【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[People are very strange. They don't like others to lie to themselves, but they like to lie to themselves. 】

Wang Yuan has been staring at the phone for half an hour.

A dialog box on the screen with only one line of text on it.

"Wang Yuan, are you asleep?"

The time display is 2 o'clock in the morning yesterday.

In fact, he didn't fall asleep when he received Wang Junkai's WeChat last night. Of course, he couldn't fall asleep after receiving it.

This is the first message Wang Junkai sent him this year, and it has been 11 days since the New Year.

During these 11 days, they had no WeChat, no phone calls, and they didn't even ask the staff to send messages when they were awkward in the past.

The point is, they didn't quarrel at all.

But at this moment, what worries Wang Yuan is not only that people around him constantly notice that something is wrong between the two of them, but what is even more troublesome is that even he himself can hardly hold back—he used to be acting every day, but now his daily life is still a thing of the past. One more task of pretending to be nonchalant is really tiring and tiring.

Besides, it was reasonable not to reply to the message in the early morning, and it was a bit strange not to reply after a whole day, it felt as if he really had something in his heart.

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!Crashing at the thought of this!What on earth is Wang Junkai thinking? !Wow, what a big trough!Why, why, why the sudden kiss... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

...well, he does have something on his mind.

In the first day or two, he didn't dare to think about what happened that night at all. As soon as a thought came up, he had to suppress it quickly, otherwise he would have a group attack of embarrassment, phobia, heart attack, and cerebral hemorrhage, and he could be killed in an instant. Life.

After the initial chaotic emotions gradually calmed down, the situation did not improve, but became even more terrifying.

He felt as if he was really sick.

As long as he thinks of Wang Junkai, he will feel like he has a fever, his head is dizzy, his cheeks are hot, his heart beats fast, and he can't concentrate on filming at all.

The worst thing is that he can hide it from the director but not from Tang Yu, who plays with him the most.

I can't believe it!Tang Yu actually asked him after a certain NG: "Wang Xiaoyuan, tell me the truth, are you in a relationship?"

What the hell...Wang Yuan didn't dare to recall the way he was tongue-tied at that time, he definitely showed his truth!

Eh?Revealed?It seems that something is wrong...

Anyway, the more he struggled, the more angry he became with Wang Junkai—what was that idiot thinking? !Didn't I just say a word about the kiss scene, why, why kiss him...

On the 8th day of being aggrieved, Wang Yuan finally couldn't help calling Liu Zhihong - he had to find someone to talk to, otherwise he would go crazy.

On the phone, he talked about him for a long time, until Erwen, who was also very busy filming, couldn't help interrupting him: "I said Wang Yuan, you are busy filming and you have time to call me. What you want to say should be Isn’t it a topic like what you ate today…?”

"..."

After three seconds of silence, Wang Yuan finally poured out his bitterness.

He hesitated to describe the situation that day, and then frantically accused Wang Junkai of this inexplicable behavior and the serious consequences that would occur if anyone knew about it.

At the end, he finally breathed a sigh of relief and summed it up in one sentence: "Tell me! Is Wang Junkai sick?!"

Liu Zhihong didn't speak immediately, he seemed to think for a while, and then suddenly smiled and said, "Wang Yuan, you know you're interesting too?"

"Huh? What's interesting?"

"When Wang Junkai kissed you, all you thought about was whether he was angry because you mentioned the kiss scene, whether he was deliberately playing a prank, and you also considered what to do if other people found out, and what to do if the fans found out. You thought about it for a long time. A lot of questions, but didn't think about it," Liu Zhihong said with a rare seriousness, "Does Wang Junkai like you?"

Wang Yuan felt that he was really confused now, and he found his voice after a while: "...Liu Zhihong, do you know what you are talking about?"

"I know, the key is do you know?" Liu Zhihong said with some doubts in his tone, "Wang Yuan, to be honest, haven't you thought about this question?"

Speechless.

Have you ever thought about this question?

To be honest, I thought about it, but I didn't dare to think about it.

He is not a wooden man. He has feelings for Wang Junkai's absolute attention to him. That sentence of "good and gentle" is not just for fun, so there may be one or two moments... No, it is actually many moments. Had this idea.

For example, when Wang Junkai bent down to tie his shoelaces.

For example, when Wang Junkai picked up a spoon to feed him.

For example, when Wang Junkai supported his legs as a pillow or a footstool for him.

