I am your black forever

This year's May [-]st Labor Day, of course Xiao Fang spent it in labor.But he is easier to be satisfied, like now he has no worries about food and clothing, and his heart is relatively stable. He doesn't have to worry about the family running out of money in the next month or the second half of the year, and he feels that he is doing well.He himself enters into a self-righteous state of "settled and happy".He didn't know that his current situation was as if he got a "Xun Gua" when he went to divination to inquire about good and bad luck. How could he know that he was standing on the hillside with his head held high, looking forward to the bright future of his life? The mountain wind behind the head is surging, and the waves are rough in the dark.

The source of the turbulent waves came from Gu Xiaocheng's heart.Gu Xiaocheng has endured so much that he has been "gritting his teeth" for the past few days, but the "pure little Fang" is not aware of it at all, he only cares about himself like a monkey jumping up and down on the first and second floors every day, busying him. That little stationery store thing.He recently changed the slogan on the signboard of his stationery store on the website to read "Korean Style Stationery" instead of "Korean Stationery".Because it doesn’t matter whether the stationery designed by him in his small shop is from Korea or not, and no buyers care at all, so it’s better to change it to “Korean style stationery”.

And this "pure little Fang" was like a monkey during the day, but at night he started to walk around the room without any scruples, just like a snow-white lamb in the eyes of a wolf.Because he felt that after taking a bath, he would have to sit under the quilt anyway, and it wouldn't take long to walk under the bed.

And every time at this time, the most painful thing is that wolf-the most cowardly wolf in history, who has been timid and hesitant recently.If he just presses it up like last time, he is afraid that it will affect the seemingly peaceful relationship between the two now; but Xiao Fang is always in front of him like this, and the two are in the same room again, and he often feels a kind of feeling in his heart. Strong unwillingness.It is the kind of unwillingness, there is always a strong sense of frustration of "entering the treasure mountain and returning empty".He felt that it would be better to simply make enough money, after ten or eight times, let's talk about what the situation will be at that time.Now it's like this, it's about to explode.

But he still didn't do it, and endured it for several days.

At night, whenever Fang Jie went down to take a shower and came up, and started to wander around the room, he would force himself to chat with others on WeChat.He doesn't dare to watch the news on his mobile phone anymore, it's useless to watch it, it can't concentrate his distracted attention at all, and if someone chats with him online, he can still grab his attention .

"Pure Xiao Fang" didn't notice his recent mood changes at all, but he just knew that he was always exhausted physically and mentally for a while, and every morning he had to drink a cup of black coffee with two dismal eye circles .So Xiao Fang began to be very concerned about Xiao Gu's health, always asking him why he couldn't sleep well recently, Xiao Gu always shook his head helplessly and said he was fine.

Xiao Fang reported Xiao Gu's situation to his father, Fang, on May [-]th.After hearing this, Lao Fang felt: Xiao Gu's [-] days of hurting his muscles and bones have passed, so there is no need to stew the bone soup. It seems that he should stew some soothing sleeping soup now.

So Lao Fang told Xiao Fang: "I'll come over this Saturday and make him a sleeping soup, and let him drink it at dinner."

Lao Fang learned a while ago that his son's small shop was operating without any problems. What his son said about the poor operation was just his misreading, and it was just a false alarm.Lao Fang's heart also settled down.

But later, Lao Fang suddenly remembered about Xiao Gu paying the rent, and thought: This small shop is fine, but Xiao Gu just paid the rent and lived in it just because he wanted to help out on a temporary basis.But now that the small shop is all right, after he finds out, he won't decide not to live anymore.

In fact, Lao Fang was worried that Gu Xiaocheng would take back the [-] that had been handed over to him.

Lao Fang is not vulgar at all, he is not the kind of vulgar and pedantic person, he is the kind of person who "I just show you the vulgarity".He loves money, and he loves it "generously", and he will not hide his own attitude of loving money. Money, he never cared about it.He was afraid that Xiao Gu would ask for the money back later, so he asked openly.But he didn't ask Xiao Gu himself, but his own son.He asked his son Xiao Fang that time: "Hey? Fang Jie, your shop is all right now, so will Xiao Gu stop living in your place, and will he ask for the rent back?"

