Wildfire Mambo

Only then did Jian Zhuo find out that Chen Xu's student, the girl who often scolded Zhou Shuchen in the circle of friends, also followed her. It seemed that it was because some debate topic of the postgraduate debate was selected.

He was afraid of disturbing Zhou Shuchen, so he was afraid of disturbing the students!So Jian Zhuo chatted with the girl named Fang Yun in a tortuous way, calling each "sister" sweeter than anyone else.

After seeing the schedule sent by Fang Yun, I realized that the first day of the academic conference schedule turned out to be a visit to Nanjing, and a teacher from the History Department of Nantah University was specially invited first.It is probably a tedious team building activity, and I have to take pictures with a few logistics behind, as the material for the pictures of the meeting activities.

These things sound boring, Jian Zhuo originally Zhou Shuchen would not join in the fun, but in the push in the meeting report, he saw Zhou Shuchen at a glance.

Jian Zhuo has never seen a person look so good-looking in the garbage photography of the team building activities. Maybe the photography is motivated by selfishness, and only picks good-looking people for photos.

In the photo, the cherry blossoms in Jiming Temple are fragile but strong, with Zhuying and Biwa. The rain that fell in the morning has not yet dispersed at that time, and thick rain and fog are filling up.Zhou Shuchen was facing the camera sideways, his face was cold, he was wearing a long black windbreaker, and he was opening a dark red umbrella, and the white petals floated down and touched the surface of the umbrella that was not fully unfolded.

"It's the Republic of China", Jian Zhuo saw Fang Yun describe it like this.

He was a little taken aback, and felt that what Fang Yun said was right, that Zhou Shuchen looked like a young man in an era who was deeply concerned about the destiny of the country.It should also be because Nanjing is blessed a lot. In Jian Zhuo’s impression, the city of Nanjing is a bit melancholy, bringing a kind of prosperity and the dullness left after the reconciliation of the gears of fate. "How many buildings are in the mist and rain" in one of the few verses.

Jian Zhuo thinks that Zhou Shuchen is amazing, because in fact Zhou Shuchen is very resistant to taking pictures, as can be seen from the original Polaroid in Phoenix City, and Zhou Shuchen was not as gentle as he is now at that time, his expression can be He showed a lot of impatience, but the few photos that were frozen were all very good-looking.

"The basic itinerary is over at six o'clock." Fang Yun said to him, "but Mr. Zhou may have dinner with people from those companies at the new medical device exhibition. After all, he is also a businessman besides being a doctor."

This made Jian Zhuo even more aggrieved, why didn't Zhou Shuchen contact him then, it was almost ten o'clock.

He didn't wait for Zhou Shuchen, but for Qi Yike's call.

Jian Zhuo only felt that his mind was blank, when he heard the few words in Qi Yike's mouth that were obscure but not completely unfamiliar to him.

DI was detained because of the brawl and wounding, and the way he behaved throughout the whole process was utterly radical and crazy. He was suspected by the police and is now waiting for the results of the urine test.

"Is it true?" Jian Zhuo heard herself asking, "I'm talking about drug use."

Qi Yike at the other end didn't answer, and only asked Jian Zhuo to stay at home recently and not run away to the OSOM studio.

"Qi Yike, my **** mother! You knew it earlier, didn't you?" Jian Zhuo suddenly shouted nervously, "Why didn't you stop him earlier!"

Qi Yike doesn't want to quarrel with Jian Zhuo, because he understands where Jian Zhuo's bottom line is, and why he is so sensitive and persistent about this matter, just like the last LUXE party.

"This is someone else's own business, how do you want me to stop it?" Qi Yike said, "This thing is not so easy to quit."

Jian Zhuo didn't speak anymore, he knew that what Qi Yike said was right, it's perfectly normal for this kind of thing to happen in this circle, it's really just other people's own choice, after all the good and bad words are said, outsiders like them can no longer Do more.