For example, when Wang Junkai sang for him late at night.

For example, when Wang Junkai carried him on his shoulders at the beach.

Another example is the countless times when the eyes meet, the laughter is intertwined, and the breath is intertwined.

Wang Junkai must like him, or at least care about him a lot.

But this liking, what it is like, this caring, and what it means, is really hard to define.

And what made it scary for him to think about it was the fact that he had been tempted.

He is not stupid, so he knows that the red face and rapid heartbeat are caused by his heart-moving - facing such tenderness, facing such Wang Junkai, it is more difficult not to be tempted.

However, he doesn't think this is the so-called liking. He and Wang Junkai are like brothers, but what binds them is not blood, but all the past, all the tacit understanding, and the future they both expect.

He knew that he couldn't do without Wang Junkai, and he could feel it from the time Wang Junkai went to Beijing to go to school. However, if he just wanted to monopolize this tenderness, he would move his thoughts that he shouldn't have, and break their original close and inseparable relationship. , that would be too silly.

So he said to Liu Zhihong: "I haven't thought about it, because it's impossible."

After hanging up the phone, Wang Yuan, who was even more entangled, suddenly couldn't laugh or cry—why did he call Liu Zhihong? ?

Dealing with Liu Zhihong does not mean that the immediate problem is solved.

On the 11th day, he received a WeChat message from Wang Junkai.

On the twelfth day, he felt that he could no longer ignore the weird state between the two of them, and such avoidance seemed to have something to do with it.

So when the day is over, he returns to his hotel room and turns on his phone.

"I just finished work, I'm exhausted."

Hmm, looks like normal, send.

What is more difficult than dealing with Bei Jianing's "Wang Yuan 3000 Questions"?After kissing Wang Yuan, he had to deal with Bei Jianing's "3000 questions from Wang Yuan".

This is Wang Junkai's conclusion on the third day after the New Year.

Every time Bei Jianing mentioned Wang Yuan, he could feel the small universe in his heart roaring.

Of course, these are not the most painful parts. The most painful thing is that he wanted to pinch his neck countless times and ask: "Wang Junkai, what are you thinking? Why can't you resist kissing me?! Kissed me again. That long?!!"

In addition to self-disgust and condemnation, Wang Junkai also blamed Wang Yuan a little bit-what's wrong with mentioning the first kiss?He was very opposed to the kissing scene, and Wang Yuan still deliberately used words to provoke him with an expression of watching the excitement, so how could he not be angry?So in a fit of rage... well, well, he admits it's not convincing.

It's useless to think so much, Wang Junkai deeply realized that the most important thing now is to find a reason to explain this matter clearly.

It's a pity that he didn't have any clues after thinking about it for several days, and he often accidentally fell into the memories of that day. He began to beat his chest and stamp his feet—Wang Junkai, Wang Junkai, you are really hopeless.

But to be honest, although he had endless troubles because of this incident, he didn't regret it at all.

Four years ago, he accidentally said "I like you" to the person who should say it because of the need to make a self-made drama.

So later on, no matter acting or variety shows, if he said this sentence again, it would save a lot of burden.

Four years later, his first kiss was given to the person he wanted to give the most because of impulsiveness and atmosphere.

Then, when he really wants to give the so-called first screen kiss in front of the camera, he should be less concerned.

What's more, on the first day of the new year, it was rare to spend a short time alone with Wang Yuan, there were chocolates, and he even kissed Wang Yuan... The combination of these elements was enough to make him intoxicated.

It's really hard to imagine that just the simple contact of two body parts can make people feel excited, happy, satisfied,... happy.

Just because this person is Wang Yuan, this is their first kiss.

Al?Bridge bean sack, this should also be Wang Yuan's first kiss, right? ?

anyway...so even if this incident put his relationship with Wang Yuan in a dangerous situation, he didn't regret it.

After struggling for several days, Wang Junkai did not wait for the sudden inspiration, but he waited for a call from Liu Zhihong.

After saying hello, Wang Junkai was about to ask Liu Zhihong why he was free to contact, so he answered the phone and asked, "Wang Junkai, what's the matter with you and Wang Yuan?"

"What, what's going on?" Wang Junkai looked guilty.

Liu Zhihong said without hesitation: "Wang Yuan called me."

Wang Junkai was flustered when he heard Wang Yuan's name now, what's more, after hearing this, he hesitated for a long time before uttering a sentence: "What did Wang Yuan say?"

