What is it like to find someone for your ex?

The sound of string music and violin intertwined, and the wedding march came from afar.

"Congratulations, a happy marriage for a hundred years."

"You two, you two are talented and beautiful, and your family background is so matched... Be happy."

The man standing beside her smiled and said yes one by one.

He looked extremely gentle, but she could clearly see the alienation and indifference in his eyes.On such an important occasion, he actually seemed...

Dull.

——Even if he has no one to love, even if his heart is wandering around in mid-air...it cannot belong to her.

He is generous and stingy.

For the benefit of many parties and for the persuasion and persecution of her family, she agreed to marry her.But they never kissed, never held hands, the child was agreed to be a surrogate, and the date of divorce was also set.

"I know you like me... sorry." He said gently and gentlemanly.

she gritted her teeth

Something is brewing in my heart, it was originally just a small stain on my heart, but now that piece of darkness is gradually expanding, turning into mold, turning into dark clouds... Finally, it turned into an overwhelming tsunami.

She watched him walk away, watched him find his own happiness.

——Why?What's wrong with me?

I'll make them pay, I'll make him come to his senses, I'll...

Relying on her own means, she set up many obstacles for his lover and created many misunderstandings for the two of them, but they were overcome by them one by one.She is not reconciled.

In that mood, she suddenly heard a sentence from afar:

"Are you afraid of getting old? Because you're old, and when you die, no one will remember—"

The voice was a bit like that person, very familiar.And the content of the words, like a slap from the sky, woke her up and stunned her.

Wang Yun gasped violently and woke up on the bed.

In an empty room, the curtains were blown open by the cool breeze.She just caught a cold yesterday, and the window was left open, but no one took care of it.

She coughed violently, became distraught, and called for the servants.

But... no one came.

"The photographer of this photo..."

"Is it her?"

The girl in the photo is very young, she is wearing a high ponytail, standing upright, tall and beautiful.She looked at the camera, but didn't smile, and her expression looked a little gloomy.

The uncle took a puff of his cigarette, squinted his eyes to look at the photo, and the cigarette shook.He looked up at Xie Xu, was silent for a moment, and asked him in English: "Who are you?"

"I'm--"

The uncle coughed twice, and suddenly showed a painful expression. He covered his heart with shaking hands, panted twice, and knelt down on the ground.

Xie Xu reacted immediately, went up to support him, and asked, "Is there any medicine? Where is the medicine?"

The uncle waved his hands in pain, meaning there was no medicine.

The two had to lay him flat, let him lie on the ground, called an ambulance, and performed some first aid measures.

When the ambulance came, Xie Xu sent the uncle into the car, then turned around and went back to get something.Guan Qing saw him take down the photo, fold it up and put it in his pocket.

Guan Qing was stunned, and asked: "What?"

"The timing of this uncle's illness is too coincidental, I think—"

Xie Xu paused, but did not continue.

He walked to Guan Qing's left hand, gently picked up his bandaged left hand, and checked to make sure that there was no bleeding.

Xie Xu's expression with the street lamp on his back, how should I put it... It's gentle, and it seems like it's heartbroken, as if it's going to cry in a second, like a big dog strayed by the roadside and abandoned.

But that expression disappeared in a flash, and he quickly turned his eyes away and said, "Go, get in the car."

The doctors did some simple treatment and asked them some questions along the way, Guan Qing answered them one by one.

Xie Xu sat aside with a dignified expression, not knowing what he was thinking.

The uncle was pushed into the emergency room.

Soon, the uncle's daughter came.

It was a blond woman about 30 years old, dressed very simply, she came in a hurry, her nose was sweating, and her face was a little red.She first thanked the two of them, went to supplement various procedures, and then circled worriedly in front of the ward.

After a while, she looked at the two of them and asked, "Is my dad... sick because of what? Where did he hit? Or did he drink too much, which caused..."

"It seems to be," Guan Qing hesitated, and said, "I can't be sure, it seems to be a heart attack."

Guan Qing had seen the appearance of a heart attack patient, so he was able to take his seat right away.But what surprised him was that the uncle seemed to know that he had this disease, but he didn't prepare any medicine—this was almost suicide.

Unexpectedly, the woman was astonished.She raised her eyebrows, paled, shook her head in disbelief, and said:

"Impossible, our family has no medical history... Besides, if he has this disease, why didn't he tell me? Why didn't he prepare medicine?"

She seemed to be very sad, walking up and down in front of the ward, pinching her fingers nervously, whispering 'impossible'.

Guan Qing looked at her and was in a trance for a moment.

He seemed to see his former self through the slightly bent, trembling, praying and angry figure in front of the ward.

He used to think that he went in, but there was always a little detail telling him that he didn't, he was still lingering outside the door, he still... couldn't get in.

Perhaps infected by the overly heavy atmosphere, Guan Qing lowered his head, trembling a little.

Suddenly, a person put his hand on his right arm, startled, and muttered 'why is it so cold'.Then the man's hand slid all the way down the arm, took his hand, held it, paused, and let go again.

Guan Qing looked, Xie Xu held his right hand and looked at it for a while, then lowered his head and looked up at him.

The lights in the hospital are white cold light, and there is wind outside the window.

Xie Xu's eyes, how should I put it, seem to be sorry, but also seem to have no regrets, soft and harmless, even very pious——

Xie Xu stood up, knelt on one knee in the corridor of the hospital, lowered his head, and kissed deeply on the back of his hand.

Like compromise, like surrender.

"you……"

Guan Qing was taken aback.He was a little at a loss, and there was an inexplicable shock in his heart, as if Xie Xu was swearing something to him, entrusting him with something.

