I am your black forever

On Saturday, Gu Xiaocheng went home at one o'clock in the afternoon. Before leaving, he asked Fang Jie if he wanted to go out in the afternoon and if he wanted to use the bus card. Fang Jie said no, so he took Fang Jie's bus card and went out. .

At around four o'clock in the afternoon, Lao Fang sent a WeChat message, saying that he was going to go to the place where he had full moon wine in a while, because it was a bit far away, so he set off early.

After a while, Lao Fang thought of taking care of his son Xiao Fang again: "Fang Jie, when I was chatting with Xiao Gu last night, I said that I accidentally scratched the skin on my hand, and he said that he has very useful aloe vera gel. , I want to give me one, and said that I will use that for small scratches in the future, without leaving any scratches. I accidentally scratched it again today, you can ask him if he can give it to me today."

Lao Fang is actually a bit "difficult to describe", good intentions are good intentions, and cuteness is cute, but there is always something that makes people "difficult to describe".Like this kind of thing.When others said they wanted to give him something, he seemed to always remember it, and he would never forget it, very "really".And if he is in a hurry to ask someone for it, he is too embarrassed to tell them directly.Just like this aloe vera gel, he would ask his son if he could ask Xiao Gu to get this gel for him.

Xiao Fang was very puzzled at first, he didn't understand when his father and Gu Xiaocheng got so close.It turns out that the two of them, who can almost be said to be incompatible, have so many things to talk about.He didn't know about such trivial things as his father scratched his skin this week, but Gu Xiaocheng actually knew about it.

He couldn't help wondering if it was possible that before he finished work at night, if Gu Xiaocheng didn't sit down to accompany him, but sat upstairs in the room, his father would be chatting and laughing with Gu Xiaocheng on WeChat, and said Maybe anything can be fooled around.His father would tell Gu Xiaocheng about things as small as a sesame seed, such as scratching the skin with his hands.

In a daze, Fang Jie suddenly remembered how Gu Xiaocheng quietly infiltrated and invaded his territory when he first moved into his small shop on the second floor. The people who are here will not be spared, and they will also start to understand, infiltrate, and invade little by little.Use money and time to buy and impress their hearts, just like his father, Lao Fang, who just fell and was moved by the mere [-] and spent time chatting with him at night.

Fang Jie thought about it, maybe Gu Xiaocheng is more important than him in his father's heart now.Because his father loves money, and his father is sometimes lonely, and needs someone to accompany him to talk more.Elderly people are a special group, whether it is an old man or an old lady, in short, everyone in this group of elderly people has the same characteristics as the group of young women, and the way to impress the elderly people The method of impressing young women is always the same. The most direct and effective way is to spend money and time.

But Fang Jie didn't care as much for his father in these two matters as Gu Xiaocheng did.Or it could be said that his natural conditions did not allow it, his strength did not allow it.First of all, he is not as rich as Gu Xiaocheng, and it is not bad to be able to give 1000 yuan a month to his family; moreover, he does not have as much time as Gu Xiaocheng, he cannot chat with his father for a long time, and he can insist on reporting his safety and chatting every day. A few words are good enough.But Gu Xiaocheng is different, he has money and leisure, so how can Lao Fang not like him.

Fang Jie sighed, thinking: why not talk to Dad in a better tone in the future?Don't always act like you're busy and don't have time to talk... Otherwise, how can you do it?I don't have much money, and I really don't have much time, how can I buy people's hearts like Gu Xiaocheng?But at least I have a good attitude!Just change the tone of talking to my dad from now on, slow down and be patient.

Fang Jie thought about it, and was a little jealous that his father chose to tell Gu Xiaocheng about every little thing, but as his son, he didn't know anything.

But suddenly thought, no!Aloe vera gel?But the aloe vera gel used in my XX?

Although aloe vera gel is multi-purpose, Fang Jie still finds it a bit awkward.He just couldn't imagine such a thing: Gu Xiaocheng brought back several tubes of high-quality aloe vera gel from his country, and handed one of the tubes to him, so that he could remember to wipe it there every time afterwards, and he remembered to use it The next time they were doing something, at the last 'round', because the internal temperature was too high, Gu Xiaocheng opened a new tube of that glue, diluted it with a little pure water, and used it to replace the X-slip agent. easy to use.Now, this guy actually wants to take a tube of this kind of thing to his father to treat minor scratches and damage?

