【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[When I was very young, I thought the most romantic thing in this world was to run a long way alone to see another person, and it is still the same now. 】

At the end of October, Wang Yuan received the exact news that his 17th birthday would be spent on the crew of "Northern Spring".

I feel a little complicated in my heart.

To be honest, he likes this crew very much. The director is knowledgeable and patient. Although the cooperating actors have no big names except the popular Tang Yu, they are mostly capable. They can learn new things every day and get along with each other. , everyone laughed and made noise while filming, the atmosphere was very good.

Especially Tang Yu, who is of the same age, is really terribly funny. He hasn't been so relaxed in a long time, and he is crazy when playing, so two people can make trouble together. In the words of the brothers and sisters of the crew, it is him and Tang Yu. Yu almost contracted 80.00% of the jokes every day.

It must be a happy thing to celebrate a birthday with such a crew.

Although he is also looking forward to the small stage of the birthday party, there are people who like him in front of and behind the stage, he can sing his favorite songs, he can play his favorite piano...but if he misses it for shooting, if he doesn’t have to rehearse but is on stage It's not too regrettable that the crew had a relaxing birthday with laughter.

There's just one thing he doesn't want to admit—

His first reaction after hearing the news was: This will be the first time since we met six years ago that Wang Junkai cannot celebrate his birthday.

Since he joined the group for a while, Wang Junkai's attitude is also very strange. Every time he sends a message to share some interesting things that happened during filming, Wang Junkai either chats with him enthusiastically for a long time, or the reaction is very cold. It's not 01:30, which makes him wonder if Wang Junkai has a split personality.

I had a lot of doubts in my heart, and I tried to make a few phone calls, but unfortunately, either his filming was about to start, or Wang Junkai was busy training, in short, he had to hang up the phone after he couldn't say a few words.

He was busy filming, and Karry Wang was also busy preparing TV dramas. The situation of the two of them was even worse than when Karry Wang was just in college.

But Wang Yuan thought, Wang Junkai was busy, so he must express something on his birthday.

The night before his birthday, Wang Yuan happened to have a night scene to shoot. Before him, Tang Yu’s scene hadn’t finished filming yet, so he was sitting by the side of the set, fiddling with his phone in boredom, wondering if Wang Junkai had to give it to him. A zero blessing or something.

I waited absent-mindedly until after twelve o'clock, the mobile phone kept ringing, and wechat private messages flooded the sky, but there was no sign of Wang Junkai, but it was Tang Yu who finished shooting his shots, and ran over to greet him to go and shoot, Then he said: "Wang Xiaoyuan, I heard that today is your birthday, congratulations, you are one step closer to our adult world."

"It's too dishonest." Wang Yuan stood up and took off his coat, shivering in the cold wind, "How dare you send blessings empty-handed, you rich man?"

Tang Yu smiled and handed over the hand warmer that his assistant had just stuffed for him, and said, "Isn't it because I have no time to stay on the set? I would be disingenuous if I asked someone else to buy you a gift, okay? I'll make it up when it's finished." .”

"It's up to you," Wang Yuan waved his hand to signal that he didn't need it, "What kind of gift do you want, just treat me to a big meal later, and that's it."

Tang Yu was not reluctant, the two chatted and laughed casually, and Wang Yuan ran to shoot.

The second day was also full of shooting schedules, Wang Yuan was on set all day long, so busy that he was dizzy.Originally thought that his 17th birthday would be spent in busy work, but at dinner, the crew unexpectedly rolled out a three-tiered cake. The director personally put on a birthday hat for him, and greeted everyone to sing a birthday song: "Thanks to our boy The protagonist reminded me that today is Wang Yuan’s 17th birthday, although Tang Yu prepared the cake, but I wish everyone a share, I wish Wang Yuan a happy birthday..."

The birthday song became a chorus of hundreds of people, and there was an endless stream of people who sent blessings. There were countless people who helped with trivial matters such as cutting the cake. Wang Yuan hurriedly accepted and thanked him. Tang Yu must have reminded her that she was so free that she could remember her own birthday, and even prepared a cake specially, which is really quite interesting.

