I am your black forever

Gu Xiaocheng lived with Fang Jie for more than two weeks after the plaster cast was removed.

It was Friday, and at 11:30, Fang Jie was extremely sleepy.He gets up at six o'clock every morning, sometimes after five o'clock, and he is quite tired after working all day. He jumps up and down like a monkey, going up to the second floor to pick up goods, and then down to pick up cardboard boxes. , to print the courier slip.When I have nothing to do, I have to serve "his young master" as an old mother.

Since "his young master" washed the dishes that time, he never asked him to wash the dishes again.Afterwards, Lao Fang came again several times to cook the bone soup for Xiao Gu to mend his bones and so on. After every meal, this little Gu would ask Ying many times to wash the dishes himself.Fang Jie was so frightened that he stopped him immediately, saying that he didn't need to wash the dishes, so he just stayed well.He didn't even understand why he asked for Ying many times, but was blocked many times.Later, after Fang Jie was asked by him, he taught him how to wash the dishes, and he looked suddenly enlightened.Fang Jie asked him how he lived alone abroad, and said that he heard that people who go abroad have good independent living ability.He replied that he did not live independently, that the house he bought there was vacant, and he still lived in a host family, with breakfast and dinner included, and he ate lunch outside.

When Fang Jie heard it, he didn't understand the world of the rich anyway, so he didn't ask any more questions. He just taught him how to clean a bowl now, so that he wouldn't want to impress his father, Fang, in the future. , but in the end all the sins had to be borne by him.

At 11:30, Fang Jie's eyelids were drooping, and his eyes were squinted. Gu Xiaocheng looked at him like he was sleepy.So he got out of bed to turn off the overhead light. They didn't have a bedside light, and the switch for the overhead light was on the wall next to the door frame of the entrance. Every time someone had to get out of bed to turn it off.

When he returned to the bed, his movements were very light, and he looked closely at Fang Jie's face through the moonlight outside the window. He wanted to move his face infinitely closer like this, but he didn't do it after all.He was sure he had passed out.

He recently learned how to wash dishes. Fang Jie showed him how to wash dishes in person, what kind of dishwashing liquid, dishwashing wipes, and those white and fine foams. He recalled the look on his face when Fang Jie taught him With a look of contempt on his face, he seemed to be saying, "You idiot! You still have the face to live in this world!"

Fang Jie is lying flat now, just when Gu Xiaocheng went to press the overhead light switch, he took off the coat on his upper body and put it on his off-white cold-rolled steel "bedside table", and then he was like a smooth fish It seemed to slide into the quilt with its tail fins open, and fell asleep first.

After Gu Xiaocheng looked at it for a while, he simply put his mobile phone and Fang Jie's mobile phone on the quilt on the writing table.Fang Jie would not keep his mobile phone by his side when he was sleeping, but he seemed to know that Gu Xiaocheng, who would go to bed a little later than him every night, would definitely help him remove the mobile phone from his side, so these few nights started Then he put the phone away, but casually flicked the quilt, and often it was slightly sunken in the recessed seam in the center of the quilt where the two of them slept.And Gu Xiaocheng slightly picked up the quilt, revealed the mobile phone, and put it away together with his own mobile phone.

It might be past one o'clock in the evening, and Fang Jie was rarely woken up by urinating. The takeaway they ate this evening was not sure if it was too salty or heavy in MSG, so they drank a few more glasses of water at night.I obviously went to the toilet several times before going to bed, thinking that it was all emptied, but I didn't expect to be woken up by urinating in the middle of the night.

And he really doesn't want to go downstairs to go to the bathroom, and often wakes up in the middle of the night when he is urinated, he will feel tired, and he just wants to hold on, as if he can urinate back and disappear, and he can continue to sleep again like.He just held back in the midst of "the moon is hazy, the bird is hazy".The so-called "moon hazy" is certain, he doesn't need to look sideways to the window to know that there is moonlight outside; but this "bird hazy" is out of the question, ordinarily this little bird should have gone to sleep long ago, where did the bird come from?

But as he was gradually waking up, he seemed to really hear a "bird's voice", but this was different from the bird's voice he usually heard from foreigners on the streets of this development zone. In the confusion, I tried to distinguish, as if one of the women on the night shift next door had opened the window again, and there was that sound again.I don’t know who told me that the second floor is well-decorated and has the best soundproofing materials. The upper floor is divided into eight rooms, some with windows, and some without windows and only with exhaust fans.

