What is it like to find someone for your ex?

Before Xie Xu could say anything, Guan Qing hung up the phone.

He looked at the document for a while, and when he signed it, he found that his hands were shaking badly.He took his left hand to hold his right hand, but found that instead of his hand, he was trembling all over.

The sweetness, relief, and ease of these days only exist in the sunlight during the day, but at night, the terrifying shadows in the dark will come up and never disappear.Those predicaments and things he was afraid of in reality were projected into the grotesque dreams, still haunting him deeply.

For example, he never downloaded the Weibo, because he was afraid of seeing Xie Xu's fans ridiculing him; for example, what he didn't dare to think about, what Jiang Lu, Xie Xu's mother, other people... would think of him.

Compared with before, he has not grown at all.He was still the timid and incompetent Guan Qing, but thanks to Xu Tiantian's care and company during this time, he almost forgot about this.

What if they get back together later?What if Xie Xu gets busy again after getting back together?

Endure until it's unbearable, and then break up again?

Even if the broken mirror is rounded again, it will definitely be split again for the same reason.Also, they're...not patching it at all.

They are just immersed in the love atmosphere they created and forget about it.

He had been dreaming for so long that he almost believed it to be true.

The phone kept ringing, Guan Qing simply turned off the phone.

He clutched his stomach and curled up, then rushed to the bathroom, retching spasmodically.

When off work, Guan Qing went downstairs and saw a handsome and handsome uncle.

It was obvious that he was not young, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes were not insignificant, but that kind of feeling, handsome and charming, was simply full of hormones.He was holding a small bouquet of flowers, and when he saw Guan Qing coming down, he smiled and saluted him as a gentleman, and handed him the flowers.

Guan Qing: "...how are you?"

The front desk looked at the two of them with ambiguous eyes.

The uncle smiled and said, "Handsome guy, can I invite you to dinner?"

"Uh," Guan Qing was extremely embarrassed, "I, that..."

"You're not going to reject me again, are you?" The uncle said exaggeratedly with a sad expression.

"No." After all, he is an elder, Guan Qing said hastily.

Wait, 'again'?

"You are?" Guan Qing looked at the uncle's face, trying to distinguish the familiar feeling from it.The uncle tilted his head, and Guan Qing was instantly blessed, "Are you Xie Xu's father?"

The uncle nodded and smiled happily: "I am Xie Qing, my idiot son has caused you trouble."

Xie Xu's father was a bit different from the serious middle-aged man with deep nasolabial folds in his imagination. Guan Qing felt that the world had turned into a fantasy again, and he began to feel a little dizzy again.

"Dad." Xie Xu hurried in, "Don't—"

When he saw Guan Qing, the rest of his words froze.Guan Qing was also taken aback, and looked at Xie Xu.

The last time we met was when we returned from Hawaii. At that time, both of them were quite tanned. Xie Xu drove him home. Their jet lag was not reversed, and the two of them were very excited in the middle of the night.They talked about the sunrise in Hawaii, about the Indian couple living in the next room, about this strange trip...

Even when getting out of the car, they exchanged a kiss very naturally.

But this meeting was like a stranger.

Xie Xu pulled his father, gritted his teeth and said, "Mr. Xie, let's talk for a while."

"I don't." Xie Qing poked his neck, pulled Guan Qing, and said, "I want to have dinner with Qingqing."

Guan Qing: "..."

Xie Xu frowned more and more tightly.

Feeling that things would get worse if things continued like this, Guan Qing had no choice but to keep saying: "Okay, Uncle Xie, let's go."

"Only Uncle Xie?" Xie Xu was upset again, "Then you go and eat, I'll go home first."

Guan Qing couldn't laugh or cry.Where are Xie Xu and Xie Qing father and son?

Thank you for nodding.

After walking out of the dating agency, Guan Qing was shocked again.There were several bodyguards standing outside the door, following them all the way to the parking place.This side is a dilapidated residential building, and all kinds of aunts are surrounded there, admiring the luxury cars they have never seen in their lives.

Those bodyguards had a clear division of labor, half of them went to clear the way, and the other half surrounded Xie Qing, trying to separate a way to get on the bus from the crowd.

The car door opened, and a white hand stretched out from inside.Xie Qing's father took that hand and kissed it reverently before getting into the car.

Guan Qing was extremely surprised, got into the car, and saw a blond man, a beta.This man is not young, but he feels beautiful, the kind of beauty that blurs the boundaries of age and gender.He exchanged a long kiss with Xie Xu's father, then smiled apologetically at him, and said in broken Chinese, "Hi, I'm Chris. Thank you for taking care of Xie Xu."

Guan Qing remembered.

Xie Xu said that his parents were in a commercial marriage and they divorced when he was two years old, but his mother still kept the identity of the Xie family's mistress - naturally there were many interests involved in it.He grew up abroad with his father and his lover since he was a child. After returning to China, because of various things such as filming, he has no time to go back to visit his relatives. He feels very regretful.

