[Net King] Light Years

"Mom! Stop it! If you don't want your daughter's life!"

I stuck to the screen, feeling that I was going to be crushed on the screen by the heavy pressure, and I was so sad that I almost cried.

Sure enough, I paid for the phone bill, right?

Three 10 minutes ago, I was still in Tezuka-senpai's mobile phone, and Tezuka-senpai stared at me and asked [not] where my home address is.

I... said goodbye to my integrity, covered my face and told him: "Senior, you should know where Taocheng's house is, it's near there."

Until Tezuka-senpai knocked on the door of my house, I was content to get the permission of Tezuka-senpai, flipping through the original text on my phone, thinking that I had come to heaven.

The entrance to hell smiled at me.

The mother asked in the house: "Who is it?"

I got a calm reply from Tezuka-senpai: "Hello, I am Tezuka Kunimitsu from Youth Academy. I think I have to tell you something."

Mother opened the door, with a polite smile on her face: "Hello, are you the teacher of ten years?"

"...I am a second year junior high school student."

So my mother showed a very shocked and embarrassed expression similar to "how is this possible", and then coughed twice: "I'm sorry, Tezuka-san, what's the matter?"

"I said, Mom, can you let the senior sit in?" I am in such a complicated mood that I don't know how to describe it... I just answered a sentence, and then suddenly realized my situation, and froze.

That's right, I'm still in the senior's mobile phone now.

How can I explain it?

silence.

silence.

"Tezuka-san, did I hear something just now?" I swear my mother's vibrato has never been so standard.

"Ah." Senior Tezuka took out the phone very honestly, "I came here for this purpose."

"I came back from morning exercise today and found Asahina-san..." He paused strangely, "It's in my phone."

Am I ashamed in your phone!I was suddenly a little confused and angry.

My mother stared at me across the screen for half a minute, then she invited Tezuka-senpai into the room, and after pouring him a cup of tea, she said "excuse me" and turned around and walked upstairs.

Tsk... must have gone to my room, after all, I am usually still sleeping at this time_(:з」∠)_

After all, it is summer vacation!How can you live up to it!

After a few minutes, she walked down, her expression seemed to be even more broken.

After politely asking for advice, she took the mobile phone and kindly gave the tennis magazines I collected to the senior to pass the time.

The mother closed the door, facing the screen, showing a murderous expression...

If the savior father is not here, this woman will not hide her murderous side at all!

And...you look so big, Mama, your face is really big_(:з」∠)_

My heart is tired.

"How can you prove that you are my daughter?"

"How do you want to prove it?" I said blankly, "For example, when I was 5 years old and wanted to make contributions to the family and tidy up the bed, I found my father's private money stuffed under the bed. I paid the money and agreed to take me to Disney, but turned around and forgot that I never took me there again. Can you prove it? If not, when you were 12 years old, you gave the figure that your classmates gave me to my cousin and refused to admit it. Can you? Proof? Not yet? Then I..."

"Stop, stop, stop! I believe..." The mother showed a collapsed expression similar to "Why does this bear child hold grudges so much?" and asked, "How did you become like this?"

"...as if I knew it. When I woke up, it became like this."

"You and this..."

"Tezuka-senpai, Tezuka Kunimitsu!"

"Oh yes, Tezuka-san, what's the matter?"

"The relationship between my neighbor Takeshi Momoshiro's immediate boss and my fellow students." I replied blankly, "Mom, don't think too much, he is the popular male god of Seigaku, the head of the tennis department, the president of the student union, Being rigorous and decent, I still can't get along even if I want to build relationships."

"That's right, you don't deserve him like that." Mother nodded with deep empathy, "So you can't come out for the time being?"

I'm so real...

"I think so."

"No, I have to try."

"Hey! Mom, you can't smash the senior's phone!"

So, it became like this.

Tezuka-senpai stood straight at the door of my house, and my mother started to walk with her mobile phone. It took about a while?I suddenly felt an indescribable attraction.