But the problem is, after identifying the source of the "birds singing at night", he felt strange. He felt that something was pressing against his buttocks.Suddenly he didn't dare to breathe out, and he didn't dare to open his eyes. He felt that thing was rubbing behind him. After a while, he "screamed badly" in his heart, thinking: xxx! Not only did Ye Lai smell it The sound of birdsong is really being resisted by other people's sex, is this God playing with me?

He held his breath, insisting on seeing what ulterior things the bitch behind him was going to do again!And the man began to pick his underwear softly, reaching into the back first to grab two handfuls, as if rubbing some white flour steamed buns.Fang Jie couldn't bear it anymore, he jumped off the bed suddenly, and after turning around, he didn't forget to lift up the waist of his underwear, and shouted loudly: "I knew you were not a good guy! I don't know what kind of pervert you are! I know what kind of pervert you are best in my heart! You are coming to rape me this night! I didn't think of you! You!"

He originally thought that Gu Xiaocheng would show his classic little daughter-in-law face again after being frightened, but at this time, he unexpectedly showed a sense of reason on his face.He was really startled before, but after he calmed down, he actually said: "You didn't listen to the yelling next door, normal men would be hard, why don't you be hard? It shows that you are not normal, look at you, and be a little bit louder towards women No response either."

Fang Jie couldn't even utter a single word of argument, and stood dumb on the spot.I don't know if I was stunned by the situation just now, or if I really can't refute it logically.

But Gu Xiaocheng left a sentence: "Go to sleep, I will come when I go." Fang Jie knew what he was going to do downstairs.

He lay down under the quilt again, this time thinking about it, he felt that sleeping with his back to Gu Xiaocheng was quite unwise and very "thrilling".So he turned his body to the east, that is, the side facing Gu Xiaocheng.

After a while, Fang Jie didn't know exactly how long it was, he only knew that this period of time was not short in the first place, and coupled with the nervousness in his heart like beating a drum, it seemed that the time was particularly long.Gu Xiaocheng finally came back, seeing Fang Jie facing his side, he lifted the quilt very calmly and lay down back to his original position.

Fang Jie opened his eyes, and there were two halos of light shining in his eyes, more like the eyes of a nocturnal animal crouching in the grass to observe the movement around him.Gu Xiaocheng was lying down, his body was stained with the smell of some body fluids after venting, Fang Jie could smell it - I don't know if it was a psychological effect or the smell really existed so clearly, but he couldn't feel his "afterwards" feeling Ruyi, I always feel that he still has some emotions that are being suppressed.Fang Jie suddenly thought of the hot palm of his hand that had reached into his underpants before.After being silent for a long time, he realized that he was still urinating, so he also went downstairs to the trumpet, and when he returned to the second floor, he was still silent.

The two of them didn't speak a word that night until they fell asleep again.During the daytime of the next day, Fang Jie got up first, and when he went downstairs to wash, he noticed that Gu Xiaocheng had blatantly folded the red heart on his bath towel on the outermost layer again, which seemed to be an open provocation. swagger.

Fang Jie said that he had always been suspicious of certain things that Gu Xiaocheng did to him, but he seemed to know something all along.He had doubted it all these years, but he couldn't be sure, because Gu Xiaocheng never made it clear, even last night, that person still used excuses that sounded like he couldn't find anything wrong with him to clear things up .But he seemed to know something in his heart all the time, but he didn't have the courage to ask Gu Xiaocheng to explain it clearly to him.Maybe it was because he was afraid that Gu Xiaocheng would still find some excuses to get rid of it, but it would look like he was self-righteously misunderstood others, and it would be very embarrassing.

He didn't talk to Gu Xiaocheng all day, and besides suspicion, he might also be angry. He felt that Gu Xiaocheng made everything so unclear, so he explained it to him if he had the guts.Now it is impossible for him to reject it clearly, and he can't accept it clearly—of course, he believes in his heart that he will definitely not accept this relationship clearly.

That night, after he took a shower and sat on the bed, he kept silent and looked at his mobile phone.The same goes for Gu Xiaocheng on the side.

But after watching for a while, it was only ten or ten, and Gu Xiaocheng suddenly got out of bed without saying anything.Fang Jie thought he was going downstairs to the trumpet, but he turned off the ceiling light in the room.

Fang Jie just wanted to ask him why he was so rude, but he unilaterally decided to turn off the light without asking him what the owner of the house meant.When Gu Xiaocheng turned back, he directly took away the mobile phone from Fang Jie's hand, and put it on the desk with his own.

