What is it like to find someone for your ex?

The sky was too blue, and it spread out in large swaths of sight, like oil paint splashed on the sky by someone.

The Czech Republic seems to have just had a snowfall, the whole world is silver and white, small houses are close together, the eaves are covered with snow, women are wearing aprons and chatting in Czech through the windows, ordinary and warm .

Xie Xu hugged him and walked forward slowly, his hair was stained with snow, the tip of his nose was red with cold, and his eyes were the color of glass in the sun. ,

After that kiss, he stopped talking, just hugged Guan Qing's hand tightly, and moved forward in silence.

It seems to be a guilty conscience.

Guan Qing didn't know what to say.

When I just opened my eyes, the short-lived joy gradually faded, and the memory came back little by little.

No matter what it was for, Xie Xu had...hid him about his mother.

He couldn't forgive, but he couldn't give up Xie Xu either, so he fell into a dilemma.

"I..." Guan Qing said a word, and the breath he exhaled turned into white mist.

Xie Xu looked down at Guan Qing, pulled up the scarf to cover most of his face, exposing only the tip of his nose to breathe, and said, "I'm sorry."

The two were silent again.

Only then did Guan Qing realize that in northern Europe in the winter, he didn't feel cold at all outdoors—he was wearing thick clothes, including scarves and earmuffs. the taste of.

He took another look at Xie Xu, he was only wearing a thin sweater and no scarf, no wonder the tip of his nose turned red from the cold.

Guan Qing was so distressed that he couldn't speak for a moment.

Xie Xu felt extremely guilty, and glanced at Guan Qing from the corner of his eye, seeing Guan Qing frowning tightly.Xie Xu's hand holding him was stiff, so he forced a smile.

Fortunately, the house arrived soon. It was a family hotel, and the heating inside was fully turned on.The house is not big, but the decoration is very warm. There is a fireplace, and there are several people, men, women and children, chatting and playing cards around the fireplace.

They greeted Xie Xu and said something in Czech.

Xie Xu smiled and replied, those people showed ambiguous eyes, and one of the old ladies came up to shake Guan Qing's hand and handed him a piece of chocolate.

Guan Qing didn't know why, so she had to pick it up and said thank you in English.I don't know if the old lady understood or not, so she left with a smile on her face.

Go back to Xie Xu's room.The room was not big and a bit messy. Xie Xu's suitcase was open on the floor, the quilt on the double bed was not folded, and various documents and sundries were spread out on the bed.

Xie Xu touched his nose, barely cleared a space for Guan Qing on the bed, and said:

"sit down."

Guan Qing didn't sit down.

Xie Xu pulled the wooden bench and sat down.His sweater was wet with snow, and he put his hands on the hem, as if he wanted to take it off, but he glanced at Guan Qing and let go.

Guan Qing didn't sit or move, he just stood and looked at Xie Xu until Xie Xu's head lowered little by little.

Xie Xu whispered, repeating over and over again like a repeater: "I know I was wrong. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Guan Qing felt even more distressed.

He had no choice but to interrupt Xie Xu: "Don't you want to take off your clothes? Why don't you take off?"

Xie Xu looked up at him, his eyes were watery, innocent and pitiful like a big dog.Hearing Guan Qing's words, his face blushed suspiciously.

Guan Qing: "..."

"I mean," Guan Qing bent down, trying to lift his hem, but was held tightly by Xie Xu, "I'll take a look at you."

Xie Xu blushed and said, "I, I'll get ready. I'll take a shower first. Just now...then what...by the way, I'll go downstairs and buy a Durex."

He clutched the hem of his clothes like a little girl, and walked towards the door in a panic, but was grabbed by Guan Qing.

"Thank you." Guan Qing's voice was very serious, he looked at Xie Xu, and stared at him without blinking.

Xie Xu had to meet his eyes, he wanted to escape, but soon seemed to be caught in Guan Qing's eyes, and gradually revealed a look of obsession.

But Guan Qing raised his feet, turned his head to the side, breathed intertwined with Xie Xu, his eyelids were half drooped, and the expression in his eyes could not be seen clearly.

Like a pose for a kiss.

Xie Xu stood where he was, almost in a daze. He subconsciously closed his eyes and waited——

Guan Qing stretched out her hand, taking advantage of Xie Xu's attention being diverted, she lifted Xie Xu's clothes.

When Xie Xu came to his senses, Guan Qing was squatting down and looking at the bandage on his abdomen, frowning tightly.

There are not many places to park in this small town. When Guan Qing was carried back to the hotel from the parking place, the road was too cold. Xie Xu didn't pay attention, and the wound opened.Now the white bandage seeped a lot of blood.

"This... just looks scary, but it doesn't hurt much."

Xie Xu was a little embarrassed, wanted to rub Guan Qing's head, but was afraid of being abrupt.

"Really?" Guan Qing turned her eyes to look at him, her face was very ugly.

He suddenly reached out and touched the blood-oozing part of Xie Xu's bandage.Xie Xu was unprepared, and immediately hissed.

Guan Qing looked at him expressionlessly.

Xie Xu didn't dare to look at him anymore, he stared at the ground, after half a minute, he whispered: "You touch it again, it doesn't hurt now, really."

"you--"

Guan Qing was so angry that he couldn't speak.Xie Xu glanced at him secretly, like a naughty child being scolded by a teacher, and said in a low voice: "I was wrong, you can scold me, but don't say anything like breaking up."

