I am your black forever

Fang Jie lay on his back like this, raised the phone to his face, and stared at the message sent by Gu Xiaocheng on the screen.Looking at it, my mind turned into a blank state, and I don't know if I haven't fully woke up, or I don't want to react or think about the message sent by this person.

After blanking for a while, he gradually turned to think about what happened in high school.Somehow, after thinking about it, he raised his brows, and he remembered that he had spared no effort to blackmail this Gu Xiaocheng.

Gu Xiaocheng's family is rich, good-looking, and his grades are pretty good. Although it's a bit fluctuating, there are still some top ten in their class.It just may be a bit "drought and flooded", sometimes second and first, sometimes eighth and ninth, it all depends on his personal mood.Sometimes you may be particularly obsessed with Japanese comics or fall in love with a new sport, then your grades will be inferior; sometimes you want to work hard, your grades will be top-notch.It all depends on his personal mood.He has always been more carefree.

Boys of this style are usually very popular, and he must be the school grass.But he didn't have much contact with girls. So many girls in the same class expressed a kind of overt or covert affection for him, and he was a little unmoved, and he didn't even joke with them very often.

The head teacher and the teachers of various subjects expressed their reassurance towards him, but the girls felt sorry for him, and the other students said that he was either high-sighted or calm-tempered.As a result, Fang Jie said this, and he said, "He? He is probably gay." After saying this, he regretted it himself, because there was no voice that echoed him at all. It was also quite embarrassing for a while.

Later, this word reached Gu Xiaocheng's ears. His seat was right behind Fang Jie. He took advantage of the end of class to smack Fang Jie's back, and then approached him and asked him, "I heard that you told others that I'm probably [-]% Are you gay? Where did you observe it? You became a fairy? Why do you think you can see into other people's hearts?" Fang Jie was talking nonsense before, and he had a kind of ability to black Gu Xiaocheng. As far as the black mind is concerned, whoever wants to let him know, his face is flushed, like a red sun dipping in the water vapor, and the edges are as hot as blood.

He turned his head away, not accepting the words.Gu Xiaocheng didn't seem to bother to ask any more that time.

Later, in the middle of the second semester of the third year of high school, Gu Xiaocheng went abroad to New Zealand in Oceania.Just in line with his relaxed and casual personality, he can stay wherever he is comfortable.

And the rest of the students in the next class are facing the most severe college entrance examination. Usually, when the students talk about it, they mean that Gu Xiao's grades are good, and he doesn't need to go to the college entrance examination. Life is simply comfortable.When Fang Jie thought that he might not be able to go abroad in his life, he didn't understand why he blurted out: "He must be worried that he won't pass the exam, so he went abroad to get a diploma." At that time, some classmates who were close to him also agreed. He said a few sentences: "It's also possible." But most of the voices said that there was no such exaggeration, after all, his grades were pretty good.

Later, Fang Jie took the college entrance examination and went to a local college in Wucheng.When I was a sophomore, I heard a former high school classmate say in the WeChat group that Gu Xiaocheng’s family let him directly invest and immigrate, saying that he is really lucky, those who go abroad are not all rich, and those who want to stay in other countries still have to rely on studying Work——It still needs to be a skilled job. He doesn't have to suffer like this at all. The direct investment is transferred, and the money is put in the bank over there. Earning interest every year is enough for him to live in an extremely luxurious life.Said that he estimated that he could pick up any girl he wanted over there.

Fang Jie said: "How many sources of funds do those rich people in China have?" After a while, someone in the group replied to him: "Oh, you don't know that his family runs an accounting firm? A mere 7000 million yuan or You can get it out. If you want to say that there are more than one billion floating funds, it may be faked, but only 7000 to [-] million is still a small amount for the family.” After a while, the buddy sent another message: "Brother, don't be greedy. There's nothing wrong with that buddy. Thinking about how popular he was back then, didn't he pick up all the girls from you, me, and others? He didn't touch any of them, so he left so many ways to go with him." Us, don't beat him up about everything."

Fang Jie belonged to the kind of person who couldn't stop him once he became black.

And he is not completely without reason, it is an unspeakable reason.Maybe being jealous of people's wealth is a potential factor, but he does have other reasons.Although he is not very sure.

Once at noon one day, some male students went to the playground to play basketball, and many girls gathered around to watch.And Fang Jie didn't sleep well the night before, because his father's leg was bad, and when he was going down the tight and narrow stairs of his house, he accidentally fell down and slipped a few steps.His dad didn't go to the alley to set up a car repair stall that afternoon, but the grandma on the first floor took him home to sit and asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital to see if he was okay, but he said no.When Fang Jie went back in the evening, he had to cook and help him go to the pharmacy to buy that kind of large-area wound plaster, because a piece of skin was rubbed off his lame leg.After cleaning the wound and changing the patch, he was still worried, so he pushed his father to the nearest hospital to register and check the injury. The doctor said that the problem was not serious, so he pushed his father back Home.It was almost quarter to eight, and he took a shower again, washed his clothes, and then he could do his homework.There was a lot of homework that day, so he didn't sleep until after one o'clock.