Tang Yu didn't come to ask for credit as usual, but hid in the crowd and ate cakes, with an expression of hidden merit and fame, which made Wang Yuan want to laugh.

By the time the crew quieted down, it was already past nine o'clock.Only now did Wang Yuan have time to take out his mobile phone and call home. He sent a blog to reply to the blessings of seniors and teammates in the circle. He also tried his best to thank his classmates and friends one by one. Li still held up the phone and didn't put it down, feeling a little lost.

Putting his hand into his coat pocket, he found a small box.

It was a birthday present he had prepared for Wang Junkai more than a month ago, but he didn’t send it out by accident, and he didn’t find the right time to give it to Wang Junkai, so he put it in his schoolbag and ran around with him. I don’t know today. Why, I put it in my pocket.

After thinking about it until after ten o'clock, although I felt that it was a bit of a bargain to ask for blessings on my birthday, but I remembered that I also did not perform well on Wang Junkai's birthday, so I excused myself and said that I was at a loss in the first place, and it was definitely not to ask Wang Junkai why he didn't give me Birthday greetings to blabla...he hesitated to dial the phone.

The moment before the phone rang, Wang Junkai was anxiously scrolling through Weibo.

Before Wang Yuan posted on Weibo that the crew was very happy to celebrate his birthday, he saw the photos and videos of frontline fans, and also saw the news that Tang Yu had done a lot for Wang Yuan's birthday. A photo of Wang Yuan handing her own hand warmer.

I haven't seen Wang Yuan for nearly two months, but he knows a lot about the crew of "Northern Spring".

One is because he can't help but check the latest news of Wang Yuan on the trumpet account. The photos and videos are not leaked, which is comparable to the number one fan. Therefore, he knows that Wang Yuan and Tang Yu really get along very well. In other words, Wang Yuan and Tang Yu don't seem to be filming, but they seem to be talking about cross talk and performing sketches every day.

The second is that Wang Yuan still maintains the habit of reporting to him whenever something happens. Every time he receives a message, he responds in a good mood, wishing that he can chat with Wang Yuan more when he is not busy. Of course, there is a situation Except, that's when Wang Yuan mentioned Tang Yu.

He knew that it was unreasonable for him to be like this. It was a good thing that Wang Yuan could get along well with Tang Yu and sparks sparked during filming.

He also knew that he should not regard Wang Yuan as his personal property. It is true that Wang Yuan grew up with him and was very close to him, but this does not mean that Wang Yuan can only have him in his life. impossible.

He thought clearly, but none of these principles could offset the turbulent unhappiness in his heart.

He knew that he cared too much about Wang Yuan.

This kind of uncontrollable concern not only made him struggle with Weibo every day, but also encouraged him to stalk the homepage gentleman for nearly an hour after he learned that Wang Yuan had canceled the birthday party, and finally got him to agree. In order to drive himself to the set in Chengde.

Mr. Wang, who has never been good at verbal attacks, couldn't help complaining when he saw his vigor: "Wang Junkai, fortunately Wang Yuan and his crew have moved to Chengde, and if they are still in Shenyang, do you want to find a pair of wings to take you there?"

Wang Junkai was inconvenient to ask for rebuttals, he smiled and made up his mind in his heart that he must get his driver's license as soon as possible.

He chose the gift, thought out the words of blessing, and resorted to the trick of "suppressing before he wants to promote" and endured no congratulations to Wang Yuan at zero o'clock. He even tried his best to complete all the arrangements for the day on the 8th ahead of schedule, which was very frustrating. The girl chose what to wear for a long time, and the small theater in her mind also staged [-] bloody plots in which she suddenly appeared in front of Wang Yuan, and felt that everything was perfect.

It's a pity that people's calculations are not as good as heaven's calculations-an accident occurred on Daguang Expressway and traffic jams occurred.

When he picked up the phone, Wang Junkai had actually been stuck in place for nearly three hours, but when Wang Yuan asked him what he was doing, he didn't know why he didn't tell the actual situation, but changed his words and said that he was practicing his lines .

