I am your black forever

After Fang Jie rushed out the door, he realized that he couldn't walk steadily at all.Going down the stairs was very difficult.He suddenly remembered that once when he went to the building where his father lived, he went up the stairs with a boy behind him. The boy went up the stairs very slowly. The old man Long Zhong who went upstairs was more agile than this young man.At that time, he didn't know what was going on, but now that he thought about it, he felt that it was very possible that that person didn't do anything good the night before!

Fang Jie suddenly felt that from then on, he must have a psychological shadow. Whenever he saw a man walking slowly on the street, he would suspect that he did not do something good the night before.

He walked all the way downstairs to the small bathroom.Turning around, he pulled up the sliding door behind him.The sliding door was not locked, even if it was pulled up, it would not be able to safely seal him inside, but he just wanted to pull up such a door to block the space between himself and the outside.Otherwise, he always has the feeling that all eyes are staring at him naked.

He stared at his own face in the large square mirror, which was as big as half the wall.He originally thought that he would see a pale face, but he didn't expect that the blood on the face inside was exceptionally good.It's also normal, last night Gu Xiaocheng poured water on him unusually many times to nourish his x and qi, and it's only natural that he woke up in the morning with a very moisturized look on his face.

But he can't accept this kind of self, which is a kind of "schizophrenia" symptom caused by the incompatibility between the self he thinks in his heart and the self in reality.

So he fell ill again.The shame and indignation this time seemed to be stronger than the previous one.And the worst thing is that last time he still had someone to vent his anger on, but this time he could only vent his anger on himself, who made him acquiesce the first night.And last night, he didn't believe that Gu Xiaocheng didn't notice the way he looked happy the first few times.So even if he ran up again and wanted to yell at that person, he couldn't yell at that person, because after all, he had seen the proof with his own eyes, and when he said it, he would say, "You don't feel so happy, why? Why are you blaming me?"

When he fell ill, he washed his face and brushed his teeth indiscriminately, regardless of his physical condition, and then "rushed" out of the house.Take a bus all the way, just sit all the way to the end, then change to another bus from the south of the city to the north of the city, and another bus from the east of the city to the west of the city.Anyway, if you see a car with few people, you will get on it, and you will sit in the last row by the window.Anyway, the buses on this day are not air-conditioned, and the whole journey across the city from south to north or from east to west costs only one yuan, and his bus card has a discount, which is nine yuan. Dime.Anyway, he didn't want to stay at home, and he couldn't walk when he went out. He could take a taxi, and he couldn't afford the money. The only way to go for a ride was the lowest cost.

He didn't forget to answer his buyer's questions in the car, he was simply "tough"!

I got off the car at three o'clock, found a nearby KFC restaurant, and ate a hamburger.When he was gnawing his hamburger to vent his anger, Gu Xiaocheng sent a message and asked him: Where are you?

He ignored it at all and never replied to him.

After eating the hamburger set meal, he went out of the restaurant and looked for a bus again.But it is really hard to take the North-South Line or the East-West Line again. If the driver does not change shifts, it will be the same driver as before. I think I will be upset to see him.So he decided to take a ride around the city!

It’s only one yuan to go around the city at this season, so he can go around the city to see the scenery, it’s better than going back home to see Gu Xiaocheng’s face.

Gu Xiaocheng fell asleep until three o'clock in the afternoon today.As soon as he woke up, he saw that there was no one around him, so he went downstairs quickly, and when he looked around, there was no one around.I thought to myself: Yes!sick again...

Fang Jie left him alone in the small shop like this, but Fang Jie had a spare key for the shop, Gu Xiaocheng went upstairs to get the spare key, went downstairs to wash his face, brushed his teeth, and went out up.Originally, I wanted not to bother Fang Jie who was "sick" who was fighting all the time, but I was worried that he would be alright outside alone.So he went to Jewel Plaza, first found a restaurant that served Chinese food in the afternoon, sat in, and started sending messages to Fang Jie.As a result, I sent one, and after waiting for a long time, there was no reply.

There is no other way, he had to send another message, notice: You are outside alone, be careful when eating, don't eat anything spicy.

When Fang Jie received this message, he had already boarded the No. [-] bus around the city, blowing the soft and warm late spring wind all the way, just when he was feeling a little more relaxed.Unexpectedly, I received a message from Gu Xiaocheng, and I was annoyed when I saw it, why don't you eat spicy food, he thinks that behind it is puberty acne, why don't you eat spicy food!Why are you so wide-ranging?So what if he just ate it, what he ate at KFC just now was the spicy chicken drumstick burger.

So Fang Jie still did not return.

Until Gu Xiaocheng finished his meal, he still didn't hear from Fang Jie.

He sighed, went to pay the bill, then left the restaurant and walked slowly towards the small shop.

