【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[How can there be such a hopeless and no choice to like? 】

Walking all the way from the company gate to Tan Xianghui's office gate, Wang Junkai strode fast with his long legs, and the little assistant behind him struggled to follow, and finally got to the gate with great difficulty, but was shut with a "bang" Outside the door, there is nothing to love.

This is the first time Wang Junkai barged in so impolitely.

"Brother Tan, it's unreasonable to call me back," Wang Junkai's voice sank an octave when he spoke with force, "There should be a reasonable reason, right?"

Tan Xianghui withdrew his attention from the computer and motioned him to sit down. Seeing that the angry young man ignored him, he didn't care too much: "What if I say Sisi lost his temper again?"

"Then I'll go first." Wang Junkai walked out without saying a word.

"Aren't you afraid that she will really poke it out in a hurry?"

Wang Junkai put his hands on the doorknob, stopped but didn't look back: "I'm not responsible for the consequences alone, I think Brother Tan has to take good care of her, don't say anything else, you shouldn't fight against Qian Bar?"

Tan Xianghui sneered: "You just can't bear the consequences of breaching the contract, right?"

"I don't remember any unequal treaties I signed that prohibited love and marriage," Wang Junkai smiled for some reason, "Also, let me earn a few more years for the company, is it more cost-effective than taking that little liquidated damages?"

Hearing that Tan Xianghui didn't say a word, he pressed the doorknob and was about to open the door: "I have nothing else to do, I'll go first."

"I never lie to others," came a slow voice behind me, "I said it was a good thing, and it was a good thing."

Wang Junkai finally turned around: "What good can happen?"

The folder was thrown on the table, and Tan Xianghui raised his head: "Look for yourself, get ready, and meet the director tonight."

Wang Junkai hesitated for a moment and went back to read the plan, only looked up the first outline and looked up in surprise.

"How is it? First-class director, first-class script, first-class lineup, now the leading actor is waiting, it depends on whether you can take it down or not." Tan Xianghui said, "In my opinion, this is an actor who can act behind closed doors." The role of Huo, so there will definitely be quite severe competition, the company will contribute, and you have to fight hard."

The proposal in front of him undoubtedly has great attraction, but it is not enough to occupy Wang Junkai's full attention.

He carefully weighed the two matters of meeting at night and going home with Wang Yuan, and found that it was really difficult to judge whether he was right or wrong when he came back obediently.

Being splashed with cold water on a hot day, Wang Yuan's first feeling was not cool, but cold.

He pretended to be calm at the airport, but he couldn't stop worrying about what happened to Wang Junkai. He suppressed his anxiety and walked all the way back to the car. Before the door was closed, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message: "What happened?"

However, Wang Junkai did not give him an answer until the car drove downstairs to his house.

Flustered, with a sense of foreboding lingering in his mind, it was one of the emotions he hated the most.

Sure enough, all the horrors are not worth the fear of the unknown.

This messy and restless mood reached its peak the moment he walked into the house——

Because the face of the mother who welcomed him home was not pretty.

After entering the door, there was no warm hug from before, and no long-winded greetings. Yuan's mother just looked at him with an overly serious expression: "Yuan, let's talk."

Wang Yuan's heart sank, and he quickly realized what was going on. His mother must know something, but it's hard to say to what extent: "What's wrong, mom? What is it so serious?"

The son's acting like a baby was useless, Yuan's mother just patted the sofa to signal him to sit down, and asked a strange question: "When did it happen?"

"When and when...Mom, what are you talking about..." Wang Yuan weighed the chances of winning by pretending to be stupid in his heart.

"You know what I'm talking about, when did you and Xiaokai happen?" Yuan's mother asked directly.

Such a straightforward question made Wang Yuan's already chaotic emotions completely messed up. He felt like he couldn't think about it. Should he tell the truth according to the plan, or should he listen to Wang Junkai's order and press it first?

Say it or hide it?What did Wang Junkai say at that time?

Both choices will be difficult, so it is better to choose the right one.

That is to say it, right?

But what about the person who promised to accompany him to face the consequences?

In fact, he should have understood earlier that everything that was once inseparable has long since disappeared with the disbandment of the group. Now no matter how close the relationship between the two is, there are things that must be faced separately.

Such as work, such as study, such as daily life.

For example, the day Wang Junkai was shot in the head with a big white radish by his mother, he ran away in despair.

