Wildfire Mambo

"Your hands are so hot..." Jian Zhuo said in a low voice, but he didn't wait for any response before he realized that Zhou Shuchen seemed to have really fallen asleep.

He originally thought that people like Zhou Shuchen would not fail for a long time, although he didn't know where this idea came from inexplicably, it seemed that he always had too many subconscious wrong impressions of Zhou Shuchen.Probably because every time he turned his head, Zhou Shuchen would definitely stand behind him.Usually he only saw Zhou Shuchen in the hospital, and he really felt that his nine-to-five life was not too busy, but he didn't realize that when he wasn't doing outpatient clinics, he still had a lot of things to deal with at his father's equipment company, so that he could Calling him is always busy.

Jian Zhuo lay on the bed and looked at him lightly for a while, then touched Zhou Shuchen's cell phone and completely turned off the harsh alarm.He didn't have any emergency equipment in this nest, and he had to rely on force to fight his illness all the time. Jian Zhuo looked around the room blankly, and had to get up and go downstairs to buy medicine.

But when Jian Zhuo just stood up, Zhou Shuchen pulled him hard, and then he heard Zhou Shuchen say softly, "Fever is a normal mechanism of the body".

"Normal fart!" Jian Zhuo didn't understand the convoluted professional knowledge of medical students. He tried to shake off Zhou Shuchen's hand, but he held it tighter.

"...I won't let you go." Zhou Shuchen looked at him with red eyes, spoke very slowly, and seemed very stubborn.

Jian Zhuo frowned and leaned back to the bed, touched Zhou Shuchen's middle finger on the lip ring he joked on Zhou Shuchen last month, and subconsciously felt something was wrong: "What happened?"

But Zhou Shuchen was completely like an ostrich at this moment, pretending to be completely asleep, but holding Jian Zhuo's hand and not letting go.

"Zhou Shuchen." Jian Zhuo felt contradictory, and said seriously: "Do you know that I hate you the most and don't tell me anything. At the beginning you told me that it doesn't matter if you don't understand, the future will last forever. But every time I want to ask you When things happened, you always used words to prevaricate me casually, so until now, at this moment, I don't know more about you than at that time, even if I hold your hand, even if you hold me, The distance is close to zero, but I still don't understand you."

"Don't always treat me like a child." Jian Zhuo gently pinched his protruding knuckles: "I'm your boyfriend."

Zhou Shuchen gently turned his head to look at Jian Zhuo, his eyes were dimly lit, and was evaporated by the heat again, he closed his eyes again, and said in a low voice that he knew.

Jian Zhuo nestled into his arms, clutching his wrinkled front, slightly smelling the pleasant smell of vetiver on his body.

"...I used to think that the way of communication only needs a standard template. Two people stay together, hold hands, date, and say I love you, but after all, they are independent individuals, and they should not trouble each other too much. Control Good degree, fair distance, good to each other." Zhou Shuchen said softly on top of his head, his tone became a little naive because of the entanglement: "But Jianzhuo, how do you think I should treat you better? After I met you, I felt that no matter how I used those past experiences, it was not the way to treat each other sincerely. I don’t talk about my own trivial matters, lest you find it troublesome if you hear them, but if you don’t talk, you will feel that I don’t depend on you.”

"Why are you so unreasonable? It's obviously you who said that we should treat each other fairly." Jian Zhuo said, "You don't think my messy things are troublesome, so what right do you have to think that I will be troubled? "

Zhou Shuchen seemed to smile, his chest trembled slightly, and then he said softly, "Jian Zhuo, no one really cares about everything about me like you do."

"No way, aren't you a heartthrob? I'm posting your personal information to the blind date corner in People's Park now, and the phone calls will be blown up tonight!" Jian Zhuo listened relaxedly, and said it as if he didn't care.

"It should be said that it cannot be seen from a distance." Zhou Shuchen laughed, "If you look closely, you will find that the inside is rotten."

"Little lotus!" Jian Zhuo moaned, he took Zhou Shuchen's arm again, put his face on it obediently, and blinked slowly: "...I've been fucked, and I still think you are very good .”

Zhou Shuchen embraced Jian Zhuo, and rubbed the corners of his lips against his frizzy hair: "Today is my grandma's [-]th birthday, so I was called back to eat."

