【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[Love makes people have armor, but also suddenly has a weakness. 】

The day before his 19th birthday, Wang Junkai returned to Chongqing.

Wang Yuan did not dare to believe that Wang Junkai could really come back until he received him at the airport.

It's not that he didn't believe what Wang Junkai said, but that he didn't dare to have too many expectations because he was afraid of being disappointed. After all, this guy couldn't go home during the Spring Festival.

So when Wang Junkai squeezed into the car through the crowd at the airport, Wang Yuan showed half a small head and resentful eyes from the back seat, and complained half-jokingly: "You still know how to come back?"

His tone was soft, almost like being coquettish, Wang Junkai felt that he was really hopeless—six or seven years ago, it was okay to think that children were cute, but now that he is so old, this feeling has not diminished but increased, every time he is cute He wanted to hug and rub it -- but it's okay to think about this kind of thing, so he just stretched out his hand and rubbed the little rabbit's soft fur: "Why, you're not welcome?"

The hairstyle was ruined, but Wang Yuan didn't resist. He was uncharacteristically quiet, and it took a long time before he said, "Welcome."

Wang Junkai smiled, showing his pointed canine teeth.

Beijing is the first traffic jam, and Chongqing is the second traffic jam. It is normal that the speed of the car cannot be raised in the evening.

But the people in the car didn't feel anxious at all, as if they could see the most beautiful scenery through the car window, and they never got tired of watching it no matter what.

Wang Yuan looked at the half profile of Wang Junkai facing the car window, and suddenly felt a little sour in his heart——

They grew up here, met here, experienced the most immature and passionate efforts together here, and started from here to a broader world.

But no matter how far you go, you will eventually come back, and when you arrive here, you will feel that your heart has dropped to the ground, and you feel that you have finally returned home.

This feeling disappeared after Wang Junkai went to Beijing last year, which made him struggle and suffer.

But at this moment, accompanied by the affectionate eyes of the person in front of him looking at the familiar scenery along the way, bit by bit, he returned to his heart.

Going round and round, leaving or tossing and turning, they will still go home in the end.

With soft emotions overflowing in his heart, Wang Yuan hooked the corners of his mouth, and turned his head to look out of the car window.

It's really amazing, it seems that the shadows of him and Wang Junkai can be seen everywhere - when I was so young, I really didn't expect that their footprints are almost all over the city.

When he turned his head again, unexpectedly, Wang Junkai had also turned his head, looking at him with a gentle smile.

Wang Yuan lost his heart a few times on the road, but he pretended to be angry when he spoke: "What are you looking at? Brother's face is going to be ruined by you!"

But the warmth in Wang Junkai's eyes was not interrupted, and he said softly: "I haven't been back for a long time."

"Then look outside, what am I doing?" Wang Yuan muttered.

Because compared to Chongqing, I seem to miss you more.Wang Junkai didn't express his real thoughts, but said: "It's been a long time since I saw you."

"I just saw it in Beijing not long ago..." Speaking of that night in Beijing, nothing happened, but it seemed like a lot of things happened, Wang Yuan turned his head away, avoiding Wang Junkai's smiling eyes.

Sending people downstairs, Wang Junkai got out of the car and saw Wang Yuan sitting still, a little strange: "Aren't you going up?"

Wang Yuan looked up at him: "What am I doing up there? It's been a while since you and your uncles and aunts have seen me to join in the fun."

"Okay, I got it." Wang Junkai let go unexpectedly, waved his hand and walked away.

After the car drove away, Wang Yuan came back to his senses——Brother ran all the way to the airport to pick you up, Wang Junkai, why don't you stay for a while? ! !

After returning home for a while, Wang Yuan still felt awkward.

This feeling is really not good.

It is a feeling that he is very active.

He seriously reflected on his own behavior after realizing that he liked Wang Junkai, and suddenly felt a little unbearable to look directly at.

Reaching into Wang Junkai's pocket, singing and apologizing, or sneaking into Wang Junkai's room to sleep... These things he didn't know how to do before, he didn't even think about it.

Because Wang Junkai is always the one who is more active, actively looking for him, taking the initiative to coax him, and taking the initiative to do many things for him.

But he is more like a motivator, using his small emotions, small movements, and even a look to mobilize Wang Junkai.

If you think about it carefully, you will find that they have long since unknowingly left the category of friends and brothers, and get along with each other in an indefinable intimacy. His feelings are not a chemical reaction caused by a sudden heartbeat, but more like many tender details A pile of long-term love.