For another example, now he is facing the questioning of how to return, but Wang Junkai didn't come along.

Their relationship, their relationship, should we say it is strong or fragile?

It's a pity that the reality can't help him to think too much, the problem is imminent, and he has to face it alone.

Taking a deep breath, he answered, "It happened a long time ago."

Wang Junkai, he likes it.

Lying, he doesn't like it.

Mother's chest heaved violently for a while, and she finally restrained her emotions and continued: "When was a long time ago? When did you confirm...?"

Hearing that his mother couldn't even say the words "confirm the relationship", Wang Yuan smiled wryly: "It was his birthday the year before last."

"Then what happened to you last year?"

"It's just...he wanted to protect the current company I signed with. I don't know, so he quarreled." He didn't want to talk about the complicated things, and today's focus is not on those, "We will get back together this year."

Seemingly remembering that the opportunity for reconciliation was her white lie, Yuan's mother couldn't help frowning even deeper: "You two, why are you okay?"

Such a question made Wang Yuan feel a little bit stabbed, and his already unstable emotions had a tendency to explode: "What is good? Of course we are together because I like him and he likes me!"

Yuan's mother also noticed that the question just now was inappropriate. She didn't worry about her son's agitation, but tried her best to calmly say: "I don't mean to be prejudiced, and I also know that you two are good. You two have never had a bad time since you were young. , but I just want to ask you, there are so many ways to like each other, why do you choose the most difficult one?"

Wang Yuan was stunned for a moment. He always knew that his mother was a very open-minded and thoughtful person. He felt that he had inherited this character to a large extent, but he never thought that his mother would ask such a question.

There are so many ways to like each other, friends, confidants, brothers...why do they choose this one?

Thinking about it carefully, rather than saying that he never considered this issue, it is better to say that he has never made such a choice.

I don't know when Wang Junkai became the most important, closest and favorite person, and everything after that was only the deepening of feelings and the aggravation of desire. From the beginning to the end, he never chose the relationship between the two.

There is no choice at all, and the definition of "relationship" doesn't matter at all.

Some are just his obsession to want this person to be completely his own.

After thinking it through, he raised his head and said softly, "Because we have no choice at all."

These words came out with a heavy sense of fate.

Yuan's mother stared at him silently for a while, then suddenly said: "Yuanyuan, do you still remember what mother told you is the greatest expectation for you?"

"Remember……"

"Be healthy, happy, and free," Yuan's mother looked at him and said, "Your father and I have never planned anything for you, and we have always respected your choices, but why are your choices always in line with your mother's expectations? Going the other way? Is that a burdensome expectation?"

"I didn't, I just..."

"When you debuted with Xiaokai, when you signed a contract with the company alone, and now, are you happy? Are you free? Most of the time, even your health is a problem? Now, you still tell me that you want to be with me. Xiao Kai together? Don’t you know how difficult this road will be once you go down?”

The question came head-on, making Wang Yuan feel depressed: "Mom...are you disappointed in me?"

It's a pity that my mother didn't answer him, but said: "I just want to hear you answer my question."

Wang Yuan was silent for a while, and slowly said: "I can't lie and say that being with him is always happy... But as long as it is related to him, those happiness and unhappiness are very precious to me, and I don't want to miss it at all... ...Of course I know it's difficult, it's already very difficult now, and it may be even more difficult in the future, but I still want to be together, I really... have nothing to do with myself."

"That means you don't plan to separate from him no matter what I say?" Yuan's mother frowned and asked.

"Mom..." Wang Yuan's tone and eyes were filled with pleading, he knew that such acting like a baby was meaningless, what would Wang Junkai do at this time?Apologize?promise?Or just keep going without saying anything?

"Okay, don't talk anymore, I think you haven't thought it through at all." Unfortunately, his mother didn't give him time to think, and stood up and said, "You can go back tomorrow, let's think about it separately."

Wang Yuan was stunned, wanted to explain something but didn't know where to start, he would rather be beaten like Wang Junkai, hang on like this tepidly, the degree of discomfort is beyond description.

His mother's reaction like this seems to indicate the attitude of everyone else in the future. Feelings seem to be worthless, and only universal standards can involuntarily judge right from wrong.

But even if he was given a chance to distinguish, what would he say?