He never slept until after one o'clock, so he was not energetic the next day, so he took advantage of his lunch break to rest on the desk to rest his mind.He buried his head in his elbow and saw boys and girls in the classroom in twos and threes. He still thought that fortunately there were not many people in the classroom at noon. Rest.

How could he know that maybe only 10 minutes later, he lost all consciousness in his foggy brain, and only vaguely recognized a hand on his right waist moving around.The scratching force made people itchy and numb. It was a hot day, and he was not wearing a school uniform, and there was only the thickness of a T-shirt between the hand and his waist.

His mind was so confused that it took him more than 5 minutes just to figure out that "he has a hand on his waist".After he regained consciousness a little bit, when he wanted to straighten up to see which psychopath was scratching his waist, the hand suddenly moved away.

And because he was confused and physically weak, he lay on the ground for another two or three minutes. When he woke up and straightened up, he found that there was no one in the classroom, and the classmates who were in twos and threes before did not know where they went. , I heard that their class played basketball with other classes before, so I guess they all went to watch the game.The incident of being touched on the waist by an unknown psychopath earlier, he estimated that it might be a bodily sensation that he imagined when he fell asleep.

He turned around a little, and saw that Gu Xiaocheng was lying on the desk behind him.The man's arms are folded on the desk, while the face is turned sideways, to the left.Fang Jie looked around, the huge classroom was really just the two of them.If it wasn't Gu Xiaocheng who stretched out his evil hands to him before that, who would it be?But he was asleep with his eyes closed again. Fang Jie took a closer look and saw that his closed eyelids did not blink for a while, so it must have been a false sleep.That may have really been an illusion before.

This matter just passed, Fang Jie never went to ask Gu Xiaocheng for confirmation, because he felt that even if Gu Xiaocheng did it, he would not admit it.But this incident became a seed buried in Fang Jie's heart. He always felt that his waist was really touched by an evil hand, but he had no way of verifying it, so he kept it in his heart.

The grievances and doubts caused by this incident took root in his heart, sprouted, and "popped" out of his mouth, which caused Fang Jie to spare no effort and miss every opportunity to black that person in the future.He could not explain his strange state of mind, nor could he control it.For example, when he saw people in his class saying that Gu Xiaocheng had always kept a distance from girls, he literally blurted out "he's probably gay." In fact, he didn't know much about Gu Xiaocheng. The "waist" incident seems to be just something that happened in a thick fog that cannot be clearly verified, but he just wants to say it like this, as if he can feel better after talking like this.

Although it's not a problem for a man to be touched on the waist, even if he is directly grabbed, it's not a problem at all. A slightly intimate way of physical contact between people of the same sex.But touching that waist was too irritating. Although his mind was at a loss at the time, the feeling that that cheap hand brought to his confused mind at that time was not pure.But because he was stunned at the time, he didn't hold down the cheap hand while it was still on his waist, and he didn't hold the real hammer, and he himself wasn't sure if that happened, so this incident In this way, it was once reduced to an "eternal mystery" that only he was guessing in his heart.

The answer to this mysterious case has been tickling him, an itch of curiosity, but it seems that he secretly believes that the answer to this mystery will never see the light of day, so he has a feeling of tickling through a layer of rain boots. Uncomfortable feeling of unrelieved itching.From then on, he always looked at Gu Xiaocheng in a strange way.And Gu Xiaocheng actually had a calm look, without the expression that he had done anything wrong at all.

So much so that Fang Jie, who insisted on blackmailing him for several years, was a little suspicious himself, and began to doubt himself, wondering if it was because his mind was sleepy and confused at the beginning, and it was nothing but nothing but imagined by himself. Gu Xiaocheng.

After a year or two, Gu Xiaocheng added him on WeChat alone, and occasionally came to talk to him, and he would respond.

Just like Fang Jie is looking at the message from Gu Xiaocheng on the phone now, doesn't he have to respond?

Gu Xiaocheng asked him on WeChat: I will fly directly to Kuncheng tomorrow, and I will arrive in thirteen hours. Shall we get together the day after tomorrow?

Fang Jie suddenly got a little angry, and the voice returned: "You come back tomorrow, and we will get together the day after tomorrow. Why do you get together? You might as well rest for a few more days before talking about it." In fact, Fang Jie didn't want to see him at all.He felt that such meetings were meaningless meetings.

Gu Xiaocheng also sent a voice message: "Did you wake up, that voice?" Fang Jie rolled his eyes first, and said, "Yes. Is it noon in your place?" Gu Xiaocheng said, "Yes."

Then there was silence for a long time, and no information was sent to each other.Gu Xiaocheng has not been back these years, he is a person who is too lazy to move when he settles down.

Fang Jie didn't expect that he would want to come back this year.