Love for a long time.

This word that lacks romance and passion does not fit his image of brother Yuan at all.

He originally thought that he would have a thrilling encounter, which would lead to a love story with many twists and turns, and this is what the protagonist of a story should have.

It's a pity that the reality has long arranged for him such a person, among many coincidences and accidents, to attract his attention, penetrate into his life, occupy his heart, and possess his feelings.

This irresistible sense of fate is so thicker than love at first sight that even though he is aware of the many obstacles involved, he is still powerless to resist the fait accompli—he really, really likes Wang Junkai.

What's a little annoying is that ever since he realized his feelings, Wang Junkai has become an existence that affects him, making him always unable to resist taking the initiative to take the initiative, to get closer and closer.

This feeling of being out of control is terrible.

Lying on the bed and thinking wildly for a long time without finding a solution, the phone suddenly rang terribly.

Seeing the words "Han Weiru" flashing on the screen, Wang Yuan felt even more irritable——

"Hello, Teacher Han."

"Hello, Wang Yuan." Han Weiru's voice sounded very happy, "I watched the recent "Northern Spring" promotional activity, it's really outstanding, it seems that I'm well prepared."

"Ah... I didn't make any preparations at all, it's because the organizers have prepared well." For some reason, Wang Yuan felt a little embarrassed, and slandered that you were looking at me or Tang Yu.

Han Weiru smiled: "Don't be nervous, I won't eat you if I make a phone call, and I won't go around the bush anymore. I don't know how you think about the last proposal?"

The expected question made Wang Yuan relax a bit: "Maybe I didn't express it clearly enough at the time. I'm sorry, Mr. Han, I really have no intention of leaving the current company."

"No at that time? Is it still not there now?" Han Weiru's tone was very soft, but his attitude was completely opposite. "What have you been doing for a while? Apart from "Northern Spring" coming to your door, has the company provided you with suitable resources? ? Sang a commercial song? The announcements were all brought about by "Northern Spring"?"

Wang Yuan is not soft-tempered, he subconsciously wanted to choke back, but after thinking about it for a while, he had nothing to say, so he said: "The company naturally has the company's arrangements, I just need to do my own thing well."

"I heard that your company is going to launch a new group soon? The juniors are also growing up very fast." It's a pity that Han Weiru didn't answer his criticism, and the meaning of what he said became more and more obvious.

Wang Yuan took a deep breath and said, "Mr. Han, what exactly do you want to say?"

I thought Han Weiru would be aggressive, but she turned around and took a persuasive tone: "Wang Yuan, it's not that I force you to accept my proposal, but I think you don't realize how important this time is to you. Point, you will be an adult this year, what does it mean? I believe you have already seen part of it from Wang Junkai. If the company is not doing well at this time, don’t you understand how it will affect future development?”

Didn't hear Wang Yuan's retort, Han Weiru continued his efforts: "Also, next year you will take the college entrance examination, and the choice of school will directly determine your future route. From a career point of view, of course I suggest you to develop in all directions, but what do you do? Is it a singer or an actor? This positioning will bring very subtle differences. I don’t believe you haven’t thought about it. If you have your own choices and plans, will your company give you enough support? It’s not bad if you don’t hold back? I I don't want to be alarmist, but these are very real issues, I really value you, so I hope you can think clearly."

The night was as cold as water, Wang Yuan didn't shrink into the comfortable bed on time, but sat on the floor with bare feet, staring blankly for a long time.

He was a little annoyed that he didn't say the cruel words that overwhelmed Han Weiru in the end, and he couldn't refuse categorically - he had to admit that Han Weiru's words really hit his sore spot.

plan?Have it?

Actually no, all he has now is a little reverie and a lot of confusion.To be honest, he has no confidence at all whether his reverie can be recognized and supported by the company.

Are you a singer or an actor?

What exactly do you want?

Wang Yuan, Wang Yuan, have you really thought it through?

He couldn't help but think of some things in the early days. At that time, when a contract was placed in front of him and his parents, he was actually a little hesitant, and his mother was a little bit against it-becoming a teenage idol, although he didn't have the same relationship with his family. The principle of happy growth first runs counter to the principle, but there is always a feeling that something is wrong.

Later, the facts also proved that it is hard to say who is more burdened and rewarded by this road.

But he still remembers that Saturday when he went to the company for training, Wang Junkai greeted him excitedly before he entered the door, laughing so hard that his teeth would fly out.

At that time, when he saw Wang Junkai like that, he knew that he could not refuse.

