when i become emperor

In the early morning of the next day, when Xu Huai came to the ward to examine the two of them, he saw Cheng Feisheng tied to the bed with a sad expression on his face, very much like a locked up husky, while Yu Mo was sitting on the bed next to him playing games.

Xu Huai couldn't help laughing out loud, and asked, "What's the situation with you two? Why are you tied to the bed?"

Yu Mo said without raising his head, "He's too skinny."

Pippi Shrimp Cheng Feisheng was even more mournful, "Momo, I was wrong, I won't dare to do it again next time."

Xu Huai couldn't help but said, "Hey, what did you do to make Momo angry?"

Cheng Feisheng hesitated and couldn't explain why, Yu Mo glanced at him, and was embarrassed to tell Xu Huai that this man played a hooligan too much this morning, and he had no choice but to tie him up.

Yu Mo paused the trial ground, exited the game directly and asked, "Uncle Xu, do you want to draw blood for a test?"

Xu Huai couldn't help laughing, "I already smoked yesterday, and both of you are a bit malnourished, especially you, you don't have enough exercise, so today we have to go to the gym to exercise in addition to the normal rest and medicine."

Yu Mo froze all over, twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "Don't, don't, I'm fine lying down and recuperating."

Cheng Feisheng came to the spirit and said: "I also think that Momo lacks exercise, exercise is good." Especially after getting Momo fatter, it will be more comfortable to hug.

Yu Mo knew what Cheng Feisheng was thinking when he saw Cheng Feisheng's expression, he grabbed the pillow and threw it at him.

Cheng Feisheng was very cooperative when he was thrown on the bed, howling like a wolf dog.

Xu Huai was amused by the two of them, and said: "You two get up and eat something first, and I will chat with you alone later, and after the chat, we will go to exercise."

Because Yu Mo and Cheng Feisheng are not special mental patients, the hospital didn't limit the range of activities of the two of them, and they can go to the cafeteria to eat with other people.

After a simple breakfast, Yu Mo went to Xu Huai's office first, while Cheng Feisheng was waiting for him at the door.

Xu Huai took out the cake from the small refrigerator and handed it to Yu Mo, saying, "Your Uncle Taikang sent it yesterday. I wanted to give it to you, but you seem to be a little busy..."

Seeing Xu Huai's meaningful expression, Yu Mo's face flushed immediately, and he couldn't lift his head while holding the cake.

Xu Huai smiled and said, "It's okay, young people are young and full of energy, but did you take any safety measures last night?"

Yu Mo shook his head hastily, blushing and said, "We haven't made it to the last step yet."

Xu Huai nodded clearly and reminded: "The two of you are living together now, so please be more restrained. He is in good health and usually exercises. It is not a big problem, but you are suffering from long-term malnutrition, low blood pressure, and low blood sugar. The digestion and absorption function of the stomach is also not good, there are no major illnesses, but a bunch of minor illnesses, doing too much stimulating exercise may make your body unable to bear such things and cause dizziness and nausea."

Yu Mo thought of the dizziness and fatigue that suddenly rushed to his head after finishing last night, so he nodded silently.

Xu Huai knew that he was measured, so he didn't say more, but brought the topic to the illness of the two of them.

"Are you still feeling depressed?"

Yu Mo shook his head and said: "It's strange, I am peaceful and even happy every moment now, even on the most uncomfortable morning, as long as I open my eyes and see Ah Sheng beside me, I will feel that life is full of joy." hope."

Xu Huai said with a smile: "During the onset of depression, patients tend to have negative emotions, which are difficult to improve. But love is different. Its strong emotions will stimulate the emotions of patients with depression and make people feel more depressed. High, with a sense of dynamism and hope."

Yu Mo nodded again and again, "That's how I am. Obviously, I was so uncomfortable two days ago that I can't do without medicine."

Xu Huai said: "This is normal. The reason for your illness this time is because Cheng Feisheng disappeared inexplicably. He suspected that the other party didn't love you anymore and was going to abandon you. But it turns out that he loves you very much, and he is by your side. Your heart Once the knot has been untied, the efficacy at the onset of depression will be relatively weaker."

Yu Mo frowned, his eyes were brighter than ever before, he was not worried that he would get sick again, because he already had enough experience to face such emotions.

But he was very worried about Cheng Feisheng.

Yu Mo asked Xu Huai: "Ah Sheng, he looks about the same as usual, he can laugh and play with me, but I always feel a little uneasy, is his illness serious?"