Jian Zhuo was at a loss, and suddenly remembered many small things. DI was the first person in OSOM other than Qi Yike who did not show contempt for him. When he was in high school, he would take him to various He eats and drinks in his new store, and teaches him how to use Cubase, who didn't know anything at that time.At that time, Jian Zhuo only thought that DI had a lot of friends, made excellent music, was a good person, and lived a bright and beautiful life.

Jian Zhuo feels sad. This is not the only way to release emotions. It is even more hypocritical to say that he wants to use this to find inspiration. Why would he touch such a disgusting thing?He's biologically sick of it, because it's not just about the person who made the choice, it's like dominoes, and it affects more people.

"Where are you?" Jian Zhuo asked, her voice was low, as if she was talking in her sleep.

It was almost eleven o'clock when Jian Zhuo arrived at Qi Yike's house. He came on foot, but unexpectedly he didn't think about anything during such a long journey, his mind was so empty.

As soon as Jian Zhuo opened the door, she saw a lot of cigarette butts in the ashtray on the coffee table, and the whole house was filled with a chaotic smell of smoke.

Qi Yike pretended to be very nonchalant and poured water for Jian Zhuo, biting the cigarette holder until it was extremely shriveled, but Jian Zhuo felt that he was very anxious.

"Sooner or later, there will be such a day." Then Qi Yike said, "He told me that he only flew leaves, and I never thought of doubting him. But you also know that Chen Lindi has many friends."

I don't know if it's the choking smell of smoke or what, but Jian Zhuo always felt that he was almost suffocated, "You mean he was tricked by his friends to do this?"

"Chen Lindi has always been in a bad state of mind. His family relationship is complicated, and he is under a lot of pressure. He used to have mania, but he told me he was fine... I don't know." Qi Yike said, "Maybe There is really no way, it should be very difficult for him to be happy."

Jian Zhuo pursed her lips, unable to speak again.

"There's nothing to be pitiful about." Qi Yike stared at the full ashtray in front of him, "No one is innocent, so stop thinking about it."

"Brother, does he know?" Jian Zhuo turned around and asked.

"I didn't tell him, but he should know. Chen Lindi was brought by him. I don't know how he feels now."

"Don't go online these days." Qi Yike extinguished another cigarette butt, "I don't know who exposed this matter, and the scolding on the Internet is terrible. You don't talk to Chen Lindi in public, no matter what This matter itself is wrong, and the impact is not good.”

Jian Zhuo's cell phone kept vibrating. He had seen someone take the opportunity to fan the flames, saying that most of them rapped and rapped, and the mud at the bottom of society was piled together; while some people seemed to speak very softly, but they would never listen to it again. DI's songs, who knows under what circumstances those songs were written.

It's quite sad, Jian Zhuo feels uncomfortable, stains can cover up everything, and the diamonds set on his body will soon be thrown into the swamp by public opinion.He doesn't excuse DI, he can also understand the psychology of bystanders, and when it comes to hatred, he should also be the one with the most stance.

"DI is serious about making songs." Jian Zhuo just said.

"It will be forgotten soon, everything is like this." Qi Yike saw that Jian Zhuo's expression was not good, "Don't think about that again."

"I won't forget." Jian Zhuo's throat was a little hoarse when he spoke, and he didn't know who to use this answer to say: "If I also forget, no one in this world will remember him."

Jian Zhuo still couldn't listen to Qi Yike's words, don't think about it anymore, he went to the OSOM studio alone, and after the master left, he was completely neglected to change the cat food.

In the past days, Laifu didn't kiss him very much, and the whole OSOM only recognized Chen Lindi, but tonight Laifu squeezed beside his trouser legs, curled up into a ball.

Laifu is a gray British shorthair. Although he is not very lazy, he is already a big cat.Laifu came earlier than him, and occupied the lounge at the back of the studio several years ago. The OSOM studio moved several times in the middle, and it also witnessed the whole process; it also witnessed a group of idealistic boys gradually grow into their own. Ordinary people who are troubled, witness the new come again, and then witness the old go away.

Then Jian Zhuo went to the cemetery under the west temple, without any extra thoughts, but suddenly wanted to visit.

