What is it like to find someone for your ex?

"Senior, thank you."

"I don't need help, I... have no trouble."

"I'm willing to hug him, no matter what he is."

The face of the young boy in front of him was immature and green, and his eyes were full of gloom and gloom that didn't match his age. He was supposed to be a sunny and cheerful age, but because he had endured and carried too much, he was forced to become gloomy and begrudgingly. Had to say nothing.

But he still didn't want to admit defeat, obviously his whole body was trampled into the mud, but he insisted on struggling to raise his head, as if he wanted to prove something.

Obviously no one knows, and no one cares.Guan Qing didn't say a word, and it seemed that thousands of angry words were intertwined and entangled, and finally fell into a noisy silence.

At that time, Guan Qing's eyes were not gentle, but sharp and dark, like a knife.

But Ye Zi felt that Guan Qing like that had a fatal attraction for him.It's not that kind of bright beauty, but hidden under the calmness, there is something dangerous, corrupt, and twisted that makes him want to stop.Such Guan Qing made him unable to restrain himself from indulging in it. He would not contact Guan Qing directly, but he watched him every day, through the Internet, through other people's eyes, through thanks——

Check how he is doing every day, whether he has been bullied again or received some unfair treatment.Every time he saw Guan Qing's forbearing and dark eyes, his heart would be stirred up.

Go ahead, hate the world, hate the world, go... destroy the world.

Do all the things he can't do.

Ye Zi savors all of Guan Qing's performances every day, he is like a flower grower, watching the flowers twist and wilt a little every day, the more rotten the roots of the flowers, the happier he is.

The first time he saw Guan Qing, he thought of his mother.That poor woman hanged herself on her eight-year-old son's birthday when her husband cheated on her and all her power was taken away.

She has long been overwhelmed by life, her face is pale, and she is haggard.The husband she loved for so long and the business she had run for so long were destroyed overnight.But Ye Zi vaguely remembered that her initial expression was also very calm.

She just tossed her phone to the ground and got dressed like she was going on a date.Finally, she bent down, hugged Ye Zi, and whispered in his ear:

"Your mother is going to die, and she was forced to die. It's not your mother who wants to leave, but your father, and that bitch... You are the son of my Wang Xin. You have to remember that you bear blood and deep hatred on your body, and you bear the burden of death." my life."

"Son, if you don't help me avenge, I will... die with regret."

Finally, the mother wore a red dress and smiled at Ye Zi, her eyes were gloomy and sharp, like a knife.

He was precocious since he was a child, and his father was addicted to alcohol and sex.Almost in the summer vacation after graduating from high school, he basically completed what his mother "entrusted".And... still not enough.

Something, too heavy and difficult, kept pressing on him.He had thought revenge would be the end, but it wasn't.He was forced to walk forward with such a heavy load on his back, and he didn't know where the end point was.

Later he met Guan Qing.

Somber, sharp, and full of hate.

That breath was too sweet for him.

Under his deliberate guidance and instruction, the unfair treatment Guan Qing received in the class became more and more serious, and Guan Qing was also growing in the direction he expected.until--

Suddenly one day, Guan Qing and Xie Xu started to get married, and Guan Qing began to change.

He is like a plant that has been in a dark and humid place for a long time, and is suddenly moved to the sunlight. The sunlight is not so strong as to burn people, but the nutrients seep in from his branches, leaves, and branches, making him gradually stretch out. .

Ye Zi was furious.

He originally thought that since Guan Qing had gone against his original expectations, he should no longer have abnormal enthusiasm and attention for Guan Qing.

But in fact, Guan Qing's attraction to him has not faded, and even...intensified.

He likes to call that feeling love.

The kind of ridiculous stuff he used to sniff at.

Ye Zi threw the envelope into the fireplace, picked up a wet towel and wiped his hands, looked at the thick fog covering the city outside the window, and said in a low voice:

"There are still many things you don't know."

"...You won't know either."

"The monitoring was deleted."

Xiao Zhang said with a blank face.

Guan Qing nodded, indicating that he understood.Being able to take away a letter in such a short period of time without disturbing anyone, it is obvious that he will not be careless enough to leave clues.

"I--"

Guan Qing covered his eyes in frustration.

Xie Xu wrote that letter so seriously, he must have something important to say.Even if... he can ask Xie Xu himself in the future, if he misses some things, he misses them, including Xie Xu's mood when he wrote those words word by word, he has no way of knowing and cannot touch them.

——'To my lover Guan Qing'.

Suddenly Guan Qing's cell phone vibrated, he picked it up and took a look, Xie Xu sent a link.

When he clicked on the link and wanted to enter the password, he transposed the words on the envelope into pinyin and typed it in with hesitation, and it actually...passed.

Guan Qing: "..."

He had a bunch of things he wanted to ask thank you, but he sent a sentence first: "Baby, everything I want to say is in it, I'm very busy now."

It seems to be at the airport over there, very noisy, Xie Xu's voice is low and gentle, ringing in the ears, making people feel like a warm wind has been caressing.

Guan Qing thought that he would not reply again, but after a while, Xie Xu said again: "That envelope was used to deceive others, and it must have been taken away by someone now, so don't feel bad. There is no time to write, next time you want to like it, I will write you a love letter every day."

"……I love you."

Xie Xu said in a low voice, and smiled a little embarrassedly.

Guan Qing paused and typed: "I love you too."

Just as Guan Qing was about to start reading the contents, there was a knock on the door suddenly.With the lessons learned from last time, Guan Qing nodded to Xiao Zhang, Xiao Zhang immediately understood and went to open the door.