Xu Huai nodded slightly, and said: "His condition is more serious than yours, because you can adjust yourself to soothe your emotions and divert your attention, but he can only suppress them, and suppressing emotions is an inadvisable way in our doctor's opinion. On the surface From the outside, he seems to be normal, joking and joking is not a good thing, but in fact, if you make him angry or negative emotions, bipolar disorder will make these emotions expand rapidly, it is very likely that you are talking, and he suddenly When he got angry, or suddenly became very excited, or suddenly he felt very uncomfortable, he would cry."

Hearing Xu Huai mention being particularly excited, Yu Mo couldn't help but think of that fiery night yesterday, when the atmosphere was unbelievable, but after thinking about it carefully, he found that Cheng Feisheng's sudden emotion, and the way he didn't care about it was indeed a bit strange.

Although in the end even his own was on top.

Yu Mo understands depression, and knows how to appease other people when they suffer from depression, but he is helpless in the face of bipolar disorder. He asked, "If he suffers from mania, how should I appease him?"

Xu Huai pushed his eyes and said: "If he is a symptom of anger, you'd better not approach him, because at this time the manic-depressive patient has lost his mind, you can't guarantee that he won't hurt you, so for safety reasons , once he gets angry, you must go to the male nurse."

Yu Mo frowned slightly. He remembered the fist that Cheng Feisheng slammed on the wall when he was angry that day. To be honest, he really scared him at that time. The instinctive fear of the body cannot be resisted by human consciousness.

Xu Huai said again: "If it's a symptom of high emotions, it's not bad. With his previous situation, he might just jump and take off his clothes or something, but if you are by his side, it is very likely that his symptoms will become Teddy Refined."

Yu Mo's face was full of question marks: "What is Teddy?"

Xu Huai coughed lightly, and said two words in a gentle manner, Yu Mo's face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye, and he stuttered and couldn't speak.

At this moment, there was a sudden noise outside the door.

Yu Mo and Xu Huai's expressions changed drastically, and they hurried out of the room, and they saw the angry Cheng Feisheng.

Standing in front of him was a patient who was also wearing a hospital gown. The two seemed to have an argument. The patient spit out a series of national curses like a machine gun. , If you are in a hurry, you will roll up your sleeves and beat the opponent.

"Ah Sheng, stop!" Yu Mo rushed over to grab his hand, and pulled him back with great effort.

Cheng Feisheng's eyes widened with anger, and he cursed: "Momo, get out of the way, I'm going to tear this man's mouth off!"

Yu Mo dared not let go, and pushed Cheng Feisheng into the office with a tug and hug, and Kacha locked the door.

Cheng Fei was so angry that he clenched his fists and wanted to hit someone, but the person standing in front of him was Yu Mo who was reluctant to hit him. The anger in his chest was uncontrollable, so he couldn't help but rushed to the desk, and with a wave of his hand, he wiped all the documents and pen holders on Xu Huai's desk. Smashed it.

"Cheng Feisheng!" Yu Mo suddenly jumped up, rushed over and snatched Xu Huai's computer from his hand.

Cheng Feisheng's movements froze, and he forcibly controlled his anger, walked to the corner without saying a word and squatted down, wrapped his legs around his body, trembling all over.

Yu Mo realized something was wrong, put down the computer and went to pull his hand, Cheng Feisheng didn't resist, but his face was pale, he gritted his teeth, trembling uncontrollably, and traces of blood ooze from between his fingers .

"Ah Sheng let go!" Yu Mo was taken aback, and forcefully opened his fingers, revealing his bloody palm.

"Why are you hurting yourself!" Yu Mo was so distressed, he hurriedly ran to search the medicine box, found cotton swabs and iodophor, and gently wiped off the blood for him.

Cheng Feisheng's body trembled, and he looked at Yu Mo without blinking, his eyes followed wherever he went.

Yu Mo's unabashed concern made Cheng Feisheng's irritable mood calm down gradually, his body was not shaking as much as before, but his face was still ugly.

Yu Mo raised his eyes and asked him, "Does it hurt?"

Cheng Feisheng shook his head, lowered his eyes and asked cautiously: "Just now... did I scare you again?"

Yu Mo didn't answer, but asked him: "Why did you have an argument with that patient?"

Cheng Feisheng said angrily, "He called me gay."

"Aren't you gay?" Yu Mo's face was full of question marks, and he even touched his chest suspiciously.