He turned around and opened the second drawer of the side drawer of the desk, took out a tube of things from it, and sat on the bed.At this time, Fang Jie seemed to have a tornado blowing in his chest again, his heart was pounding violently, and his head seemed to be covered with a layer of sand, and he began to lose consciousness.Subconsciously, he felt that there was nothing good to do, but he still subconsciously took a look at the thing in Gu Xiaocheng's hand, and it was the kind of thing that was written in foreign language both pros and cons, and he couldn't understand what it was.He just knew that when Gu Xiaocheng unscrewed the tube, the aluminum seal on it hadn't been removed.

Without saying a word, Gu Xiaocheng unsealed the aluminum paper seal in front of him with a paralyzed face, and threw it on the ground behind him.

And then, Fang Jie was led by the nose by Gu Xiaocheng, just like in a dream.He didn't even understand why he didn't fight back.Last night, he jumped out of bed like a very defiant warrior, resisted for a while, and shouted and killed more fiercely than anyone else.But tonight, no matter how much others caressed her like this, she didn't fight back.

He didn't admit that it happened because of the atmosphere. Although it was the same night of "moon hazy, bird hazy" and a few lines of moonlight came in through the side slit of the shutter, he still held the same feeling as last night. In terms of attitude, he did not become affectionate towards Gu Xiaocheng.So it's not about the atmosphere, maybe it's because Gu Xiaocheng's fingers have been practiced before, his touch is too alluring, slowly making people think, in such a dark room with a silent moonlit night , There is no sound around, such a comfortable thing is not done for nothing, and no one knows when I open the door and go out the next day after I finish it.When it was broad daylight, he was "another hero!"

But the fact is that he woke up at 05:30 the next morning—he was born with a slave temper, he was like that last night, and he would wake up when he should wake up the next morning, only earlier, not later. Night!After he woke up, he was thinking in his head: This is wrong!The night before, Gu Xiaocheng tried to rape me, but the rape failed, so last night he turned to seduce me, but he succeeded in seducing me... It must be like this!

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was seduced by someone last night. Anyway, after much deliberation, he didn't feel that he was willing at all.And Gu Xiaocheng next to him became more and more hateful in his eyes, not only came to occupy his territory, but also occupied his body.He suddenly sat up like a corpse, but Gu Xiaocheng next to him didn't respond at all, and was still asleep.

Fang Jie moved his leg to get out of bed, but as soon as he moved his leg, the pain was so painful that he couldn't speak.I didn't feel it even if I didn't move, it was completely numb, and when I really moved, I felt like I was going to die.It wasn't the stinging pain of tearing, but a kind of swelling pain after some blood vessels became thin and brittle, and the blood vessels were congested again.He endured the pain and got out of bed, suddenly felt a sense of shame and resentment, he couldn't accept this fact, so he really made himself like a woman who was raped in the past, with such a This look rushed out the door.However, in the past, after women rushed out like that, most likely they threw themselves into the well to show their integrity, while he rushed out to go downstairs to wash clothes-this is one of the housework he must do every morning.

He washed it resignedly.It was washed on the sink in his small bathroom, and another batch of outerwear was being stirred in the washing machine.The space in his small bathroom was very cramped.Entering through the sliding door is directly facing a washstand. In front of the washstand is a small half-wall mirror, and there are cabinets under the washstand—these simple decorations were left by the previous owner, and he picked them up a bit cheaply.

Standing in front of this table, there is a washing machine on the left hand side. On the side of the washing machine opposite to the mirror, there are three upper and lower bars on the very narrow half wall, on which there are bath towels and towels, and the one written by Gu Xiaocheng is printed on it. The red heart bath towel is still hanging so ostentatiously.Beside the sink is another thin and small sliding door made of light blue frosted glass, inside is the toilet and shower head.

Standing in this small space this morning, Fang Jie always felt different from standing in this space as usual.When he was here before, he was only doing some daily activities, such as doing laundry and washing his face.And usually when he does these things, what he thinks in his head is nothing more than the things on his small business, he doesn't focus on looking around, and he doesn't feel a kind of oppression brought by the walls of this narrow space at all. feel.But this morning, everything seemed different. He kept looking around again and again, looking here and there, and couldn't even see anything new, but he just had a kind of nervousness, and he wanted to take a few glances. .

He felt that something had changed in himself, but he couldn't adapt emotionally to this changed thing.

He shuffled upstairs to dry his clothes, opened his door and took a peek inside, only to find that the man was still sleeping like a dead pig.He closed the door softly, thinking about going downstairs to do something else, or rethinking his life.But he suddenly felt why, the person inside tried to rape him the night before, but he tried to seduce him last night, and he succeeded.Why is he doing this and that like an old lady here now, but he still sleeps peacefully like a person who was born to be served.

