Master, he always loves acting

He was awakened by nightmares every night, and he dared not tell anyone because he felt that he was born sinful.Everything he enjoyed, mixed with the falling body he saw that day, made him suffer repeatedly, making moral judgments on himself.

A little child couldn't bear any more, the words of those people circled and magnified in his ears, and finally merged into the last words of a woman.

"He is like this now. He couldn't get the money and jumped off the building. His son just had the same fate. A child who can't get out of the mountains and doesn't get education, how can he hope to change his destiny? It's just a constant cycle. .”

"He who is on high will always be on high, and he who is in the mud will always be in the mud."

Feng Tian said that he was kind, but he seemed to be only for his own peace of mind.

From that day on, he worked hard to earn money and did not dare to stop. Starting from the first pot of gold he earned in his life, he walked into the mountains and funded the first school in his life, the first batch of children .

He's starting to get a good night's sleep.

Gradually, walking into the mountains was no longer Lu Jingyan's obsession, but became another career for him.The more he works, the more he feels small, and the bigger he gets, the more he feels that what he can do is just a drop in the bucket.Those children with flushed cheeks and those simple and kind villagers all took Lu Jingyan's hand and expressed their sincere thanks.

But Lu Jingyan thought, there is too little I can do.

His own moral judgment has repeatedly tormented him, until now.

He looked at Feng Tian and sighed, "Tian Tian, ​​I don't know how else to love you."

Thank you for letting me out of the demons that have trapped me for more than [-] years, and, I love you.

Early the next morning, Lu Jingyan woke up and saw that Feng Tian woke up earlier than usual, without him beside him.He turned on his phone suspiciously, clicked on WeChat, and saw the little red dot on Moments showing the pig rolling in the mud, so he clicked in.

"day by day:

On the first day in the mountains, I will show you the sun I took. [screaming teeth]"

Looking at the accompanying picture, Lu Jingyan's heart felt sore as if someone had grasped it, and then it was the sweetness that made his whole body soften.

In the photo are a group of jumping children, some holding their hands, reaching out to hug him, and pulling his clothes.

Lu Jingyan put his hand on a child's head, stood there against the light and smiled brightly with his head up. The light scattered around him behind him, it looked like his own light.

Below is Feng Tian's own comment: It's my sun.

The corners of Lu Jingyan's lips raised uncontrollably, and he moved his finger to the message box, lighting up the red heart, and replied to the comment: It's your sun.

After a while, the comments below began to gradually twist.

Jiang Yan: Well, the filming was good.Next time you post such a circle of friends, block me first.

Yang Chenkai: I'm fucking going to vomit, why don't I let people live? !

Zhou Jun: I really convinced you two, can you go into the mountains without stopping?

He Shixin: I beg you two, let everyone go, I don't want to be forced to eat dog food in the morning, thank you!

Lu Jingyan: Four, wait for me to go back (smile)

...... Can't stop, show off how you like, slip away.

Lu Jingyan put away his mobile phone and went out to find Feng Tian, ​​and found that he was twisting left and right on a small soil slope not far away, and finally said "hahaha" three times with his hips on his hips, which shocked Lu Jingyan for a moment, thinking Could it be that the child was frozen stupid.

He went over to see that the guy was not dressed properly, buttoned him up and said, "What are you doing here so early in the morning?"

Feng Tian said seriously: "I'm exercising, and I'm training my lung capacity by the way, otherwise I'm afraid the children won't be able to learn it today."

Lu Jingyan smiled and said, "I listened to it yesterday, and it has already achieved initial results. It can be seen that Teacher Feng's teaching is very good."

Feng Tian nodded shyly and said, "Naturally, I'm amazing!"

Lu Jingyan couldn't help laughing when he saw his stinky fart, "Yes, you are amazing."

They had to leave tomorrow, Feng Tian wanted to at least teach them this song before leaving, so he was very nervous.

Lu Jingyan was arranged to take them to physical education class this morning. Feng Tian was elected as the "mother hen". He nervously opened his arms and looked at "Eagle" Lu Jingyan, baring his teeth and threatening: "If you dare to catch my child, I will kill you!" bite you!"

Lu Jingyan smiled and said, "Try it!"

Feng Tian opened his arms to protect the sparse group of "chicks" behind him, and laughed wildly to avoid Lu Jingyan's pursuit. Lu Jingyan ran towards Feng Tian, ​​and the two of them bumped into each other whether it was intentional or unintentional, and Feng Tian snapped. The child threw himself into Lu Jingyan's arms, and couldn't stop laughing.

The children behind didn't know what the two teachers were thinking, they just watched and made noise, pointing at them and laughing.