Whether this is the life he wants remains to be determined, but this is the path Wang Junkai has always wanted to take.

Karry Wang said, "His cuteness and my handsomeness can form a combination".

Although the results were a bit off, but the fulfillment of the prophecy was already the biggest surprise for the young man.

So he chose this path destined to be extraordinary and unstable, and together with Wang Junkai, he made the initial agreement.

What kind of mentality did he make such a choice at that time, the answer is no longer verifiable and is no longer important.After all, he has already gone so far with Wang Junkai to this point.

But what about the future?

What exactly does he want?

His thoughts were in a mess, and the joy of receiving Wang Junkai during the day and those little thoughts were washed away by a phone call from Han Weiru.

Wang Yuan hugged his knees, and the only question in his head was "what do you want?", circling around like a headless chicken. Of course, the fact that Wang Junkai's birthday is half an hour away would occasionally struggle to jump out.

Inevitably, he was stuck with this seemingly simple question.

The phone rang suddenly, and the vibrating sound startled him.

The moment it was unlocked, the answer that was suppressed in the bottom of my heart and dared not say it was ready to come out.

The message was from Karry Wang, who said, "Go downstairs [smiley face]."

Looking at those two words and that silly smiling face, Wang Yuan couldn't help reaching out and grasping the dangerous answer.

He wants Wang Junkai.

The midnight wind messed up the boy's hair, but it added a casual handsomeness to him.

After seeing it thousands of times, Wang Yuan was stunned when he saw Wang Junkai when he went downstairs.

That guy didn't deliberately act handsome like he did in front of the fans, but he looked like he was riding a supercar while relying on a bicycle. I don't know what he was excited about.The darker eyebrows and eyes became more and more defined in the night when he grew up, and there was a vast ocean in his eyes looking directly at him.

Wang Yuan couldn't help curling his lips.

The guy he likes is really handsome.

The most handsome man ever.

Deliberately swaying over, looking at the other party's expression of embarrassment and wanting to greet him, he smiled from the bottom of his heart, that kind of smile that was too sweet, Wang Yuan finally walked in front of Wang Junkai: "It's so late, uncle and aunt are asleep?"

"Well, why haven't you slept yet?" Wang Junkai's gaze was glued to his face.

Wang Yuan rolled his eyes speechlessly: "If I fall asleep, who will care about you, besides, you are not..."

Halfway through the sentence, Wang Junkai showed his small canine teeth: "Are you waiting to say happy birthday to me?"

"...I haven't asked you yet, why did you come here?" Wang Yuan's ears were a little hot, and he avoided Wang Junkai's question.

But that stubborn guy won't let him go: "I want to hear you say happy birthday to me face to face."

Now Wang Yuan's cheeks became hot, he didn't understand himself, even if he likes Wang Junkai, but they are so familiar, what is there to be shy about?He could only avoid the seriousness and said lightly: "Did you come here by bicycle?"

"Well, but the most important thing is," Wang Junkai nodded, stepped into the car and patted the back seat, "Come up."

When Wang Junkai bought a mountain bike, he insisted on installing the back seat. He laughed at him for a long time, but at this moment, he sat on the back seat involuntarily, and he slapped his face.

"Where are you going?" Looking at the strong and beautiful shoulders and back of the big tiger, Brother Yuan turned into a little rabbit in seconds, and swallowed.

Wang Junkai didn't answer him, just said: "Catch it."

"Grab it." Wang Yuan gripped the edge of the back seat tightly.

The person in front couldn't help sighing, stretched out his hand and pulled his hand to his waist: "This is called grabbing it."

In fact, the question where are they going to is just a white question, because Wang Yuan already knew where they were going.

Summer nights are still hot, but the air by the river is cool and pleasant.

The wheels spun rapidly, and the air that hit them was gathered into wind, mischievously pulling up the hair on their foreheads, revealing their masculine eyebrows.

The two people who had been nestled in the nanny car, the studio and the practice room seemed to be able to breathe at this time, breathing in the air called freedom, and smiling like two children in the wind.

Long time no see, these two people are in Chongqing.

It's been a long time, and these two are together.

It's been a long time, and the two laughed together like this.

There is home, family, friends, all the memories, and a sense of freedom in this city.

Most importantly, there are all traces of you and me along the way.

With our spotless sincerity.

Wang Yuan smiled, his eyes were fixed on Wang Junkai, and he didn't know if it was blown by the wind, but it seemed damp.