The deep friendship that has been going on since childhood, the tenderness and throbbing that I didn’t understand when I was young, the stubborn idea that I just want to be together now, and the pain of being torn apart when I read the word “separate”, everything has long been Integrate into blood and soul, how to express it in pale words?

In the end, he looked at his mother's back, and only the simplest and most true sentence remained:

"Mom, I really love him."

But his mother didn't look back, and just said coldly before closing the bedroom door: "You shouldn't have been allowed to participate in that activity in the first place."

Leaving Chongqing is not very pleasant every time, but this time it reached the peak of depression.

Fortunately, before going out, my mother still told me a few words like "eat well and don't be too tired", so that Wang Yuan would not feel that he was really kicked out of the house.

On the way, I received a WeChat message from Wang Junkai: "Why did you come back today? How is the situation at home?"

I was a little resentful, but I still remembered what happened to Wang Junkai, so I asked instead, "What happened to you yesterday?"

"It's just a matter of work, it doesn't matter." Wang Junkai replied quickly, "What about you? What's the matter?"

Holding the phone, Wang Yuan didn't know where to start. He seemed to have a lot to say, and he didn't want to talk to this guy who broke his promise because of work. He struggled for a long time and didn't reply, but he received another message: "Are you free tonight? Meet me OK?"

Seeing this, Ruan Ruan, who came to pick him up, hurriedly asked, "Sister Wei Ru didn't say why she was so anxious? Will it continue until night?"

"Ahhh!! I almost forgot!!" The little assistant was startled, and frantically dug out a folder from his backpack, "Sister Weiru asked you to take a look at this on the way, and I'll talk about it when I get to the company. She said that she will meet the director and producer in the afternoon, so there should be no plans for the evening."

Wang Yuan nodded, and after replying "Yes" to Wang Junkai, he unhurriedly opened the folder.

The moment he opened it, he understood the reason why Han Weiru called him back in such a hurry——

What I have in my hand is not only a movie proposal, but also a rare opportunity.

I had a pleasant talk with the director the night before, and the time dragged on for a long time. Coupled with worrying about Wang Yuan's situation and not being able to sleep well, Wang Junkai was in a state of depression all day the next day.

Of course, all of this quickly improved the moment he saw Wang Yuan.

But the kid had a displeased face, and he didn't even give him a good face when he entered the door.

"Sorry." Wang Junkai knew that it was bad for him to break the appointment, and he looked guilty when he apologized.

But Wang Yuan ignored him, stood at the door and stomped his feet indifferently.

After being stunned for a while before he realized it, Wang Junkai couldn't help laughing, showing his small canine teeth, and then bent down to untie his little friend's shoelaces.

Such a cute way of punishment is simply enjoyable.

So when he was holding that beautiful ankle to put on slippers for someone, Wang Junkai couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed the exposed knee under the shorts - the person he likes is really lovable all over.

The kid blushed for a moment, but still kept a straight face, and stretched out his hand to pull him up who was leaning over.

Wang Junkai smiled and pulled him into the room, but when he turned around, he saw the child standing there motionless, with both hands raised as if to hug him.

When he was about to hug him, he was slapped on the shoulder. He watched Wang Yuan raise his chin in a daze, and then suddenly realized that he turned his back and bent down.

Having achieved the expected effect, Wang Yuan didn't follow the routine and threw himself on his back, but spared him and walked into the room.

Wang Junkai was stunned, he couldn't laugh or cry - every minute the little guy blows up his hair is unexpected.

But it's so cute!

After tossing around for a while, the awkwardness on Wang Yuan's face finally disappeared, but his voice was a little hoarse when he spoke: "Is there any problem at work?"

"No," Wang Junkai found out immediately, "What's wrong with your throat? Have you caught a cold?"

"A little bit, the audition was a little too hard this afternoon." Wang Yuan shook his head to indicate that it's okay, seeing Wang Junkai's face turned sour, he quickly changed the subject, "I haven't calmed down yet, did you get beaten up when I agreed to see my mother?"

Wang Junkai was startled, grabbed him and lifted his clothes: "Did you say that? Auntie hit you?? Where did it hurt??"

Wang Yuan pushed his hand away and said in a low voice, "It would be fine if she hit me."

"...What did Auntie say?" Wang Junkai felt that the situation was not good.

"She said it would have been nice if she hadn't sent me to the company to participate in an event."

