Leaving the past behind 2019

No matter how unforgettable a weekend is, there is an end. On Sunday night, Li Henan was about to go back. The two said goodbye at the door, kissed, and kissed again. It was from eight o'clock to nine o'clock. Li Jiageng's hand around Li Henan's waist still remained Reluctant to let go, footsteps sounded in the corridor, the two moved the farewell ceremony into the house like thieves, leaned on the door and got tired of it for a while, the door of the neighbor's house next door closed, the corridor returned to silence, and they were neatly dressed Li Henan was in a daze and was sweating all over.

"Why don't you leave." Li Jiageng suggested with his head down.

"No...tomorrow Monday, the road will be very congested."

"But didn't you say that I'm so well-connected that it's easy to go?" Li Jiageng turned his bright eyes around like a traitor concubine, hooked his fingers on Li Henan's shirt, and slid it down: "Anyway, you Without driving, we can take the subway together tomorrow.”

Like a foolish king, Li Henan was immediately persuaded, grabbed Li Jiageng's hand, and sighed: "You... alas, the ruin of the country is a disaster, if you enter the palace, the emperor will have to go to court every day."

"Then if you were the emperor, would you spoil me alone?"

"Well," Li Henan pretended to think seriously for a moment: "Probably not. At that time, you were fat and thin, so I couldn't see you. Besides, you have such a hot temper, and you probably won't even be able to enter the general election—"

"I'll bite you to death!" Li Jiageng gritted his teeth fiercely, and grabbed Li Henan's neck in his mouth, but he didn't really use any force, he just rubbed the skin on the side of Li Henan's neck with the tip of his teeth.

But Li Henan stiffened his body abruptly, grabbed his shoulders and gently moved him away from his neck.

Li Kah Kee knew it well: it was the left side again.

But he didn't say anything, pretending nothing happened and carried the flirting to the end.

At night, the two lay side by side on the bed.

The bedroom was tidied up by Li Henan. Except for the pile of plush toys of different colors that Li Jiageng treasured, all other items stayed where they should be, and the colors were also classified according to the color system. It looks very comfortable.

But Li Jiageng firmly refused to admit this verbally.

The bed was naturally replaced with a new one. Speaking of this, there was another episode, that is, when changing the sheets and pillowcases, Li Henan couldn't find bedding of the same series.

"Why the same series? Doesn't the bed sheet of the little yellow man go well with the little yellow duck pillowcase? They are all yellow." Li Jiageng didn't understand this.

Henan has never seen a minion, nor does he know how cute a little yellow duck is, but... there seems to be something wrong.

"Grapes and eggplants are both purple, why not fry them together?"

"Because grapes are fruits and eggplants are vegetables, they can't be fried together. Have you ever eaten fried grapes? But these are bedding, so they can be put together without any problem."

"Then..." Li Henan wanted to say something more, but he opened his mouth for a while, and then lowered his head in a funny way: "Really, I've become childish when I'm with you, and I'm actually arguing with you because of this matter."

Li Kageng maintained the posture with his hands behind his back, and opened his eyes wide: "Then there is no objection to the little yellow man matching the little yellow duck?"

Li Henan waved his hand weakly: "Go with it, go with it."

Lai Kah Kee pushed forward: "Then My Little Pony and The Powerpuff Girls are also fine?"

"..." What are those things? Li Henan has never even heard of them.

Anyway, this is his territory, whatever.

The little yellow duck pillow is in place, the lights are in place, the cigarettes and lighters are in place, the ashtray... I found it, cleaned it, and it's in place.

Li Jiageng put on a posture of having a heart-to-heart talk tonight, and leaned against the head of the bed side by side with Li Henan.

After almost a whole day of fierce fighting, the body can't afford a trace of extra waves, and the soothing and lazy night is the best time to talk.

"Tell me." Li Jiageng lit a cigarette and handed it to Li Henan.

"what?"

Li Jiageng pointed with his hand: "What's wrong with your left side? So sensitive?"