Well, literally.

So I lay down on the screen, my face must be very distorted_(:з」∠)_

I turned over with difficulty, but it was useless. The center of my world was still Tezuka-senpai. I felt that the gravitational force was about to crush me, so I couldn't help shouting.

Yes, that's the scene at the beginning.

After several experiments, my mother probably deeply realized that everything is irreparable. If she continues to experiment, I will probably be irretrievable, so she finally let me go.

Thank god I'm still alive.

At this moment, I can only thank my father for traveling, otherwise I really wouldn't be able to survive...

My mother was probably a little embarrassed about tossing Tezuka-senpai for so long. After thanking him repeatedly, she tried to give him my tennis magazine. After Tezuka-senpai refused, she reluctantly returned the phone to the senior.

Before leaving, she suddenly said softly, "Please take care of her."

Tezuka-senpai stopped in his tracks, turned to my mother, and replied very seriously: "Ah, I will."

My heart suddenly moved.

...What's the matter with the tone of life-saving help? !

Stop it, ten years of Asahina, stop thinking about it.

No one will envy you for your big brain, give me a brain.

It’s so scary and I can’t stop it, what should I do QWQ

Then, downstairs in my house, Tezuka-senpai was carrying a tennis bag and met my classmate, Takeshi Momoshiro, who had just finished running laps.

Ah, today is really a good day to look at each other and be speechless... eh.

"Ah, Momoshiro, good morning." Tezuka-senpai greeted him extremely calmly, and nodded to him.

Student MOMO obviously didn't understand why the senior appeared here, but he didn't think too much about it. He scratched the hair on the back of his head and nodded with a smile: "Good morning, Minister. There are many tennis courts nearby."

He is really a considerate member, he even found out the reasons for others, but when I looked at his face, I could only think of him stealing fried noodles and bread in class, yes, it was I who covered him...

Heartache no one can understand.

"Ah, good morning." Tezuka-senpai issued an invitation, "Do you want to go together?"

"Ahaha no need, I have to find my classmates to do summer homework together today."

……and many more.

That so-called classmate... seems to be me?

"That's right, you can't be careless in your studies." The senior nodded in agreement.

Although I think I shouldn't interrupt them when they are talking, but I really don't think I can hide it sosad

"MOMO, you don't have to look for me."

My heart is so tired, I have thought so more than once today.

"Wow, wait a minute, did I hear something?" MOMO was taken aback, "Ten years?"

……

"All in all, that's it."

"That's right." I finished explaining the situation in a few words.

"Then have you finished your summer homework?"

"My free research has already been done, and the rest is a no-brainer."

"Yo, it's pretty good." He smiled, and returned the phone to Tezuka-senpai who was standing silently, "I'll be counting on you for ten years, sir, I'm going back to do my homework."

What are you talking about? This soul is pale!

Student Taocheng waved his hand after getting the senior's nod, his straight short hair had the urge to press his head hard.

I will not expose the fact that he puts pomade and oil-absorbing paper in his bag every day→_→

Finally saying goodbye to this guy, Tezuka-senpai was finally able to go to his intended goal of tennis court.

"Wait a minute! Senior is my lifelong request!" When I walked to a familiar place, I suddenly saw something and couldn't help shouting, "Please take a picture of that ice cream shop!"

Only fried chicken nuggets and ice cream can't live up to it.

What is integrity?Is it edible? ?

☆、Three rays of light

?Tezuka-senpai looks like he can shine when he plays. --Inscription

Although this sentence has been used badly, but I still think so.

Serious men are really more handsome than usual.

And Tezuka-senpai is even more handsome when he is serious.

why?

Of course it's because Tezuka-senpai [REDACTED] has a good face [REDACTED] is more serious than the others.

Anyway... Anyway, Tezuka-senpai is so handsome even when he hits a ball against the wall alone, it's hard to read seriously.

Hey, did I expose some strange attributes just now?

