【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

【We used to yearn for the starry sky together, but now I yearn for you. 】

The moment their eyes met, Wang Yuan's heart missed more than a beat.

Wang Junkai looked at him with surprise.

What an unbelievable thing, they have known each other for almost seven years, and they know each other so well that they know how many moles they have on their bodies. It is also an established fact that he will appear here at what time today, and there is no element of accident. Besides, it takes a month , To say it is short is not short, and it is not long to say long. For them who have frequently separated activities in the past two years, it should not be to the extent that they will miss each other very much.

But Wang Junkai was like this, showing a surprised expression.

He smiled like a cat seeing a favorite little fish jerky.

Wang Junkai like this will make Wang Yuan feel silly.

I don't know who said it, the moment when you feel stupid is the moment when your heart is the softest.

Wang Yuan really felt a tender emotion in his heart.

Wang Junkai gave all kinds of himself to the stage, to the camera, and to countless people who like him, but he gave him all his stupid clumsiness.

Such a unique and special, how can you give it to others?

Surprised by the sudden possessiveness, Wang Yuan subconsciously took a step back when Wang Junkai approached him.

This reaction obviously made Wang Junkai a little surprised and dissatisfied, he turned sideways and put his arms around his neck: "Where are you hiding?"

The temperature on his face was a little high, Wang Yuan pressed his elbow against Wang Junkai's ribs, and complained slightly: "Hey, let go!"

The voice was lowered, and the complaint sounded more like coquettish, which made Wang Junkai feel his ears were soft, and his hand was tighter when he didn't let go. Before the recording teacher came, he turned him into a corner: "Wang Yuaner, you have been acting strange recently ah?"

"What's wrong with me! You're the one who is weird!" Wang Yuan didn't know what he was guilty of.

Seeing his wandering eyes, Wang Junkai wanted to tease him: "Tsk tsk, my son's rebellion broke my heart..." After a while, he realized that Wang Yuan didn't make trouble with him as usual, but had a serious look on his face. He looked like he didn't know what he was thinking, so he couldn't help but become serious: "What's wrong with Wang Yuan? What are you thinking?"

Wang Yuan's eyes fell on Wang Junkai's face—it was the best look, with the high spirits of a young man, but he could distinguish the original appearance of this face.

How strange, he doesn't even remember what he was like a few years ago, but he can clearly remember the first time he saw Wang Junkai.

Wang Junkai looked very cute when he was a child—except, of course, when he was sunburned like coal balls after military training in junior high school.

The eyes are big, and when you look down, you can vaguely see the intention of the end of the eyes to rise, the nose is delicate, the chin is small, the hair is long like a doll, and then cut short, it looks like a tiger.

But with this appearance, he always showed a lonely look inadvertently.

It's not the loneliness of a child with no one to play with, but the loneliness of a heart floating somewhere alone.

When sitting by the window in a trance, when the song reaches the depth of love, the subtle sense of loneliness sneaks out.

There is always a bit of astringency when laughing, inexplicably restrained and well-behaved.

Wasn't that detached and stubborn look that first touched my ignorant self?

When did it start to be different?

When playing a game with himself for the first time snatching a mobile phone, the little tiger showed his teeth and claws.

When he was praised by himself for singing well, the shy ghost couldn't help but feel complacent.

Even a little earlier, when he was wrapped in a down jacket and stretched out his hand to say "Hello", his smile brought out the cat pattern on his face for the first time.

From then on, the shy child became a boy who loves to laugh.

Since then, the shadow has become a pair.

After that, it was a long journey from the square passage to the stage and screen.

Wang Junkai has changed a lot, why not him.

He didn't guess whether his appearance brought about the change, nor did he go into details about how a quiet and handsome man became the funny rascal he is now, he just made sure that the meaning of their meeting each other was so profound and obvious, he just Understand that such an encounter must be cherished seriously.

But now, for some reason, he was burdened with a lot of doubts.

For example, Wang Junkai left Chongqing and came to Beijing, which brought him depression and repeated emotions.