I don't know if it's because of leaving the ivory tower like the school, so many things suddenly happened in Jian Zhuo's life.

Probably when he was in junior high school, his parents divorced.His mother, Wen Yan, remarried a year later, and his stepfather was not a bad person, he was actually very kind to him and Jian Mo, even better than his biological father in the short time they got along, but Jian Zhuo still never regarded him as a I used to call my father "Uncle" until now.

Although Jian Feng and Jian Zhuo didn't meet more than phone calls before that, they always had a good impression, so this made him unable to understand the "scum" in Wen Yan's mouth.

When Jian Zhuo was very young, he always showed the few photos of Jian Feng to the whole class. He was the happiest thing at that time when he was commented "You are as handsome as your father".In the photo, Jian Feng just came out of the police academy, smiling brightly at the camera.

It is really a cool profession, Jian Zhuo has always thought so since he was a child, and even now he still thinks that in the parallel world, Jian Zhuo should also choose to be a border anti-narcotics policeman.

So in the situation where there is not much warmth with his father, worship has become the most important emotion.

In fact, after his parents divorced, he never even received a phone call, and the voice of that person in his memory has become blurred.But on the day of his adult ceremony, he saw Jian Feng.

Jian Feng is not as tall and straight as he remembered at all, he is ridiculously thin, and the suit on his body looks empty. If the class teacher hadn't explained it to him, he might not have recognized it at all.

At that time, Jian Zhuo felt inexplicably embarrassed, feeling that his father was not "decent" like other fathers at all.He didn't turn his head to talk to Jian Feng until he was far away from the school, but Jian Feng just followed him, as if he understood everything without saying a word.

They chatted a lot that afternoon, but it was Jian Feng who asked him a lot of things, and avoided the important questions he asked.When Jian Zhuo said that he wanted to make music, Jian Feng's eyes lit up, and he said it's great, my child still has a musical talent.The way to go is to go straight forward, and never hesitate to look back.

Jian Feng didn't say anything about apologizing during the whole process, he knew that what Jian Zhuo really lacked was not this apology.He has been absent for too many years, and it cannot be made up with an apology.

In the end, Jian Zhuo only remembered that Jian Feng gave him a watch that was very expensive for him at that time, and said "It would be great if I could hear you write a song for me one day".

At that time, Jian Zhuo really wanted to hug him, but they had been separated for too long, and in the end he still didn't have time to do anything.

Jian Feng is a policeman and his role model. No matter whether he stays with Jian Zhuo or not, Jian Zhuo always feels that Jian Feng is always one of his strengths to move forward.

Later Wen Yan heard about Jian Zhuo's meeting with Jian Feng, and she showed strong disgust, cursing and saying that she should tell Jian Zhuo the truth.

Jian Feng is a frontier anti-narcotics police officer in Yunnan, and he was transferred there before Jian Mo was born.At that time, drugs were rampant, so Jian Feng stayed at the border to perform tasks and rarely went home.

Wen Yan said that Jian Feng couldn't earn glory even if he didn't care about his family, and he couldn't even resist the temptation and became addicted to drugs later.She started to break down while talking, and asked Jian Zhuo, is it funny? Your father has been in prison, and he is obviously an anti-narcotics policeman, but he can still follow in the footsteps of those drug dealers.

At that time, Jian Zhuo only felt that something had completely collapsed. It turned out that what he had always believed in was his subjective imagination, and those powers were not real, and his father was a complete "human scum".

That summer, Jian Zhuo had a very bad time, the rain was continuous and the heat was unbearable, Chengdu was a complete cage, imprisoning the future he thought.

This is a summer that can never be overcome, stabbing his entire boyhood.

Last winter, someone suddenly found him by phone, saying that it was his father's colleague who wanted to see him.

The man called himself Uncle Li, and said that he had known Jian Feng since training.Then Uncle Li handed Jian Zhuo a cardboard box, saying that this was what Brother Jian left behind.

At that time, Jian Zhuo really took a step closer to Jian Feng.