Ahaha, who made Tezuka-senpai look so focused, when I watched him play, I even felt like he was burning his life to play tennis, his eyes couldn't hold anything except tennis... It was a little jealous ah.

To be able to love one thing so much and give everything for it.

#This man who is doomed to be alone all his life with only tennis as his companion#

Cough, you didn't see anything just now.

It wasn't until I found the nearest street tennis court that I realized there was such a nasty thing going on near my home.

The high school students who occupy the tennis court and do not allow others to use it threaten to make them retreat only if they win. If they lose, they must pay them as "appearance fee".

so arrogant...

Because Tezuka-senpai probably practiced tennis on the tennis court near his home before, he had never met this group of people before.

I saw Tezuka-senpai's expression seemed to be a little more serious, but I wasn't worried at all.

This group of high school students, from appearance to speech, looks like a standard cannon fodder.

It's the kind of person who thinks "except for cannon fodder who would have such a face" and "except for cannon fodder who would be so provocative" [Hello]

Not surprisingly, he was hanged and beaten by Senior Tezuka.

There is no magical turning point, and there is no unexpected expert setting. The ending of "Lovegame①" is very logical.

Do you feel Tezuka-senpai's love? Cannon fodder!

ACE served and scored directly. The opponent couldn't even touch the side of the ball, so he could only run around the court in a panic.

I lay in my bag and watched Tezuka-senpai dunk the last ball with a blank expression.

"Tennis is not a tool." He said to those high school students, his expression was so serious that he seemed to be scolding.

The morning sun shone down gently, and his whole body seemed to be covered with a grand halo.No...it's not a halo, Tezuka-senpai seemed to be glowing at that moment, and his whole body emitted a bright and dazzling light.

Tezuka-senpai seems to be shining when he plays.

For some reason, my heart suddenly twitched.

An empty sense of loss, unexplained, gripped me tightly as if something was going to be beyond my control.

It seems... almost irreparable.

I just want to spit on my greed.

But in any case, the peaceful daily life seems to have begun.

This group of cannon fodder did not make a desperate move to physically harm Senior Tozuka, they ran away in despair amidst the applause of the crowd.

...Why does it feel a bit unfinished, what is this inexplicable sense of loss?

Ahem, the following is the live report brought to you by Asahina Ten Years.

All I have to say is that I feel like my worldview has been shattered.

Do you know how I felt when I saw Tezuka-senpai watching the big appetite contest!

Is he trying to understand the jokes of ordinary people!

And still sitting upright and staring at the TV expressionlessly!From his expression, I think he is watching the international news!

#My heart is almost broken#

Ah, isn't this... the so-called cute contrast?

Also, I think I was wrong in my initial judgment.

Although at first I felt that I would have a bad conscience for Tezuka-senpai to be given the title of "photographer", but later I found out that Tezuka-senpai actually doesn't seem to reject self-portraits?At least I have seen him take a selfie with the fish after catching it.

In short, I think I know a lot of different Tezuka Kunimitsu.

Ah, although it's really rude to call him by his first name, but since I didn't say it, let me secretly think about it.

I saw many different Tezuka-senpai.

Unlike Tezuka Kunimitsu, who was strong, excellent, and unapproachable in my impression, the real him I saw was a junior high school student who had lost his halo.

His expression at home will be much softer than usual. Although he still doesn't smile often, his expression is calm and peaceful, and it won't make people feel so far away.

He does morning exercises when he wakes up in the morning. After he comes back to take a shower, he drinks tea and eats plums before breakfast. He sometimes goes to school for training. What he must do every day is to write a diary. I like going to the library.My favorite classical music is Beethoven, and I like mountaineering, camping and fishing.

Oh, yes, Tezuka-senpai is also good at carpentry.

These are all things I have observed little by little, Tezuka-senpai that I don't know.

Finally, please don't ask me if I saw Tezuka-senpai changing clothes, don't ask!

Is Tezuka-senpai so careless?He was a man who had never been secretly photographed by the seniors in the news department!