"Oh..." Wang Yuan's voice didn't sound as happy as in the Weibo photos, and the surroundings seemed quite noisy, "Did I bother you?"

"No, no, I've almost recited it." Wang Junkai was easy to talk to death early, and now he made up the story even more hesitantly, "What about you? What are you doing?"

Wang Yuan was silent on the other end of the phone for a while, and then said word by word: "Wang Junkai...today is my birthday."

Wang Junkai was taken aback: "I know... I saw you post on Weibo." As soon as the words came out, I wanted to slap myself in the face. No matter how I heard these words, it sounded like I forgot Wang Yuan's birthday, and only remembered it when I saw Weibo .

Sure enough, Wang Yuan's voice turned cold: "Oh, then you should memorize your lines well, don't be too late, go to bed early."

"Wang Yuaner!" Wang Junkai hurriedly called him, his head was a little short-circuited and he didn't know how to save it, so he said, "I, I will sing the birthday song for you!"

Wang Yuan seemed to sigh, he didn't know whether he was helpless or speechless: "No need, I've heard enough today, it's my turn to play, let's hang up first."

The moment the phone was hung up, Wang Junkai suddenly felt that he was too stupid to be more stupid.

The current situation of him and Wang Yuan is already so pessimistic - it is difficult for them to meet each other, they hardly have time to contact each other, they have taken up their jobs and are busy...

But he actually pretended to be clever and artificially widened the distance between the two.

What kind of bullshit is it that "want to promote before suppressing"? !Does he and Wang Yuan still need to "suppress" in this situation? !

The scene of the accident in front seems to have not been dealt with properly. The horns of the car blare continuously, causing headaches. The home page gentleman in the driver's seat turned his head and said: "It's past ten o'clock, I guess we won't be able to catch up. We will be on the next road soon after the road passes. Turn around at the exit, you have to get up early tomorrow."

Wang Junkai gave an ambiguous "hmm" in his nose, then lowered his head and opened the small gift box in his hand.

A slender silver bracelet with a simple and plain style, only a small silver star hanging on the buckle.

It is purely handmade and expensive. Wang Yuan liked it at the first sight when he saw it on the Internet. At that time, he sighed for a while and then said it was so expensive. He didn't answer, but just silently wrote down the complicated French brand.

The one in his hand is now specially customized. When ordering, the other party asked him what pattern or words to engrave on the silver medal. He originally said to engrave his name, but after thinking about it, he changed it.

But just like he didn't receive Wang Yuan's gift on his birthday, now this bracelet seems to have no chance to reach the right person in time.

Is it true that if you accidentally make a wrong step, you will make mistakes every step of the way in the future?

The vehicles outside the window seemed to stretch to infinity, and the red of the brake lights formed a line.

But it didn't connect him with Wang Yuan.

Wang Yuan regretted it after hanging up the phone willfully. He felt that Wang Junkai could not forget his birthday, but he didn't have much confidence—after all, they were too busy recently, and Wang Junkai was under pressure to play the leading role in a big-budget TV series. It's big enough, the university courses are not as easy as imagined, and the group will release a new single at the end of the year... So many things are hanging there, the birthday party has given way to work, and his 17th birthday is what occupies Wang Junkai's heart. How heavy it was, he couldn't really say.

The relationship between them has not been fully restored after Wang Junkai's college entrance examination. Recently, Wang Junkai has been awkward from time to time, and now he has played his temper again, which made the trend that was finally getting better take a turn for the worse. It is really too bad.

Wang Yuan was torn and torn in his heart. The later filming did not go smoothly, but fortunately there were not many scenes tonight, and work was called off before eleven o'clock.

Surrounded by a group of people to take off his makeup, and urged by Miss Ren to take a bath, change clothes and rest, it was close to twelve o'clock that his room became quiet.

Without the noise and busyness of the set, the emptiness that had been suppressed in my heart suddenly surged up.

Wang Yuan wandered aimlessly in the room for a while, then sat down on the bed and buried his face between his knees.