He hugged Wang Junkai's waist tightly in the wind, leaned closer, and shouted loudly regardless of whether the time was up: "Wang Junkai! Happy birthday!"

"What did you say??" The man riding in the wind also shouted with a smile, not sure if it was true or teasing him.

"I said! Wang Junkai!" Wang Yuan's eyes suddenly became quiet, and his voice dropped dozens of decibels in vain, "I really like you."

The wheels screeched to a screeching halt, and Wang Junkai managed to stop when one foot hit the ground. When he turned around, his eyes were full of surprise and doubt: "Wang Yuaner, what did you say?"

"I said," Wang Yuan calmly surprised even himself, "Wang Junkai, happy birthday."

Maybe it's just the fingers that can't help but clenched more tightly, accidentally revealing the mood.

Wang Junkai didn't ask him again, just said: "Where is the gift? What about the gift? You didn't put it in the wrong pocket this time, did you?"

"Remember?" Wang Yuan smiled, took out a small box from his pocket and handed it to him.

When the hands meet, the two bracelets that are almost identical have not been seen for a long time - even such a small thought, the exact sameness is unavoidable.

Seeing the bracelet, Wang Junkai smiled even wider, and shook the box in his hand: "What is it?"

"Look for yourself," Wang Yuan parked the car for him to free up his hands, "but hurry up, the weather is so hot that it might melt."

Wang Junkai was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly opened the box——

Unexpectedly, it is actually handmade chocolate, or heart-shaped.

"Chocolate??" Wang Junkai looked confused, not to mention that this is not Wang Yuan's style, everyone knows that he has always had a normal feeling for sweets.

"Why, you don't like what Brother Yuan made with his own hands?" Wang Yuan suddenly looked away for some reason, "Don't worry about the shape, there is only one mold at home."

"It's not that I don't like it." Wang Junkai's eyes were actually glued to the chocolate all the time, and he didn't notice the child's unnatural expression. "It's just a little surprised."

Wang Yuan didn't explain anything, just said: "Try it."

Wang Junkai obediently put the chocolate into his mouth, but in the next second he showed a messy expression that didn't even dare to close his mouth.

"What's wrong? It's so unpalatable? I tried the test product and it's okay." Wang Yuan was startled when he saw his face.

"I forgot to take a picture as a souvenir..." Wang Junkai broke down.

"..." Wang Yuan closed his mouth for him, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "Stupid or not!"

The weather is hot, the chocolate is a little soft, and it melts in the mouth. After a short period of bitterness and sweetness, there is a mellow aroma of wine.

It's a bonbon.

Wang Junkai was taken aback for a moment, his eyes fell on Wang Yuan's reddish pinnae.

On New Year's Eve, it's also a bonbon.

The liqueur chocolate that time was the taste of a first kiss.

Wang Junkai stared blankly at that lovely blush, agitated with many, many emotions in his heart, and what emerged were countless moments of his heart pounding for Wang Yuan.

Those insignificant details-the color of pupils in the sun, the arc of eyelashes, the corners of the lips that are slightly raised, the teeth biting the lower lip, the hair blowing in the wind, the specific time when calling his name accent, the frequency of bumps and bumps when walking, including the bright color of the pinnae at the moment—all of these are the decisive little things at the moment of his "heartbeat" that allow him to confirm his emotion as liking of course.These small details stir the heartstrings, but they cannot be clearly described. The more special one's own desires are, the more vague the expressions are, almost elusive intuitions.The failure of language only allows him to express it all in one word, and that is: "cute".

His gaze was so intense that it was a bit blatant, which made Wang Yuan a little anxious, and he couldn't help but want to say something to break the silence and the atmosphere that seemed to be secretly burning: "Eat seriously, this is the only one that succeeds."

Sure enough, this gift should not be given... Although homemade gifts have been made before, and Wang Junkai has also made them for him, but wine chocolate is really not an ordinary thing for the two of them, and the care he put in it is too much. It's easy to see through... But I don't know why, maybe the desire in my heart is too deep. When I first thought about the gift, the idea of ​​liqueur chocolate came up for the first time and never went on.

Just because that first kiss really meant something to him.

"Only this one?" Wang Junkai asked, his eyes were deep, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"En." Wang Yuan answered absently, his expression changing rapidly, tangled, shy, bewildered, even a little bit regretful... He didn't care about expression management anymore, his thoughts were all written on his face.

Wang Junkai didn't miss a single bit of his emotions, and all kinds of doubts and guesses crossed his mind. Unexpectedly, all the answers seemed to point to the result he wanted most—a result that he had never even dared to think about.