Cheng Feisheng was full of anger, and suddenly he was chilled by Yu Mo's actions. He was a little dazed, and he said after a while: "I'm not gay, I just like you."

Yu Mo thought, I am a man, if you like me, then you are gay?What's the difference?

But Yu Mo knew that Cheng Feisheng was stubborn sometimes, so he followed his will to comfort him: "Well, you are not gay, you just like me, I know."

Cheng Feisheng said aggrievedly: "I didn't want to beat him, but he called me gay, said I was disgusting, and even called you shameless. I definitely can't bear it!"

The more Cheng Feisheng thought about it, the angrier he became, and the angrier he became, the more he wanted to rush out and press that person down and beat him up.

Yu Mo quickly grabbed him, "You go out now and others are gone too, what are you hitting? Are you hitting the air?"

Cheng Feisheng became even angrier, "You beat me!"

Yu Mo: "... When did I kill you?"

Cheng Feisheng's mood changes very quickly. From the perspective of a normal person, he seems to be a psychopath. One second he was furious, and the next second he was about to cry.

Yu Mo secretly sighed in his heart, if this person wasn't his lover, few would be able to bear it.

Yu Mo knelt down on the ground, holding his head, slowly stroking his back and said: "I didn't hurt you, but I was worried that you would get hurt. You see, you didn't hit anyone, so you made yourself His hands were covered in blood."

"Ah Sheng, I will feel bad." Yu Mo held his face, stared at him tenderly and said, "Promise me, even if you get angry next time, you must control yourself and don't hit people or smash things. You can scold me."

"How can I be willing to scold you." Cheng Feisheng asked anxiously: "Are you really... not afraid of me?"

Yu Mo shook his head and said: "I know, you would rather hurt yourself than me, but if you can't control yourself to fight, what if the other party kills you with a knife? I won't be able to bear it ah."

Yu Mo subconsciously imagined that Cheng Feisheng was seriously injured by a knife and was covered in blood. His mentality suddenly collapsed, and his tears flowed down, which he couldn't control at all.

Cheng Feisheng panicked immediately, "Momo, don't cry, I won't fight, I promise, even if I get angry again, I will never fight with others, okay?"

Yu Moshou stopped his tears and asked him, "Really?"

"Really, I swear to Li Chengen, the head of the Datiance Mansion, that I will be obedient and take medicine for treatment in the future. Even if I get angry again, I will not fight, and I will never let my baby Momo worry or be afraid, otherwise I will be in trouble for the rest of my life." There can be no adventure."

Yu Mo: "..." He is a ruthless person.

Because they are both mentally ill and lovers who love each other, Yu Mo and Cheng Feisheng can fully understand each other's feelings, comfort and encourage each other, emotions come and go quickly, and in the eyes of others, they are undoubtedly crazy.

Xu Huai originally planned to come in to help, but when he heard the two people talking in the room, he suddenly burst into tears.

He thought of the person he loved the most when he was young, they were also like Cheng Feisheng and Yu Mo, one was a depression patient and the other was a bipolar disorder patient.

They also comforted and cheered each other up, but the person he loved was not like Cheng Feisheng, who would rather hurt himself than Yu Mo. In the end, his unchangeable violence made Xu Huai choose to leave him.

But unexpectedly, that person couldn't accept Xu Huai's departure, and finally jumped down from the tall building and died forever.

Every time Xu Huai dreams back at midnight, when he thinks back to the past, he can't help but think, if he could persist at that time, would that person not die?

Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world.

Xu Huai covered his mouth and used his strong willpower to suppress the surging grief. He thought selfishly, if Ah Sheng and Momo could actively treat each other, maybe their special couple would really be able to live together forever. go down.

He took a deep breath and silently made up his mind.

-

Cheng Feisheng's treatment went so smoothly, it was so smooth that Xu Huai felt unbelievable, although occasionally he would get sick and couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, he would just dance around Yu Mo and take off his clothes, or hide in a corner and cry in depression , but Yu Mo always patiently accompanied him, comforted him, and loved him.

Sometimes Xu Huai admired Yu Mo's patience, and couldn't help but ask him the secret of maintaining his mentality.

Yu Mo smiled suspiciously: "Aren't you a doctor? Why do you still come to learn from me, a patient?"