The legendary "that Tezuka will disappear" man!

... I'm not heartbroken, I'm not that anxious, please don't show sympathy.

I just looked at this person from a distance before, and gave him such a biased definition with my own eyes, but now that I have the opportunity to get close to him, I realized how superficial my previous understanding was.

To be honest, I'm quite happy.

He is so real, I have never seen or thought of him before.

In the past, I yearned for Tezuka-senpai, and that kind of yearning was like a blind person's longing for light.

But this kind of longing didn't motivate me to make any efforts. I just simply thought "ah, this person is awesome." Then I still did my own thing and didn't make any effort to get closer to him.

I'm such a bad person.

But now, because of some unknown opportunity, I was lucky enough to be close to him.

So I started getting greedy.

Want to know more about him, want to know more about his different appearance.

Why... I don't know either.

Ahhh, that's all for later, let's turn the camera back.

The days of living in the mobile phone are unexpectedly good, and I even feel that I am going to feel reluctant to leave.

Tezuka-senpai is really super careful and reliable. I thought I could be a little angel or something, but in the end I found that I wasn’t even good enough for a joke, sosad.

I thought about trying to use it as an alarm to wake up Tezuka-senpai. When I woke up, Tezuka-senpai had gone out for morning exercises and had already returned. As a freshman who graduated from the first year of junior high school, I can’t be like other male screensavers. , to give the heroine cordial guidance.The most I can do is act as a ringer when he has a phone and email, and cover my ears when he answers the phone to show that I don't want to pry into his privacy, ah, although this is of no use...

On the contrary, under Tezuka-senpai's silent care, I felt that I was living a life where I ate and slept, ate and slept, and didn't have to do anything except read and write.

Can you blame me for not wanting to leave?

But to my surprise, I actually have a lot in common with Tezuka-senpai in terms of reading.

Anyway, I am also from the literary club, and my class is also from the Mandarin group. If this aspect is not good, I will go to suicide.

Speaking of which, I really have nothing outstanding except Mandarin. Thinking about my mathematics and physics, sometimes I have to rely on Taocheng to save me, and I feel that life is extremely miserable.

"Sure enough, I still love Shiga Naoya-sensei!" I slapped the screen angrily.

"For the Baihua faction, I recommend Musha Koji Shinto." Tezuka-senpai pushed his glasses calmly.

"Ms. Shiga has the title of God of Japanese Novels!" I protested.

"The title can only show the difference in the direction of writing between the two and the degree of recognition. I don't think this can represent anything." He looked at me calmly and said, neither excited nor angry, but stated such words calmly .

Not to mention refuting, I suddenly felt that I couldn't even speak out. ?

☆、Four future

?What does your future look like? --Inscription

"Foul...foul!" I don't know why I suddenly blurted out such words subconsciously, and even started to stutter.

"Senior, it's too foul!" I stepped back, I didn't know what app I was leaning on, and I protested, "It's too cunning..."

"How can I refute this..." I muttered in a low voice, then raised my head and said loudly, "I don't care! No matter what I do, I can't stop my love for Shiga-sensei!"

"Pa" I pressed the lock screen without hesitation, not daring to look at his expression, and turned my back to face him with the black screen.

Wait...what gave me the courage to press the lock screen just now?I suddenly realized that I covered my face in pain.

maya, what did I do just now, I actually blacked out his phone screen in front of Tezuka-senpai, it's like hanging up his phone before listening to what he had to say... How did I have that just now? Have the courage to make such a disrespectful move?I'm bound to be hated when it's over, right?

No...don't care, I'll pass the time by reading the book of Musha Xiaoji Shitou today...

"Good night, Asahina." Putting the phone on the bedside, he nodded to me like this.I didn't care at all that I was unilaterally and unreasonably making trouble with him about the author issue in the afternoon.

"N-good night! Tezuka-senpai." Although it has been a few days, I am still not used to it when Tezuka-senpai says "good night" to me.Even flustered to the point of being in a hurry.