But during this period of time, Wang Yuan stretched out his hand actively, Wang Yuan sang to him "Secret Sign", Wang Yuan appeared in his room, and this wine chocolate...is it possible? They are all used as evidence to prove that the "I really like you" that was just diffused in the wind is not his wishful thinking.

I thought a lot, but my body made a decision faster than my brain——

When the clock struck midnight, the wind on the river seemed to have stopped suddenly.

On a deserted turn on Nanbin Road, the light from the street lamps gave off a sense of silence and warmth.

But the light falls on the happy man.

19-year-old Wang Junkai bowed his head and kissed 17-year-old Wang Yuan.

Sweet, bitter, mellow, that is the taste of liqueur chocolate.

Soft, moist, green, that is the touch of Wang Yuan's lips.

The person in his arms seemed to be trembling slightly, and the slender shoulder blades collided with his palm with an unfathomable magnitude, as if he was really scared.

But the lips that were easily opened, and the tip of the tongue that seemed to refuse but also seemed to be expressing shy longing.

Wang Junkai clasped the back of Wang Yuan's head and shoulders tightly, feeling that he was shocked by the turbulent emotions like hypoglycemia or turning hundreds of times on the rotating table, and the only thing left in his mind was not wanting to separate.

Between the opening and closing of the lips, a low voice murmured in the throat, but there were only two words "Wang Yuan, Wang Yuan".

I really like it, I really like it.

The way home is a bit longer than it was.

Of course, this is most likely because Wang Yuan refuses to ride in Wang Junkai's car again.

Wang Junkai hesitated for a long time along the way, and wanted to speak countless times, but was blocked by the knife-like eyes of Little Scorpio and Li.

It wasn't until he was about to arrive at Wang Yuan's neighborhood that he felt that he couldn't delay any longer, so he said in a desperate mood: "Wang Yuaner, I just want to ask a question..."

"If you dare to ask me whether I like it or hate it," Wang Yuan said without looking at him, "I will never talk to you."

"..." Little Scorpio was really terribly shy. Wang Junkai was hit by what he said, and he was already dead, but now he really didn't know what to say.

So all the way to the downstairs in silence, Wang Junkai looked at Wang Yuan who was about to enter the building without saying a word, and couldn't help calling him: "Go back now?"

"Otherwise??" Wang Yuan looked swollen, and he didn't know what he was angry about.

Turned around and walked a few steps, then turned his head again: "Wang Junkai."

"Ah? Huh? What's the matter?" Wang Junkai was a little confused.

"Happy birthday." After all, it's a special day, so we can't just leave like this.

Wang Junkai, who had a tangled expression on his face, suddenly laughed so hard that he showed his canine teeth, pointed to his own mouth and said, "Thank you for your birthday present..."

Unexpectedly, before he finished speaking, Wang Yuan suddenly changed his expression, walked over a few steps and kicked him on the shin of his calf, then turned around and ran into the corridor without looking back.

The little Scorpio was so ruthless, Wang Junkai stood there with a dazed expression on his face, he didn't rub it, he didn't wake up until he saw the light in Wang Yuan's room upstairs——

I said... chocolate...

Although the calf might really be bruised tomorrow, the little tiger still had a smirk on his face on the way home, not afraid of the wind blowing into his teeth and catching cold.

He was only halfway through the bike when he suddenly felt his phone vibrate. Thinking that it might be the little rabbit who had just exploded, he stopped the car and took out his phone.

"Happy birthday~"

It was Tan Sisi.

Wang Junkai rolled his eyes, and was about to put his phone back in his pocket and hurry home, when a second message came:

"Wang Junkai, I can bring you back to the place where you should be most, your favorite stage, don't you really think about it?"

The happy mood was discounted, Wang Junkai frowned, and quickly replied: "Thank you for the birthday wishes, but I really don't consider other issues."

"Can we have a face-to-face meeting?" The other party replied quickly, obviously waiting.

"Sorry, I don't think it's necessary anymore." Wang Junkai was resolute.

After seven or eight seconds of no movement, he put the phone back in his pocket contentedly.

It's a pity that before the feet stepped on the pedals, the mobile phone vibrated again.

have no choice.unlock.

The moment he opened the WeChat interface, the expression on Wang Junkai's face suddenly froze.

Tan Sisi said when they met for the first time: "I have been following you for a long time, so I still know you very well."

It now appears that she was not lying.

She said: "My dad has met Han Weiru, is it necessary to talk about Wang Yuan face to face?"