But the oath was silent, only the gentle snowflakes falling outside the window accompanied the soft but solemn oath.

Guan Qing only felt that his cheeks were a little hot.

"Let me tell you, I won't hide it from you, you and I..." Xie Xu looked at him from the bottom up, the expression in his eyes was extremely firm:

"Pain equal."

The hospital turned on the heater, and the two looked at each other through the tens of centimeters of warm air. Guan Qing was a little speechless.Xie Xu gradually became a little embarrassed, he looked away and wanted to look elsewhere——

Guan Qing lowered her head, cupped his face with one hand, and kissed him.

When this kiss is over.

Guan Qing helped Xie Xu's face cool down with his hands, and he wanted to laugh a little - Xie Xu's face was so red.

"Little girl, why are you so shy." Guan Qing couldn't help but want to tease him.

"My, my... because my brother is so handsome." Xie Xu pretended to be a little girl, and said shyly with his voice lowered.

After speaking, both of them trembled.

Xie Xu rubbed the goose bumps on his hands and returned to normal.Sitting next to Guan Qing, he hesitated for a moment, pointed to the wound on his abdomen, and said, "This wound..."

He knew Guan Qing cared.

Just like he cared so much about Guan Qing's injury.He wanted to remove the bandage on Guan Qing's left hand every minute to see how much it had healed, but when he thought about the source of the wound and how painful that kind of injury would be, he would feel unbearable pain.

He knew that Guan Qing had been thinking about where his injury came from, but he didn't dare to ask, for fear of asking an answer of 'you don't need to know'.

He had already opened the lock, but Guan Qing was still walking around outside the door.

— Once bitten by a snake.

Xie Xu's heart seemed to be clenched tightly by someone, it was painful and limp, and he had difficulty breathing.

He said: "I will tell you all this in the future, and I will never hide it. This injury..."

He has been paying attention to Guan Qing's mother's situation since he came here.

However, the situation at the time can only be described as very bad.Wang Yun did not deliberately target this side, but as long as she wanted to, a large number of people were willing to provide her with this help.

And on the night when he arrived here, he saw a car following Ye Anxian and his wife.

The couple attended a local banquet. It was late and they couldn't get a taxi. Thinking that it was not too far away, they took a shortcut.The truck driver happened to be smoking when he arrived, and in the smog, he could only vaguely see a pair of dark eyes staring at the husband and wife walking slowly arm in arm.

He didn't have time to think about it.

He made phone calls to the people he knew locally and the people who brought him here, and arranged some things, while he quietly got into the car from the open rear shed.Fight the truck driver as he gets in and starts the car.

Although he took over the steering wheel of the truck before it hit the couple, he was also stabbed in the abdomen.

Fortunately, the incision was not deep, and after the sutures were completed, he insisted on leaving the hospital despite the doctor's persuasion.

"I," Xie Xu hesitated for a moment, he buried his head very low, looking extremely guilty, and said, "It was my fault in the first place, and I reaped the consequences of myself, so you really don't think..."

If it wasn't for him, Ye Anxian wouldn't be targeted by Wang Yun, and those dangerous things wouldn't happen.

"Of course, there is a stalemate between my staff and Wang Yun, and they still don't dare to act rashly—"

Xie Xu was taken aback.

He felt that Guan Qing's hand holding him was very cold and trembling.Guan Qing lowered his head, couldn't see his expression clearly, Xie Xu reached out to touch, and touched a hand of cold water.

Xie Xu seemed to be scalded, and his heart tightened in an instant: "What's wrong? I... isn't this good."

Guan Qing was silent, he hugged Xie Xu and buried his head on his shoulder.

After a while, Guan Qing choked with sobs and said, "I swore that the landslide before that would never let you do that again...

"So I still can't control it, so I still...can't protect you."

He tried to smile.

It's so dangerous, fighting alone with a vicious gangster on the truck, there are too many unstable factors.If you are not careful, Xie Xu may—

He wanted to protect Xie Xu well, he wanted to hold all his most precious and beloved things carefully in his hands, Xie Xu, mother...

But it can't be done.

"My strength is too small, I—"

Xie Xu wiped the tears from the corners of Guan Qing's eyes with his thumb.

With the moonlight shining through the window, Xie Xu's earnest eyebrows and eyes look soft and clear, but that look is not real at all - this kind of Xie Xu is strange and familiar, even let Guan Qing through nearly ten years In those days, I once again felt the heart-thumping moment on that day eight years ago.

他 说:

"We don't need to be harsh on ourselves. The world is so big, and everyone's power is very small. Whether it's you, me, or even the seemingly powerful Wang Yun."

He solemnly kissed Guan Qing on the forehead and said:

"I love you who are...not strong."

"Thank you, too, for falling in love with me like this."

The author has something to say: Everyone, I'm sorry, 咕咕咕咕咕咕咕.

I was cooing because...the boy I liked confessed to me the night before yesterday, and I was obsessed with love the day before yesterday, so I cooed _(:з」∠)_

Sorry, there will be daily updates in the future, and this article is coming to an end, I hope you can continue to accompany me.

By the way, my boyfriend is super handsome and super nice! !

I just want to fall in love every day, alas.

So the next article must be very sweet, after all, I can’t write anything abusive nowadays_(:з」∠)_ Let me promote my next baby "I, milk meow, beg me"

[[Because I have been pigeonholed for so long, and I am with the person I like again... the little angels who leave comments below this chapter are all given red envelopes!It would be even better if I could bring a blessing or something.]]