"Oh, it's nothing, just kiss him..."

"Stop! Stop! You don't need to say it, I already know it!" Wang Junkai didn't know if there was anyone around him, so he quickly stopped, "What I'm asking you is, did Wang Yuan say anything else?"

Liu Zhihong sighed: "You still don't know Wang Yuan's temper? Most of the time he called me because he was holding back, what exactly he thinks about this matter and what to do about it, in fact, he already has his own idea in mind."

"..." Wang Junkai was silent, he knew what Liu Zhihong said was the truth.

"So? What are you going to do?" Liu Zhihong asked again.

"Nothing," Wang Junkai replied quickly this time, as if awakened by the words just now, he quickly made a decision, "It's still the same as before."

"that's it?"

"that's it."

"why?"

Wang Junkai smiled: "Do you know what I am most afraid of? I am actually not afraid that Wang Yuan will hate me, alienate me, or that he will be angry. What I am afraid of is that he will accommodate my ideas because he does not want to destroy our relationship."

"I've managed enough of him, I don't want to influence him on such an important matter."

Liu Zhihong deeply felt that he couldn't keep up with their magical brain circuits: "Wang Junkai, you two are really weird. Do you remember the words you said when you played the game?" , why is it so complicated', now this matter is quite simple to be honest, it is a matter of what you say, and it is his matter whether you agree or not, why do you have to make it so complicated?"

"I'm just afraid that if I say a word, Wang Yuan will not be able to understand his true thoughts. After all, he always takes my feelings into consideration." Wang Junkai also felt quite a headache, "Besides, our matter is involved. It's not just the two of us, how could it not be complicated?"

"Are you serious? You two have to take care of this and that about your own affairs?"

"Otherwise? Both of us have to go through our heads eight times before we say something, let alone this kind of thing? Do you think we are not burdened?"

"So it doesn't matter if you miss the opportunity because of this?"

"...As long as Wang Yuan is fine, I'm fine."

Afterwards, the two went around and talked for a long time, but they didn't discuss the reason in the end. Fortunately, Wang Junkai at least realized that such a delay was not enough, and finally made up his mind to send that WeChat message.

Within three seconds after Wang Yuan's reply was sent, the phone started to vibrate, so scared that he almost threw the phone out.

Seeing that it was Wang Junkai's call again, he panicked again, and he hesitated for a long time before answering the call.

"Hey?"

"..." There was the rustling of electricity on the phone.

"Wang Junkai?"

"Wang Yuaner."

"..." There was silence again.

Wang Yuan was a little anxious: "Wang Junkai, why didn't you speak when you called?"

"I'm sorry," Wang Junkai apologized subconsciously. He couldn't remember the words he had prepared, so he had to start pleading guilty in an upside-down manner, "Wang Yuaner, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be in a hurry on New Year's night, just... I might just hear you mention it. The kiss scene, thinking about the filming, I was not in a good mood, and then thinking about the pressure of filming that scene for the first time...so...it was relatively late that day, maybe I was not so clear..."

Wang Yuan listened to Wang Junkai's long speech on the phone but only focused on the explanation of the central idea of ​​"that was an accident", and suddenly felt very tired.

He tangled up a lot of problems here because of that kiss. He thought about a lot of things about the two of them. He thought about why many people like to put them together. It once made his heart beat faster. He thought about whether he likes it or not and then felt like it.

However, he didn't expect that kiss to Wang Junkai was really just a momentary accident of excitement.

This feeling is as if you have talked about something enthusiastically for a long time, but the other party's reaction is only one "Oh".

So after Wang Junkai finished his speech, he thought about it and said "Oh".

No matter how dull Wang Junkai was, he could feel that he was unhappy, and asked tentatively, "Wang Yuaner, are you still angry?"

"No." Little Scorpio's low pressure had already defeated his determination to pretend it didn't matter.

"Then..." Wang Junkai thought for a while, but still asked unwillingly, "Are you angry because I kissed you, or because of my explanation?"

Wang Yuan suddenly wanted to laugh——Wang Junkai, can you fool tell the difference between the two?So he asked back, "What's the difference?"

There is a difference.Wang Junkai was pulling himself in his heart, if you are angry because of this explanation, then I actually have another explanation I want to say.