Fang Jie rushed to his throat in one breath, "sick" again, and with a "huh", he unscrewed the silver spherical door lock, and his left hand was still pinching the rim of his plastic laundry tub, feeling like The trend of breaking into the door.

Gu Xiaocheng was awakened by the sound of "嗤", sat up suddenly, looked around, and found that there was nothing wrong - there had been no earthquakes in places like Wucheng for hundreds of years, so he was not worried It was an earthquake, and I thought some book or heavy object fell from the table.After looking around, I looked up again. It turned out that Fang Jie, who was full of anger, had just broken in. He was holding a laundry tub in his hand. Looking at the posture, he was next to the soldier who blew the charging horn in ancient times. The little soldier who beat the gongs and drums and cheered was exactly the same.

Gu Xiaocheng didn't deny his sudden move last night, he just sat on the bed silently, his upper body was naked, his arms were loosely draped on the quilt, and he stared darkly at the man with "killing the door" Looking like a soldier," Fang Jie watched.

Fang Jie himself probably realized how much he looked like an old lady while holding a laundry tub in his hand at such a moment when he had to "distinguish right from wrong" with others, so in order not to reduce his aura, he Turning his head to look at the pot, he quickly put it on the ground.Then the person walked to Gu Xiaocheng's bed in such a fierce manner, who knows if the back of him couldn't stand him walking like this, so he didn't know which blood vessel was being pulled at once, and the whole person shook Suddenly, it fell on Gu Xiaocheng.

Gu Xiaocheng was very pleased that he could have such a self-consciousness of "throwing himself into his arms" early in the morning, so he naturally wrapped his arms around Fang Jie's upper body, and said: "Enthusiasm belongs to enthusiasm, but there is no need to be in such a hurry." You rushed over, are you still uncomfortable? What time is it? Why did I do the laundry so early? It’s the same if I woke up later..." He suddenly noticed that there seemed to be four or five strands in Fang Jie's two eyeballs. His bloodshot eyes were filled with blood, so he froze in fright, stopped talking, and wanted to see what Fang Jie had to say.

Fang Jie took a breath, and said, "You tried to rape me while I was asleep the night before yesterday, but it didn't work, and you came to seduce me last night after I was dizzy from work! You! How could you treat me like this! I have taken care of you for so long! No credit but hard work! How do you tell me to go out to meet people in the future!" As he spoke, he actually brought back some of the old-fashioned The words used by chaste women when they use words and sentences.When this happens to other people, they may say, "I'm not bad at you, even if I don't treat you as a brother, I still treat you as an old classmate, and I have taken care of you for more than two months with all my heart and effort, but you are so good all the time. I really want to sleep with me!" And Fang Jie didn't know if he was fooled by someone the night before, and after saying a few words, he even inadvertently leaned himself on the image of the "victim woman" and even said " How do you tell me to go out to meet people in the future?" Such embarrassing words have gone up.

Gu Xiaocheng shrugged his shoulders and said, "Why do you go out to meet people? I'll take you out to meet people!"

Fang Jie didn't say much, and struggled to get up.He turned around and walked towards the door, he was a face-saving person, and he didn't want to show his staggering gait in front of Gu Xiaocheng.So he still kept his usual pace and walked to the basin, then bent over to pick up the basin with Gu Xiaocheng behind his back, gritted his teeth, and went downstairs.

Enduring in the small bathroom downstairs, the tear grooves at the corners of his eyes were a little wet. It's not that he doesn't understand the reason why men don't flick their tears, but this kind of tears are physiological tears caused by pain. , just like a few tears naturally produced after a cough or after being smoked for a while.

He didn't know whether it was anger or unwillingness to vent his emotions, so he threw the laundry tub on the sink loudly.But immediately he was afraid that the plastic basin would crack if it was not shaken properly, and he would have to buy a new one at that time. Nothing is free these days, so he lowered his head and carefully checked whether his basin was damaged or not.And because he himself checked too carefully, he didn't even realize that he was such an unscrupulous little man.Fang Jie himself has some habits of men in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, for example, he is more focused on earning some money to live well at home, and he is more cherishing things; and he has been hurt by the fact that his family is very poor since he was a child. Just in some details, it may seem that it can’t stand on the table, and it seems a bit unattractive.Just like when he got angry and dropped a piece of property, he couldn't even do it thoroughly. Just now he fell down very majesticly, and the next second he was like a little old man, leaning his body against the light for a closer inspection. Did he break the pot that only cost a few dollars?