Unexpectedly, there was no one at the door, only a bunch of flowers.

The bouquet of flowers was actually a bouquet of wildflowers, and there were even a few weeds in it, but they were carefully packed and tied with gorgeous knots. It was a beautiful bouquet, casual and solemn.

Guan Qing was taken aback, and stretched out his hand to Xiao Zhang: "Thank you."

Xiao Zhang looked at him in embarrassment, and said, "Ma'am—bah, Mr. Guan, I won't give it to you if it's of unknown origin. If you like it, I'll put it in the vase at the door for you."

Guan Qing had a premonition in his heart, he shook his head and said with a smile, "It's all right."

The bouquet reminded him of something a man had said to him long ago.It was on a small lawn of the largest size, the sun was not strong but it was warm, and it was a sunny winter afternoon.That person just sitting there was enough to give him a sense of peace of mind—it was strange, as if it had hit him off right away, and he trusted and even relied on this senior even though he had known him for a short time.

The man handed him a June chrysanthemum and smiled: "What's the difference between a wild flower and a famous flower? If I put this wild flower in a vase, raise it well and carefully, water and fertilize it..."

He meant something.

For some reason, seeing that bouquet of flowers, this scene was the first thing that popped up in Guan Qing's mind.

But the relationship between him and Ye Zi has long been different from before.

He is not a fool, and he may feel a little bit vague.Ye Zi is not what he seems.

Regarding Ye Zi, Guan Qing still doesn't know a lot.

Guan Qing hugged the bouquet of flowers and fiddled with the June chrysanthemums in full bloom.He held the bouquet in his hands, only to realize that the weight was a bit wrong. He tried to lift Juneju, and found that there was a mobile phone tied to the end of Juneju.

Xiao Zhang's eyes widened.

Guan Qing looked at the 'calling' sign on it, gestured 'shh' to Xiao Zhang, took the phone, and said, "Hello."

It was very quiet over there, not even the slightest wind could be heard.

Guan Qing waited quietly for a while.

Still no one spoke.

"Ye Zi," Guan Qing took a breath and said, "Thank you for taking care of me and caring about me for so long..."

But they had no way to go on.

Thank you is his bottom line.

Whether Ye Zi did it on purpose or not...he couldn't stand it.Moreover, he himself studied psychology, even though Ye Zi's actions were very subtle, he still more or less noticed it.

The power of psychological suggestion is very powerful.

"I--"

"I know what you mean." Ye Zi whispered.

Ye Zi has always been slow-moving and has an extraordinary bearing. Wherever he appears, he is the focus of attention, and he can afford all the spotlights.He is arrogant, but that arrogance is not obvious.

At this moment, Ye Zi's voice lost its original calmness, and was low and undisciplined: "Let's meet again, I won't do anything."

Just as Guan Qing was about to answer, Ye Zi added: "Also, you are very important to me—I mean, I love you."

His tone was almost like 'I went out this afternoon and bought a cabbage'.

Guan Qing held the phone and didn't know what to say.

"Don't worry, it won't happen in the future."

Ye Zi smiled: "Come on, give me a hug. I'll visit the doctor later, okay?"

Guan Qing was silent for a while.Ye Zi said, "Are you scared? Don't be so mean."

"...Okay." Guan Qing actually wanted to find him at first, but was just thinking about how to express it.After all, today is—

"Mr. Guan!" After hanging up the phone, Xiao Zhang stood up abruptly from his chair, "No, no, absolutely not. That Ye Zi..."

Xiao Zhang finally realized that it was impolite to say so. He pursed his lips and said, "Brother Xu told me, absolutely not. You want to go, I have to find someone to follow."

Guan Qing didn't speak.

He turned on his mobile phone and said to Xie Xu: "Xie Xu, I'm going to see Ye Zi later. I won't leave."

"Can you... trust me?"

Guan Qing's hand holding the phone was a little sweaty.

He warned himself that no matter what the result is, he must not lose.He shouldn't expect it to happen overnight, he can take his time.

Even if Xie Xu doesn't believe him, even if Xie Xu is jealous and angry.

But when he clicked on the voice bar, his hands were still shaking.

"Keep the two bodyguards. Ye Zi has to leave before seven o'clock in the evening." Xie Xu's voice was a little sullen, and he muttered, "Don't let him touch you...Hug? Well, no more than three seconds, you use your mobile phone Remember, I have to check and supervise."

Guan Qing exhaled.

The dark clouds shrouded outside the window dissipated little by little, and his heart also rose and floated little by little in the change from cloudy to sunny, like a soft cloud.

All concerns seem so ridiculous.

To be honest, he doesn't want to do anything now, he just wants to hug Xie Xu, tease the jealous Xie Xu, and take a nap with his baby in his arms.

Guan Qing shook his head, shaking off irrelevant thoughts.

Soon, a person wearing a takeaway rider's costume knocked on the door, a little curious about the overly luxurious ward environment.Guan Qing paid the money and thanked him.

Then, Guan Qing sent a text message to the only number saved on the phone in the bouquet, asking when Ye Zi would come.

Ye Zi didn't reply.

After a while, when he became a little confused, a photo was sent to his mobile phone.

Guan Qing froze for a moment, and clicked to open it.The person in the photo...is his mother.

The photo looks ordinary at first glance. The mother is a little tanned, wearing a floral dress and a gentle bun, walking side by side with her husband on the streets of the Czech Republic.

Then there were several photos from over there, from various angles, following the mother all the way forward.

Guan Qing was in a cold sweat.

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