He paused for another moment, then said, "Then I saw her, my mother... I haven't seen her for a long time, almost eight or nine years since I graduated from high school."

"I was sitting next to my grandma, and I saw my parents playing harmoniously in front of others. At that moment, I almost believed it. Sitting there, I felt that the world in front of me was a long story. The movie. No one at this round table knows that this enviable family has not been together for a long time, or they all know it but still know it. I feel disgusting, disgusting to them, and myself Disgusting. She came over to greet me, and I looked at her, remembering how she said I was crazy that year, but I still smiled and told her about recent situations that no one cared about, and then dealt with relatives who were concerned 'Happy and happy' kind words. I was like being kidnapped, because I knew that if I did something at that time, the harmonious atmosphere they had worked so hard for for so long would be completely destroyed."

"Then don't go." Jian Zhuo frowned: "If you go, you should put on a bad face. Adults love face, so they like to pretend."

Zhou Shuchen said softly, as if talking about other people's affairs: "Actually, it's not an important matter. This situation will recur from time to time. It stands to reason that I should be completely used to it, but every time I pretend to be in front of others But I still feel very sad. I think about who I am doing this for, or what it is for, which seems very hypocritical.”

"Jian Zhuo, I'm already 27, and I have exactly the same thoughts as when I was 17. After all, I haven't become more mature in the past ten years, and all the circumstances have not improved."

Jian Zhuo closed her eyes quietly, and after a while she spoke again: "I really want you to be more selfish and a little more, and live to make yourself happy, and don't do things you don't want to do. I think this way every time, just in case The next second I was hit by a car and died, I can't let myself regret that I was not happy at all in the last second. Why don't you understand such a simple truth, Teacher Xiao Zhou."

"Maybe the situation won't get better, but you are free, you can run farther and farther. The word 'face-to-face' is too silly, and it should be natural to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. People are small enough to live, and I I just want to make you happy forever." Jian Zhuo's voice was very soft: "At the beginning of the year, I was dragged to Wenshu Monastery, begging me to be happier today than tomorrow. I don't believe in any gods and Buddhas at all, but this year seems to be everything. It’s getting better, it’s good enough for me now, so I have to go to the temple and talk to the Buddha, let him transfer this buff to you. Just tomorrow, tomorrow I will go!”

Jian Zhuo stood up, supported Zhou Shuchen, looked down at him, his blue hair drooped gently, like the wisteria around the neighborhood: "Successful people have to have a long-term investment vision, so time should be spent On people who are sure to bring you joy in the future."

He blinked ghostly again, "Like me."

Zhou Shuchen closed his eyes with a smile and did not speak.Jian Zhuo put all his courage and stubbornness into Zhou Shuchen's pocket, spared no effort, even though Zhou Shuchen realized that he was still a timid adult in his bone marrow, he was gradually annoyed by Jian Zhuo, No longer always pretending to let go to deal with melancholy, and then being stuffed with a dangling compass by his little hero, asking him to try to find the direction of happiness at this moment alone.

A wave of complicated emotions swirled from his chest and blocked his throat again. Zhou Shuchen didn't know what to say to Jian Zhuo, so he could only embrace him completely in his arms, just like treating a piece of hard-won jade .

Jian Zhuo kept arching into his arms as if absorbing heat, the blue in his hair lost a lot and turned into a gorgeous indigo color, and it felt a little uneven. Zhou Shuchen would feel that he was hugging a monster power Sally of the company.

"You are so cute." Zhou Shuchen whispered in his ear, "It makes me want to kiss you very much."

Jian Zhuo shyly shook his hairy head, then squeezed his mouth tightly and stared straight at Zhou Shuchen, wanting to bend down to answer Zhou Shuchen's words and kiss him, but Zhou Shuchen's palm separated the Chu River from Han.

"What are you doing..." Jian Zhuo put his lips on Zhou Shuchen's palm completely exhausted, and said vaguely, as if complaining.

Zhou Shuchen's eyes were bent into a very beautiful shape, saying that he didn't want to infect the child.

Jian Zhuo told Zhou Shuchen about the signing of the contract, but Zhou Shuchen's rational brain of science and engineering did not say congratulations at the first time, but asked Jian Zhuo to show him the contract, and asked if Jian Zhuo had carefully studied each sentence word by sentence. item regulations.