Guan Qing turned his back to Xie Xu, his back trembled a little, reached out to wipe his eyes, took a long breath, turned around, and said calmly:

"I won't say goodbye to you again, not in this life."

After Xie Xu reacted, his eyes gradually lit up. He wanted to reach out to hug Guan Qing, but saw Guan Qing pick up the fruit knife on the table.

He was startled.

That second became very long.Xie Xu suddenly felt extremely severe tinnitus, and he heard his overly violent heartbeat in the tinnitus, and there was something stuck in his throat, so he didn't have time to say it.

A snowflake fell quietly and stuck to the glass window, watching everything.

——Guan Qing opened the scabbard, and slashed his palm twice, the flesh rolled up in an instant, and blood flowed out.

The blood was like some kind of strange spell or pattern, meandering down, Xie Xu felt dizzy for a moment, with a strong sense of unreality.

Guan Qing's face was pale, and he lowered his hands, which were still twitching unnaturally, with blood trickling down his fingertips little by little.He smiled at Xie Xu and said:

"If you hurt again in the future, I will accompany you again."

Xie Xu's expression was blank for a long time, as if he couldn't respond to anything outside.

The next second, his eyes were red and tears were streaming down his face.With trembling hands, he carefully held Guan Qing's palm, his whole body convulsed with sadness.He lowered his head, whimpering like a trapped animal.

Guan Qing didn't say a word, he finally smiled, patted Xie Xu's head with his right hand, and said, "It doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt."

"You..." Xie Xu sniffed, his voice trembling, "I'm in pain now."

Xie Xu tried to smile, but he couldn't. He finally covered his eyes and sobbed, "This time it hurts too much...I can't bear it."

He was shaking all over, as if very cold, and tears kept streaming down his face.He didn't even dare to touch Guan Qing anymore, so he knelt beside him and called the doctor.

Guan Qing took the first aid kit and treated the wound reluctantly, and helped Xie Xu up with his uninjured hand.

He looked at Xie Xu with gentle and calm eyes, seeming a little unkind.He smiled and said:

"This injury looks scary, but it doesn't hurt at all. Would you like to touch it?"

Xie Xu shook his head with red eyes, and said in a low voice, "Don't...be so cruel."

"It was you who were cruel to me first." Guan Qing said in a low voice.

The doctor came quickly, but fortunately Guan Qing was still seriously ill and had little strength. The wound was long but not deep.The doctor was still rambling on, telling Guan Qing things he couldn't understand for a long time.

Guan Qing listened in a cloud of fog, but nodded all the time.Xie Xu listened seriously with a pale face.

After the doctor ordered, he treated the wound and prescribed medicine.Before he was about to leave, he was stopped by Guan Qing.

Guan Qing glanced at Xie Xu, Xie Xu's eyes were still red, but this time he immediately understood what Guan Qing meant.

He lifted up the hem of his clothes, pointed at the bandage with blood seeping, and said to the doctor in English with a nasal voice: "My wound opened accidentally, can you help me deal with it?"

The blond female doctor with glasses was very displeased, looking at the two of them as if to say 'the two are unreliable, they are too good for each other'.

After finally finishing the treatment, the doctor left.

After the door was closed, Guan Qing looked at Xie Xu: "Can you talk properly now?"

Xie Xu took the soft cushion to rest his hands on, carefully confirmed that Guan Qing didn't have any discomfort, and then nodded with a look of dismay.

Xie Xu sniffed and asked:

"Before I get down to business, can I—"

"can."

Guan Qing couldn't move his left hand, and opened his arms to him with his right hand, squinting his eyes.

At this time, Guan Qing's eyes were very gentle, not aggressive at all, peaceful and firm.Xie Xu didn't dare to use too much force, he held Guan Qing cautiously, as if he was holding some treasure, buried his head in Guan Qing's neck, still trembling intermittently.

Guan Qing was stunned and wanted to say something.

He felt the coolness in the pit of his neck, Xie Xu... cried again.

"So, Guan... what is Guan, going to Prague?"

"Ms. Wang, his name is Guan Qing."

In the video dialog box, the blond female doctor reminded.Her Chinese is very standard, and her words are correct and round.

"Well, Guan Qing." Wang Yun knocked on the table, narrowed her eyes, and sneered, "What's the use of him going, you retarded waste."

Wang Yun leaned back in the chair, and in front of her was a huge screen, several pictures were displayed in front of her at the same time.One of the scenes is the downstairs of the family hotel - Xie Xu is very vigilant, and he has discovered all the surveillance cameras in the room.The other is in the bedroom, a woman with a delicate and gentle face is playing chess with her husband, and they are chatting about something.

After these few days, Ye Anxian should have noticed something.

She is a smart woman.

She maintained a superficial calm, and only once called Guan Qing when her fear was at its peak - that time, when she and her husband returned to the hotel from the market at night, they were followed by a car, which suddenly accelerated in the later stage , the two almost died under the wheel.But after that, she pretended to be calm, happy, and enjoying her vacation.She didn't know anything about the situation, but she knew... she had to protect her family.

Ye Anxian doesn't deserve Wang Yun's attention.However, a series of events behind Ye Anxian's back——

"Also, ma'am, I must remind you...Mr. Xie Qing has not returned to Country M."

Wang Yun's hand holding the armrest trembled.

With a hoarse voice, she asked, "then Where did he go?"

The author has something to say: Humble, I hope there are comments!It’s so lonely to code on a stand-alone machine every day, woo woo woo.

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