God!Even though he knew that this guy was going to take a new tube of glue to give to his dad, he still had a lot of things he couldn't accept psychologically.Because the memory given to him by the glue is all related to that kind of thing, all related to that part.So even if he knew that this thing was multi-purpose, he was very reluctant to imagine where his father would take that glue and apply it to any wound on his body.This scene...is always a little inexplicably weird.

But he shook his head again, wanting to get rid of that uncontrollable imaginary picture.He thought, father's scratches are more important, and try to let go of other insignificant imaginations and "inherent prejudices" about the glue.He asked his father, "Why don't I send it to you later? He's not here today, he has something to do. I'll ask him later." In fact, he doesn't know how to ask, just one or two tubes of aloe vera gel If he can't control everything, what's the matter?

His father sent a voice message after a while: "Don't come here, it's troublesome to take the bus. You take a tube of that glue to Xiao Qin. You can contact him on WeChat. He is teaching in the English center in Gem Plaza. By then He brought it back to me tonight."

Fang Jie just remembered that he couldn't go to his father's place because he gave Gu Xiao the bus card, unless he put in coins, so he thought about it and forgot, so he replied: "Oh." Then he thought again , I just reflected on how to care more about my father in the future, why did I forget it so quickly?Not implemented?So he added another sentence: "Dad, is your wound serious? Do you have a Band-Aid at home? If there is a little bleeding, just squeeze out the blood and put a Band-Aid on it."

He babbled a lot.After receiving this voice, the old Fang at the other end couldn't adapt for a while.

Just like that time after Fang Jie had sex with Gu Xiaocheng for the first time, he wanted to drive Gu Xiaocheng out but couldn't. He was afraid that he would be raped if he went back into the shop, so he made a special effort to get out. A small shop, standing outside the shop door for such a long time, watching Lao Fang cross the road.At that time, Lao Fang also couldn't understand why his son suddenly became warm and thoughtful, and waved him to go back to the store.

This time, Lao Fang was also very incomprehensible. He didn't understand why his son suddenly became talkative to him.Since my son started the business of this small shop, he has spoken less and less, and he can be concise and concise.I told him before that I had a hot blister on my hand, and he replied that it would go away after a while, and told him where the skin was worn out, and he replied that it would heal within two days, and told him that the eyes were a bit dry, and he The answer is to look at the screen less.There is always nothing more to say.Although it is true that the bubble is so small that it is almost invisible, it will disappear immediately; although the worn place is only so big, it will heal within a day; quit.

But at that time, when Lao Fang told Xiao Fang about these things, he hoped that he would attach great importance to them, instead of dismissing him with a few words or just a few words.Gradually, Lao Fang also realized that Xiao Fang was a bit busy, and it was inconvenient to talk to him about these trivial things, so he consciously stopped talking.

I didn't expect that my son suddenly changed again today, and I took so much care of him because of a bruising matter, which made him not only uncomfortable for a while, but also a little bit at a loss.For a moment, he didn't know how to respond.After a long time, he came back and said: Oh, I see.Put a Band-Aid on it.

After Fang Jie chatted with his father, he sent a WeChat message to contact Xiao Qin, asking him if he was in class, and asked if he could go to his study center later, and wanted to give him a tube of aloe vera gel, and asked him to bring it home at night. his dad.

Xiao Qin sent a message after a while: Oh yes, you can come now.I have one class tonight, and now I am here in the study room.Email me when you arrive.

Fang Jie replied: OK.

After he put down his phone, he looked at himself. He was wearing clothes that he could go out with, and he just needed to replace the flip flops he wore at home with mesh sneakers for summer.

He put down the work in his hand, first went upstairs, came to the drawer that made him very scared, first imagined the condoms and aloe vera gel in the drawer, and tried to get used to their existence consciously.In this way, when he opened the drawer in a flash, he would not feel so uncomfortable when he saw all the things he had classified as "instruments of torture".

He opened the drawer at once - he didn't like to torture himself slowly psychologically, and sure enough, his eyes were full of that kind of thing.This kid is really heartless, he mixed up the top aloe vera gel he was going to give his dad with the condoms he was using to fuck him.To be honest, when Fang Jie took out a new tube of aloe vera gel from the pile of gels and condoms with his own hands, he still thought in his heart that he would ask someone to give it to his dad later. Not to mention how weird it feels.