Xu Huai smiled and said: "Doctors are not omnipotent. If your method can effectively relieve the condition of patients with bipolar disorder, then I can let other family members of patients with bipolar disorder use this method in the future. Isn't it great?"

Yu Mo laughed dumbfounded, thought for a while and said, "Actually, I don't have anything to do. Ah Sheng's illness is almost in three states, anger, sadness and excitement. When he is angry, because he won't hurt me, I can comfort him. It's not about controlling him, forcing him to calm down. If he's sad, it's actually similar to depression. If he doesn't want to digest his emotions quietly by himself, then you just need to be by his side, and you don't need to comfort him. As for excitement..."

Yu Mo thought of Teddy Jing Cheng Feisheng who loves stripping, and couldn't help laughing and said: "Although it's a bit strange, I can accept accidents, and sometimes I myself will be infected by him, dance and play with him. "

Xu Huai pushed his glasses, and wrote down the words "fully accept, not pretend to accept" in the notebook.

Yu Mo actually didn't know any methods, but when Cheng Feisheng fell ill, he felt that doing so could comfort him, so he did so. But in Xu Huai's view, his method was full of love, respect and empathy. He didn't treat Cheng Feisheng as a special person, treated him cautiously, and didn't pretend to understand his feelings. He was very straightforward. When Cheng Feisheng was irritable and couldn't control himself, he grabbed the cup and threw it at his feet, forcefully throwing Cheng Feisheng to his feet. Shocked.

Xu Huai kept recording the treatment process of the two of them. The more he watched, the more he felt that Yu Mo was a very gentle and excellent person, while Cheng Feisheng... was just a husky who didn't want to be beaten.

In reality, the treatment of the two went smoothly, and in the game, Yu Mo's gold group also developed very well.

On this day, Yu Mo and Jiang Lou led the regular team members to go to the physical service, and successfully opened up the wasteland of the new Juming Bay. After the end, several management staff chatted in the channel.

"Isn't the new book this time too perfunctory?" Yin Yue said speechlessly: "With this level of difficulty, I dare say that when the official servers start a group, there will definitely be more actors."

Yu Mo was also speechless, "Compared to Desolate Blood Road, Juming Bay is simply not like a new copy."

Huaxian said: "The plan is to fight against the gold group, so that ordinary players can play this kind of stupid dungeon?"

He said lazily again: "Simple dungeon is also a good thing for us. At least the chance of overturning is low. Anyway, we have regular members, so don't panic."

"That's right." Yin Yue stretched her waist and said, "Speaking of which, after the start of the new season, it's almost Qixi Festival. As the leaders of Jiansan's most popular gold group, should we find a relationship? Shall I brush off my feathers and celebrate Qixi Festival?"

Yu Mo suddenly asked: "What date is Qixi Festival?"

"August [-]th, what's wrong?"

"Today...is Ah Sheng's birthday."

Yu Mo found out about Cheng Feisheng's birthday by accident.

I don't know if it's a custom in his family, but every year he celebrates his birthday on the lunar calendar instead of the new calendar, so it's easy to remember, every Qixi Festival is his birthday.

During this period of time, it was said that two people were treating the illness, but in fact Yu Mo never had an illness again. Instead, Cheng Feisheng had seizures every now and then, torturing others and torturing himself.

Yu Mo could see that he was working hard on treatment and felt very uncomfortable, so he thought of giving him a birthday surprise.

"I originally wanted to give it to him in the game, but it always seemed a little easier." Yu Mo asked in confusion: "How do you usually celebrate your birthday?"

Yinyue said: "Birthdays are almost the same in the game. Relatives and friends blow up fireworks together. If you are rich, you may buy some appearance and other things for him."

Jiang Lou said: "If it's realistic, it's just a few friends meeting up to have a meal, sing and drink."

"I feel a little simple, I want to plan a good surprise for him."

Yin Yue joked: "I think it's the biggest surprise for you to pack yourself as a gift for him."

Yu Mo: "Shut up, you dirty demon king."

While Cheng Feisheng was not in the ward, Yu Mo discussed with a few of his friends and finally decided on a plan.

Now, just wait for the arrival of Qixi Festival.

The author has something to say: The day before yesterday, when I was writing a new book, Jiang Lou had a Boiled Fish Adventure in Purgatory, and then he drifted away, and kept saying that he was careful every day, just in case he fell into a special adventure, what the hell... ...person in charge? ? ?

So angry, why are you all so red, and I am so black!Obviously I am the author who wrote the Emperor of Europe!