It was that Tezuka-senpai who said good night to me, I feel flustered just thinking about it.

According to Tezuka-senpai's popularity, if people find out, I will definitely die, right?

Still...it's good that he wasn't angry.

I reached out and pressed the application button of the picture, clicked on the photo of the bed in the guest room taken by Tezuka-senpai, and got into the quilt and lay down.

My mind is full of complicated and unclear thoughts, I seem to have thought a lot, but when I think about it carefully, it seems to be blank.

After coming to the mobile phone, I often think, why is it me?

totally do not understand.The reason and the opportunity are completely unclear.

Cold, trembling, suffocation no matter how hard you struggle.

The world is surrounded by such things in an instant, unable to open eyes, unable to speak, struggling will only make people fall into a deeper abyss.

I couldn't even cry because I couldn't open my eyes, and I couldn't even whimper because I couldn't speak.

The colors were gone, the sounds were gone, and finally it all came to an end and the world... fell apart.

Is it because our suffering is so small that no one can be redeemed?

But... why me?

Such a proposition is always unsolvable.

Because you don't know how fate has arranged for you.

why me?

But why...won't it be me?

"Hiss..." I woke up from the dream, feeling my whole body was trembling uncontrollably.

I haven't had such a dream for a long time.

...Is it true that the temperature of the air conditioner is adjusted too low?

I opened my eyes. At this moment, Tezuka-senpai was no more than [-] centimeters away from me, because it was only three or four o'clock, and the light in the room was weak. I watched his calm face, and suddenly the emotions that had been suppressed just now were suppressed. Can't help it, the whole world is blurred for a moment.

Don't make any noise, it will wake up the seniors.

With this in mind, I covered my mouth hard, and buried my head into the pillow with such force that I could smother myself to death on the bed.

The sound is gone, the color is gone.

But at this time, I remembered Tezuka-senpai's posture when he played that day.

The light brought by the sun, the moon, the stars, or the flames and electric currents is not so gentle and bright as that light.

Dark, suffocating, none of these can compare to the pain of being hated.

I also felt that I was really sick, going crazy early in the morning.

However, when the emotions came, I didn't care about these at all, I was just full of grievances.I think that no emotion can compare to being wronged and making people feel like crying.

When I finished venting my emotions, I realized how naive I was just now.

While viciously complaining in his heart that he was so stupid just now, how could he cry so easily and ridiculously, while wiping away the unstoppable tears.

Ah, how long have I been unwilling to recall that past?

The impotent past.

……

"Senior... I really like tennis." I turned over a page of the book and spoke casually.

Tezuka put down the tennis magazine in his hand and paused for a moment, then replied seriously: "Yes."

"Have you ever thought about becoming a professional tennis player, senior?" I was a little curious, but more of a sigh of relief. Senior Tezuka was willing to answer my questions. Sure enough, he wasn't angry with me. That's great.

Or... In his eyes, being unreasonable like a child like me is nothing worth caring about at all, is it?

"I have considered this aspect, but at present, my task is to lead Qingxue to win the national competition."

"Ah, you are indeed a senior." I thought that this topic was about to come to an end, and Tezuka-senpai suddenly reached out and took the phone over, and met my eyes. At this time, I saw His eyes were clear and serious.

He asked, "Has Asahina thought about her future?"

"Eh? Me?" I didn't expect my senior to ask such a question, I suddenly felt a little overwhelmed, I turned my head and scratched the ends of my hair with a dry smile, "That me, me... I didn't think about this kind of thing." What's the matter, I don't have any special skills, and my grades are not very good... I never thought about what I can do..."

"It's not like that." Tezuka-senpai seemed to have considered his words carefully, he pushed his glasses, "Everyone has something they are good at and interested in."

"And." He stared at me or the screen, his black pupils under the lens were exceptionally warm and peaceful, his voice was clear but unexpectedly gentle, "I think Asahina, it's very good, it's not like what you said .”

