury together, full of insults, young cries wrapped in noisy yelling, there is blood flowing on the ground, it is those sharp teeth and nails that pierced the heart, the blood slowly turns black, despair The body was black, moldy and rotten, and the poison had corroded his body. He suddenly stopped crying, and the embrace that allowed him to rely on was gone. He opened his mouth, not knowing how to express how painful it was, and he closed his lips again.

Chen Qi stroked his eyebrows, wrung out the towel, wiped his face again, and carried him into the bedroom.

Taking off his coat, Chen Qi climbed onto the bed and carefully embraced Su Chengyin. He had slept with him three times in the hotel. He liked to face himself and bury his face in his shoulder, and even stuck a leg between his legs. Chen Qi Qi Zhao changed his posture and tucked the quilt again, so as not to suffocate him.

The hand on the waist was patted on the back, "Yinyin, are you comfortable?" Chen Qi whispered, his nose suddenly became sour as if he was moved, he smiled slightly, thinking, how to confess without being scared What about him?

The twilight gradually descended on the windows, and a thin layer of mist bloomed on the glass, indicating that the colder winter has come.

There were waves of vibrations, Chen Qi fell into a shallow sleep, and hurriedly touched the phone with his backhand, it was Su Ling.Chen Qi hung up and sent a question mark instead.

Su Ling replied to him: At the gate of your school, I will comfort my son for his hard work and invite you to dinner.

This is too unfortunate, Chen Qi typed with one hand, and the other arm was still under the pillow, it was warm: I am at home, sleeping.

Su Ling: Huh?

Chen Qi: Su Chengyin is also here.

Su Ling: Huh? ?

Chen Qi: Mom, why don't you come back?

Su Ling was full of doubts, and deleted several times of typing, and finally replied: OK, send me a message when I can go back.

Probably this is trust, Chen Qi looked at the time before putting down the phone, it was [-]:[-], then lowered his eyes, and saw Su Chengyin's eyes opened in a daze.

His eyes were still blurred, and the whites of his eyes were flushed with water. Chen Qi felt distressed when he was offended, and while lightly scratching his hair, he said, "Are you awake?"

The nightmare seemed far away, and Su Chengyin was still exhausted. After the nightmare, he fell into a warm place. There was no noise around, only silence and his favorite smell, just like what he smelled while breathing now. Su Chengyin blinked, and finally Take it easy.

It turned out to be like this, again, how many times?Whenever you are sad or uncomfortable, you have to find someone to hug you, is it broken?Chen Qi didn't tear his face and scolded the last sentence, "It's good to make a bitter trick." It was because Chen Qi was not as knowledgeable as he was able to punt a boat.

If he hadn't met Wei Baiwen, and hadn't heard a past event that made him cry, maybe he would be a happy ostrich again now, enjoying Chen Qi's tolerance and love for him wantonly, but now it's different, Su Chengyin has unprecedented loathe myself.

He broke away from his embrace, sat up, slid down the quilt, and the warmth of covering him dissipated most of it. Su Chengyin shivered, his eyes were so swollen that he could barely open them. He rolled over and got out of bed, stood by the window and looked outside gray sky.

"Is it better?" Chen Qi also got out of bed, and put a pair of cotton slippers at his feet, "Put them on."

Su Chengyin put it on obediently, his nose was so sore that he couldn't rub it open, he raised his hand and wrote on the glass fog: I'm leaving.

Chen Qi erased these three words, and directly closed the curtains. He held Su Chengyin's shoulder, which could be said to be coaxing: "Tell me, is it okay?"

The tears didn't listen at all. Su Chengyin was about to be annoyed to death. His whole body hurt, and there was a long ringing in his ear, like the sharp end of a string. He shook his head. Why did he say that?Gaining sympathy for a while can be done later, half a year later, the world will be separated, and it will only increase the regrettable memories.

Su Chengyin wiped her face with the back of her hand, and said with her lips: I want to go home.

He didn't dare to look at Chen Qi again, he could only feel that he was being watched firmly, after a while, the warm embrace embraced him again, Su Chengyin was captured almost instantly, he raised his hand to grab Chen Qi's clothes, and rubbed against him A shoulder of snot and tears.

Chen Qi rubbed his hair: "You can tell me, you know?"

Buried in his tenderness, Su Chengyin nodded.

It was getting dark quickly, and it was completely dark when I went out to view the mountains and seas. Su Chengyin wrapped his school uniform tightly and still felt cold. He remembered the famous saying - I can endure the darkness, if I have never seen the light.