Out of some kind of hypocrisy, he flipped the tube of glue he had taken out to its original place.The drawer was closed again with a "bang", and the pile of things inside must have vibrated back and forth, and then mixed together again.He opened the drawer again with his eyes closed, reached out and fumbled through the pile of things like a thief groping for a wallet in someone else's bag, and when his fingers touched the long thing, he would take it out, and then again Closing his eyes, he closed the drawer.

The most plausible explanation for his whole behavior is this: self-deception.

It seems that if this is the case, his aloe vera gel is not taken out of that pile of condoms.

He took the glue and went downstairs.Just about to change into the pair of mesh sneakers at the stairs and go out, the sky suddenly changed when I saw it outside. Recently, the rainy season in Wucheng has just passed for a few days, and the weather is still a bit cloudy and uncertain.

The sky outside turned into a dark blue color, just like the color of the sky after the sun had completely sunk after dusk, except that there was a little bit of moisture in this color.There is a look of being unable to let it go. The weather in Wucheng just after the plum blossoms is very strange. Looking at the sky, it looks like the half-dead look that I really want to sneeze, but I can't sneeze after a few struggles.

Fang Jie looked at the day and didn't know if he would fall in a while, so he simply gave up wearing his brand new pair of mesh training shoes bought this year-he was very fond of a 500 yuan plastic basin bought from the vegetable market. Even if you cherish it like that, it is impossible not to cherish a pair of shoes worth more than [-].He was afraid that he would go out later. Although it was only a few steps, if it rained, he would be soaked in water when he walked back. Although the shoes of this price would not be destroyed even if they were soaked in water, they still felt dirty after all.

So he could only wear flip flops instead. These flip flops were bought by Gu Xiaocheng last time, and the quality and color of the flip flops may be higher, so it is reasonable to wear them out.Unlike the pair of flip flops he always wears at home, they are just like the slippers he wears at home, and it would be a bit unreasonable to wear them outside.

When Gu Xiaocheng bought flip flops from him that time, he didn't need to buy them, but Gu Xiaocheng wanted to buy them himself, so he also bought one for him.When trying on the shoes, because his feet were size 41, Gu Xiaocheng suddenly said, "Huh? Why haven't I noticed before, your feet look so small like this." Staring at each other all the time, the two sat on the square pier-like sofa in the middle of the shoe store where you can try on shoes, Gu Xiaocheng sat next to him, he picked out his own flip flops, and he had leisure time Here, "Fang Jie is conducting research on various body parts."

He stared at his feet wearing size 41 flip-flops and studied for a long time, and said, "Well, your height should be at least 43, or your feet fit in size 42. Why are you so small?" Fang Jie thought to himself. What I was thinking was: you can get so many X words just by buying flip flops...

After he finished speaking, he seemed to be still thinking about why he had lived with him for so long but never paid attention to his feet. He also told Fang Jie this question, and Fang Jie couldn't help but said : "This is not something worth noting in the first place, can you stop worrying about it?" He replied: "Yes."

But after buying flip flops that day, Gu Xiaocheng still held his feet and studied for a long time after returning home at night, giving Fang Jie the feeling that he seems to be a person with a foot fetish.

Fang Jie put on the pair of flip flops on the stairs at the moment, recalling the scene of that day, he couldn't help sighing again.He put the glue on the long table, then went to the bathroom, and then went to deliver the glue to Xiao Qin after preparing for convenience.

After toileting, standing in front of the sink and washing his hands, he glanced at himself in the wall mirror.Somehow, he recalled the last time after he had sex with Gu Xiaocheng, he rushed out of the door, rushed downstairs, and saw his unusually good-looking face in the mirror.

He lowered his head to avoid seeing himself in the mirror again.

He doesn't know what happened recently, maybe it's because Gu Xiaocheng is going back to that country of New Zealand, the time we get along with is getting shorter and shorter, and there is always an atmosphere that makes him more and more tense, and there is still some inexplicable It feels like the few days before the exam, and the throat and eyes will dry out from time to time.It was as if due to nervousness, the internal organs were not moving, and the water in the body was not flowing. If I inadvertently swallowed my saliva, I could feel that my throat had always been dry.

Somehow during this period of time, he can always produce or recall many memories out of thin air, and he can't control himself like this at all.

And in the past few days, there has always been a kind of emptiness in his heart, and he always feels that there is something that should be done that has not been done.