So in the early morning of that day, Feng Tian smiled until his eyes were shining and beautiful, and he was embraced by Lu Jingyan, and the two of them laughed together, it was an unprecedented relaxing time.

In the afternoon, Feng Tian worked hard to teach the children to sing again. This song was originally difficult for kindergarten, even if it was divided into parts, it was still at the kindergarten level.

So the progress was fast, and by the evening the children were singing better than he had imagined.

Feng Tian called to Lu Jingyan and said, "Jingyan, Jingyan, come quickly! I'm going to take the children to perform!"

Lu Jingyan was telling Mr. Li that the lack of supplies would soon call for someone to make up for it. When he heard him calling himself, he smiled and went out, saying, "I'm here."

Feng Tian grabbed him excitedly and said, "They are all amazing! I think these kids are very talented!"

Lu Jingyan nodded and smiled, "Half of the military medal is yours."

Feng Tian happily led them out, stood on a high hillside, let the little conductor stand still, and decided to have a "street performance" to build the children's self-confidence.

After the prelude, with the little stick waving by the little conductor, the clear and sweet voices of the girls rang out first, followed by the transparent voices of the boys who hadn’t changed their voices, and then the two parties exchanged positions, With the sound of the piano, the two singing voices began to sing in chorus, and finally they poured out their voices slowly. After singing the last sentence "whether you are tired or not, and regardless of the north, south, east, and west", the villagers who have long been attracted by the children's performance They all applauded vigorously.

"Good baby! Good baby! It's so good to sing!"

"Little boy can sing so well, it sounds good."

Feng Tian led the children to bow to the "audience", then turned around to look at the children amidst applause and said, "Did you see that? You are amazing! So many people like your performance! You just seemed like A true singer!"

All the children blushed with excitement, feeling that what Teacher Feng said was true, they were both shy and happy for a while.I feel as if I am really a real singer.

Lu Jingyan looked at Feng Tian from below and applauded lightly, deeply feeling that bringing Feng Tian here this time was really the most correct decision he made.

Feng Tian led the little singers back to school in an "arrogant" way, and took out a large box of chocolates from the bag he carried, which Feng Tian thought could be eaten when the road was inconvenient, but Didn't expect it to come in handy here.

He opened the box and said to the children: "Students, the teacher said yesterday that whoever performed the best today will be rewarded, but I think each of you is so good that it exceeds my imagination, so the reward belongs to everyone! "

The children gathered around him, attracted by the smell of chocolate, and some young ones couldn't help licking their fingers. A boy said, "I know! It's chocolate! My dad brought me a piece for Chinese New Year! Good! have eaten!"

Hearing what he said, the other children became even more greedy, their eyes seemed to be glued to the chocolate box and they couldn't move away.

Feng Tian was very sad when he heard it. The joy that was full of joy just now was suddenly diluted. He looked at these children who were looking forward to waiting for a box of chocolates, and he tried not to let himself cry. I glanced at the roof, took a deep breath, endured the soreness, and said with a smile: "Okay, stand in line, everyone has it."

The children stood up obediently and got their own piece of chocolate.Some children sniffed the fragrance and exaggeratedly said: "Ah, it smells so good."

Made the other kids laugh.

The other bit a small piece with his teeth and tasted it, and said excitedly: "It's delicious!"

The rest of the children couldn't help but taste this "delicious" chocolate, and what it tasted like.After eating one by one, they were very happy and said, "It's so sweet! Teacher, can we still eat it in the future?"

Feng Tian's heart tightened when he heard this, and he just felt uncomfortable. He nodded firmly and said: "Of course, the teacher will often let you eat delicious food in the future. You have to study hard. When you grow up, If I can go to school, I will eat more delicious food than this."

Lu Jingyan has been looking at Feng Tian since just now, knowing that his soft and kind heart is sad again, just looking at him and thinking, it's okay every day, it will get better.

Feng Tian turned his head to look at Lu Jingyan, he didn't speak for a while, only choked up after a moment of silence, and said, "Jing Yan, when I want to deliver supplies every year, help me deliver some food to the children, is that okay?"

Lu Jingyan looked back at him, and amidst the voices of the children licking chocolate excitedly, gave him a firm smile and said, "Of course, you can."

Feng Tian knew that these children didn't know what suffering was because they hadn't gone out to see the outside world, but Feng Tian knew what kind of miserable life they were living, but these children were innocent and didn't feel dissatisfied with life at all. The condemnation of fate is just repeating this kind of life vigorously every day, but it is precisely this kind of child that makes Feng Tian's heartache even more.

They can still laugh standing in the darkness of emptiness because they have never seen light.

But Feng Tian looked at Lu Jingyan again and thought, as long as there are more people like Jing Yan, it will be fine.

If there is no light, find a way to create light.

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