So is warmth.He is sensible and obedient, but he also wants to be coquettish and playful. His short childhood seemed to be reconciled, especially reconciled, and he was forced to stop abruptly before enjoying enough pampering. He grew up, but this reluctance went deep into his bones, and whenever there was a sign, he ran out to urge him to make up for himself.

Su Chengyin took half a step away from Chen Qi, took out his mobile phone and typed: I'm sorry to trouble you again today, thank you.

After reading it, Chen Qi didn't speak, took his mobile phone and typed: Why are you sad.

Su Chengyin didn't want to lie to him, so he put his phone in his pocket and just shook his head, with a look of not knowing what to do to make people angry.

Chen Qi sighed silently, and said, "You have also taken the leave for evening self-study, go home and have a good rest."

At the gate of Xiangzhang Community, I met Lin Chu who came back from get off work, and there was a screaming Xinyu on the back seat: "Brother! Why did you come back today? Did you know that my father bought roast duck, so you rushed back to eat it?"

Without Su Qiu, Su Chengyin didn't know how to get along with his little uncle. He smiled, and the night helped him cover his crying and swollen eyes. Chen Qi answered for him: "I don't have evening self-study today."

Lin Chu slowed down the car: "Why don't you get on?"

Chen Qi made it up casually: "The power switch tripped, and the power went off twice in a row, and it simply didn't work."

Lin Chu said "Oh", and took a step forward with Xinyu who was yelling.

Su Chengyin turned around and pushed Chen Qi, and said with her lips: You should go back too.

Chen Qi wished he could push him to the corner, pinch his face, force him to pout his lips and open his mouth, and let him admit that he was trying to be brave.

Chen Qi was so angry that he was tossed by this ball of soft cotton, he was not angry, but anxious.

Su Chengyin waved his hand again, and even raised his lips and smiled a little. Chen Qi couldn't stand it anymore, turned around and left.

Climbing up to the fifth floor and standing at the door of the house, Su Chengyin rubbed his face vigorously. As soon as the door opened, Xinyu rushed over. When he looked up, he was dumbfounded: "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Before the door was closed, Su Qiu came back panting heavily, and she asked, "What's wrong with Chengyin?"

Lin Chu was cooking in the kitchen, and the couple pulled Su Chengyin to break the casserole on the sofa to ask the end. Su Qiu frowned: "Knead this side too."

Su Chengyin covered a hot towel over his right eye, and when he heard that he switched to the left, Su Qiu said, "You child...what's the matter? Have you been bullied again? I didn't see you cry like that in junior high school, How many years have you not shed tears, tell aunt, how did you do it?"

Su Chengyin sighed, and he took out his mobile phone: Did my mother tell you how I got here?

Su Qiu's expression suddenly became very puzzled.

Xinyu made trouble, looked at his mother and at his brother, and whispered: "I know."

Su Chengyin didn't expect him to say anything serious, and sure enough, Xinyu suppressed a smile and said, "I picked it up from the trash."

Su Qiu yelled at him: "You are the one who picked it up from the garbage dump. If you are so scavenging, your parents don't want you anymore. I picked you up because I thought you were pitiful."

Xinyu acted like a baby: "I don't believe it, I don't believe it!"

Su Chengyin lowered his eyes and rubbed his fingers on the edge of the phone. He didn't expect that the indecent words would be typed crookedly. He smiled wryly in his heart, and typed again: It's okay, I just miss my mother so much today.

Lin Chu put the dishes on the table and asked, "What's the matter, the big man is crying and crying, and he's ready to eat."

Su Qiu scolded him: "You're talking nonsense, Cheng Yin is still a child, when your son turns eighteen, you think of him as a big man?"

"I'm still a child at eighteen, and I can get married and have a daughter-in-law in two years." Lin Chu raised his chin, "Have you got someone to talk to at school?"

Su Chengyin shook his head quickly.

Su Qiu repeatedly scolded him for talking nonsense, and Xinyu also made a fuss, saying that she wanted to see her brother's girlfriend, and was ordered by Su Qiu to set chopsticks, so she said: "My sister lied to us for five years, if I hadn't gone back to my hometown to get married , I don’t know how long I’m going to hide it from us, I’m just afraid that you will be told by others when you go back, but the result is still... It’s the flesh that fell off her body, otherwise you can still be Where did it come from?"

After having a delicious dinner, a roast duck on the table almost completely went into Xinyu's belly. Su Chengyin felt sick to his stomach just looking at the greasy duck. After getting off the table, he went back to the bedroom and sat in a daze. It's cool and warm in summer, and with the windows open, Su Chengyin soon turned into an ice sculpture after sitting for a while.

The diary is still in school and I want a diary.

Su Chengyin stood up, and when she went to close the window, she looked at the eighteenth floor of Shanhaiguan, and it was pitch black.

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