"..." Li Henan brought the ashtray over, the cigarette was in his hand, he didn't smoke or put it down, he didn't know whether he was thinking about how to open his mouth, or whether to open it or not.

Li Jiageng looked at him quietly. At this moment, he felt that he was very confident. After all, the relationship was deep, and it was time for him to grasp some of his little-known secrets.

"I used to be deaf in my left ear."

"Huh?" Li Jiageng didn't expect such an opening.

"Remember what I told you, I had an accident in high school?"

Li Jiageng nodded, it was that accident, the teacher called on the students to send warmth and make up notes, which led to his unusual liking for the same sex.

"You also asked me why you stopped being a doctor."

"Ah..." Li Kageng really doesn't have much impression of him. Work is a personal choice. You don't have to be honest with the other party about what you do or don't do.

So there is still a connection between the two?

"Because of that accident, I was severely deaf in my left ear, that is... deaf. My parents are running around about this matter, but I don't think it has any impact. It's just that I can't hear in one ear, not all I'm deaf, it's just that the world on the left is relatively quiet, I feel uncomfortable when crossing the road, and occasionally I'm scared by friends who suddenly pat on the shoulder from the left to say hello..." Li Henan's voice hovered in the smoke, penetrating time and space, with A hint of sadness that is different from usual.

"What really affected me a little was the volunteering for the college entrance examination. I always wanted to be a doctor, but the physical examination before the college entrance examination completely cut off this vision, and many majors were restricted by this physical defect."

But didn't he also become a doctor later?Li Jiageng thought to himself, but he didn't dare to interrupt him, Li Henan rarely opened his heart to himself, he should be a quiet listener.

Li Henan continued: "My academic performance has always been very good. In today's terms, I am a top student. In those days, I am a child of someone else's family."

Li Jiageng nodded cooperatively, he had heard this from Jiabei as well.

If ordinary people praised themselves so much, Li Kageng would scold the other party as a fool from the bottom of his heart, but when these words came from Li Henan's mouth, it was as unquestionable as the Pythagorean theorem.

"I took the 211 exam, chose a major at random, and studied in a daze. My parents bought me an old-fashioned hearing aid." Speaking of this, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and was smoked by the cigarette in his hand. cough.

"I guess you haven't seen that kind of old-fashioned, box-shaped, with such a thick cable, one end of the cable is connected to the earphone, hanging on the ear, it is very ugly, and it is very obvious. If you don't wear that thing, No one will notice that I have a hearing impairment, but wearing that thing... Ah, what a face-saving age, it was not like now, students with physical disabilities were rarely seen in the small university courtyard, and I was the only one share."

"Maybe the problem of not wanting to be touched by others on the left side came from that time." Li Henan looked at Li Jiageng apologetically: "At that time, it was better for me to have a relationship in the dormitory, but the classmates who didn't know how to measure always liked to play pranks and suddenly ran away. Come out and tear off my earplugs... Sometimes I'm still in the lecture theater, in public, and I don't want to lose my temper in front of so many people. In that case, I will be a person with physical defects and narrow-mindedness .”

"Ah." Li Kageng felt that somewhere in his heart was savagely chiseled.

"If I was born like this, I would accept my fate. Encounters and experiences will make me know how to accept it, but I am not. I used to be very proud and outstanding."

"..." Li Jiageng opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, the picture of the high school graduation photo suddenly came to mind, the boy in the white shirt standing next to the teacher in charge, at the moment when he should be high-spirited, but with a bit of awkward shyness caught in the shot.

Li Henan knows how to adjust the atmosphere, he raised his tone, and continued: "But it's okay, I went to the United States in a year, and I had a cochlear implant surgery there, and I also studied my favorite medical department."

"Ah..." Li Jiageng also came down quickly, "And then?" He grabbed the lighter beside him, opened it, lit it, and closed it.