I feel that Tezuka-senpai, who lives at home, is much gentler and kinder than the usual seniors...

Can you blame the girl from Qingxue for being unable to hold back?

What's more, it's such a home version of Tezuka-senpai... I can't help but help.

If, just say if, I fall in love with such a person.

He is so good.

Good enough to make everyone who knows and likes him proud, and good enough to be daunting.

I couldn't help but stop, look at his back, then lower my head, and examine myself.

Obviously it was just ordinary encouragement or comfort, but I pressed my heart that was about to jump out, and felt that my thinking was stagnant for a moment, blank, and my ears were full of white noise that echoed repeatedly, and even my breathing stopped , Even the simplest answer can't make a sound.

Finally... I looked up.

"That... senior, the phone is almost out of battery."

"Ah, sorry."

I probably didn’t expect my answer to be [delete] unreliable [delete], but after realizing that I didn’t want to answer, Tezuka-senpai paused holding the phone, took out the charger and plugged it into the phone.

What is my future?

The future that I hoped for or... that I dreamed about, if I told Tezuka-senpai, would the other party think that I was whimsical?

After that time comes, maybe I will have the courage to tell Tezuka-senpai, right?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I just lodged in his mobile phone for some unknown reasons. To him, he is a classmate of a member or a school girl who has never met before or at least has a little impression.

When I return to my daily life, I will have nothing to do with him. Will I be able to chat with him about the future like today?

Is there still a chance to tell him what I think, and how I... feel?

But...but...

Why am I still unwilling to give up?

Am I too greedy?

When I first met, what was the emotion I concealed with excitement.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

"I die without regret"?

It's ridiculous.Or is it sad?

Tezuka Kunimitsu.

Asahina ten years.

The distance between these two people is obviously light years away. ?

☆、Five Mood

?Master Tezuka Kunimitsu who contracted the entire fish pond 【Hello】. --Inscription

When I almost forgot the year and month, the vacation training of the tennis department was finally about to start.

If MOMO was present, I would probably say that it is terrible that your tennis club still has to practice during summer vacation.

But facing Tezuka-senpai... No, in fact, when I woke up, I was already in the familiar campus...

Mama, I feel like I've been kidnapped qwq You don't understand this feeling at all!

But thanks to my senior, I met Momo, who I haven't seen for a long time, and then I saw this idiot sprained his foot while playing...

I couldn't stand it anymore, I silently turned my head away, and continued to observe Tezuka-senpai...don't say I'm an idiot!It will fall powder!I can't do anything on my phone all day, and I'm not allowed to secretly lick... Ah no, you didn't see anything just now, start over.I mean, I'm secretly...not right, I observed that Tezuka-senpai is so upright, I think I'm much better than the dry-senpai.

At least I won't stay in a dark corner and make strange laughter. The pen keeps scribbling and jotting down something strange like "Tezuka's swing angle is [-]% lower today..." .

Cough, I admit that I exaggerated a bit, but don't you think this is the real idiot!In comparison, I'm just recording Tezuka-senpai's daily schedule, favorite things, hobbies, habits, etc. It's so silly and sweet, okay? !

…Please, please don’t report me and don’t call the police.

After training in the morning, it is rest in the afternoon. I thought that Tezuka-senpai would study at home as usual. This is also the best time for me to peep and observe him, but I saw him take out his fishing rod. kind of stuff.

This is not the point, the point is, Tezuka-senpai's fishing outfit, in a word, beautiful!

And the hat is so picturesque... Cough, calm down.

I feel that my idiotic heart is about to be exposed.

What to do, wait online, a little urgent.

The peaceful daily life is boring, but this time is different because of the presence of seniors.

Yes, yes, anyway, I have already confessed in the last chapter. It is not the first time I met Tezuka-senpai on the mobile phone. Even, before Tezuka-senpai thought, I met him before watching the MOMO competition. passed him, and fell in love with him.

That was a long time ago, and by the time I found out, it was halfway there.