Therefore, this Chris is Xie Xu's other father, and his role in Xie Xu's life may be even more important than Xie Xu's mother.

Guan Qing quickly reached out to shake his hand and said, "Where. Nice to meet you, Mr. Chris."

Chris seemed to like him very much, and kept holding his hand, saying thank you to him in both English and Chinese: "When Randall was young, he especially liked... snow? Yeah, snow, every winter we have to build a snowman together, He was buried in the snow by his father, and he cried for a long time when he was dug out."

Guan Qing was very interested in Xie Xu at that time, but Xie Xu never told him before—of course, you definitely wouldn’t let your lover know about the embarrassing things about wearing diapers.

"Dad," he said helplessly, "at least save me some face in front of him."

Chris shrugged, saying he didn't understand.He also asked Guan Qing in English what Xie Xu was talking about.

Both Chris and Xie Qing are interesting people, and they don't see the airs of their parents at all.Unknowingly, Guan Qing's original worries and obstacles disappeared. He was overjoyed and replied to Chris in English: "He said, let you tell me more about his childhood."

Xie Xu: "..." Forget it, as long as you are happy.

He sat back and gave up the rescue.

So Chris told him again that Xie Xu gave the snowman a name and became friends with the snowman. The first thing he did when he came back from school every day was to say hello to the snowman. Finally, when the snowman melted, he cried for a long time.What else is hiding under the bed to scare them during hide-and-seek, and finally crawling out crying because of fear of the dark...

Just talking about the restaurant all the way, Chris put on his apron and said that he was going to the kitchen to have a look, Guan Qing suddenly reacted.How many Michelin stars does this store have?Is this the branch opened by Chris in City S?

He used to fall in love with a child from what kind of family.

Guan Qing was shocked.

Suddenly, Chris poked his head out again and yelled, "Come on, Randall, didn't you say you were going to learn—"

Xie Xu took a cautious look at Guan Qing, jumped up and ran towards Chris, gestured 'shh' to him, pushed him into the kitchen, and closed the door.

Guan Qing actually doesn't like western food very much. He and Xie Xu used to eat Yuanyang hot pot and other major cuisines.But after all, he was eating with his elders, so he wanted to do as the Romans do.

Chris and Xie Xu are in the kitchen, and Xie Qing is chatting with Guan Qing.The topics Xie Qing talked about were not serious. While watching TV, they chatted about Xie Xu, current affairs, finances, popular movies, and even the World Cup.The team supported by Xie Qing was eliminated early, so he just had fun watching the whole process.

Chris came out halfway, Xie Qing and Guan Qing were watching the beauty pageant on TV.There was an omega with a particularly hot body on the TV, and Xie Qing whistled like an old hooligan.

Chris glanced at the TV and commented: "This girl is hot."

"Yes." Xie Qing chatted with him, and finally the two of them ended with 'the eldest cousin is the hottest'.

Guan Qing looked at them with incredulous eyes.

Xie Qing smiled: "What's wrong?"

"Uh," Guan Qing hesitated, "you won't..."

Xie Qing understood what he was talking about: "Oh, you mean, jealous?"

He laughed, even the wrinkles are very attractive: "Jealous is a kind of taste, of course you will be jealous, but it will not hurt your bones. He and I only call each other to see the beautiful people on the street. Girl, handsome boy, it’s the same as looking at a beautiful statue in a museum—you admire the statue, but you don’t feel the emotion.”

Both of them are good enough in the eyes of the world, from any level.

Guan Qing thought, this is different from him and Xie Xu.

But Xie Qing seemed to see through his thoughts: "My child, this has nothing to do with our wealth, appearance, or social status."

That's right, Guan Qing thought.

Just when the food was served, Xie Qing smiled and didn't say any more.

Unexpectedly, there was a mix of Chinese and Western dishes on the dining table. A bowl of Maoxuewang was placed among a pile of Western-style cold dishes, and a plate of steak was placed among the Cantonese dishes.

"Our family has always been like this," Chris said with a smile as he took off his apron and handed it to the waiter. "Thanks to his father who likes to eat Chinese food, and I like to eat Western food. Anyway, eating is my business, just be happy."

It was the first time for Guan Qing to see a couple like Chris and Xie Qing.

In this line, I have seen too many couples.There are undying love in love and inseparability for a moment, ordinary life in the dull period, a pool of stagnant water, and mutual loathing and mutual torture in the final numb period.

He grew up in a family with incorrect concept of love since he was a child.Don't his parents love each other?Actually no, those who can give up everything and take the courage to elope, it's not that they don't love, it's just that they love wrongly.So in the end, when the love that held them together evaporated, there was nothing left.

And the love between Chris and Xie Qing—how should I put it, feels...very healthy, free, not bound to each other, but has always maintained enthusiasm.

Full mutual trust and respect, and never-ending love.

Like a lush plant facing the sun, it always has sufficient sunlight and water, and it can grow straight and healthy without special care.

The author has something to say: Meow has nothing to say, and even wants to go to the hospital to have a look at diabetes

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