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Feng Tian didn't have time to throw down the bag and put on the slippers, he just stepped on the shoes with both feet, rushed over with his bare feet and fell into Lu Jingyan's arms, jumped up, hugged Lu Jingyan tightly, happily like a dog Little Bird, "Why did you come back so early today!"

He was clamped on Lu Jingyan's waist. He was 1.7 meters tall and almost overwhelmed Lu Jingyan. At any rate, Lu Jingyan, who was seven or eight centimeters taller than him, was mentally prepared to support him, and then hugged his little friend, helplessly. Said: "Tian Tian, ​​it's a good thing you haven't grown any taller, otherwise you wouldn't be able to jump up and down like this. It seems that I have to strengthen my exercise, otherwise what should I do if I can't hold you in the future?"

Feng Tian gritted his teeth and kissed his ear, not caring so much, and directed Lu Jingyan to say: "Walk, go, sit down."

Lu Jingyan saw that he was childish again, so he had no choice but to accept the order, and sat on the sofa with this giant kid in his arms.Feng Tian refused to go down, hugged his neck, pressed his forehead to his forehead, and soon exchanged a long kiss with him, whispering: "Jing Yan, I miss you so much."

Lu Jingyan laughed when he heard that, pecked his lips and said, "We've only been separated for half a day."

"But you didn't consider that my liking for you is getting stronger and stronger. It used to be okay to be separated for a day, but now I miss you so much after being separated for half a day." Feng Tian retorted: "Don't you miss me?"

Lu Jingyan sighed, kissed his lips again, and said, "Why don't you miss you?"

Feng Tian gritted his teeth happily when he heard this, "I bought you new clothes, but what are we going to eat tonight? I saw someone teaching how to cook braised fish online, why don't we buy a fish to eat?" ? You watch from the side, I'll learn."

Seeing his happy look, Lu Jingyan didn't know what to say for a while, pinched his face and said, "Tian Tian."

"Huh?" Feng Tian liked him more and more, and couldn't help but kissed him and said, "Don't you want to eat fish?"

Lu Jingyan shook his head and said, "I'm going on a business trip when I come back. I'll go to Europe. I might stay a little longer, but I'll be back as soon as possible."

The sticky atmosphere froze instantly, and Feng Tian, ​​who was still excited just now, suddenly became silent, and only after a long time said: "Oh."

Lu Jingyan could hear his loss, wanted to comfort him but didn't know what to say, they are not children anymore, life can't stick together forever, he has to learn to adapt to the short separation, so Lu Jingyan didn't speak for a while.

Feng Tian perked up after being silent for a while, climbed off Lu Jingyan, and said, "Then how about I help you pack your luggage?"

Lu Jingyan froze for a moment, then nodded, "Of course."

Feng Tian went to dig out the suitcase again, and started to help Lu Jingyan pack his luggage, asking him from time to time, "How about this one?" "Do you bring that?"

Lu Jingyan watched him busy and discussed with him aloud from time to time.

After the suitcase was packed, Feng Tian put his hands on his hips and said, "It's finally done, Mr. Lu, you have to be careful when you go out!"

Lu Jingyan couldn't hold back, stepped forward to hug him, and sighed: "Tiantian, what can you do if you are so sensible."

Feng Tian held back and didn't ask him to stay. He just took deep breaths and said, "I'm not a child anymore. From the very beginning when I was with you, I knew that you were very busy, and I would be very busy too. When we are together, we have to stick together, but we both have our own careers to be busy, I don't want to disturb you because of my willfulness, our adult love is very sensible, so I don't want to mess around! That's not cool at all!"

Lu Jingyan was amused by him, and said, "It's cool, kid Feng Tian is the coolest."

Feng Tian hugged him and said: "But I will miss you, remember to come back early after you finish your work, I will wait for you at home."

"Okay." Lu Jingyan patted him on the back, feeling infinitely soft in his heart.

"You should think of me well, and contact me when you are not busy."

"it is good."

"There are so many good-looking people out there, but you can't like anyone, you can only like me."

"it is good."

Feng Tian wrapped his arms around his waist, getting closer and closer, and finally strangled him like a fool, pitifully like a child who was thrown down, with sparkling water in his eyes, his chin pressed against Lu Jingyan's chest , looked up at him desperately, and said aggrievedly: "Lu Jingyan, what should we do? You haven't left yet, but I've already started to miss you."

Touched by his undisguised love, Lu Jingyan hugged him back, kissed his forehead and said, "Me too."

Feng Tian grabbed his clothes, completely forgot about his rhetoric, and said uncoolly: "Otherwise you won't go, I think childish children's love is also very good, it doesn't matter if it's not cool."