In fact, Fang Jie didn't care much about Gu Xiao's failure to pay the rent and whether he could live with him.Once his father reminded him, he still thought about whether he should ask Gu Xiaocheng, but he thought again, and suddenly remembered the root cause of this incident of paying the rent back then. It was because he was afraid that Gu Xiaocheng would not be able to drive away, so he let Gu Xiaocheng His father came to live, but Gu Xiaocheng proposed to pay rent to come in.So he thought: Gu Xiaocheng might not want to move out.

While he was thinking about it, blood suddenly surged up on his face, turning red.Because he thought back when Gu Xiaocheng said he would pay the rent and come in, he thought that Gu Xiaocheng wanted to rape him for a long time.He didn't expect that after Gu Xiaocheng settled down, he kept following the rules, there was nothing wrong with him at all, and he never had any plans for him.He thought about it, and felt that perhaps Gu Xiaocheng thought that he was always poor, so he wanted to help himself by paying rent in this way.

Therefore, "pure little Fang" suddenly felt a touch of emotion in his heart.

He thought again, even though he himself was very poor, he didn't need Gu Xiaocheng, a person who was neither relative nor relative, to help him.For the money that he should ask, he will not miss a penny. For example, if Gu Xiaocheng insisted on buying a small milk pot to heat milk, he put this kind of money first when he went to buy it, but he would definitely have to talk to Gu Xiaocheng again afterwards. I want my money back.Also sometimes when taking a taxi or taking the bus, Gu Xiaocheng doesn’t need a transportation card, he pays for a few or tens of dollars first, and after that, he has to come back.Gu Xiaocheng simply didn't count so carefully with him, so he put a medium-sized clutch bag on the table—the Korean version of a square bag, and told him how much he owed, he just took it in it up.He also said, "You can take whatever you want, and you will have a receipt." Gu Xiaocheng was afraid of him, so he said to him, "Okay, just take it according to the number."

But he didn't deserve the money he asked for, and he wouldn't want to take a cent.For example, it is unreasonable to pay the rent.There is no old classmate or old friend who came to live at home for a few days and still charged rent, even though Gu Xiaocheng was just his old classmate, not his old friend, and he did not live here for only a few days, but for three months as long as.But from the very beginning, he never thought of charging him rent, and he never thought of charging him any money other than calculating utilities with him.

So he thought, it's better to return the money to Gu Xiaocheng.So he told his dad the truth, saying, "I'll either tell him then and return the money to him."

Unexpectedly, his father, Lao Fang, was not happy when he heard it, and said: "You might as well not tell him that your small shop is no longer in trouble,--the money has been collected, what are you going to do when you transfer it back?--I, I don't know. I transferred that money into the bank^ card, and yesterday I went to the bank to combine that money with another small sum of money and transfer it to a fixed deposit..."

Xiao Fang was stunned for a while, and finally replied in text on WeChat: Dad, I didn't expect you to be such a person.

His dad actually received the message and didn't reply him.This matter was decided unilaterally by his father.

Fang Jie also had infinite helplessness in his heart.

So he thought that it would be better not to count the money for utilities with Gu Xiaocheng, so that he could offset the amount that Gu Xiaocheng transferred to his father.

It's Saturday, May [-]th.In the afternoon, Lao Fang came over and made a small pot of soothing and sleeping soup. At dinner, the three of them ate together, and Lao Fang forced Xiao Gu to drink half of the pot of soothing and sleeping soup. The enthusiasm is not too pure, because he took other people's money, and his son said he wanted to pay it back, and he wanted to keep it in his heart, so this enthusiasm is not pure, and he always wants to use other small favors to make up for it. people.

Anyway, Lao Fang is a petty citizen through and through. He secretly took 100 yuan from others, and always wanted to exchange it with trivial things of a dime or two to return them.

This is Lao Fang.Gu Xiaocheng didn't notice this when he was forced to drink soup that night, because he didn't know that the father and son discussed whether to return the [-] or not when they were behind his back.But Xiao Fang could see it. He saw that his father, Lao Fang, had a special kind of enthusiasm. He always told Xiao Gu that he should have a good rest and drink more of this soup. of.