"Forget it," but before he could speak again, Wang Yuan said, "I'm really not angry, it's just... I was a little scared." He actually didn't like to say that he was scared, and felt a little weak, but now he Can't really come up with a better reason.

"Well, I know." Wang Junkai's reaction was also very calm, he didn't know whether he accepted this statement or not, "I'm really sorry."

The two were silent for a while, and then Wang Yuan broke the silence first and began to talk about the two days of filming.

Wang Junkai quickly kept up with the rhythm, and played the daily game of throwing stalks and stalks with him.

Fortunately, they still have an unbreakable tacit understanding.

That kiss seemed to be really an accident, just turn it over and it will be fine.

"Northern Spring" finished filming before the Spring Festival. Wang Yuan stayed in Beijing for two days, and one day he went to Tang Yu's house to play.

The two regained their boyish nature, and they had a great time arguing. It was the kind of quarrel that was really rampant, not the kind of quarrel between him and Wang Junkai that always contained a little tenderness and a little impulsiveness.

The unexpected harvest of this movie is Tang Yu, a good friend.

Then, after nearly four months, Wang Yuan finally got on the plane back to Chongqing again.

While rejoicing that he could go home for the New Year, he also thought about the fact that Wang Junkai will be filming in the crew during the Spring Festival.

Speaking of which, this is not the first time that Wang Junkai has spent the Spring Festival in other places. I think Kai's father and mother will also go to accompany him. It is good to have a family reunion no matter where the New Year is.

But he was a little depressed.

Even if Wang Junkai went to Beijing to study, there are still many opportunities for the two of them to meet. After all, they have to rehearse together and run a lot of schedules together. However, it is really difficult for the two to meet in Chongqing.

He originally thought that Wang Junkai would definitely come back during the Spring Festival, but he didn't expect to shoot "Moss" halfway, and it will be filmed until the end of March.

He originally thought that they would definitely meet in Chongqing during the Spring Festival.

Originally, the two families would definitely get together during the festival.

Originally... originally thought that we could meet each other.

Thinking about it this way, I feel that the anticipation of going home seems to be a little bit less.

The Chongqing where Wang Junkai is not here is not the Chongqing where Wang Junkai went back together. It seems to be a little different from before.

On New Year's Eve and the first day of the new year, Wang Junkai didn't need to film, but just stayed with his parents in the hotel. He sent a WeChat red envelope to Wang Yuan, and then called him: "There is a payment limit for this, and I will give you a big red envelope when we meet later."

"Forget it, I still remember things from my childhood." Wang Yuan's house was full of people and noisy, but he could still hear that he was in a good mood.

Wang Junkai smiled here: "No, now I am an adult, and you are still a minor, so you should give it even more."

"Stupid or not..." Wang Yuan also laughed, "Where are uncles and aunts?"

"As for cooking dumplings, the hotel has them, so I have to cook them myself."

"Well, Chinese New Year..." Wang Yuan was a little absent-minded, paused and asked again, "Wang Junkai, is it okay to celebrate Chinese New Year outside?"

It was a bit strange to ask, but Wang Junkai still understood: "It's okay, but to be honest, I still want to go back. I haven't been back to Chongqing for eight months."

"There is definitely a chance to come back." Wang Yuan felt that his words were not convincing.

"If you don't have a chance to create an opportunity, you have to go back." Wang Junkai's attitude is very firm, "You are still there, I will definitely go back."

I don't know if he heard a trace of Wang Yuan's loneliness, or if he had already had such thoughts in his heart. He didn't say that he wanted to go back there, or his hometown. He said, you are still there, I Will definitely go back.

Wang Junkai's family is not there, and Wang Yuan stays at home honestly except for reunions with his classmates during the Chinese New Year. After all, he usually doesn't have much time to spend with his family.

Until the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, I was summoned by a call from Miss Ren: "Pack up and get ready to go, we are going to visit the crew of "Moss"."

"Huh??" Wang Yuan was puzzled.

"You and your teammates are at home for the New Year, and Xiao Kai is still filming on the set, and he has to film a kiss scene in the past two days. I don't know who released the news, and the fans are arguing again." Xiao Ren is also helpless, " The air ticket is booked, and we will depart in the afternoon and fly directly to Shanghai."

Wang Yuan was a little confused.

He didn't know whether he should focus on "visiting the class" or on the "kissing scene".

Or should it be: He went to visit Wang Junkai for a kiss scene?