Back in the store, he sat at the long table on the first floor and waited.At this time, it was almost 04:30, and he was worried that Fang Jie was walking too much outside.And he didn't get a response to any messages he sent to Fang Jie, so he couldn't help but feel a little worried.With no other choice, he could only send a message to old Fang, saying: Uncle Fang, Fang Jie hasn't contacted me since he was gone for a day. I'm afraid there is something wrong with him. See if you can get in touch with him.

Lao Fang was sitting at home. When he saw the message, he was not in a hurry, because sometimes his son was like this. He sent a message, and sometimes he didn't reply until he was going to bed at night.His son didn't keep in touch with him all the time.Over the years, he has gotten used to it, and nothing has happened to him, so this message from Gu Xiaocheng is not enough to arouse his attention and tension.

But he still sent a message to his son, saying: Where is Xiaojie?Xiao Gu said that you haven't contacted him since you went out for a day.

Fang Jie was sitting on the No. [-] bus at that time, contacting a manufacturer with which he had business cooperation.After contacting him, I took a good look at his dad's message. I was angry when I saw it, and I replied directly: I'm outside and I'm going to the factory. Why should I contact him if it's okay?who is he?

When Lao Fang heard this, he was stunned for a moment, thinking why his son's tone was so aggressive, so he replied: I live with you now, just to ask a few questions.Why are you talking so badly?

On the one hand, Lao Fang felt that his son's tone was a bit inexplicably aggressive, how could he get along with others like this; on the other hand, Lao Fang had to keep Xiao Gu's [-] in his heart, he was afraid that the two of them would get along badly, and Xiao Gu If Gu Fei wants to move, he will definitely have to take back thirty-three thousand by then.For various reasons, he couldn't tolerate his own son making such unreasonable troubles, so he insisted on saying a few words in the message to defend Xiao Gu, and at the same time let Fang Jie understand the principles of life.

When Fang Jie saw the message, he secretly felt it was funny, thinking: Yes, yes, not only live together, but also sleep together.You protect him in everything you talk about now, how do you know how he seduces me, when he gets tired of playing hard, he will come soft, and I am really a fucking bitch, so I agreed.How can we go on like this, and we will really get together with him.He only gave you [-], and you treat it as a large sum of money. I have been slept by him five times. My lower body hurts until now. The bus seat is hard. From time to time, the tires hit some uneven road, and the whole car is still following. Jump and jump, and my ass bounces and suffers.Not to mention how much I like him!You know that you are protecting your thirty-three thousand in your heart, and your son will become a gangster at that time. I think you will not be worth the loss when the time comes, and you will be happy for nothing.I just didn't tell you what I said, and you still followed him and babbled.

This was a good one, Fang Jie felt that he had lost touch with his father, so he didn't even reply to him.Instead, he just entangled a lot of thoughts in his chest, as if only he could solve them.

When he finished his trip around the city, it was already almost six o'clock. He found another bus that could go directly to his door, got on it, and planned to finish this trip after this bus arrived at his door. Travel alone, go home and think about life again.

When he got out of the car this time, he crossed the road directly opposite Jewel Plaza.He crossed that road, first went into the Food Court on the basement level of the square, and wanted to find a stall for dinner.He ordered a fragrant pot for one person. He originally wanted to order a medium-spicy one, so he could just kill himself if it was so spicy that it would be painful to see if it dares to be cheap next time to cater to someone's lust^ want.

But he didn't dare to do this, and told others, "Make it a sauce-flavored one for me."

He found a seat and sat down, which was facing the stall of the incense pot, but there was a big round table between the stall and the stall.It is a two-seater, more secretive, with a baffle erected high on the left hand side, and on the other side of the baffle is the place where this food exchange sells food recharge cards.He was at the rear end on this side of the fender, and the top-up card seller sat at the front end on the other side of the fender.

He just wanted to sit in this kind of place where not many people saw him. Anyway, he was ashamed to see his father and his relatives and friends.Although he "does" like a bitch, and he keeps regretting the things he did afterward, but he still does it, and no one can do anything to him.

In his hand, he held a small ticket for the incense pot, and scratched it with his finger. On the white lead paper, there was a black trace when his fingernail scratched it.

Suddenly someone called him at the front of the seat, and he saw that it was a tenant living in his father's house, that Xiao Qin who was described by his father as "slightly gloomy".This little Qin works in a Japanese-funded company near Gem Plaza.

There are many Japanese companies or Japanese-funded factories in this area of ​​Wucheng, ranging from large to small.The company Xiaoqin works for is a small and medium-sized company. In the past one or two years, employees have not always been asked to work overtime, but if they are required to work overtime, they will not be paid overtime pay. work that needs to be done".In other words, the working hours are determined by the workload, not eight hours.But fortunately, it is not very oppressive. Xiao Qin can always go home for dinner on time for four out of five days a week.Sometimes after returning home, they cook simple meals at home, and when they meet Lao Fang or another tenant at the dinner table, they will gossip about the company.