"Then... what do you say?" When he asked this question, his voice was difficult.

Wang Yuan looked at his face, which was entangled with self-blame and regret, which was painful to see, so he smiled and whispered: "I said I really love you."

After being stunned for a moment, Wang Junkai pulled the man into his arms and tightened his arms, which was painful.

"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..." A slight choked sob was mixed in it.

"Fool..." Wang Yuan buried his face on his shoulder, feeling the joy of finally being able to breathe under the pressure of being slightly suffocated—this person's embrace can save him from all his entanglements, "shouldn't say at this time Do you love me too?"

"Wang Yuaner..." Wang Junkai's breath swept over his ears, bringing a tingling touch, "I..."

"Don't say it," the little guy suddenly interrupted him, breaking free from his embrace, "I won't let you say it."

Wang Junkai looked confused: "Why??"

"Because I'm going to starve to death," Wang Yuan touched his stomach confidently, with an unnatural blush on his face, "Wouldn't it be a shame if my stomach growled after you finished speaking?"

"...Hahahaha what?" Wang Junkai convinced him that his mouth was wrong, "Okay, okay, let me cook for you, okay?"

"Good~(//▽//)"

After rushing for a while, Wang Junkai felt an unprecedented sense of satisfaction when he sat down and watched the children chopping noodles into their mouths.

This kind of satisfaction is not worth mentioning that an important job is not enough. Even if he has the opportunity to stand on the podium of his dreams in the future, it is estimated that it will be harder than the peace of mind and happiness at this moment.

"How about this," after thinking for a while, he suddenly took out his mobile phone, opened WeChat to create a group, pulled the two of them and their parents into it, and then sent a photo taken while cooking just now: "He Yuan'er Let’s cook and eat together, so happy.”

In the photo, he was busy cooking noodles. Wang Yuan took a selfie with his mobile phone and posed handsomely, but it made him look like a home cook.

Wang Yuan watched him toss, put down his chopsticks and took out his mobile phone, clicked in silently and looked at it for a while.

Obviously it was a photo taken by myself, but it looks like this, but for some reason, there is an urge to cry.

The photos are very cute. He likes them so much and wants to take more photos in the future.

The parents hadn't reacted yet, but he knew they would.

So he tapped the screen too, adding:

"Xiao Kai cooks delicious food, really happy."

He was really really happy.

When he looked up, Wang Junkai was staring at him intently, his bangs looked soft, and his eyes were also soft.

Some embarrassedly choked on purpose: "What are you looking at? Have you never seen a handsome guy?"

But Wang Junkai still looked at him, until his ears turned red, then suddenly leaned over and kissed his eyes.

Now Wang Yuan's entire face was flushed. After being together for so long, the throbbing during intimate contact was never the slightest bit less: "Why are you doing it? Believe it or not you have a cold?!"

Unexpectedly, Wang Junkai smiled even more gently, holding the back of his head and pulling him into his arms:

"Infect me, and you'll be fine."

After the superfluous things like clothes were discarded, Wang Yuan lost his mind and felt the profoundness of Chinese language and literature. For example, the four characters "dry firewood and fire" are so vivid and vivid...

"Wang Yuan'er, what are you still thinking at this time?" The big tiger lightly pushed the little rabbit's sensitive point rather dissatisfied.

He swayed his waist impatiently, and complained when he spoke: "I was thinking...why don't you even let people eat well..."

"Because I'm hungry too..." He bent over and kissed his earlobe with a wicked smile, "I'm about to starve to death."

Big white eyes rolled up to the sky: "Forget about starving to death."

But Wang Junkai didn't talk to him anymore, and touched his forehead in the fierce action, with that kind of irresistible domineering and gentle, panting slightly: "Yuaner, if you haven't met me... Wouldn't it be much easier?"

What a nasty fellow, indulging his body with such an almost unbearable pleasure, yet making him think such annoying questions.

"Well... how can there be so many ifs?" The moisture in the eyes is both physiological saline and thinking about the feeling of this encounter, "...I won't assume that such a good thing never happened..."

Then he tightened his body maliciously to teach the nonsense guy a lesson: "Don't you...would think about this kind of question?"

Wang Junkai was distracted by him, his face was both helpless and affectionate, he squeezed his hips and brought the two of them to the peak: "I don't have the energy to think so much..."

"All I can think about is loving you."