For example, about Yang Yin's lonely goal, whether he still insists on self-pull.

Another example is now, imagining a person who occupies Wang Junkai's entire world actually makes him feel so overwhelmed.

Is it because they have long been rooted in each other's world, and they feel so sad when faced with changes?

This kind of pain is the pain of trees cutting off their roots, and his roots are every heartstring extending into Wang Junkai's world.

"Wang Junkai," the moment his eyes fell, Wang Yuan turned countless times in his heart, he couldn't control himself, and asked, "How old are you this year?"

This question is obviously different from any of the ones imagined. Wang Junkai looked at him with some amusement: "Don't tell me that your sudden distraction is because you lost your memory and can't even remember my age."

Wang Yuan didn't answer him, and there was no smile on his face. He continued, "Are you 25 years old? Do you still count on what you say?"

Only then did Wang Junkai realize that Wang Yuan was referring to the matter of Bei Jianing, and quickly said: "No, Bei Jianing is..."

"I know not," Wang Yuan interrupted him impatiently, "but others don't know, your ambiguous prevarication now attracts all controversy and doubts, everyone says you're slapping your face, causing fans to choke each other, What's the point?"

But Wang Junkai did not answer his question directly, but instead asked: "Is this why you have been so abnormal recently?"

"What do you mean because of this? Isn't this important?" Wang Yuan's mood is obviously not very good.

Wang Junkai didn't speak, just looked at him, his eyes were more searching than worried.

The temperature in his gaze was a little high, Wang Yuan avoided it as if he was being burned, and muttered: "Forget it, I don't want to tell you anymore." After speaking, he turned and left.

Wang Junkai was about to hold him back, but unfortunately the recording teacher came in and interrupted the rivalry between the two.

It's not a pleasant experience to record a song with tangled emotions, especially when the song is a mouth-watering song for an endorsement brand.

Although there are many years of tacit understanding and absolute dedication, the speed of the two of them entering the state today is still a bit slow. Fortunately, after a whole day of tossing, they finally completed the task.

All the way back to the dormitory in silence, Wang Junkai was thinking that Wang Yuan would leave early in the morning, so he couldn't let such an important issue follow him all the way back to Chongqing, so he ignored Brother Qiang who was urging them to eat supper, and followed Wang Yuan into his room.

Wang Yuan heard the footsteps following behind him all the time, although he didn't shut the door behind the little tail, he still stood up angrily and sat down on the chair when Wang Junkai sat beside him.

Wang Junkai didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he moved to the chair next to him, and went straight to the point: "Wang Yuan'er, sooner or later, there will be such a day, you should be very clear about hyping up a relationship, don't you?"

Wang Yuan was really speechless about the fact that Wang Junkai would never be able to grasp the point. He glanced at him and said coldly, "How do I know you're making scandals? Didn't you say it's not true?"

"I was afraid that you would be angry. Don't you always hate this kind of thing?" Wang Junkai had a good reason.

It's a pity that Wang Yuan felt that his approach was really stupid: "If you don't tell me, I won't know? Or do you think it's better for me to think that you are in love? You think I will be angry if you think there is a scandal, but I won't be angry if you lie to me gone?"

"I didn't mean to lie to you, and I was in a daze at the time..." Wang Junkai smiled awkwardly, but suddenly realized something extraordinary, "So before you thought that I was really with Bei Is Jianing getting angry?!"

"..." Wang Yuan was at a loss for words for a moment, and it took a while to retort, "I'm not angry!"

"Then you think love is true?" Wang Junkai rarely caught the point.

"..." Wang Yuan felt a little hot on his face, "Only at the beginning."

"If you think about it with your fingers, you know it's impossible. How could I like Bei Jianing?!" Wang Junkai questioned him with his eyes wide open, with an incredulous expression on his face.

"My fingers can't think..." Wang Yuan gave him a big roll of his eyes, "Besides, how do I know who you like? How do I know if you're tempted after filming?"

Wang Junkai didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "What's so tempting about me?"