And the gossip that Xiao Qin talks about the most is from their company. Their Japanese boss is in his 70s, and he raised a little wife in Wucheng who doesn't know where he is from in the countryside of Guangdong Province. I live there, but every time I come from Japan, I still have to ask the company's manager-level cadres to help find a clean lady.So when they discussed it in the company, they agreed that the diet structure of Japanese people is absolutely exquisite. Look at the combination of raw fish and rice, the breasts of Japanese women are not much smaller. The Japanese men who come out are so in demand when they reach the age of 70.

Today is Sunday, so Xiao Qin naturally doesn't need to go to work, he just came to this mall to settle a meal and go shopping by the way.Men generally don't gossip and don't like to go shopping, but here with Xiao Qin, he not only has gossip, but also likes to go shopping.He is also a strange person, not tall, but the woman he dreams of has long legs and big breasts.In the past, when Fang Jie went home to play, the young people sat together and talked about what kind of girlfriend they were looking for.Xiao Qin said that he likes women with long legs and big breasts, but Fang Jie seemed to think about it for a long time before saying that he liked petite and lovely typical Jiangnan women.In the end, after a long time, the typical Jiangnan woman who was [-] didn't have his place, and it was an atypical Jiangnan man who was taller than [-] - Gu Xiaocheng.Totally exceeded expectations.

Xiao Qin had already finished his dinner and was about to leave, but found that the landlord's son was sitting in a corner of the huge food center with a miserable look, so he came over to say hello.

Fang Jie also changed his face to deal with it. He raised his head and said to Xiao Qin who was standing in front of the table, "Hey? Are you here alone?" Xiao Qin said, "Yeah, I don't want to cook at home anymore, just Come out to eat.—Are you eating alone?" Fang Jie said: "Yes, eating alone." Xiao Qin asked: "Didn't Uncle Fang say that an old classmate of yours lived with you recently? Why don't you come together? eat?"

Alas, it's true which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted.And his father, Lao Fang, is always talking to the tenant about everything.But he thought again, maybe his father and old Fang stay at home all day and don't have anything to do with production, maybe it's boring enough, if there is something new or not new, he likes to take it as a thing to talk to the people around him people mentioned.

Fang Jie felt helpless in his heart, and said, "He doesn't want to come out to eat, so he can solve it by himself." And Xiao Qin had nothing to say before, and didn't really want to know why the people who lived with Fang Jie didn't come out to stay with him have dinner.After talking, he said he was leaving.Fang Jie also said to him, "Bye bye."

After that, he sat down alone again.

Suddenly he heard someone calling from behind: "No. 34! No. 34!" He glanced at his receipt again and confirmed that it was 34, so he got up and went to the stall to get his meal.A wide-mouthed big bowl, the meat and vegetables in it were self-selected by him at the stall before, and they were all fried with sauce-flavored ingredients in one pot. It has a strong color and is quite attractive Drooling.In front of the big bowl is a small rice bowl, which is full of rice, bulging out of the bowl like the tip of a bun.He held the two bowls on a red tray, walked all the way back, staring at his bowl of rice, thinking: Is this rice too hard?Today is indeed a special case of the body.

But when I lowered my head and thought about it, I thought again: My God!That seat just now won't be occupied by someone.

It's not that there are so many diners at this time, but that he was afraid that the seat he was looking for would be taken by someone else, and he would have to find another seat at that time, so he hurriedly looked up at the two-seater table he just had. Small square table.At first glance, there were actually people sitting there.

Looking again, it turned out to be Gu Xiaocheng.

Without thinking about it, he turned his head and carried the tray to find a place elsewhere.Gu Xiaocheng thought that he had nothing to be sorry for him, but he really didn't need to swallow his breath at him all the time, it would be fine if he kept getting used to it, he would get sick every time he did it, and he couldn't live like this.

Gu Xiaocheng would not consider that his own behavior of physically forcing Fang Jie to submit may actually go against Fang Jie's original will.He only thinks about himself, and he wants this kind of relationship. The free will and original will of others are not taken into consideration by him at all.He admits that he has been acting both softly and hard, but no matter whether he is soft or hard, he has only one purpose, and this ultimate goal will not be changed by other people's free will.

Yes, he is under mental house arrest, so what?In this world, an iron pestle can be ground into a needle, let alone Fang Jie, a useless soft persimmon, one day he will be ground into a jar of soft persimmon sauce.

He took a few steps forward, grabbed Fang Jie's elbow with one hand, and held the tray with the other hand. After taking the tray down, he dragged Fang Jie back into it.