Jian Zhuo listened to him talking about various cases of being cheated, left ear went into the right ear and escaped, while thinking in his heart why this person was so sleepy just now, but now he chatters like this; while wondering whether it is Doctors' occupational diseases are so long-winded, but Doctor Xiao Zhou is so cold when he is at work, and he feels that the doctor is unwilling to give more instructions. Why is this so?He was thinking in a daze, and finally nestled into Zhou Shuchen's arms and sank into a dream completely. It was clear that he was still warning himself the last moment, to take good care of Dr. Zhou, who finally showed a little weakness, so that he could show his strength. His manliness.

But in the end it was Zhou Shuchen who tucked him in a cool quilt.

Probably because the biological clock is used to disorder, Jian Zhuo's sleep has become dreamy and fragmented.The broken scenes were strung together, abruptly and jumping. First, he saw himself circling a kite like a colorful swallow, hanging on the treetop and couldn't take it off; then he saw himself winding around the north gate. Throwing stones on the weedy bank of this sandy river did not hit a single splash; finally saw the wreckage of a helicopter on a glacier, the rotor broken under the ice, like a lost old secret.

When he woke up, Zhou Shuchen was not by his side, but he clearly saw Zhou Shuchen's clothes still hanging on the back of his large gaming chair.Jian Zhuo scratched his hair in confusion, and when he looked out the window, it was slightly bright. God knows how long he had slept. He stepped off the bed with bare feet in a panic, and went out of the room to find someone.

Rusting noises came from the half-open dilapidated kitchen, and Jian Zhuo struggled to open his eyes to see Zhou Shuchen's back.He rushed up to touch Zhou Shuchen's forehead in three steps at a time, but was surprised to find that it was no longer hot.

"I told you that fever is a self-healing mechanism." Zhou Shuchen said helplessly.

Jian Zhuo wrapped his arms around Zhou Shuchen's waist sleepily, and muttered that you are awesome, you are in good health.

There was another rustling sound from the front, and Jian Zhuo realized that when he looked out from Zhou Shuchen's arm, he only saw a lot of ice cubes and an iron tool for slicing vegetables: "What are you doing?"

Zhou Shuchen replied calmly, seemingly innocent: "You just said that you want to eat shaved ice."

"Me? Talking in your sleep?!" Jian Zhuo asked suspiciously, and what was even more confusing was Zhou Shuchen's behavior at this moment: "I said that if you eat shaved ice, you can shave it with your hands? Handmade shaved ice?"

Zhou Shuchen didn't seem to feel anything wrong, and said freely: "All roads lead to Rome."

"I'm crying again. It's so touching, Zhou Shuren's classmate aka Chengdu Meng Jiangnv." Jian Zhuo played tricks, although he knew that Zhou Shuchen had a great lack in a certain part of life ability, but he still felt uncomfortable when he really came into contact with it. The contrast is so great that people can't get back to their senses for a long time.

He thought for a while, and then buried it in Zhou Shuchen's clothes and spoke: "I still feel something is wrong, this way of getting along is wrong. I feel that you are raising me like you are pampering a child."

"Whatever you think." Zhou Shuchen turned to look at him, eyes bent: "I spoil you and make me happy, anyway, you can't make me unhappy. Do you think I'm right?"

"You're learning too fast!" Jian Zhuo wrinkled his face, "I don't fight with cultural people, I'm really at a disadvantage."

Zhou Shuchen smiled, and continued to turn his head to grind ice cubes, looking very serious, as if he was facing a patient with deep bite.Just put those hard-won finely crushed smoothies into a glass bowl, before Zhou Shuchen had time to find out if he could add anything else, Jian Zhuo hurriedly pulled Zhou Shuchen's big hand, and wrapped it into his own palm Covering it until it returned to temperature, he said, "It's not as good as when you have a fever, your hands become so cold again."

Zhou Shuchen lowered his eyes for a while before saying, but your hands are always hot.

Then I won't let go.Jian Zhuo said.

The flame on the arm became more and more colorful because of the color replenishment a few days ago. This long-lasting flame nourished by the blood completely enveloped Zhou Shuchen, slowly, slowly burning out all the swaying emotions.