Of course, Gu Xiaocheng knew that his mental condition was not good recently, and it couldn't be solved by drinking two cups of calming and sleep-helping soup, so when Mr. Fang advised him to drink another bowl, he felt very dissatisfied. I am willing, but I can't show it in front of Lao Fang. After all, the stew is specially made for him, and he is an elderly person. He is still so enthusiastic, and his heart cannot be wasted.But all he was thinking at the time was: If your son lets me sleep, I'll be fine tomorrow, who needs to drink this damn soup.

Helplessly, the enthusiastic old Fang at the dinner table, and the young Fang who was helplessly observing his father, did not notice the obscene words that Gu Xiaocheng was thinking in his heart.

That night, after taking a shower, Fang Jie sat under the quilt wearing only a pair of underwear.After sitting in, I put on a cotton single-layer coat.

Gu Xiaocheng who was sitting next to him didn't say a word, just looked down at the phone.And he didn't know if he was in a more cheerful mood recently, and he was willing to get closer to Gu Xiaocheng.Usually, after he sat under the quilt, he would definitely not take the initiative to talk to Gu Xiaocheng, but now because he seems to have a better relationship with him, he starts to talk to him, even if it's just small talk.

So he moved closer, touched Gu Xiaocheng's shoulder with his upper body, and asked him, "What are you looking at?" Gu Xiaocheng turned the phone screen slightly to his side, and said, "Hey, I didn't see anything, just here Just look at some forums or news." He didn't find anyone to chat on WeChat this evening, but just helplessly and compulsively looked at the boring news on his phone that he couldn't read at all.

But he didn't expect that watching the news would not allow him to concentrate. Now that the person next to him had finished shaking under the bed, he couldn't settle down on the bed and kept his body so close.Suddenly, there was a hint of anger in his heart, but he didn't show it.

But Fang Jie didn't notice his annoyance, so he just asked again, saying: "Oh, why don't you look at the things on your phone before going to bed, and you won't be able to fall asleep after reading it. You drank that sleeping soup today , it’s better to go to bed early and see if you can sleep well.”

Gu Xiaocheng sighed heavily.He didn't speak for a long time, and didn't want to answer Fang Jie's "don't know what to say" words at all.

Seeing that he didn't answer for a while, Fang Jie raised his eyes to look at his face.Seeing that the facial features and contour lines on his face are very sharp, it is almost serious, and there seems to be an expression that does not really want to talk to him.

Fang Jie pouted slightly, and moved his upper body away.He lowered his head again and looked at his own mobile phone happily.

After watching for a while, for some reason, he wanted to talk to Gu Xiaocheng again, as if there was a kind of latent unwillingness - thinking that Gu Xiaocheng was always good, why didn't he give him a good face tonight.So he talked to Gu Xiaocheng again and said, "Why do you look a little uncomfortable, are you okay?"

After finishing speaking, he went to Gu Xiaocheng's side again, and saw that Gu Xiaocheng's face was slightly red under the light.So he stretched out his left hand to cover Gu Xiaocheng's forehead, trying to see if he had a fever.And Gu Xiaocheng himself suddenly had an impulse in his heart, wanting to get out of bed and turn off the overhead light now - he suddenly didn't want to always endure like this, or it doesn't matter if he doesn't turn off the overhead light, just do what an adult should do things.

But at this moment, the ceiling lamp flickered twice in a very timely manner, and then went out by itself.

Fang Jie also raised his eyes to look at the light, lowered his hand on Gu Xiaocheng's forehead, and said to himself: "I still have a new light bulb downstairs, let's change it during the daytime tomorrow. Forget it, why don't you let it go out?" , Let’s all go to bed, and don’t look at your phone. You see, God told you to go to bed early.”

At this time, Gu Xiaocheng didn't know if he had been holding it in for a long time, driving people a little crazy, or he thought that the light bulb was turned off too coincidentally, too timely, so he suddenly laughed out loud. There is also a kind of helplessness and "desolation" in it - just like a wry smile.

At the moment when the lights went out just now, Fang Jie's surroundings were pitch black and he couldn't see anything. Now he has turned into night vision eyes and can see his surroundings clearly.He turned his head to look at Gu Xiaocheng, and asked: "What did I say so funny." Apart from being inexplicable, there was also a trace of displeasure in his tone, because he really didn't understand what was so funny.

Gu Xiaocheng paused for a long time, then suddenly clamped his right hand, put them together under the quilt, and put them towards a certain part of his body that had caused him great distress for the past few days.