"Who knows... Maybe you, a senior single dog, will fall in love with someone just by kissing him..." Wang Yuan felt that the more he said, the more outrageous he was, but he couldn't control the speculation that had been turning around in his mind for many times. come out.

From Wang Junkai's expression, he was obviously annoyed by this speculation, but strangely, he frowned and remained silent for a while, then suddenly changed a playful expression and looked at Wang Yuan without saying a word.

"Look... what are you looking at?" Wang Yuan panicked after being stared at by him.

Wang Junkai smiled inexplicably: "Don't you think this is funny?"

"Where, is it funny?"

"If you're tempted by just a kiss," Wang Junkai stood up suddenly, leaned closer and stared at him, "I shouldn't be tempted by Bei Jianing, right?"

In an instant, he understood the meaning of these words, and the scene of the two people kissing tenderly on New Year's Eve suddenly appeared. Wang Yuan felt blood rushing to his head all over his body, and he could only stare blankly at him at close range for a while.

Maybe it was simply caused by Wang Yuan's unreliable suspicion that caused the blood pressure to rise, or maybe it was made impatient by the repeated tussle between the two during this period of time, Wang Junkai suddenly had an urge to take a step forward, So even though he felt Wang Yuan's confusion, he still didn't let go of this topic: "I'm tempted, so are you tempted?"

Wang Yuan was startled again, blinked his eyes quickly, and softened his tone: "Wang Junkai, stop making trouble, I'm not joking with you."

Such indifferent evasion obviously aggravated the symptoms of the manic patient, he even put his hands on the armrest of Wang Yuan's chair, and said in a low voice, "I'm not joking with you...I'm asking you, I'm tempted ?"

"...It's very strange that you are like this, Wang Junkai." Wang Yuan skillfully avoided the important ones.

"Aren't you surprised?" Wang Junkai rarely confronted him tit for tat, "You thought I was in a relationship, so you were angry? You thought I was tempted, so you were angry? Did you also get angry when I filmed the kiss scene?"

This kind of question made Wang Yuan feel embarrassed-Wang Junkai rarely made him feel this way, firstly because Wang Junkai is not a meticulous and sharp person, and secondly because he seldom treats him like this-but the current situation That's it, Wang Junkai stared into his eyes from a very close position, and asked him questions that he subconsciously felt were dangerous.

Most importantly, he had no idea how to answer these questions.

Deny it outright?There is no doubt that he is telling lies with his eyes open.

Straightforward affirmation?It's weird to even say it.

Ambiguous?This kind of answer doesn't count in front of Wang Junkai.

Isn't there a better choice?

some.

Wang Yuan raised his eyes, met Wang Junkai's gaze, and stared directly at each other impartially.

After staring for a long time, there is a faint watery light inside, making the bright stars inside stained with mist.

Stubborn and soft.

Just like Wang Yuan himself.

So Wang Junkai was defeated without any surprise.

He straightened up and took two steps back, turned his face away from looking at Wang Yuan, his eyes swept over the coat that Wang Yuan threw on the bed as soon as he entered the door, picked it up and hung it on the back of the chair, then whispered Said: "It's too late, let's not talk about it, you still have a flight to catch tomorrow morning."

After speaking, he walked out, took two steps, stopped at the door again, opened his mouth but did not look back: "Wang Yuan, you must know that I have never hesitated or doubted about your matters."

When the door closed, Wang Yuan leaned back on the chair as if all his strength had been taken away.

This kind of feeling is not good at all. It is obvious that he used his trump card to deal with Wang Junkai in order to avoid the problem - he took advantage of Wang Junkai's intolerance and tenderness towards him - he did succeed, but he did not "escape the catastrophe" Joy, on the contrary, I feel empty in my heart.

He didn't know what he was regretting, and he didn't know what he was expecting. He only knew that he was like the second female lead who had just played "playing hard to get" in a Korean drama but failed, miserable and annoying.

Wang Junkai is really annoying, and he who has always been narcissistic began to loathe himself.

Wang Junkai is really really annoying, why ask him a question that he can't answer well.