Lu Jingyan was amused by him again and said, "Tian Tian, ​​do you want me to go bankrupt?"

Feng Tian was stunned for a moment and moved away from him a little bit, looked at him and asked, "What do you mean?"

Lu Jingyan helped him put his messy hair back in place, and said seriously: "Aren't you deliberately making me unable to leave you? I can't work without you, and if I don't work, I will go bankrupt, bankrupt What else can I feed you?"

Feng Tian sniffed and felt that what he said made sense, so he said, "Then you don't work anymore, I'll take care of you."

Lu Jingyan picked up the suitcase on the ground, pulled it and walked back, and said as he walked, "Okay, then from today on, why don't you go to work, I'll rest at home."

Feng Tian looked at him very naturally, he really agreed and then came back, he was stunned for a moment, felt something was wrong for a few seconds, and said: "Then I'm going to work, can't I still not see you?"

Lu Jingyan looked at his boyfriend in relief, then pulled the suitcase out again, touched his face and said, "Tian Tian, ​​anyway, one of us must go to work to support us, who do you think is better?"

Feng Tian tangled and tangled at the door, and finally went up to kiss his boss Lu, and said very sensiblely and seriously: "Honey, I think you have to realize your life value, I can't deprive you of the right to use your spare energy. "

Lu Jingyan nodded in satisfaction, hugged him and kissed him, put his forehead against his and said: "Be good every day, wait for me to come back."

Feng Tian was still hopeless and wanted to cry, but he held back, nodded and said, "I'm good, so you have to come back early."

"I will."

After Lu Jingyan left, Feng Tian walked home alone after waving goodbye to him with a smile, and when he closed the door with a click, a terrible sense of loss surged over him, making him breathless.

Feng Tian, ​​you have to work hard!

He himself also lost interest in eating, and lay down on the bed early, thinking about messy things, and fell asleep drowsily.

The thirsty throat made him feel a burning sensation, and he was awakened by thirst in the middle of the night. Before his brain started to function, Feng Tian's mouth had already called out quickly: "Jing Yan... ..."

There was silence in the darkness, no one answered.

Feng Tian was also silent for a long while, then suddenly opened his eyes in the darkness, looked at the dark room, his mind went blank, and waited until his soul returned to his place, he thought a little later: Jing Yan is not here.

He had just left not long ago.

Then a sudden sense of loneliness envelops him, suffocating him.Feng Tian lay there feeling unreal, as if he was still him, and seemed to be dreaming.

Feng Tian, ​​who used to spend more than [-] years alone like this, had the terrible illusion that his heart was empty on this day after he had Lu Jingyan, because Lu Jingyan was gone.

That night, Feng Tian thought: It's over, I seem to be bound to death by this person, and I can't struggle anymore.

Think again: Great, I really like him.

Soon, Feng Tian stopped thinking about it alone, because he was full of work.

Feng Tian, ​​who has never been interviewed or appeared on any program before, is full of freshness to the media, not to mention that he can be said to be the most popular existence among the newcomers recently. With a few hot searches, Straight up.The work naturally followed one after another, and he was so busy that his feet didn't touch the ground.

However, Feng Tian still doesn't accept all the shows, just like he once said to Li Qian, he only wants to be more solid in the field of public welfare.

The most important work at the moment is "Children of the Stars", Feng Tian also attaches great importance to it, so he did a lot of homework, even went to a few hospitals, and went to the Autistic Children's Rehabilitation Center to observe and study, and consulted doctors on autism conditions of children and how to reach them.

The more he learned about autistic patients, the more frightened Feng Tian became.This is different from what he thought before.

He once watched a movie about autistic patients called "Rain Man". This is a very famous movie and has won many awards.Feng Tian thinks that autistic patients are probably like Raymond in the movie. Although they can't manage their lives normally, they are beyond the capabilities of ordinary people in a certain aspect, so they are called geniuses in this field.For example, Raymond's photographic memory, he can accurately report the flight number, time, place, and reason of all major air accidents in the history of aviation, and he can quickly count the 246 toothpicks that fell on the restaurant floor.He can also remember any phone number he has read in the phone book, and his mental calculation speed is not inferior to that of a calculator.

However, after really getting in touch with the cases of autistic patients and the explanations of these doctors, Feng Tiancai knew that autistic children are not like those shown in the movies: although God closes a door, he will open a window for him.There are neither doors nor windows in the world of most people with autism.They shut themselves in their own small houses and are extremely indifferent to the world, because the central nervous system cannot handle more emotions and feelings.

This made Feng Tian, ​​who was originally in a relaxed mood, suddenly tense up. He wanted to get along better with and even communicate with children with autism in this program.

With such a mood, Feng Tian went around asking for advice on how to communicate and get along with autistic people.

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