People who yearn for, like, and envy.

How sad to fall in love with such a person.How lucky to fall in love with such a person.

He has all the looks I like, I want to become better, not to chase him, but to make myself better, so that he can see me, but the harder I work, the more I see the distance between me and him .

How much I love him is how desperate I am.

I close my copy of Pride and Prejudice and almost smile wryly.

At this time, the phone suddenly shook a few times, Tezuka-senpai picked up the phone, and showed me the fish in his hand.At this time, his brows and eyes were soft and unbelievable.

I couldn't help stretching out my hand, sticking my finger on the cold screen, I tried to smile: "Congratulations! Senior, what kind of fish is this?"

"Ah." Senior Tezuka said the name of the fish, but I didn't catch it, I just wanted to hear him talk.

All I know is that at this moment, he is watching me.

How wonderful, at this moment, in his eyes, I am the only one.

"Ah, that's right, the senior is really amazing." I nodded indiscriminately, I looked into the eyes of Tezuka-senpai, and felt his expression of confusion, but he still didn't ask anything, so I said with a smile Go down, "Will there be bigger fish?"

"It depends on luck." Tezuka-senpai nodded, he seemed to hesitate after taking a photo, and tapped my palm that was still attached to the screen with his finger.

At that moment, I seemed to feel the temperature. I raised my head in a daze, and saw him lock the screen directly...

This is revenge, right? !This is definitely revenge!

I said that I wanted to talk about life with my seniors.

Yes, I do want to talk about life with seniors, literally.

About the last time he asked me about my future, I actually have an answer.It's just that I was still awkward at that time and didn't want to say it.

But when I think about it later, I really want to strangle myself at that time.The atmosphere was so good at that time, I took advantage of the trend to look forward to the future, how wonderful!

Everyone has a history where they want to tear it up and throw it in the trash in retrospect... right?

I just watched Tezuka-senpai like this, catching fish after fish...

It's terrible, it's like contracting the fish pond.

In the evening after returning home, Tezuka-senpai simply took a shower, then sat on the edge of the bed and wiped his hair. At that moment, I almost forgot my original purpose...

I'm such a shallow person, I reflected on myself, and couldn't hold back after watching it for 2 minutes, I finally remembered my purpose.

"Senior..." I swipe the lock screen hard to make the screen light up.

He turned his head and saw my [deleted] ferocious face, which may be very ferocious [deleted], I had made up my mind. He didn't wear glasses when he was brushing his hair. He took them off and put them on at this time, with a calm expression.

"The question my senior asked me last time, I thought about it for a long time, and I already have the answer." I pulled a chair from the picture, although I immediately felt like I was being interrogated after I sat on the chair, but I won't be able to control so much for a while, I sat upright, looked up and saw that Tezuka-senpai seems to be ready to listen to me, and then I couldn't help but become more nervous...

"I don't have any specialties, I don't know how to play musical instruments or draw, but at least I still have a pen in my hand. Although writing can't be said to be better than others, at least it is what I specialize in. I... want to write I want to tell everyone how gentle this world is, and at least it’s not that bad.”

"Ah, that's good." Tezuka-senpai nodded, and stopped wiping his hair because he heard me talking, and a drop of water dripped from the tip of his brown hair.

I seemed to be fascinated by the trajectory of this drop of water. I looked at the ends of his hair and blurted out for some reason: "I have longed for the senior since..."

What am I talking about? !

Say something to remedy it!

I was shocked by the words that came out of my mouth. At this moment, I felt that I was split into two. One was talking about the words that had been hidden in my heart for a long time, and I felt very ashamed to say them, and the other wanted to cover myself. mouth, but looked helpless.

"I have always liked the senior...the way the senior plays tennis, the senior must not know, the way the senior plays tennis is very dazzling."

stop now.

I don't want to bother him.

I still want to get along with my seniors peacefully like now.

But...can't stop.

I want to properly tell him how I feel, how I longed for him in the past.

"Look at the hand