Wang Junkai is really really really annoying, why is he always caught by his crappy methods.

And... Also, what does that last sentence mean?

What is his business?What is there no doubt about?

What the hell is Wang Junkai talking about?

... Anxious, as if a small hand is scratching in my heart.

Sometimes he really feels that Karry Wang can summon all the parts of himself he wants to hide.

No matter how he pretends to be mature, he still wants to have childish quarrels with Wang Junkai.

No matter how salty his face is, he can't help being overjoyed when he sees Wang Junkai.

No matter how hard you try to be strong, you will still be softened by Wang Junkai's every move.

... Regarding him and Wang Junkai, there are too many such situations.

So many people wear tinted glasses, so many people are full of nameless malice, so many people like to pry into privacy... He who is magnified in the sight of these people must have a golden bell-covered iron shirt to protect himself.

But this layer of armor is useless in front of Wang Junkai.

He is like an open book in front of Wang Junkai, and his disguise is always easily punctured... Sometimes, he even feels that he wants Wang Junkai to interpret it.

Come and read it, even I can't read myself.

The moment he walked out of the room, Wang Junkai wanted to throw himself against the wall.

What the hell kind of question did you ask yourself? !

Wang Yuan's surprise and evasion were expected after careful consideration - after all, those questions could not escape some ambiguous meaning no matter how they were excused, and it was only natural to be frightened.

He knew that he was a little anxious, but now the two of them don't see each other a few times a year, and they basically quarrel when they meet, and Wang Yuan is so nice, so nice that there are so many people who covet him, how can he not be in a hurry? ?

So when this incident became a small breakthrough, he forgot the boundaries he had set up for a moment, and said things that shouldn't be said.

Are you upset?

definitely.Wang Yuan is so smart, it probably won't be long before he understands the meaning of his words.

Regret?

not at all.For so long, the two have maintained a distance that is much closer than brothers but has blurred the boundaries. He is always tied up, worrying about Wang Yuan walking away, while trying not to interfere with Wang Yuan's judgment on him. The tepidity makes people uncomfortable.

So this time Wang Yuan's reaction to the scandal between him and Bei Jianing made him really want to give it a try——

How about taking a small step forward?

When Wang Yuan left the next day, the two returned to normal by coincidence.

Farewell as if nothing had happened, leave as if nothing had happened, stay as if nothing had happened.

As if nothing had happened, they continued their lives separated from the two places.

But only two people know what it feels like in their hearts.

With a knot in my heart, it doesn't matter whether I am 6000 meters high or 60 meters above sea level.

Fortunately, the separation didn't take too long this time. After half a month, the group received an invitation for a variety show, and they planned to meet up and record the program directly at the location of the TV station.

The program group is also good at creating topics, and at the same time invited the main creators of "Moss", "Northern Spring" and teammates' works, and plans to make a big one.

Before leaving Chongqing, Wang Yuan received a call from Tang Yu.

Knowing that Tang Yu had a schedule to record this episode, Wang Yuan was still looking forward to it. After all, the two hadn't seen each other for a while.

And to be honest, he is also curious about what kind of sparks will be created when Wang Junkai and Tang Yu, who have been compared all the time, meet, and what kind of scene will be when the old lovers Tang Yu and Bei Jianing meet.

Sure enough, everyone has the heart of gossip.

He wouldn't say that he also wanted to see Wang Junkai a little bit.

Because of the schedule, Wang Yuan and Tang Yu would arrive at the destination one day earlier than the others, so they made an appointment to find a place to gather first.

Tang Yu is a foodie among foodies. She brought her own food map and booked a restaurant box early. Wang Yuan was also happy and relaxed. He planned to have a good meal before recording the show as an energy reserve.

Unfortunately, when he arrived at the restaurant and opened the box door, he suddenly found that the meal was more complicated than he imagined——

In the box, Tang Yu was sitting there with a familiar middle-aged woman beside her.

"Wang Xiaoyuan, long time no see." Tang Yu stood up, her expression normal, as if there was no accident, "Let me introduce you, this is the boss of our company."