As the problem became more and more serious, the superiors also put pressure on them, forcing the anti-drug team to abandon the previous method of collecting nets from the periphery, and sent Jian Feng and several other anti-drug police officers to become undercover agents to sneak into the drug lair.

Uncle Li said, “At that time, you had no way to hesitate. All drug dealers stood on the tip of their swords for a long time. , always being forced to accompany criminals to take drugs again and again, while carefully obtaining clues. We have sacrificed too many comrades, and Jian Feng can't afford to gamble."

Uncle Li was so helpless that he was very sad, "After breaking down a den, Jian Feng was sent to a drug rehabilitation center, but things like drugs can't be given up with willpower, and the anti-drug police won't do anything about this kind of thing." Any extrajudicial immunity, there's nothing he can do about it when he does something wrong."

"Jian Feng has been living in pain for a long time. Being a frontier anti-narcotics policeman is the most glorious thing in his life, but after becoming an undercover agent, he was forced to fall into another extreme dark place, which was not at all his original intention. No. Later he didn't want to hear someone calling him a policeman, he said he was unworthy." Uncle Li handed Jian Zhuo a cardboard box, "Jian Feng left the day before yesterday, but that might be a kind of thoroughness for him. Relief. I saw that you are the only number saved in his mobile phone, this is what he left behind, please take it away. "

Jian Zhuo's mind roared for a while, and the hand that opened the cardboard box shook unbearably.

Jian Feng has been working as an undercover agent for a long time, and he has almost no chance to wear the police uniforms of various periods. They are all brand new, properly folded in a cardboard box, and a third-class merit medal and a family photo are pressed on it.

That's all the most precious things that a living person like Jian Feng has ever owned in this world.

Jian Zhuo felt at a loss, what did Jian Feng get?A third-class medal, three years in prison, and a lifetime of dealing with drugs.

Zhou Shuchen originally asked him why he sold his most precious watch given by his father.

It's not what Jian Mo thought, exchanging money for eating, drinking and having fun.At that time, he was worthless, had just left home, and had no works that could be sold. Life was very difficult, and he almost couldn't even support himself.He has no choice but to say that he is feudal and superstitious, he just wants Jian Feng to live a little better.

He sold the watch that Jian Feng gave him, and spent the last bit of his savings, allowing Jian Feng to sleep in a more decent place.

But he hasn't been here since, and tonight is the first time.

It took Jian Zhuo a lot of time to find it. There are only two simple words on the stone tablet.He leaned over to pull out the overgrown weeds with his hands, and his palm was cut by some unknown sharp leaflets.

He felt so stupid that he would actually speak out in front of the tomb, as if this could fill the empty gap between Jian Feng and him all these years.

He said Jian Feng hadn't seen him for a long time, and you didn't come back to see me before, so you have no right to blame me for not coming this year.He also said that my friend was ruined again because of this, and now I don’t know what to do. Were you also very desperate at the time?

Jian Zhuo paused, and then said: "They are all scolding you behind, and the scolding is very ugly. Mom and aunt, they obviously don't understand anything."

"I don't understand why there are still so many of these things..." Jian Zhuo stared blankly at the stele, "Did what you did before really help this society a little bit, and is your effort really worth it? "

As if remembering something, Jian Zhuo took out his phone and played a song, at the end of his mixtape a few days ago, an oldschool.

"I've written a song for you. It's called HERO. It's awesome." Jian Zhuo said, and suddenly remembered the last time he saw Jian Feng at the coming-of-age ceremony. Jian Feng told him, go forward and never look back.

Suddenly Jian Zhuo couldn't hold back anymore, obviously he couldn't squeeze any tears when he heard the news of Jian Feng's death.

As if losing strength, Jian Zhuo knelt down in front of the tombstone, resting her head on the bluestone slab, even faintly bleeding.His eyes were wide open, but in the end tears still poured out, one by one, and smashed hard on the stone surface.

Some meaningless whimpers came from Jian Zhuo's throat, he said, Dad, I wrote a song for you.He also said, Dad, no matter what others say, you will always be my hero.