He remembered the night of Wang Junkai's birthday, Wang Junkai said to him:

"You didn't bring me a birthday hat, so not happy."

"You didn't sing me happy birthday, so I'm not happy."

"You didn't give me a birthday present, so I'm not happy."

"Wang Yuan'er, you didn't even say happy birthday to me."

It shouldn't be so awkward at the time, and he shouldn't be angry about the "Moss" thing the next day. Wang Yuan couldn't help but reflect on how special and important his birthday is, and now he seems to have the same feeling .

So many people blessed him, he was not very happy.

The whole crew celebrated his birthday, but he was not very happy.

Black Swan's cake was amazing, and he wasn't very happy.

Everything that seemed perfect lost all flavor because of one person missing.

He had some subtle doubts in his heart - there was no unresolvable conflict between him and Wang Junkai, and this feeling now was more like a vague temptation than awkwardness.

But what exactly are they testing?Is there any estrangement between each other after just tempting to separate?

After thinking wildly for a while, I looked at the watch again and it was already two minutes to zero.

Wang Yuan smiled wryly, his 17th birthday was nothing more than that.

After thinking about it, he got up and went to find the small box in his coat pocket, and said in his heart: "No one gave me a gift, so I will give it to myself." Completely ignoring the pile of gift boxes in the corner of the room.

Opening the box, there is a slender silver bracelet inside. The unisex style reveals a simple beauty. When I first saw it, I thought it was especially suitable for Wang Junkai. It was beautiful and cool.When I took Wang Junkai to look at it, I noticed that the pair of peach blossom eyes stayed on the picture for a long time, and I felt in my heart that he must like it.

The bracelet was purely handmade by a French silversmith, and the special customization was even more expensive. It was considered a luxury item for those whose income was beyond their control, but he didn't even bat an eye when he paid for it.

When he thought about how this bracelet looked on Wang Junkai's hand, he felt that it was very suitable. It was slender and handsome, and there was also that small round silver medal with "Apollo" engraved on it.

That's right, "Apollo", Wang Junkai is like the sun to him, and he also hopes that Wang Junkai will realize all his ideals and become the most dazzling sun on the stage.

It's a pity that Wang Yuan's heart is full of anger at this moment, and those delicate thoughts in his head have long since disappeared. He just murmured "I don't want you to look so beautiful, I wear it myself" while struggling to put the bracelet on his wrist set.

He couldn't fasten the buckle with one hand, and felt even more irritable. At this moment, the doorbell rang again, and Wang Yuan got up depressed to open the door: "Who didn't take what? And let people sleep... ..."

Forgot to check the door mirror.

The hand that opened the door still held the bracelet.

The moment the door opened, the zero o'clock bell rang somewhere in the distance.

Looking outside the door, Wang Yuan was a little dazed——

Zero o'clock, shouldn't it be the time to wake up from a dream?But why did he have a dream?

"Happy 17th birthday, Wang Yuaner."

The person outside the door was panting a little while speaking, his hair was disheveled by the wind, revealing a slightly sweaty forehead.

His eyes were black and bright, slightly damp.

It is less than [-] kilometers from Beijing to Chengde, but this person seems to have walked for a long time.

How did he get here?when did he comeWhy is he here?

There are many questions in my head to ask him.

But Wang Yuan has lost the ability to think, and can only stare at him blankly.

Dreamy.

There was an answer that almost gushed out in his heart, but he didn't dare to confirm it.

Because that answer was too romantic, too gentle, and too unreal.

"It seems that I haven't caught up." Wang Junkai's eyes were filled with exhaustion and apology, and he smiled and showed his small canine teeth, "Why, you are late, so you won't be allowed in?"

Before Wang Yuan came back to his senses, he took a few steps back subconsciously.

The lighting in the room was dim.

The two stood face to face.

One was carrying the cold air of late autumn outside, while the other was filled with the damp warmth of the bathroom.

look at each other.

After a long time, Wang Junkai suddenly opened his arms and looked at him with a smile, with anticipation in his eyes that could be easily captured.

Wang Yuan was taken aback, thinking of many similar scenes.