"Later... I came back from my studies, served the motherland, and took up the sacred medical position." Speaking of this, Li Henan lowered his head, his face buried in the darkness that the light could not reach, "It is a minimally invasive operation, the patient's congenital For atrial septal defect, the defect is within five to six millimeters. It can be grown by itself, or you can choose surgery. Even the surgery is just a matter of adding an occluder to help heal, but it is a big deal as long as it is on the operating table.

At that time, I was not the chief surgeon. The chief surgeon was a very experienced senior. Now that I think about it, I am quite lucky. At that time, I was in charge of monitoring the direction of the transcardiac catheter. Everything went smoothly, but when the intravenous catheterization was performed, the monitoring image suddenly jittered. , strobe, this has never happened before. "

Li Henan seemed to have returned to that day, his fingers holding the cigarette trembled slightly, and his voice was even lowered: "I was panicked at the time, and I immediately thought of my cochlear implant. Did it affect the electrical frequency of the instrument? Even the chief surgeon They didn’t even hear me calling for a temporary pacemaker, but fortunately this accident did not affect the result of the operation, the surgeon has rich experience and completed the operation calmly.”

"But after that time, I was scared. I didn't dare to go into the operating room again. It was a life!" Li Henan raised his hand and saw that there was soot between his fingers, and smiled softly: "Look, I can't even I can't even hold the cigarette steadily." After finishing his sentence, he pressed the cigarette into the ashtray.

"So you just..."

"So I voluntarily asked to resign, before it caused a catastrophe."

"But..." Li Jiageng pointed to his left ear: "It's not necessarily because of it."

Li Henan looked at him: "I dare not bet."

"..."

The two were relatively silent, and Li Jiageng no longer played with the lighter, but he felt that he should say something.

"Well, but, as expected of a top student, you can do everything well. You see, it's only been a few years, and you've already become a CEO."

Li Henan laughed out loud: "This sentence is a bit hard to shoot." His brows were lowered again: "How do you know my position?"

"Jiabei told me."

Li Henan approached him, the tips of his noses almost touching: "Oh, what else do you want to know about me? Tell me."

I also secretly saved a remake of your photo.

But I won't admit it.

Li Jiageng looked at his hands: "It's nothing. At that time, I asked Jiabei why you gave up medicine and went into business. He said let me wait for you to tell."

Li Henan lowered his eyes: "Well, I'm actually not that good. It was my father's company, and I was airborne."

"Huh?" Li Jiageng raised his head: "Could it be that the legend goes back to inherit the family business after failing to study medicine?"

"Uh...cough, you can also say that."

Li Jiageng stood up, and his momentum suddenly rose: "Then you are hypocritical! I prepared a whole basket of aspirational words to comfort you, but I didn't expect that you are actually a rich second generation!

You are just lying on the starting line, and you are still hurting the spring and the autumn, and you think the lying position is uncomfortable—"

Li Henan touched his nose quite innocently: "I didn't hurt the spring or autumn, did I?"

"Then no one is allowed to touch your left side, and you still have a shadow? Isn't it because you have a cochlear implant? My ankle was broken, and there are still steel nails in it! I didn't dare to go to the ground!" He said while Gesture: "That steel nail is so big!"

Li Henan laughed, "Have you forgotten what I used to do? There are no such big steel nails, they are all made of titanium alloy now... um..."

Li Jiageng blocked his mouth, and Li Henan hugged the other person's back with his other free hand.

In the deep night, the two supported each other and snuggled together. Li Jiageng rested his chin on Li Henan's shoulder and asked in a low voice: "Speaking of which, what kind of accident was it? A car accident? Besides the ears, where else was injured?" ?”

"Small accident. I was hit on the head by a basketball. I'm the one who has the back."

Li Jiageng raised his hand: "Is it here?"

"I guess, I can't remember."

This time there was no dodge, Li Henan let the opponent's palm touch the mandible from his left temple, and then stopped at the artery.

It is said that the hands of surgeons have been blessed by God.

No, actually the lover's hand is the